dew marriage

Chapter 293 He Yankai, As You Wish

He didn't want Mu Jiao to cry again for him, and he didn't want her to continue living with those pains, which were all given by him.

He will never resent Mu Jiao anymore, how can he blame Mu Jiao now that he has become like this, what is wrong with her.

Maybe it's because he has figured it out, maybe it's because of the years of entanglement and torture, maybe it's because Mu Jiao is suffering from depression, he has already figured it out.

He didn't break down that much, he wasn't as hysterical as imagined, he seemed to accept all this calmly.

After Mu Jiao had dinner, He Yankai told her to go back to rest, and she naturally refused to go back.

"I'll stay here with you. It's okay. I can sleep on the bed next to me. I don't have to go back to the hotel to rest." Mu Jiao sat there and refused to move. She didn't know what happened, maybe It must be because of her emotions. She always feels that she needs to be by his side to be at ease, and she always feels that only by his side can she really fall asleep.

He Yankai loves her dearly, and he doesn't want her to stay in the hospital for so long.

After exchanging glances with Meng Zeting, he said softly: "Jiaojiao, you haven't had a good rest for a long time, I'm fine now, it's okay if you go back and take a rest, I'm a living person here, and I can't leave, besides, Isn't Meng Zeting here?"

"But, it's okay for me to rest here." She was very persistent, and her persistent appearance reminded him of her many years ago. At that time, she was still a college student, and he had just entered the society not long ago, and had already become He's successor. He became the young master that everyone in Tan City praised.

When he met her, she was still Wen Qianqian's best friend, standing aside coldly and indifferently, when they were going to eat, Wen Qianqian wanted to take Mu Jiao with him.

But she refused to go. In fact, she had nothing else to do. She just refused to go, and her expression was as persistent as now.

He Yankai was in a daze for a moment, but after thinking about it, he persuaded him a few more words: "I can rest assured that you go to the hotel to rest. The hospital is always uncomfortable. I'm a little tired. Be obedient and ask Meng Zeting to take you back."

He looked a little serious, and Mu Jiao was afraid that he would be really unhappy. At this time, she didn't want to affect his mood, so she had no choice but to agree.

"Okay, I'll just go back, but you must have a good rest, and if there is anything, you must tell me."

"I see, go back and sleep well, don't worry about me."

He Yankai shook her hand, motioned to Meng Zeting, Meng Zeting said kindly, and helped Mu Jiao pick up the bag: "Let's go."

After arriving at the hotel, Mu Jiao entered the door, but did not forget to tell Meng Zeting: "You go back later and take good care of him. I'm afraid he just woke up and won't be able to rest well. If you have any problems, you must consult a doctor."

"Understood, you can rest at ease, I won't let He Yankai have anything to do." Meng Zeting pushed her into the bedroom, and patted her on the shoulder: "Rest well, don't think about it."

Mu Jiao nodded: "Then be careful on the road."

He waved his hand, turned around and left, Mu Jiao watched him leave, rubbed the center of his brows, it was a lie to say that he was not tired, and after He Yankai woke up, her tight heartstrings finally loosened a little.

The feeling of fatigue came back all of a sudden, and she lay down on the bed, and she fell asleep not long after.

When Meng Zeting went back, he bought some fruit and went back. When he arrived at the ward, He Yankai was resting with his eyes closed. He really didn't seem to have any problems.

Even though his complexion is not very good, except for the wound that can be seen on the leg, there seems to be no problem in other places, no difference from a normal person.

He probably heard the voice, slowly opened his eyes, looked at Meng Zeting, and said mockingly: "We fought by the river last time, but I guess I won't be able to fight with you in the future."

"You're still so naive at a young age. If you weren't so naive, I wouldn't fight with you. Just use some civilized tricks next time." Meng Zeting lightly hooked the corner of his lower lip, put the fruit on the bedside table, and took out the fruit. an apple.

"Do you eat?"

"Thank you, I won't eat." He Yankai said lightly, he can eat something, but apart from drinking water, he can't eat anything for the time being.

Meng Zeting frowned, wiped it off, and put it in his mouth to eat.

While eating, he complained: "I have suffered with Mu Jiao for the past two days, and I haven't rested for a long time."

"No wonder you lost weight."

He Yankai said something calmly, which seemed to be a joke. Meng Zeting smiled, looked at him and said, "I know I'm joking, it seems that I'm really all right."

He Yankai twitched the corners of his mouth, what could be the matter?

"It's nothing more than a missing leg. In the future, I will be able to walk like a prosthetic limb. It doesn't matter if it's a little bumpy. I'm so perfect and good, so it's normal to have something missing."

