reborn in childhood

Chapter 1

"Mu Mian is a boring child. Our old Mu family has never had such an aggrieved descendant in several generations. Let alone three sticks, even if you give her three hundred sticks, don't even think about farting loudly. Others can beat her." If you hit her on the left cheek, you will definitely be able to hit her on the right cheek, fortunately I was there when she was born, otherwise I really doubt that this child was carried."

The second aunt always said this about her, saying that she is like her name, she is dull in everything she does, and she is like Kong Yiji described by Mr. Lu Xun, making people feel sad and angry It is indisputable that she will always live in silence, and sooner or later she will perish aggrievedly. She has been talking tirelessly for more than ten years, and Mu Mian's ears are covered with calluses.

At the beginning, she still had some resistance, thinking that the second aunt made her look like a fool, and sometimes she wanted to remind her: Second aunt, you are wrong, I am not soft, but cottony.However, Mu Mian never said anything, she was used to hiding everything in silence.

Later, after listening to it more times, I didn't feel much. At most, I thought about it in private, and then lamented how powerful my second aunt was.

Due to family reasons, my second aunt dropped out of school before finishing the second grade and returned home to help the adults farm the fields and do housework. She never went to school again, but she often came out with some famous sayings that she didn’t know where she heard. , used to educate Mu Mian and her own two sons, much better than the second uncle who returned everything to the teacher after graduating from junior high school.

In fact, Second Aunt is not alone in saying this, and other people also think so. If there is an opportunity to ask the villagers in Jinhe Village to vote for Second Aunt’s words, it is guaranteed to be more unified than when Mu Kequan was running for the village head. It is 100% sure. passed.

Because, Mu Mian's pitiful image has long been deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. I don't know when, when people in the village talk about Mu Mian, they always have sympathy.
Mu Mian was born in the 80s of the twentieth century. At this time, Jinhe Village had gradually escaped poverty. The food and housing conditions of the villagers were getting better and better. Several families even lived in brick houses, which is really an enviable thing.

When the days are good, there will be some rumors. There is never a lack of hope in life. The simple villagers will look forward to the future when they have nothing to do. For example, many people in the village live in brick houses, and there will be more people in the future. Live, people are not lazy, and it will be their turn soon. This is such an exciting hope.

Jinhe Village is a village close to the county seat. At that time, they didn't know words such as expropriation and expansion, but they would subconsciously feel that if they were closer to the city, would they be one step closer to the city people?Maybe when it will be bright?You must know that although Pingtong County is only a small county, a poor county despised by other counties in the city, the county and those who eat commercial food are always a kind of existence that people look up to.

Therefore, for various reasons, the villagers who fled famine in [-] came back one after another with the old and the young, and lived happily. , which allowed Jinhe Village to have some other small surnames besides the two surnames Mu and Wu.

One of the residents, surnamed Han, has always been Mu Mian's grudge. The daughter of the Han family who killed her mother, Mu Mian thinks about her disappearing all the time.

Mu Mian vowed that if there was a next life, Han Juan would still be at the top of the list of people she hated most. A chance for retribution.

We have to start from the beginning.

As people move and settle down, get married and have children, it is inevitable that the number of villagers in Jinhe Village will increase.To be honest, this is a happy event, but the problem often lies in the "but". Jinhe Village has its own troubles, that is, the distribution of land.

The limited land resources are gradually unable to meet the increasing needs of the villagers, or they are worried that they will not be able to meet them in the future, because there are a lot of children born in recent years (compared with the previous situation). If this momentum continues, the land will sooner or later Not enough points.

How can this work?In the eyes of these farmers who face the loess and their backs to the sky, the land is the foundation of survival, and nothing can be without land!

Therefore, the issue of land division has become a difficult problem that cannot be ignored.In the year when Mu Mian was born, that is, in 1987, the new land division plan was implemented. Whoever gave birth to a son will be divided into one mu of land, and whoever has a daughter will be divided into [-]% of the land!
Unfortunately, Mu Mian was the first batch of people to divide the land according to the new policy. When Mu Dong was holding the newly born Mu Mian and got the [-]% of the land, he felt a little bit of joy brought by the birth of his daughter. Almost completely dissipated, wide and powerful big hands pinched Mu Mian's small face, accidentally leaving two clear red marks.

Why are you not a son?

If you are a man with a handle, I will spoil you to the sky and give you whatever you want. Unfortunately, after ten months of waiting, I got you, a loser. You can't honor your ancestors, and even the land is lost by three points!

