Chapter 189
Some people want them to be together, but there are all kinds of restrictions and requirements, can't they do it as they like?
What's wrong with her only doing what she thinks she should do?
At this moment, she was somewhat envious of Xiao Jingrong. With another identity, he could live freely and freely, but how many people could be like him?

There are some things that cannot be envied!
Qin Muli was like a song that had been sung in her heart, no matter how nostalgic and reluctant, it finally came to the end of the song.

Perhaps for her, Qin Muli was willing to fight, but wouldn't this put him in a dilemma?
One side is family and relatives, and the other side is her.

Is it true that he should bear the infamy and be a person who only cares about his beauty and disregards his filial piety?
Then this is not him!
It's like fiddled with an awkward ballad that is out of tune and out of tune, who can listen to the hoarse voice that is out of tune?
Chang An shook her head helplessly, but when she came back to her senses, her face was already icy cold, she quickly reached out her hand to wipe it, how could she have made a choice, why are she crying now?

There is no medicine for regret in this world, and besides, she will never regret it!
Shen Mo, remembering the feeling of that gentle little guy sat in her arms contentedly after eating the nurse's milk, the lack in her heart was slowly smoothed and filled.

Poor little guy, he hasn't even had a mouthful of milk from his own mother yet.

The woman was afraid that she was also reluctant to part with her, fearing that she would not be able to make up her mind to leave him after she had nursed the child.

What kind of identity, what kind of status and power is it worth for her to disregard her own son?

These questions have been lingering in Chang An's mind. Maybe she only needs to write a letter to Xiao Jingrong. Although it is a bit difficult, she can find out the identity and background of this woman.

But at this moment, she didn't want to know at all.

What can I do if I know it?She likes this child, and she is willing to raise this child. As for whether this woman will return, it is not within her scope of thinking now.

Back at the inn, the child really slept soundly, Ziyun stood by, it seemed that the girl gradually fell in love with the child, and she was even more careful in cooking than the nanny.

Standing by the door and looking at it for a while, Chang An has made a decision in his mind.

It's not easy for a newborn child to travel around. Tomorrow, she will find a small house in Bianyang. It doesn't need to be big enough, just enough for the nanny and the child to live in. Only one more Ziyun will take care of her here, so she can rest assured.

Ziyuan will marry in Bianyang in less than three months. I hope she can come back here at that time. Participating in Ziyuan's wedding is one of them, and the other is to bring the child with her. Regardless of the capital, in short, I will not stay in Bianyang again.

"Miss, do you really have to not take me?"

After hearing Chang'an's arrangement, Ziyun couldn't help but purse her lips. She just wanted to go around with Chang'an to gain knowledge during this trip, but now she wants to say goodbye here. She is out of 100 million unwilling.

"If only the nanny is left to take care of me, I really don't feel at ease. With you watching over Mo'er, I can feel at ease when I go out."

Chang'an pulled Ziyun over, patted the back of her hand lightly, and comforted her: "When I make arrangements, within three months, when Zi Yuan gets married to Bianyang, I will definitely be able to come back. Take you and Mo'er away together."

"Miss……"

Although Changan said so, Ziyun's mood was not much better after all. Ziyu nudged her with his elbow and said: "You can rest assured that the young master is alone here, right? Just let the nanny give him You have to yell at the side to change a shitty diaper, and do it yourself if you don’t like it, it’s really far away from the young master, do you think you are worried about it?"

Although she didn't get along with Shen Mo for long, Ziyun really fell in love with this child. If she just threw the child to the nanny like this, she wouldn't know what the child would be like when they came back.

Thinking about it this way, Ziyun nodded with red eyes, perhaps more sad because of Chang'an's indifferent face after returning from the Qin Mansion today.

Although Changan didn't say anything, the two maids are definitely not stupid. After all, women are somewhat more delicate than men. They are already sensitive to the fact that Mrs. Qin's attitude towards her young lady may have changed, and they no longer As optimistic as Ziyuan's letter said.

But Chang'an didn't say anything, and no one dared to ask easily.

On the second day, Mao Jin went to Yaxing to find a suitable house. Chang'an looked at several places but was not very satisfied. They were either too big or the location was too remote. In the end, the nanny accidentally mentioned that there was a two-entry house near their house. The house, not long after the owner of the house died of illness, his daughter wanted to sell the place, and now she is looking for a buyer.

Chang'an took Mao Jin to look around. It stands to reason that Ziyun and the others might only stay here for a few months. It is also very good to use mandarin ducks as a dowry.

Before leaving the capital, Chang'an had already prepared 1000 taels of silver and handed it over to Zi Qi for her to properly prepare Zi Yuan's dowry. Bianyang, giving her this house can be regarded as a different place to add makeup. If her parents want to come together, they can have a place to stay. If Zi Yuan has a grievance, at least she can find her natal family. Bought the house with alacrity.

The house is not big, but the seller is eager to get rid of it. The 500 taels of silver was paid, and after going through the formalities at the yamen, everything is in order.

The furniture in the courtyard is fairly complete, although it is a bit old, but the materials are sufficient and the quality is good, and it will not be damaged if it is used for more than ten or twenty years. With the help of her family's man, and the purchase of daily necessities, a simple home can be regarded as completed.

In the few days before leaving, Chang An always hugged Shen Mo on the bed to sleep with him. The little child didn't know how to turn over, so he didn't move when he was left there. He didn't worry about him rolling over. When he was walking, the little feet would beat back and forth, it seemed that they were really clever and cute.

Shen Mo's eyes are so beautiful, at first Chang'an thought they were just as dark as ink, but looking at them now, there is a circle of emerald green halo faintly shining around the edge of the black pupils, a pair of eyes look like It's like magic, you can't help but be attracted to him when you look at it.

"Mo'er, you are such a beautiful child!"

Chang'an's fingers gently stroked Shen Mo's tender skin, but within a few days, the child's small face opened up a bit, and it was no longer red and wrinkled like it was when he was born.

Responding to Chang'an was the child's silent smile, blinking his big smart eyes, looking at Chang'an intently, listening to her talking and singing.

(End of this chapter)

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