spend the rest of my life saying i love you

Chapter 182 The edge of collapse

On this day, Jian Anran only felt that her chest was tight. She vomited in the pool for a long time, and finally she collapsed against the wall, touching her abdomen with her fingers: "You are really tormenting me, it's not good to be safe. ?"

Jian Anran looked at herself in the mirror, with a pale face, she looked like a female ghost, and she was also a female ghost who was bullied. She poured cold water on her face, and after making sure that nothing happened, she walked out of the bathroom.

The phone vibrated, she glanced down, her eyes flashed with surprise, she didn't expect Feng Chen to send her a text message, she stood up, the corners of her mouth were slightly pursed, and she walked out quickly, Nick was waiting outside the bathroom, seeing her first time Come on, I can't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"Miss, where are you going next?"

The corner of Jian Anran's mouth twitched slightly: "Boss Feng invited me to afternoon tea, do you think I can refuse?"

Nick frowned, this matter really couldn't be refused.

"I go with you."

"En." Jane Anran nodded, she still needs to drive alone, if Nick doesn't go, who will?She was worried about arranging someone to come in. Chen Xiao was still taking care of Song Feng, so she couldn't disturb her.

Sitting in the car, Jane Anran said the location, Nick turned the car around, and ran straight away, for some reason, Jane Anran felt a tightness in her chest, as if it was going to explode, she rubbed her temples, closed her eyes and stopped Think about other messy things so that you can calm down as soon as possible.

Nick looked back through the rearview mirror, turned his eyes after a while, and stared at the front for a long time. The young master just sent him a message, which was a good thing for Jane Anran, but the young master also sent him a message. Confessing that he can't talk to the eldest lady now, he naturally dare not talk too much.

The car was driven very smoothly, and arrived at the destination in a short while, Feng Chen was already waiting inside, seeing Jian Anran coming, could not help but smile: "Chairman Jian, you are here, I thought you would not Come here."

"Your information does not allow me not to come. Last time I missed the appointment, I was on a business trip. I have nothing to do today. Naturally, I can't keep Mr. Feng waiting, right?" I was stunned.

She actually spoke like this, which is really very gratifying.

He stood up, pulled the chair away, and said in a gentlemanly manner: "Since An Ran is willing to show her face, then I must behave well. After all, I am the man who wants to pursue you. Please sit down, An Ran."

Jian Anran narrowed her eyes, as if she didn't hear Feng Chen's words, this man is full of threats, so she has to be very careful!

Seeing Jian Anran's appearance, Feng Chen smiled more and more happily: "Anran, what do you want to drink, why don't you just tell me, I'll help you."

"Thank you, Mr. Feng, for your kindness."

Jian Anran looked at the menu, and then followed Fengchen to make a fuss on her own. Anyway, this time, she was only here for afternoon tea. If there was anything else, it was Fengchen's business and had nothing to do with her.

"The longer you grow, the more beautiful you become."

"The wind is always absurd." The longer the more beautiful?Heh, what Feng Chen said is really a joke, no matter what she does, she still knows that she is becoming more and more unhealthy, so how can she grow more and more beautiful?
If it is said that her heart is getting more and more ruthless, then she will raise her hands in agreement.

Isn't it?

The heart has long been darkened, isn't that what the mall wants you to do? Jian Anran didn't answer, took a sip of the milk on the table, and looked at Feng Chen: "In addition to asking me for afternoon tea, Mr. Feng has other things something?"

"Yes." Feng Chen said with a smile: "The two of us are very destined, I hope you can accept me, is this a matter?"

"Calculate."

Feng Chen was a little surprised, just outside of him, after Jian Anran changed her mind and wanted to be with him, she immediately heard Jian Anran coldly snorted: "But it's only Mr. Feng's business, it has nothing to do with me, after all, I like someone A person is the power of that person."

