The flowering period of rebirth has arrived

Chapter 1

"I want to live, I don't want to die, live, live..."

"I can't die, Mom and Dad...I want to live, Xiaoyan, live..."

"No, Yao Xinbei, you bitch...I hate you so much, I will never let you go...Shen Yanbin, you are so ruthless..."

"Don't die, live..."

The person on the bed slept very restlessly, as if trapped in a thick black mist, his little face was covered with sweat, and a few strands of hair were wet on his forehead.

"Shen Yanbin, Yao Xinbei, I curse you, even a ghost will never let you go!" Feng Zhiyu was awakened by the familiar dream, and sat on the bed panting.He brushed the wet hair from his forehead to his head, and wiped the sweat from his face.

The room is dark, and the light coming in from the windows can make her clearly remember that she is now living well at the age of 16.Feng Zhiyu's chest was throbbing violently, her pajamas were soaked in cold sweat, and the ceiling fan on her head was working tirelessly, making a "buzzing" sound in the quiet night. It had been four days in a row that she had been frightened by nightmares in the middle of the night. wake up.

Such a familiar dream, such a painful memory, twitched every nerve in the body and screamed.Feng Zhiyu clenched her lower lip, reached out her hand to touch the switch of the ceiling fan by the bed, and turned it on a high gear.

"Shen Yanbin, Yao Xinbei!" Feng Zhiyu took off the thin quilt covering her body, bent her legs together, and sat in a ball with her legs crossed.Clenching her fingers tightly, she wished she could tear them apart.

Yes, she went from 21 to 16.

It was that year that she met Shen Yanbin, and her life deviated from the original track. All the keywords in her life were him, and his colors filled her five years.Until his betrayal five years later.

She witnessed Shen Yanbin's cheating with her best friend, what an ironic thing really happened to her, the apologetic and innocent eyes when they saw her hurt her heart so much.

After he knelt down and swore to her no, she believed it with tears.She has devoted five years to a man with true feelings. She changed from a good girl to a concubine just to be with Shen Yanbin, for their absurd love that cannot be described in words, so she naively thought that Shen Yanbin treated her in the same way, so She gave him a chance to change.

But after all, she is still too stupid to think of everyone and everything so simply, so naturally.When Yao Xinbei asked her out on the phone in pain, her heart softened, but she never knew that the person who hurt you could pretend to be so successful.

Concentrated sulfuric acid was sprayed on her face, making a "sizzling" sound, as if gasoline was poured on the fire when it was lit.The severe pain caused her to keep rolling on the ground, her skin was like charcoal being burnt, her skin and flesh were burnt, what a foul smell it smelled in her nose, and soon her nose also failed , her eyes are also blind...

She remembered that Yao Xinbei grabbed her hair and yelled: "... ruined your most beautiful eyes and the face I have hated for three years!"

It turned out that she was so annoying, but her roommate back then was the female partner who made an appointment to go to the bathroom together, and was the only friend she had a close relationship with when she was in junior college.She and Shen Yanbin held hands for the first time, hugged for the first time, kissed for the first time, and even made love for the first time. She shared it with Yao Xinbei without reservation. She introduced them to each other. It turned out that she was too stupid.

At that time, Yao Xinbei kept her face down and did not speak, and the smile on her face was faint. From then on, her thoughts towards Shen Yanbin must have been impure. It is a shame that she was blinded by self-righteous love.Feng Zhiyu, Feng Zhiyu, why are you so stupid.

She was lying in the back alley of the bar opened by Shen Yanbin. In that back alley, Shen Yanbin pushed her against the wall and kissed her countless times, and put his head on her shoulder countless times to talk about love!Ironically, in this back alley, I heard Shen Yanbin's emotionless words: "You've done it, just right, so I won't have to do it, Feng Zhiyu, I'm really excited to get rid of you, why do I see you so disgusting now? Woolen cloth……"

Yes, why!Obviously she tried her best to love someone, but in the end he treated her like this.It turned out that the so-called love was her wishful thinking, it was her own love!Feng Zhiyu lived her whole life, disregarding her parents' objection and teacher's advice for the love she thought was precious, and finally ended up in such an end, who is to blame, she is too stupid!

She was thrown in the garbage dump, and the water in Liushi in December turned to ice. Until now, she can still feel the feeling of being choked with a fishy and sweet taste in her throat when she exhaled hot air.

Feng Zhiyu didn't want to die, she also wanted to see her parents, the parents who worried about her.Thankfully, her last begging was granted and she returned, back to her 16-year-old self.It is the time to choose a school after junior high school.

I still remember that when she was 16 years old in the senior high school entrance examination, her grades were not very satisfactory, and she was two points away from the score line of Longjia, a key high school. In order to provide her with a better learning environment, her father spent money to buy Longjia High School.But after high school, her grades obviously couldn't keep up and fell sharply. At first, she still had confidence, but after several exams, she chose to give up.

