How much love has become a cloud of smoke

Chapter 45 Epilogue
But I'm leaving first, even though I'm too reluctant
The final call came from the airport broadcast, and I turned around, but there was no sign of Chen Jiayan.People around me said to me: "Have you regretted it? If you regret it, it's still too late, but you will regret it more in the future than today." I looked back at her, wondering if I would be as calm and elegant as her in another 20 years .Probably not, I am too unlike my mother. "My determination will not change, you don't have to worry too much."

"Yes, it's very similar to my daughter." Even the tone of her voice was so similar to that person.Zhou Youlin smiled slowly, like a lotus blooming in the water. Such a beautiful person made me dare not look directly at him.I pulled the suitcase and stood up, got up and said to her, "Let's go."

The lady at the service desk took my passport and boarding pass, looked at it carefully, and asked me, "Is that Miss Zhou Yawen? Can you take off your hat?"

I took off my hat, and she looked at me through the camera, and politely returned my passport and said, "The plane is at 10:[-], and there are still [-] minutes left. Please board the plane immediately, Ms. Zhou."

Zhou Youlin was already at the other end of the passage.Passing through here, I will leave this city, there will be no more Meng Qiqi here, nowhere in the world, there will be no more Meng Qiqi, only a stranger Zhou Yawen will be left.

... "Leave here, and I will prepare a new passport and identity for you. What Meng Junshan can do, others cannot." When Zhou Youlin poured black tea for me again, my mood had calmed down.

"What if I say no?"

"I won't force you, I can give you time to decide, but it won't be long." She put down the rose white porcelain teapot, and said, "But I think you understand very well that this matter can only end like this, no Another way."

There is no other way.I'm sorry, Chen Jiayan, other than this, I have no other way to love you well.Through the narrow aisle, the stewardess ushered me into my seat.The plane was about to take off, and the stewardess told me to fasten my seat belt. Zhou Youlin handed me a blanket and said softly, "It will get cold later, add a blanket."

I took it silently, and she looked at me and said, "Are you still reluctant?" Yes, reluctant.In another hour and a half, I will lose Chen Jiayan forever.

I pulled the blanket on and slowly closed my eyes, tears streaming down the corners of my eyes uncontrollably.The sound of the phone call that day is still vivid in my ears. "Give up? At this time you want me to give up my brother, how is this possible. He is a brother, and I am just such a brother..." I stopped at the door and heard a voice from the phone. My hearing is so good, Unfortunately, I recognized the voice on the phone, it was Wang Haicheng.

"You should know that either you give up on Gao Tianming and continue fishing for big fish, or you can only knock down Meng Junshan this time. Jia Yan, you have no other choice. There is no way to continue dealing with this matter."

A long sigh came from the other end of the phone: "I know she is a good girl, but I told you a long time ago, it is impossible. You have no possibility, you are the executioner who pushed her father to the execution ground, how could she just accept that?" You. Do you want to hide it from her forever? One day she will know, even if she wants to forgive you, she may not be able to... Jia Yan, that is her biological father, you should understand, just like you hated Just like Gao Yaozu."

Chen Jiayan's voice was suddenly weak: "But it will become like this..." Wang Haicheng's voice was a little unreal, but I could hear it clearly: "Some things cannot be turned back. When I made this decision, no one thought that it would happen. This is the case today, but Jia Yan, you are never a half-way person. This is the last chance, you have to remember your identity, you are a prosecutor, you have always been. "

My hand that pushed the door was stuck there, and I couldn't take a step closer.

... I slowly turned off the phone, and the time stopped at four thirty.There is still an hour and a half before six o'clock.Another hour and a half and I will lose you forever.

The ground handling lady at the boarding gate took the passport handed over by the guest, checked it carefully, and couldn't help but take another look at that handsome face before saying, "Is that Mr. Chen Jiayan?"

"Yes." He was still focusing on the phone in his hand, and the young man behind him looked at him and said, "Is it still not possible?"

