unruly princess

Chapter 75

Next, Chu Yuntian told me exactly what happened during the time I was away from the capital.It turned out that Hei Pi had already handed over the letter I wrote to Chu Yuntian.After Chu Yuntian told the emperor about this matter, he immediately took measures. If the emperor hadn't stopped him, Chu Yuntian, who was always cold, would have made a big mistake and cut Yu Kangqi into pieces.

Although Yu Kangqi's wishful thinking is sound, he is not the only smart person in the world.In the Black Jade Kingdom, he and the eldest prince Yu Kangtai have been fighting for the crown prince for a long time, but the eldest prince has always been at a disadvantage.

On the one hand, Dongfangxuan and Chu Yuntian stabilized Yu Kangqi's people, and on the other hand, they contacted the eldest prince of Heiyu Kingdom to help him win the crown prince. As for the inside story, I didn't ask clearly.

After Yu Kangqi heard the news, he rushed back to Heiyu Kingdom desperately, but was intercepted and killed by a group of mysterious people on the way.As for who killed him, Chu Yuntian didn't tell me.Maybe it's the emperor and Chu Yuntian, but it's more likely to be the prince of Heiyu Kingdom.

The emperor of Heiyu Kingdom was old, and the eldest prince took the opportunity to force the palace to usurp the throne and become the emperor himself.So many major events happened in just over a month, and that was when I was recovering from my injuries.

In a month's time, not only the Black Jade Kingdom has undergone great changes, but even the princess has moved on to Song Qiran, and has stated that he will not marry unless he is the one.

When Yu Kangtai became the emperor, he was willing to lend troops to Jinlong Kingdom for free, and to express his gratitude, he still wanted to get married.The last time the princess chose to marry Chu Yuntian, she just obeyed Yu Kangqi's arrangement. Now is the time for her to truly choose the person she loves freely, and she chose my elder brother Song Qiran without hesitation.

I didn't expect that the couple I wanted to match from the beginning would actually be together.But things often don't go as smoothly as we thought, and my elder brother actually has the backbone to oppose it, but the war is imminent and there is no room for delay.

But before that, the emperor ordered Chu Yuntian and the princess to get married, so this time, he can't keep his word.If my eldest brother doesn't marry the princess, then the princess will still marry Chu Yuntian.

My elder brother finally agreed. I don't know why he changed his mind, but what Chu Yuntian said was because of us.I can't help but sigh, but fortunately, the princess's temper has changed a lot after marrying Song Qi, so Song Qiran doesn't hate her as much as before.

After Hei Pi's narration, everyone thought that I had been killed by Yu Kangqi, only Chu Yuntian and my elder brother didn't believe that I was dead, so from the day they found out about Yu Kangqi's conspiracy, they sent people to investigate and search for my whereabouts , I heard that I met Yu Kangqi from that area, and I have been leading people to search.

After finally finding out that I jumped into the deep ravine, I personally sent people to lead people to search downstream in that direction.I finally understood that the person who came to see me that day was not Yu Kangqi, but Chu Yuntian.

I was a little annoyed, annoyed myself why I was so sure that it would be Yu Kangqi who came to find me, why did I believe that Chu Yuntian had married the princess, I am such a self-righteous stupid woman, how can I turn back now that I have come to this point !

However, even without Yu Kangqi's conspiracy, the war would still happen.What's more, I have already. ． ．I have already made that kind of promise to Dongfang Haoyuan, I can't. ． ．Can not break the promise.

So compared to Chu Yuntian's excitement, my reaction was just dumbfounded and sad.Chu Yuntian finally realized what was wrong with me. He put away his happy smile and asked, "Yu'er, what's wrong with you? Are you unhappy to see me?"

"No, how come?" I shook my head, forced a smile to change the subject and asked, "Why are you here today? You don't know how dangerous you are now."

"I originally came to investigate the situation, because Dongfang Haoyuan suddenly said that he would cease the war and was willing to surrender to the emperor. But this happened so suddenly, we can't take it lightly, we want to know if he surrendered falsely, so I came here before the negotiation is over Find out what conspiracy he has. Of course, we would be more happy if there is no conspiracy. After all, fighting is too damaging to the country's vitality. Although the Black Jade Kingdom is telling us very well, who knows what will happen after the war? Maybe his The plan is more poisonous than Yu Kangqi's. Therefore, if a country wants long-term stability, it must work together, live in harmony, and try to avoid wars. The current situation of our country is very difficult to prevent people from taking advantage of loopholes!" Chu Yuntian said seriously.

After listening to it, I thought for a long time and asked, "So, the crisis in our country is still not resolved?"

"It should be said that as long as there is a war, there will be a crisis, because our Golden Dragon Country has always been the strongest country, and other countries are always eyeing us. Who doesn't want to replace it?" Chu Yuntian pondered.

When he talked about the political affairs of the country, his expression was extremely serious, and he was completely different from the usual appearance when he was with me.

Seeing that I was silent, he thought I was worried, so he pulled me into his arms and comforted me: "Yu'er, I know you have a strong sense of justice and responsibility, but don't worry about this matter. It’s easy to bully, even if we finish the war, we are more than enough to deal with small countries like them, not to mention that everything will be no problem if we succeed in the negotiation.”

I hugged Chu Yuntian tightly, pressed my face against his chest, and let the tears fall on his light blue clothes.The pain in my heart is more intense than ever, Chu Yuntian, the person I love the most.I understand what you said, that's why I'm so embarrassed!
If I have no sense of responsibility, I am a woman who does not keep promises, I don't care about other people's life or death, I don't care about other people's thoughts, will you still love me as before?Certainly not, you will despise me and spurn me.