Every school has a few people who don't study, even in good schools, they are generally called "ruffians" or "thugs", and Shen Yanbin is one of them.

At that time, although her grades were not very good, she could still be ranked in the top [-] in the class, so when she met him, she always thought of that sentence: good girls always favor bad boys.That naughty smile tied her heart.

She followed her to Internet cafes, skipped classes, lied to her parents, and tried every means to ask them for money.

In the third year of high school, Shen Yanbin was expelled for fighting, and she jumped out to fight those people. That time, Shen Yanbin hugged her and cried.Finally, she didn't fall to the bottom, she still took the college entrance examination, and took the entrance examination for a junior college.

She couldn't listen to her parents' advice. At that time, she quarreled with her father and even talked about her biological mother who died young, because her father and her stepmother knew each other earlier than her biological mother. She couldn't remember how many harsh words she swears. At first, her father didn't care about her anymore.

There is also the sister who is not related by blood, brought by her stepmother, she is very cute, she likes to cling to her since she was a child, and always likes to hold a doll and follow her buttocks and call "Sister Xiaoyu".But she has never been able to accept a younger sister to share her father's love.She could accept a stepmother, but she couldn't accept the daughter brought by her stepmother.

Her short life was asshole-worthy.Feng Zhiyu smiled self-deprecatingly, turned on the light, picked up the clean pajamas on the old mat on the floor, and took them lightly to the bathroom.

He took a basin of cold water and wiped his body.Looking at the immature face in the mirror, Feng Zhiyu felt very sour in his heart.How to sing that song: Angels also laugh at me for loving you too stupidly, and being punished by love in the end. The myth of love in the castle is absurd like a joke.The angel also laughed that I love you too stupidly, so stupidly that I still can't let it go, the caring of every moment, every minute, every second, hiding in the corner of love, gradually sublimated...

She had such a rare opportunity to live again.Cold water hit her face, and her sweaty face was finally relieved. Feng Zhiyu smiled beautifully at the mirror, very well, she is still alive!

"Sister, why aren't you asleep yet?" Just as Feng Zhiyu was in a daze, he heard a confused voice behind him.Feng Zhiyu turned her head sideways, and saw her younger sister Feng Zhiyan wearing a dress, rubbing her eyes with her hands, and scratching here and there from time to time.

Nine-year-old sister, no matter how cute she looked, "It's too hot in the room, I'll get up and wash my face, do you want to go to the bathroom?" Feng Zhiyu stepped aside and let her in.

The light in the bathroom was not very bright, but Feng Zhiyu still saw the new red envelopes emerging from Feng Zhiyan's porcelain white skin, "Xiaoyan, are there mosquitoes in your room?"

The Feng family's house is still the family building allocated by Feng Lijue Chemical Factory, a typical building in the 80s, a house of [-] square meters, two bedrooms and one living room.Before Xie Wenli brought Feng Zhiyan here, Father Feng renovated the house once. Both Feng Zhiyu and Feng Zhiyan had their own rooms, but Feng Zhiyu's room was big enough to fit a single bed and a wardrobe. a desk.Feng Zhiyan's room was separated from Feng Lijue's and the others' large bedroom. It could only accommodate a single bed and a small desk, and two independent small cabinets were stuffed under the bed.

"There are mosquitoes, it's itchy to bite me!" Feng Zhiyan said to Feng Zhiyu while lifting her trousers.

Mengmeng's soft voice made Feng Zhiyan's heart rippling, she soaked Feng Zhiyan's small towel, and added a little hot water, "Where is itching, wipe it first!"

Feng Zhiyan felt that her elder sister was very gentle tonight, but she fell into a drowsy sleep, so she took the towel and wiped it on her neck and arms without thinking too much.

Feng Zhiyu dragged his blinking younger sister into her room, and took out a bottle of imported mosquito repellent water from the back of the desk. In the palm of your hand, carefully wipe it on Feng Zhiyan's neck.

After applying the mosquito repellent water, there was a cool and refreshing feeling, and it seemed very comfortable in the hot summer. Feng Zhiyan was a little puzzled, how could her sister who usually didn't talk much to her suddenly treat her so well and treat herself so well? Give her baby's mosquito repellent.But she is still young, so she only remembers the current one. She looked at Feng Zhiyu's bed, picked at the front seam of the dress, gave Feng Zhiyu a careful look, and then quickly lowered her head, "Sister, can you sleep with you?"

Feng Zhiyu had long been mesmerized by those little eyes. Seeing that there was a clean old mat on the floor, she nodded, "Okay, but you have to go back and turn off the light in your room."

Feng Zhiyan didn't expect her sister to be so talkative, she nodded in surprise, turned around and ran away.

Lying on the old mat on the ground, listening to the even and soft snoring of the younger sister on the bed, Feng Zhiyu's heart shattered by hatred is soft, she has been reborn for four days, her nightmares are recurring every night, in this life, She just wants to guard her family, guard that simple little happiness, and only hope that the present world will be stable and the years will be peaceful.

(End of this chapter)