Wrong into the president's room

Chapter 191

"What time is it, you can still laugh." Yu Xiaoxi couldn't help complaining, she was so worried but he still acted nonchalantly, which made her angry for no reason.

"Originally, I thought it would be good to just go like this. At least I can do one thing for you before I die." Yan Feimo spoke weakly, and then continued to laugh: "It's just that I didn't expect God to return Let me survive, Xiaoxi, do you know what day it is today? Today is the death day of my father and Yan Feiming’s mother. In fact, he is right. My mother did too much back then, so if you can make amends, I am willing to use my life to clear my mother of the crimes. Of course, if I can still rescue Fanfan, then I will not lose at all, and I will make a lot of money. Xiaoxi, I know it is too late to say anything now. There will be no turning back, the mistakes people make can never be erased, no amount of apology and sorry can alleviate the harm I did to you back then, but now I am really happy, very happy..."

"It's all hurt like this, how can there be so many words." Although she still doesn't have feelings for him now, Yu Xiaoxi was really moved after hearing these words, not to mention how much he behaved today. What surprised her, but her heart for her son had already shocked her.Although he hadn't been able to take care of their mother and son as hard as Jing Sihan did in six years, but this night he brought her a father's warmth, and finally let her see what a real father is.

"Hehe, Xiaoxi, are you caring about me?" Yan Feimo asked without hesitation. Although he didn't have much love experience, he could tell that Yu Xiaoxi's words contained an element of caring for him. , made his heart feel warm, so taking advantage of this time, his desire gushed out again, so he wanted more.

"Who cares about you anymore, stay with me and don't talk anymore." Yu Xiaoxi closed the car door and started the car while talking, but only she knew that her face was already feverish and red at this moment. Terribly.

"But you obviously care, don't deny it." Yan Feimo coughed after finishing speaking.

Yu Xiaoxi originally wanted to refute, but when she heard his cough, she immediately stopped the car, then turned her head and asked, "What's wrong with you, is it okay?"

Yan Feimo supported the back of the front seat with one hand, then shook his head and said, "I'm fine, Xiaoxi, you can continue to drive, you just need to talk to me, as long as I can hear your voice, I feel comfortable Much less pain.”

Although Yu Xiaoxi didn't want to talk to him too much, she understood that he should be really hurting at this time, and he said that he wanted to listen to her, maybe he just wanted to divert his attention: "But I don't know if we What's the topic?"

"Then tell me how you have lived these six years. I want to know how much you have suffered during my irresponsible six years?" In fact, this is what he has always wanted to ask her, but he feels that he does not have this qualifications, but also afraid of arousing dissatisfaction in her heart.

Yu Xiaoxi looked at the road in front of her. She didn't really want to mention the past six years, because it would involve Jing Sihan, which would remind her of their current relationship inadvertently, but thinking of it could relieve Yan Fei. Mo's pain, she had no choice but to tell that period of history softly: "Because you didn't believe it back then, so in desperation, I had to agree to Sihan and Yun Qi to go to Canada together, because of Sihan's help and Wang Ma's help. Guidance, so after the child was born, I didn't suffer too much, but because I was in a foreign country, I felt very homesick." Yu Xiaoxi pondered for a long time, but in the end she only uttered such a simple sentence, because She doesn't know how to organize the words, as long as she thinks about the things that happened in the past, such as the child's illness and difficulties in life, there will be Jing Sihan's figure, but now, she has to face such a situation To her, this fragmented emotion is undoubtedly tearing her heart apart.

Through the faint light in the cab, Yan Feimo saw the hesitation and helplessness on Yu Xiaoxi's face, and knew that she had something to hide, and he didn't really want to know too many things about Jing Sihan, so Immediately changed the subject and asked: "Xiaoxi, did you hate me very much back then?"

Yu Xiaoxi's hand on the steering wheel couldn't help but tighten, and the memory couldn't help being rewound back to the past six years, then she shook her head: "No, in fact, from the moment you said you wouldn't admit your child, I decided to take you out of my life Expelled, and I didn't intend to let you know that you still have two children, I just want to draw a line with you, but I didn't expect God to arrange it like this." Yu Xiaoxi's mouth could not help but a faint twitch wry smile.

"In fact, compared to that, I would rather you hate me." Because there is hatred to remember, and hatred also shows that he once had traces in her life, but Yu Xiaoxi's answer like this is nothing more than telling His and her six years have nothing to do with him.

"Why should I hate you? The absurdity of the night at Zhiqing Mountain Villa was also my fault. If I hadn't gone to the wrong room, maybe nothing would have happened. Although your behavior towards me was a bit extreme, the most fundamental The reason is still because of my own fault, if not for that night, we would not have met, and there is no relationship between us, a man with a cleanliness like you, naturally cannot tolerate his body and a person you don't love Women have an affair." That's why when she saw him again six years later, she would act so calmly, because compared to hating, forgetting is actually the least tiring choice.

"No, Xiaoxi, don't say that. It's all my fault. If the earthquake that year, I could see your face clearly and write down your name. I wouldn't fall in love with Yao Yun at first sight just because of a smile, and I wouldn't fall in love with Yao Yun at first sight just because of a smile. I won't treat you like that, and I won't let me miss the six years with you, Xiaoxi, I know I'm not qualified to promise you, but the happiest thing in my life is that I was with you 12 years ago. I met you in City S, and gave birth to two children, Xinxin and Fanfan, in Zhiqing Villa six years ago."

"It doesn't make any sense to say these things now." Yu Xiaoxi said as she braked the car, then glanced at her son who had fallen asleep in the passenger seat, then turned to Yan Feimo and said, "Look at Fanfan, I'll go in and call someone."

It was only then that Yan Feimo realized that the car had arrived at the gate of the hospital at some point: "Yeah." Yan Feimo responded softly. He felt that his pain was getting worse, but he endured it all the time just to prevent Yu Xiaoxi from being distracted.

(End of this chapter)