"But the same, it's my right to accept it or not!" Jian Anran hooked her lips, her lips were tinged with red, like a goblin drinking blood, the hook made people's hearts turbulent, Feng Chen laughed softly, staring Watching Jian Anran laugh non-stop.

He suddenly discovered that this woman turned out to be so interesting!

And he is so good at talking, he is so sharp-tongued, why should he worry about not having a woman with his identity?

"Jane Anran, I found that I like you more and more, and I can't let you go. What do you think I should do?" Feng Chen held a coffee cup and stared at Jian Anran with burning eyes, "Why don't you give up? Ting Jun, what good is he doing now?"

"I'm sorry, Mr. Feng." After Jian Anran finished speaking coldly, she looked at Feng Chen again: "If you have nothing else to do, I think I should say goodbye first. I'll drink this afternoon tea too, and there will be no more time between us." owe nothing."

Looking at Jian Anran's face, Feng Chen's eyes turned cold, this woman actually slapped him in the face like this, but...he didn't care at all, maybe this is because he likes it?
Jian Anran didn't see Feng Chen talking when she walked out of the restaurant. She quickened her pace and greeted Nick directly to get in the car. When she was about to go back to the company, she found that her phone started to vibrate. The message inside was sent by Mo Tianhao.

"Go to Mo's mansion."

Nick didn't ask anything else, and directly drove the car in that direction. Since the old man wanted to find her, she went over to have a look.

When she arrived at the mansion, Jian Anran felt that it was strange that there was no one inside. She went directly to the study on the second floor, which was also ordered by the old man. Nick guarded the stairs on the first floor, stood still, and did not move.

Jane Anran walked into the study, the old man sat on a chair and waited for her, coughed softly: "Anran, you are here."

"Dad, what do you want from me?"

For Mo Tianhao, Jian Anran still respected him, because he ignored the opinions of those directors, directly gave her the position of chairman, and visited Mo Tingjun many times, the relationship between father and son was not pretended.

At this moment, Mo Tianhao's cheeks were visibly vicissitudes, and his hair was dyed gray. He pointed to the document on the table: "I asked you to come here this time because I wanted you to take this document. However, I don't know what Ting Jun said. In short, before he wakes up, these things belong to you, even if you don’t want to give them to him after he wakes up, these things are still yours, I only hope that you can protect his things.”

Jian Anran gritted her teeth, stared at the share transfer contract, and was speechless for a long time. After a while, she put away the contract, stood in front of Mo Tianhao, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, I will take good care of it without you telling me. these things."

"Then dad will thank you."

Putting away the shares properly, Jian Anran walked out of the study, not wanting to stay longer, the old man completely planned to ignore the matter...

It's just that she won't take out this share transfer contract unless it's necessary, so let's keep it by her side now as a time bomb, and it can also be used as a weapon when necessary. She walked to the stairs and walked down go.

Unexpectedly, a pair of hands suddenly stretched out from behind, and slammed into Jian Anran's legs fiercely. The people behind directly threw themselves on Jian Anran's body. , The whole person fell directly down the stairs.

Nick raised his head suddenly when he heard the movement, his eyes narrowed.

"My child, my child, Nick, take me to the hospital!" Jian Anran yelled suddenly, in excruciating pain, the warmth directly frightened her, while Mo Zhe, who was lying next to her, was cold Smile.

"Second aunt, congratulations."

Mo Zhe also had a lot of blood on his forehead, but at this moment he just felt happy, whoever asked this woman to drive his father out of the company deserved it for rolling down the stairs!
Jian Anran's lips were pale, and large drops of cold sweat quickly flowed from her forehead.

Mozhe, Mozhe, Mozhe!
Nick didn't care much, he directly picked up Jane Anran's body and walked to the car outside, carefully put her on the chair, stepped on the accelerator and drove away, the servants of the Mo's mansion didn't know where to catch up. When they came over, they were all terrified when they saw blood on Mo Zhe's forehead.