"Is it that people like you are used to comforting themselves like this?" Meng Zeting raised his eyebrows, took a bite of an apple, and said vaguely, "Since it makes sense, why did you ask Mu Jiao to go to the hotel to rest? instead of here?"

As if he had hit his mind, He Yankai suddenly tightened his hand, yes, if you can see it that way, why did Mu Jiao have to leave.

Why did they have to find a doctor to confirm their condition repeatedly after they left, and then called Xia Jingchen to ask about various situations.

Did he think that these could escape Meng Zeting's eyes?

Mu Jiao's concern is chaotic, maybe many small details can't be seen so clearly, but he is different, he can see it.

Therefore, when he saw He Yankai looking at Mu Jiao eating quietly, the reluctance in his eyes made Meng Zeting feel a little puzzled.

"Ze Ting, you and I have known each other for quite a long time. You should also know what kind of person I am, He Yankai. I really love Mu Jiao very much, but you have also seen our situation."

He Yankai was very calm, so calm that people felt that he was sitting in an office, sitting on his executive chair, with his hands resting on the table, casually tapping.

Then he said some innocuous words slowly.

But today, it's really not inconsequential.

"What do you want to say?"

"I understand that I have become a disabled person." He looked at Meng Zeting and said coldly, "I really never thought that I would have such a day, but since this day has come, I have no way to escape, I don't want Mu Jiao to take care of me, a useless person, in the future, so..."

When he said this in one breath, his emotions had reached the peak, his breathing was not smooth, and he breathed out lightly, before he spoke again, and said without doubt: "So I hope, you can take her out of the United States as soon as possible."

"What do you mean?" Meng Zeting looked at him with a straight face: "Do you know what you are talking about? I don't think it has any problem with the relationship between Mu Jiao and you. You won't blame her, and she is willing I'm with you, why do you..."

"Me too..." Before he could say a few words, Meng Zeting raised his hand to interrupt him, and said coldly, "I don't think this is a good way, you should think about it."

Since He Yankai is the proud son of heaven, he has his pride. In fact, he can't admit the fact that he no longer has a calf at all in his heart.

Maybe he really has his own considerations.

Later, they never talked about it again. Meng Zeting actually understood that their relationship had reached a certain level, and he couldn't do anything bad in the process.

He also couldn't play a role in promoting.

He can only be a good bystander, and other things are their business.

The next day, Mu Jiao got up early, went to a Chinese restaurant to buy breakfast, and asked the chef to make soup to bring.

He Yankai has been lying on the bed all the time, and sometimes he would sit up, drink soup, and eat. He was always cooperative, but maybe it was too cooperative, maybe everything went too smoothly.

At noon that day, Mu Jiao received a call from Xia Lan, and the two of them talked in the room for a while, He Yankai was reading the newspaper, she couldn't bear to disturb her, so she ran out to answer the phone.

When she hung up the phone and came back, she heard He Yankai say: "Yes, there are two tickets for next Saturday, one-way."

Mu Jiao was surprised, and pushed the door to go in. When he saw her coming in, he didn't dodge, but said very calmly: "Yes, it belongs to the two of them, and I will contact you later."

After hanging up the phone, Mu Jiao sat down, raised his chin, and asked her, "What did Xia Lan say?"

"She said that she hoped that you would recover soon and return to China as soon as possible. Although everything is going well at home, there are undercurrents surging. I hope you will go back and take charge of the overall situation."

He Yankai smiled lightly: "When does she still care about these things, I'm always at ease with her big brother around."

"Then who did you book the ticket for just now, Meng Zeting and me?"

Mu Jiao's first reaction was like this, otherwise why would he book a plane ticket? There are only three of them here, if it wasn't the two of them, it would be someone else.

He Yankai didn't intend to hide it from her, some things will be known sooner or later.

He pursed the corner of his lower lip, and said lightly: "I have indeed booked air tickets for you, next Saturday, there are still four days left, you can go back with Meng Zeting when the time comes."

"Why do you want me to go back? You haven't gone back yet?" Mu Jiao couldn't help holding his arm, grabbed his sleeve, leaned over to look at him, and looked at him seriously: "He Yankai, what do you mean? I can't Just leave you like this, do you know?"

"Jiaojiao, calm down, if you don't want to go back next Saturday, then we can book a later flight."

"So, no matter what, I'm going back?" Mu Jiao was a little dazed, and she was a little dazed indeed.

In the past few days, she has been by He Yankai's side to take care of him, taking care of his food and clothing, patient and careful, she has worked hard in many things, and devoted herself wholeheartedly to this man, He Yankai.

