Peasant Girl Bookseller

Chapter 162 Experiments

Seeing that Huaici was crying uncontrollably, Mai Xiang went down to get a basin of hot water, twisted a hand towel and handed it over, saying: "It's all in the past, and it's not your fault or your mother's fault. I can only blame your father for not taking responsibility and failing to live up to a good woman. From now on, if you earn money and live a good life, that is the best reward for your mother."

"You don't understand, I said that I am a bad person, I am less responsible than my father, my father gave me a chance to be born, but I, I, I didn't even give him a chance to be born, two dead bodies Fate. In this life, am I still worthy of being a human being?" Huai Ci cried loudly while hugging Mai Xiang.

Mai Xiang finally understood his knot, it turned out that he was carrying such a heavy burden in his heart, but Huai Ci didn't look big, so why did he almost become a father?Are you already married or with a maid?
Thinking of this, Mai Xiang instinctively wanted to push him away, but seeing him crying like that, Mai Xiang held back again.

Because she remembered the time when he was sick, Mai Xiang left him, and when she came back, she saw him crying and knocking his head on the wall, probably he had been suppressed in his heart for a long time, otherwise, how could a big man be so many tears?

Mai Xiang patted him on the back lightly. After a while, Huai Ci finally calmed down, got off the kang and washed his face, and said, "I'm really sorry, although I'm an older brother, but every time I'm with my younger sister I am ashamed in front of me, and I don’t know why, but when I see my sister, I feel very close.”

"What's the matter, it's not that I haven't lost face in front of you, each other. This person, everyone has a time to drink cold water and stuff their teeth. Well, don't think about it, wash your face, have a good sleep, Tomorrow is a new day, the sun will rise as usual, and we will live as usual, and it is best to live with a smile, laughing for those who want us to cry."

Mai Xiang already understood at this moment that this Huai Ci is not an orphan, and, according to him, his family should be pretty good, otherwise, there would be no maids in the family.

"Your father, can you rest assured that you are outside like this?" Mai Xiang asked cautiously.

Huai Ci smiled wryly.

"My father is a foolish man, he listens to her in everything. My mother is gone. She said she was suffering from tuberculosis. She also threw me in that small courtyard. I was afraid that the family would get sick. This throwing would be three times." In [-], if my mother had a good sister who wanted to send me stutters, I might have gone to see my mother. When I was eight years old, the elders in my family thought about sending me to school. In order to get ahead, I studied hard. , and thus aroused her vigilance." When Huaici said this, his face suddenly became a little ferocious, he gritted his teeth and frowned.

Mai Xiang stretched out his hand and smoothed his brows. Only then did he realize that something was wrong, he relaxed the expression on his face, looked at Mai Xiang and said, "Sorry, I scared you."

"It's okay, if you don't want to say it, don't say it. I believe you are not a bad person. None of this is your intention. You are just a victim, a poor person. Let's go to sleep and stop talking."

Huai Ci grabbed Mai Xiang's hand, paused for a while, and began to tell his story again, but this time, he was much calmer.

It turned out that when Huaici was 15 years old, his aunt gave him two beautiful maids, and Huaici was always on guard against letting the maids climb into his bed.But as the saying goes, there is only a thief for a thousand days, but not a thief for a thousand days, and finally one day when Huaici woke up after drinking too much, the two maids were on his bed.

At that time, Huaici himself was ignorant and didn't know what he had done, but no matter what, it was an indisputable fact that the two maids were lying on his bed, and the elders in the family were so angry that they scolded him , Scolding him for not knowing how to learn well at a young age.

Originally, this matter passed like this, but who knew that a month later, a maid was pregnant, and this matter was placed before Huaici, Huaici remembered his mother's life experience, and did not want that poor maid to be with him. Like his mother, he didn't want that poor child to be like him in the future, so he said he wanted to marry this maid. Of course, this incident caused another uproar. How could the elders allow him to marry a maid?In the end, the poor girl was given a bowl of abortion pills, so the poor girl and the poor child became cannon fodder.

"Tell me, am I irresponsible, am I a bad person? Two living lives died in my hands like this. After this, I will never have a woman to serve me again."

"It depends on how you say it. It is said that there is a grievance and a debt. That sister must understand in her heart that you also have your own difficulties. Speaking of it, you are also a victim. If you want to blame, you can only blame that manipulator." All of these people, she is the real culprit."

"Wrong, in the eyes of the elders, she is a gentle and virtuous daughter-in-law, in the eyes of my father, she is a kind and generous aunt, who is responsive to the concubine's request and caring." Huai Ci sneered after finishing speaking.

Seeing that Huaici had been talking for a long time, Mai Xiang finally said that he is a bad person, so what about the useless person?Is it because he hasn't been close to women since then or is there some other reason?Does he have any secrets?

