Concubine can't do it

Chapter 74 Foul
The sudden pain made Hua Wei's whole body explode, especially the fingers holding the food box seemed to hurt even more.

Seeing her sudden grim expression, Qu'er shook her body, and immediately said: "Your servant doesn't know anything, I'm going to take the master's dinner right now!"

"En. Go to the place I agreed to wait for later." Hua Wei said palely, and slowly moved towards the dining room.

She knew that Ling Luo's and Ling Luo's rooms were very close, and she also wanted to eavesdrop a little bit on purpose.But...after hearing it, I was really sad.

On the way to the dining room, there were many girls and maids carrying food boxes chattering non-stop.It was probably talking about two things that happened yesterday: when Zhengxie and Mu Shaoqing were in the same room, someone used spring water incense in the room.

What's more, the murder of Young Master Jun, which was spread from Taoism to night yesterday, was broken today. Young Master Jun actually brought two more guards who looked very skilled to Luoxiangfang. girl.

It's just that he didn't order Zhengxiu, but ordered Lingluo.

He also clicked Ling Luo twice before, but the frequency was far less than that of Hua Wei.This time he ordered Lingluo, did he intend to eat both girls?
At this time, Lingluo was not around, so they dared to say boldly, Zhengxie was fine, and whoever married a woman like Lingluo would suffer.

The gossip continued, and seeing Hua Weixie brought the food box, he just restrained himself a little.Anyway, they didn't say many bad things about her, and they continued to discuss their own topics if they were bold.Most of them are still guessing what happened after Hua Wei and Mu Shaoqing were locked together and used Chunshuixiang, and some people boldly judged that the reason why Young Master Jun didn't look for Zheng Wei anymore was because Zheng Yao and Mu Shaoqing did it yesterday. Young Master Jun was very disappointed with that matter, so he gave up. He would rather be merciful than someone who loves you and me.

Hua Weimao let them guess whatever they wanted, and took the food and left.It seemed that the longer she stayed here, the more she understood the intentions of these people.

It's actually pretty boring.

At night, the two girls were lying on the same bed, which made Hua Wei, who only slept with Jun Qingchen once, feel very embarrassed and reserved.But Ling Ling seemed much more normal, neither shy nor concealed, lying on the bed generously, staring at the bright full moon outside the window and said: "Zheng Xie, I know you are being bullied miserably here. But I still I hope you can understand that not everyone is bad at the beginning. They just automatically come together under harsh conditions, wanting to take care of each other and bully someone together to make them feel at ease. In the end, It's because they are too cowardly in their hearts. Like Ling Luo, she was not like this when she first came."

Hua Weiwei's heart moved, and she turned her head to look at her calm and almost holy profile under the moonlight, "Are you too?"

Lingling gave a "hmm" and said to the moon with a calm gaze: "Yes, me too. Even if I think what I do is different from them, not as much as they are, but that's just an idea of ​​laughing at a hundred steps. .I'm not much better than them."

How complicated is this world?And how complicated is the human heart?Does everyone have such a contradictory side, keep rejecting what you want, and do what you don’t want to do, many times you want to be a person with a clear conscience, but later, you find that you can choose one of the following There are too many ways to retreat into advance.

Involuntary body, insincere speech, involuntary smile.

In this world, how many women are unwilling to entrust themselves completely under the fence of others, and want to break out of a world by themselves, but only to find out later that in today's world, their Is the idea still too simple?

I had to change myself into what I hated originally to cater to others in order to survive.

Seeing the lingering indifferent eyes and the lonely expression, Hua Wei's heart was deeply touched.How many poor people are there in this world?How does she compare with them?
Was it considered lucky that she was actually treated sincerely by relatives, friends, and others in exchange for one death?
"Sister Lingling, do you still remember that day when you tripped me on the stairs?"

"I remember. But I didn't expect you to be hurt so badly. It's my fault that I didn't have time to say sorry."

"What I want to say is not to ask you to apologize." Hua Weiwei turned over, lay face up like Ling Ling, and looked at the moonlight together, "Actually, what I want to say is that at that time, you were completely and completely You acted like a bad guy, it really made me feel that you and Ling Luo are the same thing, it made me want to stay away from you, and I would be annoyed when I saw it."

"..."

"But you later made me understand one thing. I am also very happy to understand this thing."

Ling Ling slightly turned her head and glanced at her, "What's the matter?"

Hua Wei smiled: "I'm new here, and I thought everyone was bullying me. Without Shaoqing, I'm just a helpless person, standing in the courtyard of Luoxiangfang, with no friends or allies , everyone is excluding me and hostile to me, I can't talk to people, pour out my thoughts, and I can't encourage each other, tell each other to survive in this place."