So, please forgive me, forgive me for not being able to go back with you, forgive me for "putting myself in the arms" of other men, forgive me for not letting so many people suffer from war just to be with you.I would rather not have seen you today, that way I would not be so painful.

Just let me think that if you married someone else, you should empathize and stop falling in love. Although it is also uncomfortable, I have already suffered that kind of suffering.But now you let me be willing. ． ．How can you bear it?

"Yu'er, do you know? I've been looking for you for so long but haven't found you. I almost think you're dead. If the war hadn't started, I really wanted to go with you. Without you, I would still be alive." What do you mean? But, after all, God treats me well, you are still alive. I almost thought I was in a dream. Yu'er, promise me, never leave me again, okay? Let me protect you for the rest of your life, let me protect you forever. I will accompany you to the ends of the earth, in short, I will accompany you wherever you want to go and what you want to do. We..."

"No, don't say any more, please don't say any more." I choked up and stopped him from continuing.I was so afraid that I would leave with him desperately, and I was so afraid that I would not be able to control my feelings.

"Yu'er, what's wrong with you?" Chu Yuntian slightly pulled me away from me who was looking at the tears.

I was cruel, reached out and knocked off his hand on my arm, broke free from his embrace, wiped my tears with my sleeve, took a breath and said coldly: "You go, I I won't go back with you."

"Why? Yu'er, do you know what you're talking about?" Chu Yuntian rushed forward and grabbed my shoulders and asked eagerly.

I turned my face away, couldn't bear to look at those eyes that contained too much pain and confusion, and said in that cold tone that even I loathed: "Chu Yuntian, you have to be clear, we have been separated for several months, so long Time can change a lot of things, including... feelings."

I still didn't look at him, because I didn't dare, I was afraid.I'm sorry, I can only say these three words to him silently in my heart, but you must know that my pain is definitely no less than yours!Every time I utter a word, my heart feels like being pricked by needles, and it is already full of holes!
"No, Yu'er, you are lying to me. I can clearly feel your love for me. Why are you lying? You can scold me and beat me, but please don't punish me like this, okay?"

Although Chu Yuntian's tone was extremely light, the pain contained in it was enough to make everyone in the world feel it.His hand gently stroked my cheek so that my eyes met his. Looking at his eyes full of sadness and expression, I finally couldn't control myself, my eyes betrayed myself.

"Yun Tian, ​​we shouldn't meet today. I am so happy to see you, but also so painful. Our fate can only end here, we are... impossible to be together."

I want to say harsh words, I want to say that I don't love him, but I still can't do it, I can't say that kind of words against my will.

"Why? Yu'er, what happened to you? Since you love me, why can't you go back with me?" Chu Yuntian's voice revealed boundless anxiety.

"Because I promised someone else to be with him. So forget about me!" I gritted my teeth and said this sentence cruelly. I can't keep entangled with him like this.

"Who is it? Could it be..." Chu Yuntian paused, his face turned pale, "The person you mentioned is Dongfang Haoyuan?" His voice trembled slightly, and it was not difficult for him to predict this matter according to his intelligence.

What else can I say, will he believe me when I say no?
"Sure enough..." His hand slipped from my face, his fingertips were cold.

"He forced you to do this, right? He will suddenly make peace with us, and he is willing to surrender because of your relationship, isn't it?"

I am silent.

"Are you talking?" Chu Yuntian's face turned ashen, and his hands were holding my shoulders almost embedded in the flesh.

"No, he didn't force me. I did it voluntarily. At that time, I thought you had already married the princess, so I was discouraged and then I accepted his feelings. So I can't be sorry for him. If you want to blame, you can blame me. He What you said about the surrender and armistice is also true, and you can settle this matter with him after you go back." After what happened just now, I suddenly calmed down.

"You... But are you doing me a favor by doing this?" Chu Yuntian tightened his grip on my arm, his face almost distorted in pain.

I couldn't bear to look any longer, and lowered my head and said, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" My heart hurts so much, I don't want to, I really don't want to be separated from you, but we are destined to have nothing to do with each other.What I owe you in this life will be repaid in the next life.

"Forget about me! I'm not a good woman, and I'm not worthy of your love. You could forget Lin Wanjun before, and you can forget me now. I'm going back, or he will worry."

When Chu Yuntian was stunned for a moment, I got rid of the restraint of his hands, turned around and left.Goodbye, my dearest.

"Yu'er," my footsteps stopped involuntarily when I heard his desperate cry.

His body was pulled back violently by him, and his chin pressed against my forehead tightly: "Don't go, even if you are spurned by everyone in the world, I will not let you go. Can you leave with me?"

I want to hug him back, why don't I want to do this?But. ． ．The hand stopped at the moment when it was about to wrap around his waist, "Chu Yuntian, you fool, you know that this is impossible. If you really understand me and love me, just let me go? If it's because One of my decisions will lead to the destruction of corpses, people's lives, and even the demise of Jinlong Kingdom. Is this what you want to see? Don't keep me anymore. I am afraid that I will not be able to withstand the temptation and never have the courage to leave. You know what? I love you, love you so much."

"Yu'er, if it's your love that makes me want to leave me, I'd rather you never love me for the rest of my life." Chu Yuntian hugged me tightly, the bitterness in his voice made my heart ache.

I knew he was really going to let me go.

(End of this chapter)