married wife

Chapter 139
Feng Chijing brought Feng Jinglin home, as he said, he didn't see Yi Rong at home, Feng Jinglin was secretly happy.

The room next to Feng Chijing was specially prepared for Feng Jinglin by him, and he had forgotten when he started preparing it.

"Jinglin, I don't know when you will come, and I don't know if there will be a chance to meet in the future, but I have kept this room for you all the time. The layout inside is according to your room at home. I will let you Someone will clean it, and you can stay anytime when you come." Feng Chijing opened the curtains to let the night light in.

Feng Jinglin looked at his back, he was standing in front of the window, his slender figure existed like a Rakshasa in the dark night, she really wanted to go forward and hug him, but once she did, maybe he would further away from her.

Originally, she had made up her mind not to have any thoughts about him anymore, but when she saw him today, she couldn't help but threw herself into his arms.

She can pretend that she can't control herself this time, but after that, she will try her best to control her words and deeds. He is always someone else's. Since it is impossible, why let herself sink even deeper?

Feng Chijing stood in front of the window for a while, but still didn't hear Feng Jinglin's voice, and turned to look at her: "Why don't you talk? Do you not like this place? Or do you feel that I am manipulating your life again, are you angry? "

Feng Chijing is really afraid that she will get angry now, and even more afraid that she will run away and not find her.

"No, my brother is too kind to me. If I knew at home that my brother would prepare this room for me all the time, I wouldn't be sad for so long." Feng Jinglin said subconsciously, he was really too kind to her , ok she's a bit in a trance.

"Fool, if my brother is not good to you, who is he good to?" Feng Chijing approached her, holding her shoulders: "It's all my fault, even if I left, I shouldn't have called you for so long, knowing that you I will be sad not to see you."

"Brother, I don't blame you. I just want to say that your kindness to me has made me unable to control myself." Feng Jinglin lowered her head and said shyly, not daring to look at him.

Feng Chijing swallowed his saliva, and said softly: "Jing Lin, every time it's a hint, when are you going to say it clearly?"

Feng Jinglin was startled, and slowly raised her head, is he forcing her to confess?Isn't he running away all the time?Every time he mentioned this, he would distance himself from her before her. When was he so straightforward?

"Didn't you let me say it? Every time I want to say it, even if it's just a hint, don't you ever disown me before me?" Feng Jinglin gets angry when she thinks about it, she can do whatever she wants with Yi Rong, Only for her, he hides every time. Will this solve the problem?
Feng Chijing smiled helplessly, thinking about it, it seemed to be like this: "Then, this time I will talk first."

Feng Chijing hesitated and seemed a little shy, Feng Jinglin didn't understand, so why is he shy?Also, what did he want to say?
"Jinglin, when you were three years old, from the first time I saw you, I felt a special kind of intimacy, so I brought you home, my parents recognized you as their daughter, and I always regarded you As a younger sister, I don’t allow anyone to bully you, and I don’t like any boys approaching you. But at that time, I was still young, and this feeling was not strong. Later, you went to junior high school and met a boy named Chen Jinghuan. I know he likes you , often by your side, I was very angry, I went to warn him not to allow him to approach you again, you came to quarrel with me because of him, I was very angry, and even put you under house arrest."

"Jinglin, we have lived together for so many years, you scold me and blame me, when have I ever been so angry? Have you ever thought about this, why was I so angry that time?"

Feng Jinglin thought about it, she didn't feel it before, but now hearing him say that, she really felt a little strange.

Feng Chijing saw her thoughtful, knew that this nervous girl had never thought about it, and laughed at himself: "Even I haven't thought about it myself, and I dare not think about it. I always thought that that guy is not a good person. I have intentions with you, or because you are beautiful, he wants to take advantage of you, or he wants to climb the big tree of Fengjia, but I ignore my real intentions, I am jealous of him, jealous of you being with him You are so happy when we are together, you only have that kind of smiling face when you are with me, I am afraid that he will take you away."

"Later, my grandma asked me to date Yi Rong. It was not my intention to be with her. At that time, I was thinking, if you are so close to other boys, I will be close to Yi Rong. If you do this, will you be as sad as I am?" So, I got together with Yi Rong. Afterwards, I found that Yi Rong was different from ordinary ladies. She had no airs or temper, was gentle and considerate, and even learned to cook for me. I thought she was very good and I liked it. Her. But when you have something to do, my instinct is to let her go and care about you desperately. It was the same at home before, and it was the same in France. You left, I know you just go out to relax, there will be no What's the matter, but I just feel uncomfortable. I feel uncomfortable because I can't see you, and I am afraid that you will be snatched away by others. Without you, I don't need to be caught between you and Yi Rong to take into account the feelings of both of you. I should feel relaxed, but I just can't, so I'm back."

