son, who is your father

Chapter 196: Past Life (2)
Tao Lei was stunned, he didn't expect her to make this request, he smiled sadly and said: "I'm a useless person now, I'm afraid I can't meet your request!" The two have known each other for so many years, how could he not understand that she is asking for it in disguise? He survived!A feeling of guilt welled up in his heart, but now he really has no intention of living in the world anymore. If he can be with her after death, why not be a good thing?
Murong Shaoxuan, who had been silent all this time, heard the words of the two, blinked his eyes, went to Tao Lei's side and squeezed his hanging hand, muttering, "If you believe in me, there may be salvation!"

Tao Lei stopped talking.

Bai Yuqing nodded gratefully to Murong Shaoxuan, feeling a little admiration in his heart. If an ordinary person saw her as a ghost, he would have been terrified. This man has been dealing with everything soberly since he was surprised at the beginning. Her courage and calmness made her look dumbfounded.

Murong Shaoxuan smiled gently, and said: "Don't admire me, to be honest, my legs are still weak!" He didn't exaggerate, suddenly a person who had died for a long time appeared in front of you, talking and laughing at you, The hairs on his back stood up, and now his palms were full of cold sweat!
"Yue, he's very good, take care of him!" Bai Yuqing leaned closer to Ling Yue's ear and whispered, happy to find a good home for his friend.

"Whether he's okay or not is none of my business?" Ling Yue glared at her, but blushed involuntarily.

Bai Yuqing wiped away the tears on Tian Tian's face, stood up slowly, looked at the man who had been standing in front of him, his eyes were as bright as stars after being washed away by tears, and he curled his lips coldly and said: "It's over." So far, it’s useless to say more, I only hope that in the future you can love Tiantian well, raise him up, and fulfill the responsibilities of a father!” There was no emotion in the cold words, and the man in front of him was her son’s father. , has nothing to do with her.

There was a little hope in Qin Feng's eyes, which quickly faded away following her words, he didn't care to wipe off the blood that was still bleeding from his face, he grabbed Bai Yuqing's hand with his still moving right hand, eagerly Authentic: "Qing, I'm the bastard, I'm the bastard, I'm the one who's sorry for you, give me a chance, let's... let's start again, okay? I will love you very much, love our son very much! Just like before... the family is happy together like before, okay?"

Bai Yuqing looked at him coldly, this man can no longer make her feel a little bit moved, looking down at him holding her hand, a mocking smile appeared on his face, his slow voice was ethereal, " Can you feel my warmth?"

Qin Feng was startled, and quickly lowered his head to look at the hands of the two, cool!A kind of heart-wrenching coldness was passed from her hands to his own, and then to his heart, which froze his heart that was just beating just now. Feel!

The other hand slowly opened his clenched fingers, and the low voice was indifferent and desolate, and it slowly sounded in this quiet and silent room, "Some mistakes have happened, and it is not possible to return to the past with a single sorry. It's like, if a person is dead, it is impossible to stand in front of you alive again, and my appearance is just a moment of fireworks." He raised his head, took the towel at the side and handed it to the stunned Qin Feng , and said again: "Qin Feng, I used to love you! I still love you even though I know that you killed me! But now, I don't love you anymore! But I don't hate you either, because there is love. Hate, hate you, but I am the one who is punished!"

Holding the towel in his hand in a daze, Qin Feng shook when he heard Bai Yuqing's words, and leaned against the wall decadently, panting with his mouth open, but felt that all the air was drawn away from him at once, and leaned against the wall with slack eyes Slowly fell down, widened his eyes to see her face clearly, but found that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't see clearly, her ethereal words were ringing in his ears, but they were so clear.

"Qin Feng, I don't blame you, because you will live in your own mistakes all your life, and you will be punished by your conscience all your life. There is no punishment in the world that is heavier than this. As long as you live, you will not be able to get rid of it!"

"Qin Feng, Tiantian no longer has a mother. I hope you will be worthy of him. At least before he becomes an adult, you must fulfill your due obligations and responsibilities!"

"Qin Feng, this is my last request to you, I hope you don't let me not even have this confidence in you!"

Bai Yuqing looked at the delirious Qin Feng, she did not allow him to die, for the sake of Tian Tian, ​​she could let go of her hatred for him, this kind of self-punishment would make him even more painful!Turning around, holding Tiantian's hand, looking seriously into Tiantian's eyes, he said seriously: "Tiantian, when you grow up, you have to learn to take care of yourself. Grandma will love you very much and love you like a mother. Uncle Tao Lei will accompany you and teach you things, don't be lazy, you know?"

Blinking away the tears that were about to flow again, Bai Yuqing held Tiantian's small face and continued, "Tiantian, remember, only when you become stronger can you protect the people around you from getting hurt! Also, some people, some things , not only to see with the eyes, but also to feel with the heart!"

"Mom..." Tiantian didn't understand what his mother meant, but he wrote down every single word. He would listen to what his mother said and would seriously act on it!
The little hand held Bai Yuqing's clothes tightly, he knew that his mother was leaving again, and this time, he would never see his mother again!

Bright eyes with tears in them stared at Bai Yuqing's face, delicate hands touched her brows and eyes, carefully remembering every bit of her mother, and a sobbing voice murmured: "Mom, I will remember every day." If I live with you! I won’t worry my mother every day!”

"Tian Tian, ​​Mom's good son, Mom misses you so much!" Bai Yuqing hugged him tightly, feeling very reluctant and helpless, because she knew that she should go!She is content to be able to come back this trip and see that every day is fine!
"Woman, don't worry, Tian Tian will be my son from now on, and I will give him your share of love!" Ling Yue watched Bai Yuqing's body slowly become thinner, and held back the tears in his eyes, Speak firmly to her.Moreover, she did what she said, and she gave birth to two children later, but none of them loved Tian Tian more. She gave Tian Tian another mother's love with her heart!
(End of this chapter)