Thinking of this, Mu Dong felt uncomfortable again, but he could only look enviously at others hugging and naming their sons. As for his own girl, I'm sorry, he doesn't bother to think about it now. What he thought about before were all boys. What a pity!
However, when Chen Fang hugged her daughter and eagerly begged him for a name, he still said respectfully, since he was born when he was harvesting cotton, he should call him Mu Mian.

Therefore, in addition to the names of Mu Dongcai and Chen Fang, Mu Mian was also added to the household registration book. When registering, the staff asked cautiously if the child's name was "Mian" in "endless"?After hearing the negative answer, I kindly persuaded him a few words.

Mu Dong just stared, and the corner of his mouth twitched, "A girl's film, how can she be so particular, she is called Mian Mian, my own child, I can't make the decision anymore?"

From this point, it can also be seen how much Mu Dongcai cares about this daughter. He seldom hugs Mu Mian, and has successfully become the most dignified existence in her heart, playing the role of strict father in a real way.

Although Mu Dongcai said he wanted a son, his daughter was his own after all, and he would never treat her badly. Occasionally, he wanted to get close to her when he had a whim, but in his heart, this daughter was really something he couldn't love.

Which child is not well-behaved and sensible?Just like Wu Beibei from Wu Jun's family, she is cute and cute, she can recite poems at a young age, she can read, her mouth is as sweet as honey, and her uncle and uncle are very friendly. Everywhere can give Wu Jun a face, Wu Jun's mouth is almost crooked.

His family is good, they can't take the initiative at all, and never take the initiative to talk to him, seeing him is like a mouse meeting a cat, well, if you don't take the initiative, I, the father, will take the initiative, right?

But she would just shrink her body and hide behind Chen Fang, looking at him timidly, asking and answering each sentence, her voice was as low as a mosquito screaming, and she lowered her head and pretended to be dumb after answering, your voice is a little louder, she Just shed tears in aggrieved way, don't scold her with a straight face, she can slip away if she is not careful, who knows which Gada she is hiding in?Anyway, I didn't come back until it was time to eat.

He admits that he has bad temper, but this child is not good at brain, he is clumsy all day long, and he can't speak fluently. Seeing her like a bear, the fire in his heart just goes up, and their old Mu's family Never had such a timid person come out!Wu Jun can't compare to him in anything, but in terms of children, he can't catch up even if he flatters him. I don't know how Chen Fang raises children, they are so poor!

As a result, all his anger was directed at Chen Fang, and the missing three points became his spoken language, and he used it to talk about things at every turn. It's not a three-point land but half his life, which makes the whole family unhappy.

As for Chen Fang, she gave birth to a daughter, felt ashamed of her family, and endured everything, which invisibly fueled Mu Dongcai's arrogance, and her mother-in-law was also critical of her, especially when her sister-in-law After Zhang Guihua gave birth to her son, her mother-in-law looked down on her even more, and Mu Dongcai also had more opinions on her.

Mu Mian was young and thought it was her fault. If she was a boy, her parents would not quarrel and her mother would not cry, so she always hid herself, thinking that her father would not be angry if he could not see her, and the family would not be angry. It's too peaceful.It's just that she is getting more and more timid, more and more silent, afraid of quarrels, afraid of her father, afraid of her grandma...

Gradually, her temperament was fixed like this, and it was too late when Chen Fang found out, elm bump, stupid, little dumb... Such words accompanied Mu Mian when she went to elementary school, junior high school, until she entered the factory to work Sometimes, she could still hear someone describe her like this, but she could only pretend that she didn't hear it.

In fact, Mu’s preference for sons over daughters is not an isolated phenomenon. This is the case in most villages. The villagers’ lives and thoughts have been improving, but the traditions that have been handed down for thousands of years have not changed. Without a son, it is tantamount to cutting off children and grandchildren. This is also the case of Mu Mian. poor reason to live.

Is Mu Mian really pitiful?

She didn't think about this problem, but felt that her mother, Chen Fang, was very pitiful. Chen Fang had worked hard in the Mu family for nearly ten years. Except for the divorce certificate and the complaints that fell on her, she got nothing, even her daughter. Neither can be taken away.

Divorce was a very new and distant term at that time. If it wasn't really hard to live, no one would choose this path. The reason why Chen Fang couldn't live was the woman named Han Juan.

Han Juan made her desperate with the piece of meat in her stomach, and forced Mu Dong to do something to her. After that, she finally got pregnant with a child that she hadn't found in time. Han Juan's name appeared in the spouse column on the website.

