spend the rest of my life saying i love you

Chapter 137 How are you doing?

Yi Jue was still wearing formal clothes today, and his meticulous appearance made people look very energetic. His thin lips were slightly pursed, and there was a half-smile in the corner of his eyes, and there was no wavering at a glance.

Behind him, there was a person standing there with her head lowered. She looked like a woman, and her eyes contained an unclear light. When Jian Anran looked over, she quickly lowered her head, making it difficult for people to see her face clearly. complexion.

Jian Anran was stunned, she didn't know why, but she felt her heart beating faster and faster, this woman - who is it!
Why did Yi Jue bring a woman here? It shouldn't be Yi Jue's wife. This woman gave him an inexplicable sense of familiarity. She didn't know how painful it was, she just felt that the person in front was very strange.

Yi Jue looked at Jian Anran's reaction calmly, and the woman also looked at Jian Anran quietly, her eyes trembling, with a faint look of alarm, she began to swallow and spit involuntarily, feeling extremely nervous.

Unexpectedly, he didn't know how to move for a while, and stood motionless at the door, and Yi Jue also sensed that something was wrong with the person behind him, so he stretched out his hand to grab the woman's wrist: "Auntie, don't think too much, come with me Just do it."

When the woman heard Yi Jue's voice, she hurriedly came back to her senses, withdrew her gaze from looking at Jian Anran, and was dragged forward for several steps. When she reached the sofa, she sat down stiffly. This time, she Her eyeballs didn't dare to look at Jian Anran again, she just fixed her eyes on the corner of the table firmly.

Putting her fingers on her thighs, she kept bending them, and her whole body was in an extremely tense state, as if she would blow up and leave in the next moment. Jian Anran glanced to the side from the corner of her eyes, and the sense of inexplicable familiarity in her heart could not help but expand.

The line of sight began to flow, and suddenly stopped at one place, the corners of the mouth were tightened, this woman had a wound on her thumb, if I remembered correctly, that woman also had a... In my vague memory, that woman also had a wound !
Heart, couldn't help but flustered a little, quickly raised his eyes, stared quietly at the woman in front of him, the more he looked, the more familiar he was, the appearance of this woman and himself... Jian Anran didn't dare to think about it anymore, picked up a glass of juice and sipped it mouth, said with a half-smile: "Mr. Yi, if you still have guests to entertain, I can go back first."

Let's go, if you stay here, your mood will definitely be affected, isn't it just a little flustered now?

She knew that she was a little flustered because of this woman.

Thinking of Mo Tingjun's words a few days ago, she became more and more sure of her identity as a woman, but she didn't want to admit it, think deeply, not at all!

Suddenly, Jian Anran was a little irritable. She picked up her bag and stood up without even looking at the woman. She wanted to pass Yi Jue and walk towards the door. He slammed into the low table hard.

The pain quickly began to satisfy her, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but twitched tighter, enduring the pain, Jian Anran walked a few steps, and the woman on the sofa saw her movements like this, her eyes flashed with distress and anxiety , wanted to rush forward but was held down by Yi Jue.

Yi Jue sorted out her thoughts, walked forward and held the door against Jian Anran to prevent Jian Anran from going out, her tone was gentle and without any emotion: "Miss Jian, I am treating you to dinner today, naturally there will be no other things, as for the This person, I believe, you will not know."

Jian Anran stopped, stared at Yi Jue coldly, and after a while, she snorted softly: "Mr. Yi, since you invited me, why did you bring someone else? You only have this little sincerity, why bother to invite someone else?" Your honor?"

Yi Jue frowned slightly, apparently he did not expect that Jian Anran would adopt such a tough attitude, it seemed that he still underestimated the complicated thoughts in Jian Anran's heart, and looked at the woman behind Jian Anran involuntarily.

Sure enough, a lot of cold sweat was already breaking out on the woman's forehead, and she looked very ugly trembling. The depths of her eyes were full of fear and fear, and more of an inexplicable worry. She looked at Jian Anran's knee , wanted to step forward to have a look, but dared not, so he could only sit motionless on the sofa.

His fingers were almost cut off by himself, and there were bursts of tingling sensations in his thighs, and the woman was unmoved. Yi Jue's eyes flickered slightly, and he turned his gaze and stared straight at Jian Anran: "Miss Jian, today I was wrong, when all of you are here, why don't we sit down and have a meal together, and then have a good talk."

"I don't think there is any need to eat. As for the conversation..." Jian Anran raised her head, turned her stiff neck, and slightly hooked the corners of her mouth, "I don't think I have anything to talk to you about."

"Of course, I hope you can stay and have a meal." The woman spoke, with an easily detectable pleading in her thin voice.

When Jian Anran heard this voice, her whole body froze, her blood was almost in a state of backflow, she opened her mouth, but couldn't make any sound, Yi Jue continued her efforts, and directly called the waiter to serve the dishes, she had no choice but to retreat, Forced to sit on the sofa.