"The call is transferred to the voice mail." He anxiously closed the phone, with a vague premonition.Was he a bit careless? At that time, it was too chaotic, too many things, and too many uncertain results made it impossible for him to make a correct judgment.

"Mr. Chen, you can board the plane." The ground staff exchanged the passport to him, and at the same time took out an envelope from the drawer and said, "Also, a lady named Meng Qiqi left you this message."

He was startled for a moment, and the young man behind him raised his hand and tugged at him, saying, "Brother, what's wrong with you?" He regained his senses, took the envelope and said, "You mean, Meng Qiqi?" The ground staff in blue uniform was gentle Nodding with a smile.The silver object that fell out of the envelope was a bit glaring under the incandescent light, it was a recording pen.His fingers were a little unsteady, and her soft voice came out of the recorder, a little hoarse, reminding him of the broken glass.His heart sank suddenly.

"Chen Jiayan, I'm sorry. If you can get this recording pen, it means that you have won the lawsuit and came here as promised. But I'm sorry, I can't board the plane with you. Please don't come to me again, Because the Meng Qiqi you are looking for will never come back..."

He suddenly pulled off the earphones, and said to the ground staff lady just now: "Where is the lady who gave you the things?"

The ground stewardess was taken aback, and it took her a while to respond to his question: "Meng, Ms. Meng, she didn't board the plane... Sorry, I don't have her registration record here... I don't have any of the flights."

He suddenly dropped his luggage, turned around and ran out, the young man behind him grabbed him and said, "Brother, where are you going?"

He suddenly came back to his senses, only to wake up when he saw the people behind him in a trance. "Wait here for me," he suppressed the uneasiness in his heart, and handed over the things in his hand to the young man, "Wait here for me, I'll be back soon."

"Brother, brother—" Gao Tianming frowned blankly as he watched the figure running away anxiously.An hour ago, the sudden reversal in court surprised even him.Everyone was dumbfounded. They looked at Chen Jiayan who was pointing at Meng Junshan, and heard his voice coldly: "Chen Jiayan, Senior Prosecutor of the Legal Department, will now formally file a case against Mr. Meng Junshan."

At that moment, Meng Junshan's expression seemed to be shot in the vitals by a bullet, and he was about to explode on the spot.There was chaos in the courtroom, but he was the only one who remained calm, as if all this was the end that had been foreseen.

When he walked out of the dock, Gao Tianming asked him: "Brother, why did you do this?" Seeing that he was still looking down at the documents on the table, Gao Tianming finally couldn't help but hold him back and said, "Why did you do this, Qi What about her?"

He was silent for a long time before finally saying: "I've never been so afraid of losing her like I am now." At that moment, the light in his eyes disappeared.Gao Tianming looked up at the figure rushing out of the airport, and he began to understand what he was looking for.But some people and things, once passed, will never come back.He knew that his brother knew better than anyone else that he would never get her back.

However, he didn't want to just admit defeat like this.

Holding the recording pen in his hand, he pressed the play button.

Chen Jiayan walked quickly through the crowd, and her voice echoed in the empty and spacious waiting hall. "I'm sorry, I heard the phone call between you and Wang Guan that day... Actually, I was always worried that you would become like my father, but now I know I was wrong. You always know what you are doing, you never Going the wrong way. It was I who made you what you are today, and made it difficult for you. I'm sorry, Chen Jiayan, it's all because of me, I'm sorry... I lied to you, but there is one thing you must believe, that It's Meng Qiqi who loves you, she loves you with all her heart, and she never cheated on you." He walked through the glass door and looked around, and there was a familiar figure among the endless stream of people, but he raised his hand and grabbed her. Yes, but it was empty.

——"It's just that Meng Qiqi, she can never come back." He stood at the gate of the airport in a hurry, people came and went, this was the place where the beginning and the end were, but there was no way for him to start again. "Kiki—"

In the bleak evening wind, the name he shouted out disappeared with the roar of the plane taking off, and nothing could be heard.

(End of this chapter)