psychic doctor

Chapter 463

No one can help Xuan Bing in the current problem, only Xuan Bing can understand it by himself.Whether to be himself or follow the old man's route, Xuan Bing couldn't make up his mind or decide for a while.

If you want to be the old man back then, it is tantamount to burying your current self, and burying it forever. At that time, there will no longer be a Xuanbing in this world, and there will be only a second one. Purgatory, an evil emperor Aotian that everyone fears.

After leaving the house of the magic knife, Xuan Bing's face was very ugly, and he didn't know what to do now.

And Yi Xiaobing didn't bother to ask what Xuanbing had just talked to the magic knife, that is, the old man Zhang in this village, and he didn't even ask why that eccentric old man Zhang was so polite to Xuanbing.

Yi Xiaobing is now more suspicious of Xuan Bing's identity. If it is said that what Xuan Bing saw today was a big man, and if this big man was so polite to Xuan Bing, then Xuan Bing's identity can be imagined. Too much guesswork.However, what Xuan Bing saw just now was just an ordinary old man, an old man who could be said to have watched him grow up, which made Yi Xiaobing very puzzled.

On the country road back to Yi's house, Xuan Bing also saw what Yi Xiaobing was thinking, but since Yi Xiaobing didn't ask much, Xuan Bing would not ask for trouble.

However, now that Ouyang Xiaopang and the others are not by her side, the only one who can give her advice is Yi Xiaobing. Although she is very young, it is impossible to understand what is going on with Xuan Bing, but Xuan Bing still said : "Xiaobing, do you feel happy being yourself?"

Being asked by Xuan Bing, Yi Xiaobing became confused. Isn't Xuan Bing's question too strange? Are you happy being yourself?Nonsense, if you are not happy being yourself, then what is the point of living in this world!
"You can't understand what you say, and at the same time, your questions can't be understood!"

Xuan Bing smiled, but it was a bitter and involuntary smile, and said: "I know, this question of mine is very strange to you, but I want to know your answer. If you say, now There is a chance for you to become another person, and after you become another person, you will have something beyond your imagination, then, would you be willing to be another person?"

Yi Xiaobing said: "I really don't understand why you ask such a question. However, I can answer you that if you drink a cup of tea for a long time, no matter whether the cup of tea is good or bad, you are already used to it. Therefore, it is impossible to change. It can also be said that if you change your favorite taste, no matter how many times the later taste is better than the previous taste, in your heart, you will miss the previous taste. It’s a different taste. Since I’m used to it and can’t forget it, why change it!”

A very good metaphor, a metaphor that is very close to reality, but it is precisely this metaphor that makes Xuan Bing's heart even more confused.It is happy to be yourself, no matter what happens, you will always be yourself.But if you want to be someone else, even if that person is your father, when you lose yourself, then everything becomes meaningless!
Xuanbing looked at the round moon in the night sky. I don’t know how long it has been. I haven’t seen the full moon. What I saw before was only the incomplete crescent moon. Now Xuanbing is thinking in his heart, why did he In the past, you only saw the crescent moon, but not the full moon?Does it mean that my heart has never been rounded at all?There will always be a gap in my heart, for many things, although I know it, but I don't understand it!Could it be that the previous self was not mature at all, and hadn't really grown up at all?

Life is so wonderful, when you think you really understand, you really understand, but when you encounter a difficult, very difficult problem to decide, you will lose confidence in yourself.

"Life is indeed like a cup of tea. When you like the taste of this cup of tea, no matter how good the tea is, you will feel uncomfortable. However, if the tea you change can bring you victory , can bring happiness to everyone, so, shouldn’t we try another flavor?”

Yi Xiaobing stopped, looked at Xuanbing who was confused now, and said: "Do you mean that you must change yourself for what you want to do? Why don't you try to do it in your own way, with your true self What are you going to do? My grandfather once taught me that people grow up step by step. No matter how great a person is, they all have his growth experience. If there is such a difficulty, then he will live forever in an unknown world, where does the great saying come from.”

After a pause, Yi Xiaobing said again: "I am a medical student. I don't know about other things and people, but my idol once said that when he was at his best, the most accomplished At that time, he was squeezed out by his peers, which made him withdraw from the medical field in desperation. However, he did not give up, but found a quiet place, continued to study and research, and finally, after many years , he appeared with another identity, and this identity is stronger than the previous identity."

Xuan Bing said: "Your idol?"

"That's right, it's my idol, Xuan Bing, the supernatural doctor of Wuhan Sunshine Hospital, known by the world as the heavenly doctor."

Yi Xiaobing smiled and said: "Xuan Yu, you have the same surname as my idol, and you belonged to the same family 500 years ago, so, I believe, you will be able to overcome the difficulties like my idol, Finally, your own wish will come true!"

Is this sarcasm?Yi Xiaobing's idol, Tianxing doctor of Wuhan Sunshine Hospital, Xuan Bing!
Xuanbing let out a helpless sigh, never thought that he would be the idol of this little girl, but now he is complaining to Yi Xiaobing in another capacity, it can also be said that he is asking Yi Xiaobing for some advice. Problems in life!
"Xuan Yu, do you know that originally, I just studied medicine in order not to disappoint my family, and I didn't even think about how I would go in the future. However, when I knew that there is a genius in our Chinese medical field, After practicing miracle medicine, I also have my goal."

"Your goal? What is it?"

"I will do my best to graduate from BJ Medical School as soon as possible, then go to Wuhan, enter Sunshine Hospital, and worship Xuan Bing as my teacher. Although I know that my goal is very difficult, it can be said that it is more difficult than Tengtian, but , I will never give up, work hard, work hard, work hard, until Xuan Bing accepts me as a disciple."

Xuan Bing couldn't help laughing now, and said to Yi Xiaobing: "Why did you have to find that Xuan Bing? Is he really as good as you said?"

Yi Xiaobing said: "I made Xuanbing my idol only because of his unbelievable medical skills, which no one can match. But, to be honest, I am not satisfied with Xuanbing's behavior, because he has nothing. He has strong medical skills, but he has set some bullshit rules that he can't save. Maybe he doesn't know it, but because of his three rules, many terminally ill people dare not go to him, even when they die of illness. For a moment, I dare not look for him!"

Well, I was scolded by a little girl today, Xuan Bing smiled bitterly, and said: "Since Xuan Bing is so bad in your mind, why do you need to worship him as a teacher?"

"It is because his character is too bad and his medical skills are too high, so I want to worship him as a teacher, learn all his medical skills, and then break his three bullshit rules, and help those who are sick illness, so that they can also enjoy happiness."

Xuan Bing said: "I believe that you will succeed."

"Haha, I also believe in myself. So, I am so confident in myself as a girl, what about you?"

"I?"

"Yes, you should also have confidence in yourself. You have survived such a serious injury, which proves that your heart and your will are unmatched. Since you have such a heart and will , then I believe that in this world, there is nothing you can’t do, only things you don’t want to do.”

That's right, a little girl, an ordinary little girl is so confident, it's impossible for me to lose to a little girl, and this little girl is still my fan!
Be yourself, no matter what happens, always be yourself, no matter what difficulties you face, overcome by yourself.If you are someone else, then what is the meaning of life!
Xuan Bing seemed to have made some decision, and his expression became much prettier than before.But Yi Xiaobing didn't know that what he just said made him qualified to become a disciple of Tianxing Miracle Doctor, and at the same time, the name Yi Xiaobing would also become famous in the world of medical circles.

(End of this chapter)