"Little master, what's the matter with you?"

Mo Tianhao didn't know when he came out of the study, he was taken aback when he saw the scene outside, he stuck his cane, and said coldly: "What's going on!"

The servants were in a hurry, looking at Mo Zhe who was pretending to be unconscious, and hurriedly said: "Master, we don't know what's going on, you just gave an order that you can't come to the living room within half an hour, and then the time passed, As soon as I came in, I saw the young master lying in a pool of blood."

This blood is really a flower, can the wound on the young master's forehead cause so much blood?
"After bleeding so much, don't rush him to the hospital!"

"Old man, we have already called the hospital, and they said they will come right away!"

"Xiao Zhe, what's wrong with you, why are you bleeding so much!" Xu Jing came out from the outside, saw this scene, immediately crawled in, threw herself next to Mo Zhe, and said cautiously: " Xiao Zhe, what's wrong with you!"

Mo Zhe didn't say a word at all, if he spoke now, it would be finished!

After a while, Mo Zhe was also sent to the hospital. Mo Tianhao only felt a headache, and took a deep breath: "There is no one to make me worry!"

Xu Jing couldn't help but think that Mo Tianhao would not help her family anyway, so she immediately retorted: "It's not that Dad, you are too partial, and you don't help us Xiangyang, even Xiao Zhe was bullied by others, Xiao Zhe is really fate!" bitter!"

Mo Tianhao was very angry, took a few breaths, and snorted coldly: "Xu Jing, is this how you talk to me?"

"It was because you were biased..."

A few people were guarding the door of the emergency room, but they heard a lot of footsteps upstairs. Mo Tianhao felt very strange. Could it be that there is still a big person in the operating room upstairs?
……

Jian Anran passed out from the pain, and the doctor knew it was going to die when she saw the situation, so she went under anesthesia and directly performed the abortion operation and the uterus.

After falling asleep, Jian Anran didn't know that her child was gone.

After the operation, the doctor took off his mask and walked out of the operating room. When he saw Ji Yaxuan and the others, his face was extremely solemn: "Madam, we have tried our best, and please express our condolences, the young lady's child was not kept!"

"Then what about her, how about Ranran!" Ji Yaxuan's eyes were blurred with tears, she grabbed the doctor's arm and asked, "Is my Ranran okay?"

Ranran's child should have been removed as early as the last first aid, and it is a miracle that he stayed for so long now. The doctor said that even if he didn't take it off, the child's body would not be healthy, and he would not live to be two years old...

"Miss is fine, but it will be more difficult to get pregnant in the future, because she has a special constitution, and now she has a miscarriage, so..." The doctor fell silent, and basically understood what he said next, "When the young lady wakes up, will she still have a miscarriage?" Please don't irritate her too much, and her physical health is seriously not up to standard, no matter what, please advise her to take a proper rest."

Too tired is not conducive to maintaining the body, so it will be more difficult to get pregnant in the future.

After the doctor left, Yi Xing raised his foot and kicked Nick directly: "How did I explain to you, the eldest lady you just protect like this?"

Nick knelt on the ground and admitted his mistake sincerely: "Patriarch, I was negligent this time, please punish me!"

"Punishment?" Yi Xing shouted coldly: "Punish you, but you can wake up now? The child can be kept. Nick, when have you been so naive? Is it because you have had a good time recently!"

"I carefully selected the people who came up. I didn't expect that even individuals would not be able to protect them!"

The corners of Nick's lips pursed, he didn't say anything, he just straightened his back, no matter what the reason was, he was wrong now, it was outrageously wrong, he was clearly guarding the stairs, and he actually watched the eldest lady roll down.

Mo Zhe didn't even notice when he appeared, all the anti-reconnaissance abilities he had learned before were fed to the dogs!
Nick put his head heavily on his knees and admitted his mistake: "Master, please punish me!"

