son, who is your father

Chapter 146 She Wants to Leave (2)
Princess Liyue saw Banyue's strange behavior, she moved her lips and did not speak, following his gaze, the woman was like water, a trace of depression flashed across her soft face.

"Yi, I'm so nervous and looking forward to it!" Zi Ling'er clutched Chu Kaiyi's sleeve and kept her eyes on Bai Moyi in the arena, as if she was the one taking the stage at this time.As a woman, she is not jealous. Although she doesn't like these piano, chess, calligraphy and paintings, she likes white ink clothes. Because she likes her, she also likes what she makes!

"Ling'er, don't worry, trust Yiyi!" I want to believe in brother!Because when she was young, Yiyi's favorite thing to do was to pester her elder brother to teach her how to play the piano. At that time, the three of them were really happy and happy.And he thought that this kind of happiness would last forever until the day they died of old age, but he didn't expect that a palace change would change everything and all of their lives!
Touching the piano, Bai Moyi felt a sense of familiarity and sadness in his heart.In her memory, her predecessor never played the piano. For some reason, she felt her predecessor's resistance to the piano.Touching the strings, feeling the sharpness left on her fingers, a cold feeling gushed out from the bottom of her heart, as if infected by this emotion, Bai Moyi withdrew her hand, at this moment, she suddenly didn't want to play anymore.

The sadness is too strong, I close my eyes and want to enter the depths of memory, but it is just a blur, all the memories about Qin and that blurred face are sealed by the predecessor, sealed in a corner of the bottom of my heart, even if she leaves this place With a physical body, the stubbornness remained in the body.She left, took away her love for Chu Junmo, but left behind another pain that she didn't want to recall.

Suddenly opened his eyes, Bai Moyi said in his heart: "Whether you go or not? No matter where you look at the world, some things have to be faced at last, and escaping is just a sign of cowardice. Believe me, face reality !"

Bai Moyi understands that playing the piano is like practicing swordsmanship. To achieve the unity of the piano and heart, if her heart is unwilling to play, no matter how good her piano skills are, the music she plays will have no soul.So, she tried, tried to communicate with that conflicting feeling in her heart.

A gust of flower-scented wind blows in from outside the hall, more like a woman's faint sigh.

Countless fireworks rose in the night sky outside, embellishing the entire starry sky, bright and bright, the flames burned for a lifetime, and what was left to the world was only a fleeting beauty.

Caressing with bare hands, the sound of the piano sounds, sad and graceful, the cherry lips are lightly parted, and the voice is low:

"Since we broke up, I have been crying every day.

Tears flow endlessly, turning into many sorrows.

After worrying about spring, beautiful scenery is rare.

Sorrowful to autumn, falling flowers and flowing water.

The golden house was there back then, but it has become empty.

I only see the newcomers laughing, but don't hear the old ones worrying.

Poor peach blossom noodles, getting thinner day by day.

The jade skin can't help but the cold wind penetrates the icy muscles.

The pink cheeks are yellow and old, and the eyebrows are often wrinkled.

My heart is crying and my heart is broken. "

Bai Moyi didn't choose another song. For some reason, she just played this song (Nagato Resentment), maybe because of the death of Queen Wang, Chu Junhao gave her Ziyun Nishang without hesitation, which is also because of her predecessor The injustice may be because of her own experience.Although Qin Feng betrayed her, betrayed their love, and killed her, after all, she and him have been in love for many years and have a son. She hates him!Hate him for being unfeeling and unrighteous, but sometimes in the dead of night, she would also think about those past times, and think that Qin Feng once loved her with all his heart and soul!
There are too many Chen Gillians in this world, especially in this feudal imperial dynasty, there are so many such bitter wives!Queen Wang is famous for being virtuous and virtuous, and she is knowledgeable and courteous. She is still dead in this deep palace. The saddest thing is that she died. Because of sensitive politics, the news of her death cannot be announced to the world. Moreover, her death, And why is it not a conspiracy!
Bai Moyi is not a kind person, everyone has his own destiny.She is very selfish, she sings this song, the biggest beneficiary is still her!She once told Chu Junmo that she wanted to get back everything Bai Moyi had suffered, asked the world to give her justice, and asked Chu Junmo to pay the price.

The lyrics and music are all desolate. Since ancient times, there have been many regrets in the palace. The beautiful women face the mirror empty, like flowers and beautiful couples.

It's hard to smile with crescent eyebrows and white teeth, who can tolerate the beauty.

The sound of the piano fell, and there was no sound.There are different emotions in everyone's eyes. There are occasional voices of women weeping softly in the hall. They are moved. How many nights, they have stayed in the empty room, sighed at the door, and there is no trace of their beloved. This song sang their hearts. Out of their helplessness, since ancient times, women have always been single, and men have three wives and four concubines. Who is it for all their hard work?And they are also known as wives of dross, and they are abandoned like shoes.

The men were shocked. From this sad and sad song, they seemed to see the wives who stayed with them all their lives. Although they were old and fading, they loved the old and loved the young, and took care of the housework. Without them, how could they support a stable home? Come to their scenery outside?These people decided at this moment that after returning home, they should love their wives well and make up for the guilt in their hearts!
The concubines in the palace, when they heard this song, they all thought of their own destiny, and their eyes turned red. The kindness of the king is hard to find, so why are they not like the words written in the poem, hating the man only to see the newcomer laughing, Don't smell old people cry!

Chu Junhao's mind froze, the song clearly hinted at something, did she know about Queen Wang's death?Impossible, everyone who knew the truth was watched by him, but if she didn't know, the sneer on her face when she wrote the poem, he was sure that she didn't want to write that poem at the time, although she didn't know why she changed it halfway, He is so sure in his heart!In addition to the song she is singing now, he can't help but have some doubts!
The wine glass that the palace man had just put on was crushed by Chu Junmo again. The blood flowed from the scarred palm of his hand. He raised his heavy eyes and stared silently at the woman in the field. She was blaming him. ?It must be strange!In the past five years, since the day he married her, he never looked at her directly, and let her fend for herself in the mansion.In the past five years, except for the wedding night, she has never stepped into the courtyard where she lived, as if she was not there.

In the past five years, has she also been lonely and empty as said in the lyrics and music, facing alone with the mirror, washing her face with tears, and breaking her stomach?For the first time he felt like an asshole, for the first time he wished he could turn back time!It was also the first time that he hated himself for being the executioner who pushed her to the death knife. This push cut off all their love, and cut off the little hope in his heart. This push also cut off her love for her. He poured all his love into it.

(End of this chapter)