The woman was very pleasantly surprised, and said anxiously: "Of course, does your knee hurt, do you need someone to come and see?"

Jian Anran raised her eyes, and looked directly at the woman's face for the first time, with a mocking look in her eyes: "What's the point of such a small injury?"

The panic on the woman's face is not fake, but Jian Anran doesn't like it, she doesn't like it at all, and she didn't care about her before, why is she pretending now, why doesn't she just send money like before, she just wants to appear in front of her!

Ji Yaxuan, what are you going to do!
"Of course..." Ji Yaxuan opened her mouth, but the words were swallowed again. She knew that Jian Anran blamed herself, so she didn't force her to accept herself so quickly. She stretched out her hand, wanting to grab Jian Anran's fingers, But being avoided, she froze and did not force herself: "However, how have you been doing these years?"

She had called the Jane's family before, but the Jian's family could not give her the answer she wanted. They only said that the matter of Jian Anran had nothing to do with them. The attitude of turning face and denying people is faster than turning over a book. She knew that something happened Yes, but there is no way.

"Ma'am, how am I? It doesn't seem to have anything to do with you."

not related!

These few words, like a spell, lingered directly in Ji Yaxuan's ears. Jian Anran actually said that it had nothing to do with her. Ji Yaxuan should hate her for saying that to herself, but she just felt indebted...

She owed Jane Anran, motherly love, family, she didn't give her any, so what reason is there to blame her now?
It can be said that now she didn't just walk away, it was already giving her face, Ji Yaxuan smiled bitterly in her heart, very uncomfortable: "Of course, I don't want to explain anything to myself, because I don't know how to explain, since childhood It is a fact that I am not by your side, and it is also a fact that I owe you a lot, so I want to make up for you, are you willing to accept my make up?"

Jian Anran was shocked. Although Ji Yaxuan didn't directly say I'm sorry, there was no difference between her words and sorry. She pinched her thigh and then laughed out loud: "Madam, you don't owe me anything. Why do you want to make up for me?"

Although she didn't give her family and family affection, she sent money back every month, so why can she blame her? If she was really a cruel mother, she could just ignore it, but Ji Yaxuan didn't do that, instead she sent money every month. Send a handsome sum of money to Jane's family.

But even if this is the case, if you want her to let go of her knot like this, she still can't pass the test in her heart...

Ji Yaxuan looked at Jian Anran stiffly, and stretched out her hand to hold Jian Anran's arm. At this moment, Yi Jue walked outside very sensiblely, leaving space for the mother and daughter. The waiter just wanted to go in and put Things were also stopped by Yi Jue.

After hesitating for a moment, he pushed the dining car and left.

Inside the box.

Jian Anran was still sitting, with her mouth tightly pursed, not looking at Ji Yaxuan, for a while, there was only the sound of nervous breathing in the box, Ji Yaxuan's chest was up and down, and she sat towards Jian Anran, as if she was afraid of being rejected , Probing cautiously.

"Of course, I've been sorry to you these years. As a mother, I know I'm very irresponsible. Now I want to make up for it. Can you give me this chance?" Ji Yaxuan's voice trembled, her eyes were red, and she looked pitiful.

Jian Anran closed her eyes, and she didn't know how to face her mother. The throbbing in her heart was not fake, but very real. The feeling was screaming in her heart, reminding her all the time that she was not I don't care, it's just that I can't get over the hurdle in my heart.

That hurdle was like a thorn in her heart, lingering, she wanted to ignore it but couldn't, Jian Anran took a deep breath to calm herself down, and said after a long while: "You don't need What to make up for me, we don't owe each other, if you really want to say who owes whom, then I owe you, after all, you gave birth to me and paid the child support."

Ji Yaxuan is not like the kind of mother who abandons her, but she should be satisfied.

Jian Anran thought about it, and felt a lot more relaxed, but Ji Yaxuan's words felt like a knife piercing her ears, she quickly stretched out her hand to pull Jian Anran's sleeve, and said tremblingly: "Of course, can you Turn around and look at me, can we have a good talk?"

Almost like an automatic reaction, Jian Anran sat aside, not wanting to get too close to Ji Yaxuan. At this time, Ji Yaxuan was no different to a stranger to her. Jian Anran leaned on the edge of the sofa, her whole body Quietly leave the dust.

Looking at the empty fingers, Ji Yaxuan was a little embarrassed, but she knew she couldn't act too hastily, so she could only shrink back and sit back in her seat: "Of course, I know you are not used to me yet, but I will do my best to make up for it, you trust me once ?"

She didn't ask Jian Anran to call her mother, and she didn't have any other weird ideas. The only thing she wanted was that Jian Anran could forgive herself and accept her overtures, but it was really difficult to do it now.