"Punishment? Heh, I don't need to say more about what to do. You go and receive the punishment yourself. In addition, kill those who dare to hurt my daughter!" Yi Xing's eyes were full of vicissitudes, he hugged Ji Yaxuan even tighter, and turned around directly Take Ji Yaxuan to the door of the ward.

The doctor said that they can go to see Jian Anran, and they will go now.

Nick waited for a few people to pass, and then stood up from the ground. No matter how he explained, it was himself who was wrong this time. He was so careless that he let the eldest lady lie on the hospital bed. superior.

After waiting for a while, he let out a soft breath, turned around and walked to receive the punishment.

……

Jian Anran slept very restlessly this time. She dreamed of a child, stretched out a bloody hand, and asked her with a smile: "Mummy, why don't you want me? Why didn't you protect me well? So cute..."

I don't know why, but Jian Anran's heart ached to death, she quickly stretched out her hand and said, "I didn't want you, come back! Come back!"

The child did show a smile: "Mum, it seems that I have no fate with you, you have no ability to protect me, and I don't want to come back..."

Jian Anran was startled suddenly, staring at the little doll: "Mummy is wrong, please come back!"

The child smiled and shook his head: "Mum, I'm really sorry, goodbye..."

Jian Anran exclaimed suddenly, and sat up directly from the ice rink: "Come back, I didn't want you!"

She opened her eyes, stayed there for a moment, stretched out her hand to cover her head, there was a burst of pain underneath, she didn't need to think about it, she knew what happened, she buried her head in her knees, crying uncontrollably.

The strength that has been so long has collapsed in an instant.

The speed of the collapse makes people irreparable, the collapse can't hold anything, the child is gone, this sober cognition has been hovering in Jian Anran's brain for a long time, sometimes, she almost wishes that she is a fool, that she is unconscious , so that she doesn't need to experience this heart-wrenching feeling.

"Sorry, sorry!"

Ji Yaxuan outside the ward gritted her teeth, hating her so much that she wished to kill Mo Zhe directly, Yi Xing held Ji Yaxuan's arm directly beside her, and comforted him: "Of course, it's good if you can cheer up, don't cry now, or she will How can it be good?"

Ji Yaxuan's eyes were red, she didn't know what to say, she looked towards the ceiling and forced back her tears.

The voice in the ward became quieter, Ji Yaxuan and the others standing at the door gradually froze, something was wrong inside!
Pushing open the door of the ward suddenly, she found Jian Anran lying under the bed, unconscious.

The doctor hurried over and pushed the person into the emergency room, and there was another burst of panic. When the doctor came out, everyone's heads were covered with cold sweat. Let me tell you, the eldest lady has just woken up, and she must not be stimulated, but why is she fainting now? And the surgical wounds are all open, and we just re-sewed them up!"

She spoke quickly, but Ji Yaxuan was extremely shocked when she heard it, she covered her mouth, not knowing what to make, she gritted her teeth, and threw herself into Yi Xing's arms: "Leave Mo Zhe to Ranran to do it herself!"

This time Jian Anran woke up, she didn't say a word, didn't eat or drink, just stared out of the window blankly, she was lifeless and even more unpredictable.

Now that the sadness is suffocating in my heart, it should crush my body.

Sitting next to Jian Anran, Ji Yaxuan grabbed her hair and said, "Of course, don't worry about it. There will be children in the future. Mo Tingjun will always wake up. If you continue to be so negative, even if he wakes up What can I do?"

"If you are not well, can he live in this world safely?" Ji Yaxuan gritted her teeth, and said: "I believe that if this world does not have you, Mo Tingjun will follow you, but, you You know the relationship between you and him better than anyone else, so don't get stuck in it anymore, come out with me."

Jian Anran remained motionless, nothing changed, she still looked out of the window without blinking her eyes.