To be honest, when Mai Xiang heard Huai Ci say that her biological mother told him not to marry, her balance was two points toward Huai Ci again. The problem is, if he is really of the same sex, can Mai Xiang change him ?

She doesn't have that confidence.

Also, Huai Ci's family is very complicated when you hear it. The woman's methods are not ordinary, and the simple Mai Xiang is definitely not her opponent, so it's better not to ask for trouble.

Seeing Mai Xiang shaking his head and nodding, Huaici asked, "What's your sister thinking?"

"I want to sleep." Mai Xiang wanted to be an ostrich.

"Sleep?" Huaici was stunned for a moment, and after realizing it, she thought that Mai Xiang disliked her, so she didn't speak, blew out the lamp, and lay down by herself first.

In this situation, neither of them could fall asleep, they both kept their eyes open, looking at the dark roof.

"Brother, I definitely don't dislike you, I just don't have confidence in myself, and, I know, you don't have confidence in yourself either."

Both of them have no confidence in themselves and each other, can they come together?Can there be happiness?

"Don't worry, we'll talk about it when you grow up. My brother will never force you to do anything. My brother just wants to watch you grow up now."

Huai Ci did not have confidence in himself, the only thing he had confidence in was that he could grow up with Mai Xiang, wanted to grow up with Mai Xiang, the rest could only be left to time.

That night, both of them didn't sleep well, when Mai Xiang woke up, Huai Ci had finished practicing a set of boxing skills in the yard and was washing rice for cooking.

"Let me cook today, don't waste good things." Seeing that he bought a lot of pork back, Mai Xiang wanted to make him a braised pork to satisfy his cravings.

"Okay, I'm lucky too."

Anyway, knowing that Mai Xiang didn't despise him or look down on him, Huai Ci felt a lot more relaxed. Other things, he can't be demanding now.

After the meal, Huai Ci personally sent Mai Xiang to the alley in Baylor Mansion, and repeatedly told Mai Xiang not to enter the city alone, not to go out alone, not to go home alone, etc., her concern was beyond words.

Mai Xiang entered Baylor's mansion with a feeling of boredom. Uladomin was very happy to see Mai Xiang, took Mai Xiang's hand and said, "Your brother-in-law still misses you when he wakes up early, but you just came here."

Upon hearing this, Mai Xiang hurriedly asked, "Is there any clue about the cowpox?"

"The doctor your brother-in-law is looking for has already found a few sick cows, and they also have that kind of pox on their bodies, but they found a dozen people, and no one dared to try it. Your brother-in-law was worried about this, so he went to the palace to look for it. The emperor is here, I want to find some prisoners from the prison to try."

"Sister, you don't need to go find the prisoner. Let me try it. I understand better than others, and I will take the initiative to cooperate with the doctor." Mai Xiang said.

"This? Sister, are you really so sure?"

Mai Xiang smiled and said, "Sister, don't worry, sister said, I've always been lucky, as long as sister remembers what she promised me."

After hearing this, Uladomin patted Mai Xiang's head. On the one hand, she trusted Mai Xiang, and on the other hand, she was afraid that something would happen to Mai Xiang, so she was indeed a little embarrassed.

"Sister, don't worry, I won't blame my sister, I know my sister is doing it for my own good. Let's go, this cowpox also has a time limit. After the time limit expires, the cows I have worked so hard to find will be useless."

"No, your brother-in-law is also worried about this, otherwise he couldn't rush into the palace."

As soon as Uladomin finished speaking, Yong En came in, clapped his hands and said: "How can I say this, it's a good thing, no one supports it, no one dares to try it, the emperor promised me, what are you waiting for?" When there is a death row prisoner, send it to me to try again."

"Brother-in-law, don't wait, I'll go."

"Hey, when did my sister come?"

"Just arrived for a while, brother-in-law, take me there now. My sister will prepare a separate room for me. After I get vaccinia, I will find someone to send a letter to my house. Also, find someone who has had vaccinia." Bring me food."

"It's not possible." Yong En didn't want Mai Xiang to try either.

"Brother-in-law, there is no more suitable candidate than me. I can read and write. Give me a set of pen, ink, paper and inkstone, and I will write down my daily feelings."

Yongen listened and looked at Uladomin, Mai Xiang's words moved Yongen, Uladomin said: "Just follow my sister."

Yong En pondered for a moment, raised his head, and said: "Okay, if there is anything wrong with my sister, tell the two doctors at any time. Both of these two doctors have had acne, and they will accompany you."

"That way, it's even better."

Just when she was about to leave, Mai Xiang suddenly remembered that she hadn't taken out the things she brought, so she hurriedly pulled Uladomin aside, whispered a few words, before Uladomin could react, Mai Xiang put down the things and smiled ran away.

Yong En looked at Mai Xiang with a complicated expression, he really couldn't understand, Mai Xiang's departure, to put it bluntly, life and death are uncertain, how can he still laugh?Is she really sure?

(End of this chapter)