Although I thought about all the possibilities before coming here, but when I really started to face it, I always felt powerless. Ji Yaxuan's eyes were filled with anticipation, and her obedient appearance looked very pitiful at this moment.

Jian Anran didn't say a word, took a deep breath, and whispered: "I want to be alone."

Ji Yaxuan was slightly stunned, she withdrew her hand in a daze, and said after a moment of silence: "Okay, I won't bother you anymore."

As she said that, she stood up, her body movements were very slow, she looked cautious as if she was afraid of disturbing Jian Anran, and finally walked out of the box, Ji Yaxuan seemed to have lost her strength, and suddenly fell towards the wall, her eyes were already red one slice.

Seeing this, Yi Jue rushed forward to hold her wrist, and asked worriedly, "Auntie, are you alright?"

It took Ji Yaxuan a few minutes to recover, she shook her head slightly: "I'm fine, Xiaojue, I'll take a step first, you can send Ranran home, don't let her go alone, I'm afraid something will happen to her."

Seeing her suddenly today, Jian Anran was not mentally prepared. If she was in a daze while walking on the road and had an accident, she would never forgive herself for the rest of her life.

"But Auntie—" Yi Jue frowned tightly, and there was a worried look in his eyes.

Ji Yaxuan's expression was not very good either, Yi Jue was worried, if something happened to this woman, then that man would definitely not spare him.

"I'm fine, you go."

Ji Yaxuan let go of Yi Jue's hand, and walked towards the exit alone. Yi Jue had no choice but to wink at the bodyguard standing beside him. Ji Yaxuan didn't say no this time either.

Maybe it's because she's not in a calm mood right now, or maybe she can't think of so many things at all.

The bodyguard followed behind her without saying a word, and some inexplicable surprise flashed in his eyes.

this lady...

Pushing open the door of the box, Yi Jue saw Jian Anran sitting on the sofa blankly, her eyes were dull, staring at one place for a long time without raising her head, Yi Jue was standing at the door, after thinking for a while Said: "Miss Jane, I will take you back."

The woman, without any movement, Yi Jue couldn't help but frowned, her beautiful eyebrows looked complicated at this moment, her fingers loosened and then tightened, then tightened and loosened: "Miss Jian, Auntie has not had a good life these years, you... ..."

"Whether she's doing well or not has nothing to do with me. Mr. Yi, please respect yourself!" Jian Anran interrupted Yi Jue without frowning. Maybe she was afraid that she would soften her heart after hearing that she was not doing well. "I said to leave me alone, can Mr. Yi go out first?"

There was some annoyance in Yi Jue's eyes, but he still closed the door, but he didn't go out of the box, but just stood there and stared at Jian Anran.

Jian Anran was displeased, and her breath dropped to freezing point: "Mr. Yi, do you not understand what I said?"

"Miss Jian, I am the one who treats you to dinner today, so I haven't eaten the meal yet, how can I go first?" Yi Jue walked over and sat down in front of Jian Anran. At this moment, the waiter came in with something. .

Seemingly knowing that the atmosphere was not right, the waiter hurried out after setting things up. Jian Anran stood up without even looking at the table: "Mr. Yi, I don't have an appetite right now, so I'm sorry."

She didn't want to eat anything at this time, and always felt that if she ate it, she would feel sick all over her body. Yi Jue didn't get angry, and looked at the food on the table: "There are so many delicious foods, but I don't have an appetite. Could it be that Miss Jian is very upset?" Mind what I did just now, so you don't want to see me at all now?"

The corners of Jian Anran's mouth were slightly pursed, and the fingers holding the bag were a little bit harder at this moment: "Mr. Yi was joking, you didn't do anything wrong, why don't I want to see you, as for what you did just now, I do not know either."

Yi Jue burst into laughter, her voice was clear and sweet in the private room, but the words she uttered seemed lonely: "Jian Anran, you really shouldn't blame Auntie, she has her own difficulties, although I don't know you We talked about something inside, but I have to tell you that my aunt has not had a good life these years, and she has been abroad for so many years, shouldn't you be considerate of her?"

The corner of Jian Anran's mouth twitched slightly, what did Yi Jue know?
Ji Yaxuan's life is hard, so it's not hard for her as a child dependent on others. She also has grievances in her heart. After all, she is still a child in some things. Doesn't it take some time to accept such things?
Or is it true that the mother and daughter must hug each other and cry when they meet!
She couldn't do it, and she couldn't do that in her heart: "Mr. Yi, I hope you don't interfere in this matter. If you bring her here today without my consent, will you bring her to my house next time?"

"..." Yi Jue opened his mouth, looking at the woman with her chin raised high, she couldn't tell what it was like.

At this moment, he understood a little bit, maybe some things are not all under his control, and not everyone wants to listen to him, just like the current matter, if not done well, it will run counter to his purpose.

