reborn in childhood

Chapter 6

The weather is fine today, even the clouds are beautiful, Mu Mian sat at the door basking in the sun with two braids on her shoulders, and a short wide-leg stool under her buttocks, which was specially made for her and Doudou by the second uncle.

When Mu Mian was a child, she liked to carry it around. If she was sitting, she would only recognize it. If the small bench was not nearby, she would look for it everywhere. If she couldn’t find it, she would just squat or sit on the ground.In this life, the soul is different and I don't have this hobby, but Chen Fang didn't know, she thought she was inseparable from the little bench, and she was afraid that the girl who had finally come out of the shell would shrink back, and she would not be allowed to go out for the time being, so as to save her from being angry and scolded again Hide, when the time comes, I won't be able to cry myself.

After all, Mu Mian is not really a child. After being kept at home by Chen Fang, she can guess her worries after a little thought. Forget it, a child will not grow up all at once. One day, there is no need for mother to worry about her anymore!

As for now, she'd better continue to pretend to be a good child.So, after breakfast, under Chen Fang's expectant eyes, Mu Mian was happily seduced by the small bench and plastic dolls, sat there honestly and played, answering Chen Fang's questions from time to time.

Speaking of this plastic doll, this is Mu Mian's first toy, and it is also the first gift Mu Dong gave her. Last night when Mu Dong mysteriously handed it to her, although she was surprised, she accepted it happily. Come over, pretend to be excited and ran around Chen Fang twice, so happy that Mu Dong didn't do anything, just sat next to her and watched her braid the doll. Hearing what she and grandma said outside, I feel a little guilty towards their mother and daughter. I don't know if he has any objections to grandma?He may not care too much about his children, but if others don't care about his children and bully his wife and daughter, it won't be a thing that makes him happy, right?

While Mu Mian was sitting there thinking about things, Chen Fang had already washed the pots, washed the dishes, fed the pigs, swept the floor and washed the clothes for a while. After basking in the sun for nearly an hour, Mu Mian's whole body felt warmer than a nest. Much more comfortable in dark corners.

She smiled slightly, took out a small yellow thing from the small iron porcelain bowl next to her, stuffed it into her mouth, and chewed it. Chen Fang made it for her yesterday. To buy snacks, Chen Fang used a little bit of steamed steamed bun noodles to shape into strips the size of a little finger, fried them in a pan, and then coated them with sugar while they were still hot. It tastes very sweet and delicious.

Mu Mian swallowed what was in her mouth, and took another bite out of the bowl, crunching, crunching, mnamna, the more she chewed the candy, the more delicious it became, even if she couldn't eat it when she grew up in her previous life There are few good things, and nothing can compare to this. Later, Chen Fang was gone, and no one made it for her. She tried to make it herself, but she just didn’t think it tasted good, because it didn’t taste like her mother. Now Being able to eat again, Mu Mian felt very happy. She was so happy that she hadn't cursed Han Juan for two days. Necessary homework.

Looking at the sticks of sugar in the yellow porcelain bowl, she thought, even if Zhu Bajie brought ginseng fruit, she would not exchange it with him, she must learn to cherish and be content.

In the past, my mother always miraculously conjured up many things for her, such as thoughtful clothes, shoes and hats, snacks such as candy bars, wild fruits found hard from the ground, and other things. Anyway, there are too many.But she didn't know how to cherish it. She secretly envied the prawn crackers and biscuits of the soul, envied Beibei's skirt and leather shoes, and did other things. Those were the memories she never dared to recall, because every time she thought about it, her heart would shudder. It will hurt for a long time, and she suspects that she will have a heart attack.

Now that she is with her mother again, she can finally let go of her heartache and pick up her previous memories, even though they were all bad scenes.

Just like when she was eight years old, it was the last year Chen Fang stayed in Mu's house, and it was also the year when the family was the most troubled, but she didn't know about it at all, let alone see Chen Fang's sadness, even in the Blame her for neglecting her more and more and not valuing her as much as before.One day she sat behind an old mulberry tree and ate black beans, which Chen Fang brought back from the field when she was harvesting corn. But when she saw Xin Xin drinking Jianlibao coming over, she suddenly felt that the black beans in her hand had changed.The red leather shoes on Xin Xin's feet also hurt her eyes. She looked down at her red cloth shoes. They were ugly and dirty. There was a hole in the big toe. It had been several days since her mother hadn't seen it. Look again All her clothes are made by her own home, and none of them are bought.She was very angry, her mother was going too far, Mu Mian clenched her fists and squeezed a few black beans in her hand, the black juice with yellow seeds dripped down her hand, she angrily wiped it all on her clothes, Feeling that it wasn't enough, he grabbed a handful and squeezed it, smeared it on, ate up the rest of the black beans, and went home triumphantly.On the way, she was still thinking, Xiaobaicai might be happier than her, wouldn't it be better if she was born in someone else's family?You can wear red leather shoes, drink Jianlibao, and not be forgotten.

After returning home dirty, she was discovered by Chen Fang without any surprise. She helped Mu Mian wash her clothes, sewed the holes in her shoes, and sewed two cloth-cut little white rabbits on the single cloth shoes. One of the rabbit's ears just covered the hole, and Mu Mian smiled when her mother cared about her again.

