Chapter 220, pushing further

Bai Ying's body froze, and she felt her heart being pulled fiercely. Enduring the pain in her heart, she opened her eyes and said in a cold voice, "Release!" While struggling hard, she said angrily, "I don't want to hear, I'm sorry. I let go!"

As soon as she moved, he hugged her even tighter. In the end, Bai Ying compromised and stopped moving. She just said indifferently: "Go away, I don't want to see you anymore, go away! Go away! Go away!"

"I don't want it! I don't want it!" Jing San didn't let go, afraid that she would struggle, so he hugged her even tighter, only to hear him say in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, Hua'er, I'm sorry, I was wrong... I'm really sorry... I really don't want you to recover your memory, just because I want to keep the current you. I'm sorry... I really don't want you to recover your memory, just because, I dare not bet, I dare not bet that after you recover your memory, you will still be like this I'm sorry...I'm sorry Hua'er...I don't want you to recover your memory, but I want you to remember me. I'm sorry...I'm too selfish, I'm sorry...It's my fault, I'm sorry...Don't drive me away, I'm sorry "Don't be angry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

The more he spoke, the lower his voice became, and the more he spoke, the more distressed he became.

Bai Ying's throat tightened, she took a deep breath, suppressed the emotions that were about to come out, and said softly: "What's the use of saying so much sorry now? Jing San, do you know? Whether I recover my memory or not, I am all your junior sister, you are all my senior brother, I am just me, there is no difference, I will not change anything for you!"

"No!" Jing San's expression changed, and he hugged her tighter and tighter. He tried his best to suppress the emotions that were about to lose control, and said stubbornly like a child: "I don't want to be your senior brother, I don't want to be just your senior brother, Hua Why do I do this, how can you not understand if you are so smart? You have feelings for me, and you also have me in your heart, and you admit it yourself, Hua'er... I don't want you to be just my junior sister, I No, I don't want it!"

"Then what do you want?" Bai Ying laughed ironically, and then said in a cold voice: "I have feelings for you, I have you in my heart, but so what? Do you want me to like you? Fall in love with you, or marry you?"

After she finished speaking, Jing San felt a bang in his head, as if something had exploded, causing his mind to go blank, so he subconsciously asked, "Is it not possible?"

"Impossible!" Bai Ying used her inner strength to shake Jing San away, and then turned to look at him indifferently: "Impossible!"

Jing San took a few steps back, blood oozing from the corner of his mouth again, he looked at her in pain, and asked in pain: "Why? Why? Why not?"

"There is no reason! You can only be my senior brother, that's all, there is nothing to say, you can go." Bai Ying said cruelly and unfeelingly, and left without looking back.

However, the moment she turned around, tears fell without warning, and after leaving the room, she started running, as if there were ghosts and ghosts chasing her behind.

Jing San, don't come chasing after me again, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it, and I won't be able to be ruthless.

Sorry, don't miss me anymore, stay away from me.

Jing San didn't go after her, he just stood there blankly as if his soul had been emptied, his face was indescribably pale, and his eyes were indescribably desolate.

He knew she was running far away, so he didn't dare to chase her, and he had no reason to chase her. Her words seemed to be still in his ears, which made him lack the courage to chase her again.

No why!You can only be my senior brother, that's all!

I have feelings for you, I have you in my heart, but so what?

Whether I recover my memory or not, I am your junior sister, you are my senior brother, I am just me, there is no difference, and I will not change to you!

It turned out that every time I wanted to get closer to her, I never thought about pushing her further away.

What is wrong?

Is he wrong?

Or is his love wrong?
Why did she clearly admit that she had him in her heart and had feelings for him, but she couldn't respond that he was with him, but she still let him go cruelly?

Is it really because he lied to her and hurt her that she behaved like this?
No, he was wrong, he was too greedy, he wanted too much, that's why he pushed her further away.

He clearly knew that she was like the cold moon outside, but he couldn't dream of her.

But he still can't control it!

Never, love, love, can't be controlled, and he... is the same.

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Ling Mufeng found Bai Ying in the back mountain. She was sitting on the stone ladder in front of the library door drinking. She looked lifeless and her eyes were distracted.

"What are you doing?" Ling Mufeng squatted down with one leg bent, grabbed the wine jar, and looked at her angrily.

Bai Ying raised her eyes and glanced at him, then grabbed the wine jar: "Bring it!"

A smell of alcohol came over her face, Ling Mufeng glanced at her empty hand, then frowned and asked her, "Xiaoying, did you quarrel with Jing San? Where's Jing San?"

"I don't know." Bai Ying replied coldly, and then took a big sip with the wine jar in her arms. Because she drank too fast, she coughed vigorously due to choking.

"Look at how promising you are!" Ling Mufeng sneered at her angrily, while patting her on the back, "If you quarrel, you will quarrel, what kind of wine do you drink! Drink, drink, drink, you will die!"

"Ling Mufeng!" Bai Ying yelled through gritted teeth, then half-closed her eyes and looked at him dangerously: "Are you courting death?"

Ling Mufeng said angrily: "Master is here to look for you, not to seek death!"

"Bastard!!!" Bai Ying raised the wine jar and threw it at him, Ling Mufeng's body flashed, and the wine hit the ground with a broken sound.

The smell of wine spread around, Ling Mufeng clicked his tongue, looked at the broken wine jar and the spilled wine, and said regretfully: "You ruined such a good thing like this. "

"Get out of here!!!" Bai Ying pushed Ling Mufeng, then stood up staggeringly, walked in and closed the door with a bang.

Ling Mufeng stood up, no longer looking like he deserved a beating, but looked at the closed carved wooden door with pity, and murmured to himself: "Can he make you so sad?"

The sound of footsteps outside gradually faded away, Bai Ying slid down along the door frame, and sat powerlessly on the ground, tears falling silently, she couldn't help it no matter what, her heart was hurting so badly, she really wanted to speak loudly cry.

In fact, she did just that, curling her legs up, wrapping her hands around her knees, and buried her head in it, sobbing softly.

Listen carefully, there is a person's name mixed in that distressing cry: Yunling...

(End of this chapter)

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