She would never have thought that this man would personally book a flight ticket for her and ask her to return home.

Didn't she say that?I want to be with him forever, and I don't want to be separated again, but he obviously didn't listen to it, remember it?
She wanted to say something more, but Meng Zeting opened the door and came in, some words stuck in her throat, she closed her mouth tightly, just looking at He Yankai.

The fundus of the eyes gradually became moist.

As soon as Meng Zeting saw that the atmosphere was not right, he knew that He Yankai had made his own choice after all these days had passed.

He collected his expression, and said in a low voice: "Mu Jiao, you go out first, I have something to tell He Yankai."

"it is good."

She also wanted to calm herself down, she didn't want to quarrel with He Yankai at this time, so she got up and went out, Meng Zeting took a deep breath, turned around and closed the door.

Walking to his bed, she said word by word: "You don't need to do this at all, she is here willing to take care of you, why do you have to drive her away."

"I can no longer bring her happiness in this state. All I can bring is a bigger disaster. Before the bigger disaster comes, I hope she will leave me, hide far away, and live what she wants. Life."

He Yankai spoke calmly, but his heart was not calm at all, he knew what he was talking about.

"I lost my calf after all, and I can't live like a normal person after all. I don't want to bring more trouble to Mu Jiao. Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain." He looked at Meng Zeting and said firmly, "Take her away. , no matter what, take her away, if you can, you give her a happy life, I will, and I will bless you both."

"Okay, can you leave her? He Yankai, this was just an accident. Mu Jiao doesn't want to leave you, so don't force her."

Meng Zeting's complexion was a bit grim. He couldn't understand what Mu Jiao was thinking. No matter how hard he tried, it seemed that he couldn't erase He Yankai from her heart. Since he couldn't erase it, he hoped that Mu Jiao could embrace what she wanted. love.

However, He Yankai wants to push Mu Jiao out now, where will he push it?

Doesn't he know her woman?

However, He Yankai also has his own considerations. Over the years, he has repeatedly thought about the same question. With such a serious injury to his leg, Cen Yun and the members of the He family will not forgive Mu Jiao, even with Mu Jiao. Jiao has nothing to do with it, and will spread all the grievances on Mu Jiao.

And he, even if he tried his best, would still cause Mu Jiao to be hit more or less like this. He never hoped that kind of thing would happen again, so no matter what, he also hoped that Mu Jiao could live a healthy and happy life.

Her depression can't be cured that easily, and he is even more afraid that there will be an attack in the future. What if she can't bear it, commits suicide, or does other extreme behaviors, what will he do?

When it was still possible to talk, he hoped that he could make such a decision to free Mu Jiao and himself.

He is already a useless person, knowing that a useless person can no longer bind Mu Jiao, so let her go.

Meng Zeting shook his head and sighed lightly: "He Yankai."

"If you were me, maybe you would make the same decision as me."

After He Yankai finished speaking, Meng Zeting fell silent, right? If something like this happened to him, he should let the woman he loves leave him.

He is always an outsider, unable to say anything deeply.

"You take her away, the plane next Saturday, there are still a few days left."

Meng Zeting didn't speak. After a while, he went out and Mu Jiao was not outside. He called Mu Jiao's cell phone. She held the phone and said lightly: "I'm back to the hotel."

Meng Zeting was stunned for a moment: "I thought you would accompany him in the hospital."

"I want to calm down."

Meng Zeting said a few more words of comfort, and sat on the bench outside, and didn't go in to say anything to He Yankai.

In the hotel, Mu Jiao was lying on the bed. She thought about a lot of things. As a depressed patient, no matter how many things she thought about, she was always pessimistic. Sorry, there is no way to face life optimistically and positively.

There were times when she wanted to face it positively, but He Yankai had already told her to leave.

She felt so guilty and wanted to take good care of him, and she never thought of leaving again, but...

Shen Jingyi's phone call came in a timely manner. She hadn't taken medicine for several days, and she was torturing herself rather than resting every night.

"Jingyi, what time is it over there, and you still called."

"I heard from Xia Lan that you were in the United States recently. I'm sorry I didn't know this. I'm worried that you forgot to bring your medicine. Have you not taken any medicine recently?"

"I'll eat when I go back. There's nothing wrong with it recently."

Her voice was flat, without any energy at all, Shen Jingyi said worriedly: "I know, you should rest more in normal times, don't think too much about things, okay, don't be unhappy, everything will pass."

"I know, everything will pass."

It seems that spring will definitely come, summer flowers will bloom, and autumn wind will always blow into the distance, just like winter snow will always fall on her shoulders.

All things shall pass, and all good things shall come.