Chen Fang was disheartened. After the divorce, she was introduced to marry out of town, but died in a car accident on her way home to visit Mu Mian.

Grandma didn't like Mu Mian in the first place. After this happened, she decided that she was an unlucky child. Whoever treats her well is unlucky. Look, her own mother is just one example!
Zhang Guihua is different from Chen Fang, perhaps because of her personality, or perhaps because she has two sons in a row who are tough. She has never been afraid of her mother-in-law, and often jumps up to argue with her, especially when it comes to Mu Mian. After the remarriage, she took Mu Mian into her home and took care of her unconditionally. Even the living expenses that Mu Dong gave her were all saved to Mu Mian by her.

Regardless of whether Zhang Guihua is out of sympathy or love, she has nothing to say about Mu Mian's kindness. Even her husband Mu Dongliang often jokes: "That's my niece, and I love her too, but it's still not as good as you, I don't know." , I thought it was your natal niece!"

Zhang Guihua raised her head, triumphantly, "Who said that is my niece? That is my daughter! If you don't believe me, who will she marry in the future? Who will she be filial to?"

What Zhang Guihua said was right, Mu Mian was really close to her in her heart, even though the second aunt always thought she was useless and regretted not being able to change her temperament, she took the opportunity to whisper in her ear, Mu Mian still liked her very much, Besides Chen Fang, Zhang Guihua was the one who cared about her the most.

In the dead of night, Mu Mian, like some old people who are over seventy years old, looks back on her life lightly, and occasionally looks at things from the perspective of a bystander. At this time, she will find that the second aunt is actually right. For the past 23 years, she has been living a miserable life, but Mu Mian never imagined that even if she died, she would die a useless one.

That day, Han Juan found Mu Mian while Zhang Guihua was not at home.

"Mianya, you are 23 years old. If you don't find a husband's family, you will not be able to marry. Look at Beibei, she is as old as you, and has two children. You are good. You can't even find a partner. That's why I feel sorry for you." You, worry about your life-long events, and when you come home later, your father has something to tell you."

Sensing that Mu Mian only looked at her neck and didn't dare to look up into her eyes, Han Juan smiled triumphantly and puffed up her chest to reveal more of the heavy gold chain. This was the most proud thing in her life It was when Mu Dong was just beginning to make a fortune, and he took the risk to catch up with him. There are thousands of families in Jinhe Village, and none of them has a son. .

Over the years, what Mu Dongcai is most dissatisfied with is Mu Mian's timid temper, but this is what Han Juan is most happy about. The less lovable she is, the better. Han Juan is unlucky. Mu Dongcai likes to show off his spirit, much better than that suffocating ghost!That idiot Zhang Osmanthus took her as a treasure, took over his hot potato, and thought that he had defeated him. That's not counting. Wood lumps can open up.

Han Juan gave Mu Mian a mocking look, and without waiting for her to answer, swung her arms and swaggered away. The gold bracelet on her wrist shone brightly under the sun, making Mu Mian dizzy.

She remembered that when Han Juan finally gave birth to her son, Mu Dong bought it to reward her. The gold necklace, gold earrings, gold rings and gold bracelets are the same, and Han Juan, a woman with an eye for money, has been showing off until now. The same is true for marriage, I don't know how much gift money she plans to receive from others, maybe she just wants to send herself out, so that she can't see it or worry about it?

In fact, Mu Mian did not expect that Han Juan sincerely helped her find her husband's family this time, and the conditions of the other party were not bad, so Mu Dong felt very satisfied and let her go home to discuss.In the past, Han Juan really wanted to see her joke, but now she wished she could marry sooner. The reason is that Mu Dong felt guilty for her all these years and wanted to take her home and compensate her materially. How could Han Juan allow it!
Mu Mian didn't even expect that she finally made up her mind this time, and planned to start with the fight with Han Juan to change her temper, but she still failed.

She hadn't come back to that house for a long time. Looking at the flowerpot on the gate, Mu Mian panicked inexplicably. She wanted to go around it, but she still walked right under it by a strange coincidence. Then, she was caught by the fallen flower pot. The pot hit her head, and when she fell down, she heard Mu Dongcai's distressed roar, her father still couldn't bear her, Mu Mian was a little happy, but couldn't laugh, the blood flowed on her face, it was warm, she thought, she I'm afraid it's hopeless, but it's good for Han Juan to die here.

Second Aunt, you are right, I really died in silence, I wonder if I have lost my life for so many years, can that woman suffer retribution?

(End of this chapter)