After a pause, Hua Wei raised her arms to cover her eyes: "But... now I know. It turns out that not everyone hates me, I'm not that hateful. It's just that I didn't behave well when I appeared, and I offended someone who shouldn't It’s just to provoke people. But in fact, I’m not that annoying... I’m already very happy and content to know this.”

Ling Ling's eyes were sore when she heard that, but she raised the corners of her lips and smiled: "You are so optimistic. Besides, if you feel lonely, you can go to Wushuang. Although Wushuang... usually no one would want to talk to her, but in fact she He is also a kind-hearted person, it is rare that he did not form an alliance with others in Luoxiangfang, nor did he make enemies with others."

"I know. But Wushuang prefers to be alone, so I usually don't want to bother her when I have nothing to do." Hua Yuxi lowered her arms and put them under her head as she said, with a little something difficult to detect in her sad eyes Wet, "Actually, I don't really care about being isolated or something. I've been used to it for a long time. As for not being able to integrate into the group of other people... If the integration is to bully other people who don't like it, Forget it. I don’t want to be a delicate flower that can’t survive without relying on it. Relying on anyone is worse than relying on myself. If you really want to live in the midst of being bullied and find someone to rely on to hold your thighs tightly, then If you choose one of the two options of doing things against your will with them, I will probably choose the former."

Ling Ling was stunned for a moment, and said lonely: "After the death of the Kaiyuan Empress, the women of the Canglan Country have lived a life of deteriorating status. The rights in the past are getting less and less, and I am afraid that they will never return to the prosperous age. I am afraid that you Even if you have intentions, it is difficult to gain a foothold. One or two days is fine, and one year or two is fine, but you can’t be so stubborn and not adapt to the life around you for the rest of your life, it will be very tiring.”

Zhengxiu thought about the future, and said with a smile: "Yes. But it won't be so bad forever, right? I believe that one day women can hold up half the sky, have the ability to realize their own ideas, and live the life they want. Instead of just hiding under the crumbling eaves of a man forever, guarding the land that one party asked for and living a humble life."

Ling Ling replied softly with a little sleepiness: "Well, it would be great if it could be like this."

Seeing that she was tired, Hua Weiwei didn't say any more, put her hands on her body, lay side by side with Ai Ling, didn't think about anything else, and fell asleep peacefully.

On the second day, noises were heard downstairs again, and Mother Dong pointed at Ling Luo's nose and yelled bitterly: "Ling Luo, Ling Luo, why are you so stupid! If you don't know self-love, forget it, and you still have to keep someone overnight! You When you have stayed in Luoxiangfang for so many years, you can flout the rules of Luoxiangfang and act recklessly!"

Ling Luo was scolded without saying a word, and stood there with her head down with a complicated expression.Two steps away, Jun Qingchen was sitting and eating melons and watching a show leisurely, followed by Shuanglang and a masked man who was thin but looked capable.

Seeing this scene, Hua Wei's heart skipped a beat.Unexpectedly, when she was upstairs looking down, Jun Qingchen also looked up, just in time to meet her eyes.

First, she turned her face away as if she was caught peeping, and silently retreated back into the room.

Lingling had just done her makeup, and she used the same set that Hua Weilai put on the table.Seeing Hua Wei retreating back, she muttered: "I didn't expect that you didn't use the rouge made by Shaoqing? But it feels more unique to use. It should be considered the top rouge, right? Which customer gave it to you? How generous."

He didn't hear the answer, so he looked back, only to see Hua Kuanai leaning against the door with a pale face and biting his lip.Lingling pulled the pibo and walked over, "What's wrong with you? What happened outside?"

Hua Wei said in a low voice: "It seems that Lingluo left the guests in the room overnight, and was discovered by Dong's mother."

"Discovered by Mother Dong?" Ling Ling poked her chin and blinked innocently, "Isn't that normal?"

With a heavy heart, Hua Weimo stepped aside, revealing the door panel behind.

"Wait..." Looking at Hua Wei's expression, and hearing the noise downstairs, Qianling seemed to finally understand, "You mean, Lingluo stayed overnight and was reprimanded by Dong's mother in front of other people. gone?"

"Yes." Hua Wei said.

This time, Ling Ling's expression was different.

He didn't laugh or worry too much, but he couldn't believe it. He immediately opened the door and went out. He hid himself in the beam and went halfway down the stairs on the other side. look.

(End of this chapter)