She understands the truth, but she is the one who is still having a hard time.

In the evening, Mu Jiao calmed down and went to the hospital with dinner. Meng Zeting was still sitting on the bench. She walked over, and Meng Zeting got up to carry the things over.

"You don't wear more clothes, it's still cold at night."

"I think it's okay. He came by taxi and doesn't feel cold. How is he?"

As Mu Jiao spoke, he pushed open the door. He Yankai was reading a book. When he saw her coming in, he put down the book, slightly raised an arc, and said softly, "You're here. I thought you'd be angry all the time and wouldn't come to see me. .”

"I can't see you a few times, I always have to come." Mu Jiao's tone was a little cold, probably still minding, He Yankai smiled dotingly: "What delicious food did you bring?"

"The ones you like to eat, as well as soup." She arranged them bit by bit, and passed the spoon over: "Be careful it's hot."

He Yan Kaien said, and ate seriously, Mu Jiao looked at him eating, and then looked at his amputated leg, and his heart twitched.

"So you really want me to leave on Saturday? After I leave, don't you want me to come back to see you?"

She asked directly, her cold eyes fixed on him.

He Yankai paused with his hand holding the spoon, lowered his expression, his sharp-edged face was tinged with sadness, but in an instant, he nodded and said, "Jiaojiao, I have professional nurses here, and I have professional nurses here. The doctor here will treat you very well, even if you are not around..."

"It's enough to talk about the main points." Mu Jiao smiled: "Before, didn't we always talk about everything directly?"

"Jiaojiao..." After a moment of silence, he put down the spoon and looked at her seriously.

"You go back, go back to Fei City, continue to do your work, and find a new relationship, I hope you can live a normal life."

Mu Jiao's heart sank uncontrollably, her eye sockets tightened, and she had the urge to cry, but she endured it all the time, took a deep breath, and said, "I told you, I will always be with you, never I don't want to leave you, I will accept all the bad, bad, I can bear those, I can..."

"You can't!" He Yankai closed his eyes, and said without a doubt: "I won't let you bear that again, before they come, run away, stay away from them, this is what you did to me Yes, the thing that makes me the happiest."

Hearing this, Mu Jiao looked at him with red eyes, choked up and said, "You think this is for my own good? You lost your calf because of me, and now you want to drive me away. What do you think of me, Mu Jiao?"

Seeing her in pain, He Yankai felt very uncomfortable. He reached out his hand to comfort her, but the distance between them was too far for him to reach. He raised his hand in the air and then slowly dropped it.

"Jiaojiao." He slowed down, didn't know what to think, as if he had made up his mind, he opened his mouth and said: "I don't think I will love you anymore, a person like me is destined to be unable to give you happiness, You deserve a better life, so let's go."

"You go, never come back." He raised his eyes and looked at her, obviously his heart was bleeding, but his face was still indifferent, and he still insisted.

Mu Jiao shook his head, and said word by word: "You love me! You love me! We won't be separated, and I won't leave!"

"No matter what you become, I will be with you, I will never leave you again, and I will not dislike you for becoming like this, I don't think there is anything wrong with this, it makes no difference to me Yes, He Yankai, please take back those words, take it back!"

Mu Jiao stood up, tightly clenched his fists with both hands, with a straight face, and seriously asked He Yankai to take back those hurtful words.

He Yankai looked at the fragile trembling of her shoulders, she was enduring it, he knew that she had depression, instead of suffering more pain, just this time, there would be no more pain.

He didn't answer, but turned his head to look at Meng Zeting, and said coldly: "What are you still doing, I left you the opportunity, and you still don't take her away? What are you waiting for? Let's go!"

Meng Zeting shrank his pupils, he really didn't want to participate in this matter.

And Mu Jiao stepped forward to hold He Yankai's cheeks, looked at him with tears in his eyes, and said in a muffled voice: "Say it again, He Yankai, do you really want me to go? Is it true! You want me to go!"

He Yankai stretched out his hand to hold her hand, her hand was so cold, if it's okay, someone who loves her more will cover her hand.

His heart sank, he took her hand away, and said solemnly: "Yes, I really want you to go, let's go, the farther you go, the better!"

"As you wish, He Yankai!"

With a bang, Mu Jiao turned around and kicked the chair away, carried her bag and left. He Yankai looked at her back, and could only see her reaching out to wipe her tears.

Soon, she opened the door and left. Meng Zeting let out a soft breath, and cast a cold glance at He Yankai: "This is what you want."

"Take good care of her, don't make her sad anymore." He Yankai didn't look over, but still told Meng Zeting that his beloved woman was finally forced by him to leave him early, and finally...

(End of this chapter)