"At first, I thought that when I saw you again, I would take good care of you, a girl who doesn't say goodbye without saying goodbye, which made me feel uncomfortable for so long." Feng Chijing pinched her nose, but didn't hurt her: "But when I really When I saw you, the anger in my heart was just because you didn't take good care of yourself."

"Jinglin, you always ask me, you are so uncomfortable, what should I do! Then what do you say I should do now?" Feng Chijing's eyes were full of affection and helplessness.

Feng Jinglin's tears flowed down at some point, seeing Feng Chijing like this made her feel distressed.

He was so hateful and hurt her so deeply, but she couldn't help feeling sorry for him.

"I... don't understand what you mean, what should I do?" Feng Jinglin's eyes dodged, and she didn't know if he was abnormal or she might have misunderstood it.

Feng Chijing is helpless, isn't this girl usually looking forward to getting into his arms?Now that he has said it so bluntly, is it true or false?

"Isn't what I'm saying clear enough? I like you, not from a brother to a sister, but from a man and a woman."

"Slap!" Feng Jinglin slapped him with her hands: "Feng Chijing, why do you say you like me? I have loved you since I was a child, but you only hurt me. Now that you want to like me, just follow me." I confess, why? Why do you make me suffer so much, but the reason is so high-sounding? I will not accept you!"

Feng Jinglin's eyes and tone were so ruthless, but she couldn't be ruthless at all, tears are the best proof, she hurt him more than he slapped him.

Feng Chijing shook his head to one side, without anger, he turned to look at her, his expressionless face concealed tenderness: "I know, all of this is my fault, I am willing to bear whatever you want, Until you accept me, you can make any request to me. I only have two conditions. First, no matter how you treat me, you must not not care about yourself. Second, whether you beat me or scold me, you Your temper can only be towards me, okay?"

Facing his tenderness and drizzle, Feng Jinglin's body softened, and there was only the last line of defense in her heart, she couldn't be captured by his tenderness, she couldn't lose to him every time.

When she watched him getting better with other women, she actually missed the days of cold war with him so much. It turned out that the fear of cold war was far less than the heartache of seeing her beloved with others.

What she endured must be endured by him once.

Feng Jinglin shook him off coldly: "Brother, it's getting late, you should go back and rest!"

Feng Chijing looked at her resolute expression, she had made up her mind not to listen to his words, for a moment, he felt helpless like never before.

"I'll watch you sleep, and I'll leave when you fall asleep!" Feng Chijing said, this time he didn't ask for her wishes again, he must watch her fall asleep.

Feng Jinglin ignored him and went to the bathroom to take a shower with her nightgown and towel.

Feng Jinglin was lying in the bathtub, her whole body was pink in hot water bubbles, she acted extremely coquettishly, but how could Feng Chijing see her like this.

While taking a bath, Feng Jinglin was thinking about what to do. Anyway, it was impossible to just let him go, but she couldn't bear to hit him. She struggled with this matter for more than an hour, her face was flushed, and the wind Jinglin hasn't finished washing yet.

Fearing that something might happen to her inside, Feng Chijing knocked on the bathroom door: "Jinglin, what's wrong? Are you okay?"

Feng Jinglin was startled, and made him anxious without answering, but he never expected that Feng Chijing would open the door and step in.

The bathroom is not too big or too small, Feng Chijing walked to the bathtub in two or three steps, looked at the pool of spring water, couldn't move his eyes, swallowed his saliva: "Jinglin, are you... all right?"

"I'm fine!" Feng Jinglin's blurred eyes drooped. She was still in shock when he rushed in just now.

Feng Chijing looked at her long eyelashes, she looked like a doll, but the doll did not have such delicate skin as hers.

Most of Feng Jinglin's body was soaked in the water, and there was bath liquid in the water. The water surface was full of bubbles, and her body could not be seen, only her shoulders and two slender legs were exposed.

But she always felt that Feng Chijing could look at her whole body, her whole body was glowing red.

"Why so long?" Feng Chijing bent down, supported the edge of the bathtub with one hand, and reached for her forehead with the other, perhaps because of emotion, his voice was warmer than before: "Are you feeling unwell?"

Feng Jinglin looked sideways at him, and reached out to hold his hand reaching towards her forehead: "No."

Feng Chijing probed her forehead, then shook her hand, and then withdrew his hand after making sure that she didn't have a fever: "Come out after washing, it's not good to soak for a long time."

　Two days ago, there was an accident and the update was interrupted. It is said that I have been very tired at work recently, and I can’t keep my eyes open when I get home, but Ranxi will try my best. This month’s daily update ranges from 3000 to 5000, and next month’s reply day will be updated by 5000. please forgive me
　　
　
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