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Chapter 312 Say something incomprehensible

I saw a reader say that the chapter on declaring war was written very far-fetched.Yes, I admit, that chapter was really poorly written, arguably the worst chapter in my book.Afterwards, when I read that chapter by myself, I felt terrible. Whether it was character description, dialogue description or plot description, I almost didn’t understand it, and I completely lost my due level.

Another reader said, I said that I only wrote 5000 words in more than ten hours, and he would not blame me, just treat me as farting.

I was speechless, because when I wrote the chapter of declaring war, I started writing at 10:11 am and continued until [-]:[-] pm.Except for eating and going to the toilet, I never leave the computer.

In fact, it doesn't matter whether he believes it or not, and I don't want to defend myself.What I mean is to tell everyone why the quality of the 5000 words I wrote after more than ten hours is so poor?
Because I was not in the state, when I was coding, my mind was muddled, and I didn't know what I was going to write at all.So when writing this chapter, I spent most of my time staring at the computer in a daze.Even if I try to write something out, I still don't know what to say.

The quality of my state actually has a lot to do with my mood.When I'm in a good mood, my thinking will be very quick, otherwise, I will be so dull that I don't know how to write.

And my mood is good or bad, it has something to do with my life.In fact, during the whole year of writing this book, my life has undergone tremendous changes compared to before.I won't talk about the reasons, but everyone knows that every family has troubles in every family, and every family has a difficult scripture to recite.The subscriptions of this seductive book are actually not bad. The chapter with the highest subscription is about to exceed 2000.But why do I only write [-] words a day most of the time, and often stop updating?I don't know if you can get more money by writing more?

Of course, I am not emphasizing my objective reasons.I am not a person who likes to make excuses. Over the past year, many times I have been scolded and misunderstood by everyone, and I have endured it silently.

I just want to tell everyone that I have been in a bad mood recently, so I am in a bad state.I spent more than two hours in front of the computer today, and I really feel like I can’t write anymore.So, I wrote these things, I hope everyone can understand.

Alas, because of the bad state, the words written above still feel incomprehensible.That's it, anyway... I don't know anyway...
(End of this chapter)