"I was wrong just now, you sit down first, let's have a meal together."

Jian Anran froze: "No, there are still people waiting for me at home, I want to go back."

Mo Tingjun said, let her remember to go back early, she can't keep him waiting for too long.

"Then I'll see you off." Yi Jue stood up, without moving the things on the table, and walked out the door before Jian Anran refused.

……

Leaning against the car window, Jian Anran's eyes turned out of the car window, those regressing figures shrank under her eyes, and slowly disappeared. Yi Jue, who was sitting next to her, had a cold expression on his face.

It was not until Jian Anran's apartment was downstairs that Yi Jue stopped the car. After the driver opened the door, Yi Jue said: "Jian Anran, I hope you can think about it, auntie these years..."

Jian Anran could almost recite that sentence, she interrupted: "I will."

Turning around, going upstairs without looking back, and entering the elevator, Jian Anran stared blankly at the changes in the numbers, those words kept flashing in her mind.

That woman had difficulties, but she didn't say a word to herself, she just kept saying that she wanted to make up for herself.

Ah……

What is there to make up for?
Mother's love, she doesn't need it now, money, she doesn't need it now, what else can be made up for, all these years, she has come here by herself, Ji Yaxuan's majestic appearance seems to have disrupted the original track.

Jian Anran shook her head, and pulled out a brilliant smile towards the elevator wall: "The trajectory is still the same, it depends on how I go, Jian Anran, what do you think?"

When she got home, she was greeted by a warm embrace. Jian Anran took off her clothes, nestled into his arms, and took a few deep breaths.

Always feeling very comfortable all over, she stretched out her hand to touch his thin waist, smiled slightly, and said in a muffled voice, "You already knew that, didn't you?"

Mo Tingjun touched her head, and whispered in an extremely gentle tone: "Not long ago, half a month ago."

"You won't tell me?"

"I want you to find out by yourself, it's more intuitive." Mo Tingjun listened to her slightly aggrieved tone, and then picked her up by the waist, and the two of them turned around and sat down on the sofa, "Anran, no matter what, I'm all here."

He pointed to his heart in a silent gesture.

Jian Anran sighed lightly: "How do you think I should face her?"

"Face it how you want to face it. You don't have to put too much pressure on yourself. When she comes, you just welcome her. If she doesn't come, you don't have to think about it. After all these years, one person has come here. Is it possible that you are still afraid of adding another person?" ?”

Jian Anran raised her head, rubbed his chin with the top of her hair a few times, and said softly: "Then I'm just afraid?"

Yes, she was afraid, she was afraid in her heart, and he could feel it too.

Mo Tingjun pursed his lips, and patted her on the back comfortingly: "Then make yourself not afraid."

……

Ji Yaxuan got on the car back to the hotel and walked all the way in a trance. She just arrived in Kyoto last night, and then she began to prepare to see Jian Anran. She was so excited that she couldn't sleep at all. With what eyes to look at her.

How would you talk to her.

Cold, or full of emotion?

But she never expected that Jian Anran would be so fearless, as if to her, she was just a strange woman who could no longer be a stranger.

But, she is her mother!
Ji Yaxuan closed her eyes unwillingly, and leaned her head sideways against the car window. The thoughts in her mind were so disturbed that she almost couldn't breathe.

Back in the hotel room, Ji Yaxuan sat on the sofa in a daze.

Sweeping her eyes at the documents on the table, she stretched out her hand to take them, opened them and read them carefully. These are the documents Yi Jue gave her, all of which belonged to Jian Anran, without any details. When she saw the incident about Lin Hao, Ji Yaxuan's fingers trembled a little.

It turns out that my daughter is not doing well, and even her boyfriend will be snatched away!

She thought that Jian's family treated An Ran very well. After all, the money she gave was not a small amount, and she would treat An Ran well for the sake of money, but she never thought that she would let her biological woman snatch her boyfriend...

Looking down again, Ji Yaxuan trembled a little, framed and slandered, such things happened to her daughter.

And this is only on the surface!

An Ran, how much pain did she suffer?

Ji Yaxuan narrowed her eyes a little, her breathing was short, and it took a while to recover: "Of course, I'm sorry for you!"

If I knew it would be like this, I would have brought you by my side no matter what.

Yi Jue walked into the room and saw Ji Yaxuan crying silently. When he saw him coming in, she quickly wiped away her tears: "You sent Ranran home?"

"Sent it back."

"Have you delivered it to your door?" Ji Yaxuan asked.

Yi Jue shook his head: "Downstairs."

"Why don't you send it to the door!"

"Auntie, nothing will happen to her." Jian Anran's heart is very strong, how could something bad happen because of this incident?

In Yi Jue's view, Ji Yaxuan was just too worried.

Ji Yaxuan was a little anxious: "How do you know that nothing will happen to her?"

(End of this chapter)