Ji Yaxuan looked at it for a while, then said a lot, and then left the ward. Jian Anran looked at the ward that was finally empty, and the bloody hand and the child's questioning flashed in her mind again. She hated her for not protecting her well. she.

Damn it, why is she so careless!
Obviously, the one who should die the most is himself, so why does someone always have to replace him? Before it was Mo Tingjun, but now he is his own child, huh, this is really ironic.

The most damned person did not die!

Jian Anran sat on the hospital bed for a day and a night without saying a word. On the second day, she still didn't eat or drink. Xia Qingqing and the others became anxious and felt angry.

Go straight in, raise your hand and slap Jian Anran fiercely on the face: "Are you still the same Jian Anran I knew before? You don't look in the mirror, what do you look like now? !"

The person was extremely thin, and his eye sockets were sunken. The dark eyeballs were dull and lifeless at all.

The side that was slapped quickly became red and swollen, Jian Anran's cheek turned to one side, and she didn't know what to say, she stared at Xia Qingqing with a dazed gaze, as if she was looking at a stranger.

"Jian Anran, the child is gone, but there is still Mo Tingjun. If you continue to be so negative, then you don't believe that Mo Tingjun can wake up!" It's time for the baby to flow, you..."

"What did you say?" Jane Anran's voice was hoarse, very unpleasant.

Xia Qingqing said coldly: "Last time, I said that your child should be gone, but we asked the doctor to take care of it. The doctor said that your current condition is not suitable for pregnancy at all. Even if you give birth, the child will still suffer from illness Torture can't live past two years."

Or die within a few hours of shooting.

Xia Qingqing narrowed her eyes, stared at Jian Anran, and said directly: "You understand now? You didn't kill the child, but you let her come into this world, and she lived in your stomach for a few more months. Do you understand?" clear?"

"Even if it's the murderer looking for the child, it's not you!"

"Qingqing, you know, I had a dream, she said she blamed me, hated me for not protecting her well..."

Xia Qingqing stared sharply, quickly adjusted her breathing, and said, "You said it was a dream, and dreams are opposite to reality, do you know that! If you continue like this now, I believe she will definitely blame you. You didn't protect her well, and even let the murderer who killed her lie in the hospital!"

Jian Anran tightened her fingers, grabbed the quilt, and raised her eyes suddenly.

Xia Qingqing continued her efforts, and said: "An Ran, come out of this shadow with me, there is news from the Yi family that Mo Tingjun has..." A sign of sobriety.

Before Jian Anran finished listening, there was a knock on the door outside.

Mo Zhaozhao walked in directly, her eyes were red, obviously she had been crying, she suddenly lay down on the hospital bed, crying: "Sister-in-law, I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of you, I'm sorry!"

One and two were red-eyed, and Jane Anran turned her gaze back to the outside window, and some birds had already started flying back to the south.

nest.

She withdrew her gaze and muttered to herself, "When will I not be so tired?"

The other two looked at each other, Xia Qingqing directly grabbed Mo Zhaozhao out of the ward: "Don't disturb her now, just let her think clearly."

After leaving the ward, Mo Zhaozhao was still full of worry.

"Is sister-in-law okay?"

"Your sister-in-law is fine, absolutely nothing will happen!" Xia Qingqing said without confidence, deliberately raising her voice, and everyone carefully guarded the door of the ward, and brought in the medicinal food when it was time to eat.

Half an hour later, someone went in to get it again.

half a month later.

Jian Anran's face gradually returned to ruddy, her eyes were full of coldness, Ji Yaxuan sighed, to a certain extent, it doesn't matter if she lost her child or had a miscarriage, she can still take good care of her body, and there will be children in the future.

If Jian Anran's body is dragged down now, it will be over.

Thinking of what she said, she was a little terrified.

"Sister Zeng Lan, let's go and see Sister An Ran again tonight." Yi Jiaxi's originally naive temperament became irritable amidst such intrigues, "I really wish I could give Mo Zhe—"

(End of this chapter)