wealthy child bride

Chapter 52

Coolly said: "What are you thinking, you are its nurse."

Just like that, with Han Zixiao's words, he became this little stupid dog's nanny for two years. What Lu Chan thought at the time was that a nanny is also a mother if you don't worry, and he gradually became a regular.

But in the end, what she waited for was despair. The dog son was gone, and even the dog son and his father were gone.

Lu Yan stood up slowly, took two steps forward, turned around suddenly, sneered, his eyes were full of sarcasm: "Han Zixiao, what are you doing now, playing nostalgia with me? Do you think this is interesting?"

Lu Yang pointed to the plum tree in the middle of the courtyard, with tears in his eyes and trembling voice: "Seven years ago, I knelt under this plum tree for three days, but at that time you were Hey, you are by Li Yunge's side, accompanying her softly and tenderly, Han Zixiao, do you know how cold the early spring of that year was, there was still snow in the sky, and there was a little bit of cold rain in the snow. Wearing only a windbreaker, I just knelt like that for three days. Your guards dragged me away again and again, and I crawled back again and again. I don’t ask for anything, I just want to see you, I just want to see you .”

"Do you know, that time I was betting with God. I bet my grandma's life and my own life. I told myself that as long as you say you don't marry, then even if you are unfilial, even if you sell I would not marry Gu Beichen without those calligraphy, painting and inkstones that grandma would rather die than sell, but Han Zixiao, I knelt in your garden for three days, and the answer I finally got was that you want to go abroad with Li Yunge, Do you know how I married into Gu’s family? I’m not married, I’m selling! Han Zixiao, listen carefully! I, Lu Chan, was sold into Gu’s family. I was only 16 years old that year, and other people’s 16 years old is How, I don't know, but my 16 years old has come to the end of my life, happiness, joy, love have nothing to do with me."

The more Lu Yang said, the paler her face became, and the rouge on her cheeks could not hide the snow on her face. She looked at the plum tree, and the sadness in her eyes wanted to cut open the old wound with a sharp knife. Even if it is not as deep-rooted as it was at the beginning, after so many years, it is still a little numb. Lu Chan thought distractedly that nothing in this world is eternal, and no matter how strong love is, it cannot withstand the dilution of time. When talking about the old things, it seems Anger is equal to sadness.

She and the handsome man in front of her finally missed it.

Han Zixiao's slender fingers clenched and loosened inch by inch, his knuckles turned blue and white due to the force, and his deep black eyes were startlingly cold, it was heart-piercing pain: "Without Li Yunge, the only person I have loved is you, Lu Yang, do you know that I didn’t accompany anyone for those three days, you knelt here, and I knelt under the tree in the backyard, and I stayed with you for as long as you were sick.”

Han Zixiao's tears fell down, this was the first time Lu Chan saw him cry, it was like a sudden rain pouring down, which caught her off guard.

"But Lu Chan, I have no choice. The 19-year-old Han Zixiao is incapable of protecting the 16-year-old Lu Chan. They threatened me with your life. Tell me what you want me to do. I waited so long and found It's been so long, I finally met such a you, how can I let you suffer a little bit of hurt, I hate myself for being powerless, I hate why I was born in such a family, but at that time, I wanted to To keep you, you must first give up on you."

Han Zixiao coughed violently, his cheeks flushed red, he gritted his teeth and suppressed a surge of fishy sweetness in his throat, but his eyes were still astonishingly bright, Lu Yang seemed to be frightened by his words, and stood there in a daze. Standing motionless there, Han Zixiao took two deep breaths and stabilized his figure.

"At that time, my mother and I made an agreement that for ten years, as long as I don't rely on the Han family to create my own world, then I can be with you in a legitimate way, and I agreed."

"Why didn't you tell me earlier." Lu Yang looked straight in Han Zixiao's direction, but her eyes were empty but without the slightest focus, and her tone was mechanically stiff. Now, she doesn't know how her heart feels , seems to be empty all of a sudden, the people and things I have loved for so long, hated for so long, and complained for so long seem to have disappeared all of a sudden, and now she is a fish that has lost its backbone, lost All the strength to support her.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier, Han Zixiao, what are you doing, this is your love? You think this is great, do you know, I would rather die than live like this, Han Zixiao, what do you have to do? Why are you so self-righteous to influence other people's lives, why do you have it?" Lu Yu jumped at him fiercely, tearing and scratching like crazy, now she just wants to make him hurt, no matter what method she uses, Han Zixiao His face was scratched with bloodstains by her short nails.

But he didn't want to stop it, as long as it was given by her, he would be happy even if it was hurt, he hugged her but didn't restrain her, he saw that her heels were too high, he was afraid that she would fall down.

After so many years, it's not that Han Zixiao never thought of giving up. When he didn't sleep for four hours a day and passed out due to long-term malnutrition, he didn't never think of giving up, but as long as she thinks about one day, she will still rush. Looking at him with a smile, he would call him Han Zixiao playfully, as long as he thought about it, he would have the courage to continue.

"Lu Yang, I don't care if you believe it or not. If time can come back again, my decision will still not change. I will never allow anything to hurt you." Han Zixiao slapped her face, his dark eyes remained the same. Stained with water vapor, but her eyes were shining through the clouds, shining on her face, firm and unquestionable, "Lu Yang, remember, I can die for you, but even if I die Yes, I want you to live well."

Lu Chan looked at Han Zixiao's eyes, which gradually became blurred, like an abstract painting. She is not a person who understands art, so she finds it absurd and ridiculous. She laughs at his self-righteous affection, and laughs at herself for being wronged all these years. Thinking of this, she really laughed out loud, her eyes were a little crazy, and they seemed to be filled with clusters of fire, jumping brightly.

Lu Yan broke free from Han Zixiao's arms little by little, as if he didn't know the pain, he used both hands to separate Han Zixiao little by little and supported her hand.

(End of this chapter)