within Temptation

Chapter 320
After smoking this cigarette, I said goodbye to Fei Leina and the others and went home.Regarding how to repay Feleina's kindness to me, I really need to calm down and think about it.No matter what decision I have to make, I have to go through careful consideration before I can decide.

As for Fei Leina hinting to me at the end, she is willing to love me with Lu Fei.As tempting and appalling as it was, I didn't take it seriously at all.What era is it now, where can such a good thing happen?I guess that's what Fei Leina said. I really agree to be with her then, and I promise she won't bring it up again.

When I came out, it was already past four o'clock in the afternoon.I called my mother's house, and my mother told me that Tang Xiaoru had gone back.I stopped a taxi and drove to my own home.

Sitting in the car, I have been hesitating whether to tell Tang Xiaoru what happened today.Although it is impossible to hide this matter from her for the rest of her life, telling her too early will only make her feel panic and worried.

Yes, which woman would not worry about her husband falling in love with someone else?Fei Leina is so beautiful, and she has an unwavering love for me.Even I was shaken, so how can I not let Tang Xiaoru worry?
After arriving home, Tang Xiaoru was surfing the Internet in the study.Seeing me coming back, she hurried out and asked me: "How is it? Has Lu Fei's illness been confirmed? Is it serious?"

I sighed, smiled wryly and said, "What's wrong? It's just a lie."

"What? What a lie? You mean, Lu Fei didn't have cancer at all?"

Tang Xiaoru's eyes widened and she asked me in disbelief.I thought about it and decided not to say too much, so I nodded and said: "She just wanted to see me, and she was afraid that I would not go to see her, so she made up such a lie and tricked me into meeting her."

Tang Xiaoru blinked, then suddenly laughed out loud, and said, "That's okay too? Isn't she afraid that you will get angry?"

I sighed, sat down on the sofa in the living room and closed my eyes to rest.He waved his hand and said, "Forget it, I'm not angry with her. I'm a little tired. Sit down and have a rest. You can go online by yourself."

Tang Xiaoru snorted, but didn't turn around and leave.I closed my eyes for a long time, but still didn't hear the sound of her leaving footsteps, so I opened my eyes and turned around strangely, and saw her standing next to the sofa, looking at me thoughtfully.

I asked her: "What's the matter? Don't play computer games anymore?"

As soon as the words fell, Tang Xiaoru came over.Walking in front of me, he squatted down, hugged my waist with his arms open, and squeezed his whole body between my legs.

Seeing her unusual behavior, I was suddenly a little baffled.It's still broad daylight, does she want to do that kind of intimate thing with me?Usually, Tang Xiaoru is not such a proactive person, is she?
But at this moment, I heard my wife in my arms say faintly: "Have you seen Fei Leina? What did she tell you?"

My heart trembled, and I said in amazement, "You... how do you know?"

Tang Xiaoru raised her head and smiled at me, and said, "I guess, if Lu Fei wants to see you, she doesn't need to make up any lies, right? Only Fei Leina needs to play such tricks if she wants to see you."

I had no choice but to sigh secretly, thinking that Tang Xiaoru Bingxue was smart, and I really couldn't hide this matter from her.Besides, after I know the truth of the matter, in order to make a decision in the past few days, I must think quietly alone.But in this way, how can Tang Xiaoru, who is right beside me, not notice my abnormal behavior?
Since you can't hide it, let's tell the truth.I hope Tang Xiaoru understands my feelings and gives me time to think about it.

So, I sighed for a long time, stretched out a hand, gently stroked my wife's cheek, and said, "Yes, I saw Fei Leina. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept it from you."

Tang Xiaoru shook her head, leaning her face on my stomach, and said: "I don't blame you, I know, you don't want to make me worry. But, what did she tell you? I think you seem to be full of thoughts, What makes you so unhappy?"

I gently moved my hand to the top of my wife's head, stroking her cloud-like long hair, for a while, I didn't know where to start.

After pondering for a long time, I sorted out my thoughts and began to speak slowly: "Xiao Ru, if there is a person who has to give up love and freedom in order to protect you. Without your knowing, she has endured for a long time. The loneliness and pain of time, but still love you silently. Would you be shocked and moved by such a person? Would you feel a little pity for her?"

Tang Xiaoru immediately raised her head, looked at me for a while, and said in a bad mood, "You're talking about Fei Leina? What's wrong with her? What happened?"

I was still stroking her hair, sighing, and said: "Yes, I am talking about Fei Leina. You know the reason why she left me back then. But the truth, I have not fully understood until today. To understanding."

Tang Xiaoru murmured: "What? What... the truth? Isn't it because Wei Binglan disagreed that she couldn't break up with you?"

I said: "This is just an appearance. In fact, Fei Leina never thought of breaking up with me. She left me not because her mother disagreed, but because she couldn't watch me die and had to make a compromise. She did this only because she loves me more than herself. Xiaoru, I have to admit that in the face of this kind of love, I can't be indifferent or turn a blind eye. Fei Leina, I am so touched. I don't know what to do to repay her affection."

Tang Xiaoru was finally touched, scared and anxious. She straightened her upper body, retracted her hands from my waist and grabbed my arms tightly, and said eagerly: "What's the matter? Can you explain clearly? What is Fei Leina doing? What did you do? Want you to be so moved by her? "

I know my wife is bound to be nervous, but at this point, I just have to say it all.So, I told Tang Xiaoru the truth of the matter in detail.It has been said that Fei Leina has now successfully obtained the power of the family, and no longer has to fear the persecution and opposition of her mother, so she told me all this.

Tang Xiaoru didn't seem to expect that Feleina loved me so much. In order to protect me from harm, she suffered for four years and endured four years of loneliness.It wasn't until today that I was able to protect me that I came back to redeem her love.So when she listened to me, she kept her mouth open, inexplicably shocked.

However, when I finished speaking, she trembled her small mouth, looked at me sadly and said: "I understand, Feleina treats you like this, you just want to get back with her, don't you? Good! I... I will fulfill you! If you want to divorce, I promise you!"

As she said that, Tang Xiaoru's tears flowed out in a flash.She stood up abruptly, covered her mouth, turned and left in extreme grief.

But how could I just let her leave like this, jumped up to catch up, hugged her tightly from behind, and shouted: "Xiaoru, who said I'm going to divorce you? Don't get excited, I'm not What are you talking about, I'm just telling you about Fei Leina."

Tang Xiaoru whimpered and said, "Then what do you mean? Didn't you just say that you want to repay her love for you? Besides loving her, what else can you give in return?"

(End of this chapter)