wealthy child bride

Chapter 32

After leaving the gate of the hotel, Gu Beichen's cool voice sounded above Lu Yang's head: "The play is over." Then the arms around Lu Yang were about to loosen.

"Don't move." Lu Yang tugged on Gu Beichen's lapel and shrank back into his arms, with no intention of leaving at all.

Gu Beichen was taken aback by her sudden action, but finally couldn't bear to push her away: "What? Han Zixiao broke your heart again?"

Lu Yang didn't say anything, just leaned in his arms like a koala holding a big tree where she could rest at ease.

Gu Beichen didn't say anything and just let her hug him.

After an unknown amount of time, Lu Yang walked out of her arms and sat on the bench under the tree. Gu Beichen also sat down beside her.

Lu Yang looked at the new willows that had just sprouted, and said with a smile, "Just before you came in, Han Zixiao said that he likes me, and he has liked me for a long time."

"Well, is that so?" Unexpectedly, Gu Beichen didn't blow his hair.

"Oh, it seems that you don't care much about me." Lu Yang pretended to be melancholy, but then smiled again, "But this is also good, you and I will be much more relaxed."

After listening to Lu Yang's words, Gu Beichen gritted his teeth and sneered, but finally said nothing, not because he didn't want to say it, but because he was so angry that he didn't know what to say.

In fact, it wasn't that Gu Beichen didn't care. When he heard that Lu Chan was going to see Han Zixiao, his heart felt as if someone had pinched his heart. Knowing that when she was most helpless, she actually went to Ye Jing to rescue her instead of him as her husband, Gu Beichen really wanted to drag him to his face and ask her carefully, what did he, Gu Beichen, do to her, Lu Chan? What kind of existence is it.

It's just that the current Lu Yang is really not sure what kind of attitude he should use to deal with it. He can't push her too hard, and he can't let her go too loose. It's the first time Gu Beichen has tasted tenderness when he grows up so big. The fear in the mouth melted into the taste of fear on the head.

After stabilizing his emotions, Gu Beichen said coldly: "Actually, Lu Chan, I am very angry today, and you should know the reason."

But Lu Yang didn't seem to hear it, and sat there giggling.

She answered irrelevantly and said, "Gu Beichen, I feel panicked. If I don't say something now, I might suffocate. Are you willing to listen to me?" He looked into his eyes with a smile on his face, with a flattering look.

"Yeah." Gu Beichen wanted to say, how could he bear to refuse her like this.

With Gu Beichen's permission, Lu Chan tilted his head on his shoulder, closed his eyes lightly, and faced the sun: "When I met Han Zixiao, I was 15 years old and he was 19 years old. He is the youngest physicist in our school." Teacher, always dressed in white and pretending to be mature, but to put it bluntly, he is just a big boy. Many girls in the school like him, and I also like her good-looking eyebrows and the way he talks, but at that time I dare not say anything to him, and I don't think he likes me very much, haha." Lu Chan smiled self-deprecatingly, and then continued.

"Believe it or not, he liked to play tricks on me at that time. He always asked me to get up to answer questions when I slipped away. If I couldn't answer, he would beat me severely, making the whole class laugh at me, but Even so, I still like him, but I was very timid at that time, no matter how much I like him, I dare not tell him."

"Until, until, until grandma was seriously ill, and the old man told me that if he wanted to save grandma, he had to marry into the Gu family, I dared to tell him, and he immediately rejected me. I remember crying very sad at that time." , But when I finished crying, I began to feel thankful again, thankfully he cut off my last sliver of delusion, allowing me to accept reality without any regrets."

"Your so-called reality is to accept the conditions offered by grandpa to marry me." Gu Beichen said quietly.

"Yeah." Lu Yan nodded.

"However, even if you accept this thing in reality, it may not treat you kindly. I believe that I gave everything but failed to keep my grandma's life. Grandma's death made my world collapse. Mostly."

"So at this moment, you think of Han Zixiao again." Gu Beichen didn't know what words to use to express his state of mind at the moment. He could talk to his wife about her first love calmly. It's funny but he can't laugh at the moment.

"Yeah, at that time I regarded him as my last straw, but he was preparing to go abroad to be with Li Yunge, and then I begged him, begged him not to leave, begged him to stay by my side, and it turned out He still rejected me. I remember that I knelt in front of their house for three days and three nights, while he stood by Li Yunge who was suffering from a bad cold. In fact, I was also sick with a high fever of over 40 degrees. The classmates and teachers who came to see him off all regarded me as a joke, but I don’t care about it, as long as he can stay, even if he’s not by my side, it’s good for me to have a look every day.”

Unknowingly, Lu Yang's voice was stained with moisture, trembling slightly, like the surface of water passing by a breeze: "But that's it, he still left, this time, my sky collapsed, I gave everything but After losing everything, Gu Beichen, if you were me back then, would you still choose to live?"

"So you thought of death?" Gu Beichen's tone was a little anxious, Lu Chan couldn't see his face, but she knew that Gu Beichen was losing his temper.

"Yeah, I couldn't find a reason to live at the time. I felt that every breath would make me exhausted. It would be better when I fell asleep, because then I could dream of grandma, but during that time I didn't I couldn’t fall asleep, the doctor prescribed a lot of medicines for me, but it still didn’t work, so one night I took a hundred sleeping pills, and I finally fell asleep that night, sleeping soundly, but in the end If someone wakes you up, if you can’t die, you have to live.”

"Later, my health became worse and worse, and I got many diseases, both physical and psychological, but I don't remember them all. You know, my memory is incomplete. It is as incomplete as my heart. of."

Gu Beichen is confident that he is an eloquent person, but now he doesn't know how to talk to Lu Chan, every word she says is bloody, and she exposes the old wounds to flesh and blood in front of her Open, such a pain and such an injury, it seems that no matter what words he uses to comfort him, it is powerless.

(End of this chapter)