But the next day, Chen Fang was lying on the bed covered in blood and crying, and then there were disasters one after another.Later, Mu Mian felt that she was a bitch and deserved her to be unhappy. She didn't hate others who ignored her and treated her badly. When her mother cared less about her when she was most troubled and sad, she deliberately made things difficult for her. Sometimes she would think, Was it because she did too much that God took away the person who loved her the most.

"Mianmian!"

Chen Fang's shout interrupted Mu Mian's memory. Mu Mian turned her head and listened to her coaxing: "Mianmian, don't eat too many snacks. Mom will cook something delicious for you at noon."

"I see, Mom."

Seeing Chen Fang busy in the yard, Mu Mian's thoughts began to drift away again. Dad worked hard to earn money to support the family, but mother also gave a lot. At my father's insistence, I handed it over to my grandma. If it wasn't for the fact that she couldn't live on in the end, she wouldn't make up her mind to get the money back.

She remembered the mother's fight for housekeeping in her previous life. At that time, Han Juan's incident had already happened, and the child in her womb already existed. The grandma who wanted her grandson began to pay less attention to her. There are not many, but every time I coax her into a happy smile, Han Juan runs the train with her mouth full of unrealistic promises, and the old lady believes her, thinking that she will not have a son if she competes for the right to be a housekeeper Chen Fang is too strong, and he treats Han Juan more generously than Chen Fang's mother and daughter. He made it clear that he supports Mu Dong, and he has a family outside and a family at home.

Chen Fang had thought about the divorce, but for Mian Mian's sake, she suppressed the idea. After she had no feelings for her family, Chen Fang didn't care about their feelings anymore, and she was determined to get the family money from the old lady. She can't guard Mu Dongcai's people, but she always has to guard the money. Besides, whose daughter-in-law has been married for nearly ten years and has been separated for a long time, and the mother-in-law is holding the money?But grandma just won't let her go. With money in her hand, she can be enshrined like an old Buddha all day long. All the old ladies in the village envy her. How wonderful she is enjoying the blessings! How could she be willing to let go!After being mentioned several times by Chen Fang, she was so angry that she said a lot of things in front of Mu Dongcai, but Mu Dongcai didn't doubt it, and rushed home angrily, but was told that Chen Fang had gone to Han's house , Chen Fang is beautiful and sensible, he really likes it, and he also understands that Chen Fang is much better than Han Juan, he never thought about getting a divorce, at most he spent some money to raise Han Juan's mother and child outside, who made Chen Fang not have a son, Thinking of this, he found an excuse for his flirtatiousness, thinking that Chen Fang's going to Han's house would make him ashamed and conspicuous, and he was afraid that she would hurt the child in Han Juan's stomach, so he ran over quickly to take her home.

Chen Fang was so angry that she didn't care about her image, and she didn't need an image in front of Mu Dongcai, so why was she ashamed and conspicuous?If it wasn't for Mu Dongcai's fault, why would she appear in Han's house? Chen Fang was so angry that she spoke carelessly and said a lot of harsh things. Mu Dong felt that it was embarrassing to make such a fuss in front of the public. To save face, when Chen Fang scratched him, he gave him a hard push, the child who hadn't found out in time was gone, and then the young couple divorced, and then Chen Fang passed away.

At that time, cremation was not practiced in rural areas, and people who died would buy coffins and bury them in their own fields. Chen Fang’s new husband hadn’t obtained a marriage certificate with her yet, so when he got the news, he said it was bad luck. .The two daughters-in-law of the Chen family said that the water splashed by the married daughter, and that she was unlucky and unlucky to meet other people, did not want to make room in their own land. In the future, she will make a small space on the grave for her daughter, otherwise she will go to accompany her daughter now, and this will stop the farce.Mu Mian peeked at Chen Fang's body, and it was already disfigured. Due to the long time of mortuary, there were spots on the body, but she didn't feel scared at all. Touching, kissing from head to toe, just like her mother kissed her before, she also wants to kiss her mother and say she loves her, she wants to engrave her mother in her heart.

Thinking of this, Mu Mian was so sad that she shed tears again, because Chen Fang would look at her from time to time, she was afraid of being discovered by Chen Fang, so she lay on her left hand and knee and rubbed it off, holding the plastic doll's hair in her right hand and walking her around, like It was like turning around Han Juan, the doll's hair was very long, so its body turned round and round, round and round without hindrance...

Snapped!
The part below the neck of the doll was thrown off, fell on the ground and rolled twice, and finally lay motionless on the ground, leaving only Mu Mian's head dangling limply under the hair in Mu Mian's hands.

Mu Mian tilted her head to look at it, grinning, hehehe...

"Mianmian, no bad things are allowed! Dad bought this for you by riding a bicycle last afternoon, and it cost two yuan!"

Chen Fang roared, came over and gently pinched Mu Mian's ears, put the doll's head on and handed it to her, and gave her instructions again worriedly, but secretly smiled when she turned around to wash the clothes.

The child finally sat obediently under her nose and did not hide. He even learned to be mischievous. It is said that children are not naughty, but Mianmian has never done it once. It is too honest. Chen Fang shouted at Zhang Osmanthus Hou Doudou's situation has been envied for a long time, and now she finally got over the addiction of teaching the child, she was really happy in her heart, and when Mu Dong came back, she must tell him that the two yuan was really worth it!
(End of this chapter)