Almighty waste material: Her Royal Highness Iceberg Laughing Lady

Chapter 281 The Past
She shook her head to drive away all the bad thoughts in her head, adjusted a comfortable posture, closed her eyes and fell asleep.

I don't know if it was because Feng Beizhi was beside her, but Qin Xiyue fell asleep very quickly, sleeping soundly and deeply, without even having a dream.

When I woke up, it was just the time when the sky was getting brighter.

When she opened her eyes, she saw Feng Nanzhi looking sideways at her.

"Are you awake?" Feng Beizhi smiled, and raised his hand to brush her forehead hair aside.

Qin Xiyue also laughed: "Why did you wake up so early?"

Feng Beizhi lowered his eyes, and his smile became a little stiffer: "I dreamed... something strange."

"What's wrong?" Seeing his expression, Qin Xiyue was inexplicably nervous.

"I..." Feng Beizhi opened his mouth, but didn't say anything.

He hugged Qin Xiyue a little tighter, shook his head and said, "It's just a dream, it's okay."

Seeing that he didn't want to say anything, Qin Xiyue didn't ask further.She raised her head and kissed him lightly on the lips, and said with a smile, "Is it a nightmare? Dreams are all reversed. It's okay."

Feng Beizhi nodded and asked, "Do you want to sleep again?"

Qin Xiyue was a little greedy for his embrace, buried her head in his chest, and said softly, "I want to lie down for a while."

"Then let's talk." Feng Beizhi stroked her hair and said softly, "Xiyue, can you tell me about your past? I want to hear it."

her past?Qin Xiyue's heart skipped a beat, what should I say?
Her own, or the original owner's?
If we talk about the past of the original owner, it is to deceive Feng Beizhi.If it's about her... She doesn't know how to speak.

Said that she came from a completely different time than now, that she was actually dead, and then resurrected?

How can she speak it?

Seeing Qin Xiyue hesitate, Feng Beizhi said softly, "Let's talk about something else."

Qin Xiyue didn't speak, she was wondering if she should tell Feng Beizhi about her past.

If so, would Feng Beizhi think that she was just a lonesome ghost who usurped someone else's body?
no, I can not.

Qin Xiyue denied this idea in her heart, Feng Beizhi is not that kind of person, and she can't use worldly thinking to guess his mind.

So... tell him?
Qin Xiyue hesitated, she didn't even know what she was afraid of, she clearly believed in Feng Beizhi, believed that he would never leave her because of those things, but she just couldn't say it.

Maybe, she just simply... doesn't want Feng Beizhi to know that she was once a cold-blooded killer.

Yes, that's the reason.

Qin Xiyue lowered her eyes and pursed her lips tightly.

The killer organization accepts the task only to see if the price offered by the buyer is suitable, and never cares whether the target of the task is a good person or a bad person.And her hands have been stained with the blood of more than 100 people, who can be sure that there are not a few good people among them?
The more Qin Xiyue thought about it, the colder her hands and feet became. For the first time, she hated her past.

She used to be grateful, grateful to the organization for taking her in, otherwise, she would definitely be taken as an experimental product for research.

But now, she began to hate her former identity and the hands she used to kill.

"Xiyue."

Feng Beizhi's voice pulled Qin Xiyue back from her thoughts, Qin Xiyue was startled, and quickly raised her head: "What's wrong?"

Feng Beizhi frowned slightly, and asked, "Did I say something wrong?"

Qin Xiyue hurriedly shook her head: "No, no, I just...just haven't thought through some things yet."

(End of this chapter)