within Temptation

Chapter 92

"Xu Shu's concert? Why? Do you want to see it?"

Shi Shanshan was tired from playing, so she sat on a bench beside the roller skating rink. Hearing that I suddenly mentioned that the big star Xu Shu was going to hold a concert in this city, she asked me a little funny.

I nodded and said: "The main reason is that my younger sister Yingying wants to go. She is Xu Shu's most loyal fan. Today she asked me to go to the scene to listen to idol singing, and I agreed to her. You want to go with us Is it? If I go, then I will buy three tickets."

Shi Shanshan was surprised and said: "Your sister...isn't she blind? What are you doing at the scene if you can't see anything?"

I smiled and said, "Maybe you are not a fan of Xu Shu? For my sister, Xu Shu is her spiritual pillar. Even if you can't see her, you can feel her style up close and listen to the songs she sang live , that is her greatest joy and happiness. You also know how miserable my sister’s life experience is. If she didn’t have such a hobby, she might have collapsed in the painful memory. Now I finally have a chance to Make her happy, how can I not take her there?"

Shi Shanshan frowned and said: "Although I don't listen to music very much, I still know the scene of a singer holding a concert. Xu Shu is also a super star, and the concert venue will definitely be crowded with people. Your sister The eyes are inconvenient, what if there is an accident when you go to that kind of occasion, what should you do?"

In fact, I have been thinking about this issue just now.It's true that Yingying's eyes are inconvenient, so if she goes to such a crowded place, she will definitely encounter a lot of trouble.Just going to Xu Shu's concert is something Yingying is eagerly looking forward to.Since I promised her, I can't back down because of this.

After thinking about it, I said, "With the two of us taking care of her, there shouldn't be any problems. Anyway, you're not a fan of Xu Shu, right? I'm not either. At that time, the worst thing we can do is not to listen, and just concentrate on protecting my sister. OK."

Shi Shanshan curled her lips, and couldn't help but said unhappily: "You are so kind to your sister. When will you treat me like you treat her?"

I smiled and said, "What? Am I treating you badly?"

Shi Shanshan asked back: "Okay? We've been dating for almost half a month, and I haven't heard you say you love me until now!"

I had no choice but to say nothing, took out a cigarette and put it in my mouth, lit it silently and smoked.Shi Shanshan seemed to feel that she had said something she shouldn't have said, so she hurriedly approached her gently, and said kindly, "Are you angry? I'm sorry, I know I'm a little impatient. But, you have to understand me. I'm so Treating you wholeheartedly, of course I also hope that you will treat me wholeheartedly, don't you?"

I shook my head and said, "No, I'm not angry. Shanshan, you have to give me time."

"Okay, okay, I know! Protect your sister, right? Well then, I'll go too, the two of us, take care of your sister together, okay?"

I turned my head and glanced at Shi Shanshan. Although she had a flattering smile on her face, there was still a trace of disappointment in her eyes.I know that during these days of being with her, she has never felt my love and care for her from the bottom of my heart, so I feel jealous of my poor sister.

For these, I also feel sorry.But I really need time to forget Tang Xiaoru. Only when Tang Xiaoru is truly erased from my heart can I say I love you to her without guilt.

Shi Shanshan is very smart, knowing that she said something wrong, she immediately started rambling, trying not to let me think about it again.I can only pretend that this is over, and still play roller skating with her.

It's just that the originally harmonious atmosphere became a little dull just because this matter was mentioned.Before long, neither she nor I wanted to play anymore.It ended early, and I sent her back home.

When we arrived downstairs at Shi Shanshan's house, we usually just said "see you tomorrow" like this, and then went home separately.But tonight, Shi Shanshan took my hand, hesitated for a moment, and suddenly said: "Dai Yong, come with me."

Saying that, she pulled me and walked into the corridor of her house.

I was taken aback, and hurriedly said: "Go to your house? Is there no one in your house at night?"

Shi Shanshan didn't answer, but just dragged me up the stairs.I was terrified and nervous again.Although I will visit her house sooner or later, but now, I am completely unprepared.What exactly does this Shi Shanshan want to do?Didn't even say hello, just let me go to meet her parents?
Soon, I knew I was wrong.I knew that Shi Shanshan lived on the second floor, but when we got there, she still dragged me upstairs.Even up to the third floor, she didn't stop, and continued to drag me up to the rooftop.Through the small roof door, I saw that there are racks for drying clothes everywhere.Even at night, there were still a lot of clothes and sheets hanging on the shelves.It seems that the roof of the building is a public clothes-drying place for all residents of the building.But what I don't understand is, why did Shi Shanshan drag me here?Does she want me to help her collect clothes?
I was about to ask her again, but Shi Shanshan pulled me down and got into the hangers full of clothes.Finally, just behind a bed sheet hanging to dry, she stopped.Turning around, he called me softly: "Dai Yong, hug me." Then he opened his hands and snuggled into my arms.

So, I kind of figured it out.I thought funny in my heart, you brought me here on purpose, just to find a place where no one is around and make out with me?
My hand subconsciously supported her slender waist.She whispered, "Shanshan, what's the matter?"

Shi Shanshan raised her small face in my arms, looked at me affectionately, and said seriously: "Dai Yong, I know you still can't forget Tang Xiaoru. I was wrong today, and I shouldn't use this to complain about you. I I also know that you have worked very hard. These days, you really never went to her again, nor did you say a word to her. I believe that sooner or later, you will forget her, really Fall in love with me. Dai Yong, let's work hard together? I will be very good to you, and I will be obedient to you. As long as you are happy, I will do anything for you."

I couldn't say anything for a long time, my heart was sour, and I was not feeling well.After a while, I said: "Shanshan, I'm sorry, you must be very wronged in your heart, right?"

Shi Shanshan shook her head and said, "No, I'm already very happy to be your girlfriend!"

As she spoke, she suddenly stood on tiptoe, put her small mouth close to my ear and continued softly: "That day... you took me to the hotel, didn't you... really want... to do that? Tomorrow... again Take me there, okay? I am willing...to give you...my everything!"

After saying this, Shi Shanshan was so ashamed that she immediately buried her face in my chin.My hands hugged my neck tightly, and my body began to tremble.I was surprised and moved, I just felt that Shi Shanshan was so kind and sincere to me.With such a girlfriend, why should I not forget Tang Xiaoru?

Being moved, the slight unhappiness just now disappeared without a trace. I hugged her tightly and said in a low voice: "Shanshan, you are so kind. Don't worry, I will definitely work hard!"

Shi Shanshan hummed, raised her face slightly, looked at me stupidly, opened her small red mouth and said, "Kiss me, there is no one here, I want you...to kiss me."

What is there to hesitate about?I immediately bent down and kissed her lips deeply.

Now I am no longer the idiot who didn't know how to even kiss. Through this period of practice, I have initially mastered the skills of kissing.As soon as our lips touched, I immediately entangled our tongues with her.

Sure enough, Shi Shanshan was panting, her mouth was slightly separated from me, she didn't dare to look at me, she just lowered her head, and said softly: "There... no one here, whatever you do... no one will see ..."

I got a little excited. To be honest, I have been dating Shi Shanshan for almost half a month, and I have never touched her anywhere except hugging and kissing.Taking her to the hotel that day, there was a chance.However, the incident of Zhang Yun's suicide happened, and this opportunity was just missed.

Now the opportunity came again, and it was Shi Shanshan who took the initiative to lead.I am a man, and a man I have longed for, how can I refuse and give up?
"Is it really possible?"

"..."

Shi Shanshan didn't answer my silly question, and I don't need her to answer it.

(End of this chapter)