Fashen live room

Chapter 296 Enter
Matter determines consciousness, which is only part of Lancelot's idea. The complete part is "matter determines consciousness, consciousness reflects matter, and reacts to matter". The initiative of both cannot be ignored.

And the death represented by "suicide" mentioned in Shani's words just now made Norman think of this.

Memory exists objectively, and self-awareness is formed by the influence of memory. The two together constitute the character attribute of "Regina". What about the attribute itself?

If the overall attribute of "Regina" dies, will her memory also die with it?
From Lancelot's materialist theory, it is possible.

In fact, apart from Lancelot's theory, there are many different voices in the Knights Templar, and Lancelot never stopped those voices from speaking to Norman. Idealism, Norman has also understood the cognition of this genre.

From the idealist point of view, Norman's conjecture is more likely to come true.

Of course, this possibility is just Norman's conjecture, but he has no time to think about the possibility now: the fusion of his and Regina's consciousness is intensifying, and most of his main consciousness has been covered with cyan. The color of the light band was dyed a non-white and non-blue color.

He can also feel that his subject consciousness has become more and more confused about whether he is Norman or Regina.

Can't delay any longer!
Norman made a decisive decision and took decisive action. The method he adopted was the "self-judgment" mentioned by Shani just now - didn't he always jump to Regina's memory?When this happens, kill yourself immediately!

This trace of hidden Qingming issued this order to the main consciousness, but what made Norman wrong was that after the order was issued, it was like a stone sinking into the sea, and there was no response at all.

After being stunned for a while, Norman gradually guessed what might have happened: Yes, his current subject consciousness is intertwined with Regina's consciousness, and often jumps into Regina's consciousness, but at that time, he was no longer He is gone, but "Regina", and Regina will naturally not accept a stranger's order to kill her, which is the root cause of his current confusion of subject consciousness.

This was the only reason Norman could think of.

But in this way, the problem is very bad: he can't instruct "Regina" to commit suicide now. If he wants to kill him, his conscious world and Regina's conscious world are different, and he can't touch it at all.If he had to kill him, then he would merge the two worlds, but in that case, the two consciousnesses would probably be completely merged, so what the hell!At that time, if he killed him again, he might kill himself!

In that case, the best result is that the main consciousness is completely dead.In that case, it would be a big deal for a strong man to cut off his wrists and lose his mental power. Retraining would be the best result. The worst result would be the complete death of his entire consciousness, which he could not accept.

So what to do now?

After thinking about it for a while, Norman felt that the battle situation of the main body consciousness became more and more anxious, and finally gritted his teeth and decided to fight.

He put the last bit of clarity remaining in his subjective consciousness directly into this anxious battle situation!
In his main consciousness, he can no longer be counted on, and now he can only count on his last bit of clarity to keep the last bit of clarity alive, and fight his way out in this vast memory world!
If this doesn't work, then the strong man will have to cut off his wrist. In that case, even if he is lucky, he will be disabled.

Hope to succeed, don't go to that step.

Thinking this way, Norman resolutely rushed into the chaotic spiritual world of subject consciousness...

Regina strolled in the garden, restless, although her eyes were full of fragrant flowers, her mind was filled with other things.

It was the image of a man.

When will he wake up?How could he have been injured so badly?Is it inappropriate to make your own decision and bring him back?When Defoe came back in a few days, how would I explain to him? ...

Just when Regina was in deep thought, there was the sound of hurried footsteps from a servant, who slowed down after getting close, and finally stood a few steps behind Regina, and said with a little panting: "Madam, He, he woke up!"

Click.

Regina's mind was shocked, and she didn't pay attention to it, and broke the flower branch she was pinching and admiring.

he woke up? ...

Regina withdrew her hand, turned around quickly, and let the broken flower branch fall from the air, and fell to the ground with an inaudible sound.

"I see."

Regina forced herself to be calm, but her voice trembled involuntarily.

She was about to take a step, but she stopped just as her toes left the ground. There were many thoughts in her head, and all kinds of thoughts, but the inexplicable concern in her heart made her finally take this step, and then took a few big steps. The faster he walked, the sooner he came to the man's room.

Arriving here, Regina's footsteps slowed down unconsciously.

She almost moved to the door of the room at a snail-like speed, and then moved in at a snail-like speed. As soon as she entered the room, her eyes automatically and habitually fell on the person on the bed.

Sure enough, he woke up and was lying on the bed at the moment, his eyes were facing her.

Very good!
Regina was full of joy, that joy seemed to rush out of her chest, but when it rushed to her mouth, it only turned into a few simple words.

"you're awake?……"

As if her feet didn't belong to her, she stepped up belatedly and came to the bedside.

His eyes are so beautiful, they are a rare purple, as deep as an endless abyss.

Regina is getting deeper and deeper in this abyss...

For Regina, the following days were the happiest in her life.She felt that she had lived in vain for the first half of her life, and now she finally found the meaning of life—to be able to see Mr. Cleveland every day was the meaning of her life.

Even if she doesn't do anything, just sitting next to Cleveland makes her feel extremely comfortable, and once Cleveland says or does something to her, it can make her even more excited , As for the two days ago when the two accidentally touched each other's fingers...

Thinking of Regina, she involuntarily crooked her eyebrows and laughed, but immediately bit her lower lip lightly, as if trying to stop her smile, but the corners of her upward curved mouth couldn't be pulled off. , the eyes are even more tender.

Just when she was full of joy, a servant entered the room.

"Ma'am, Mr. Cleveland wants something."

Just by hearing the voice, she knew it was the servant she had arranged to accompany her in Cleveland.

"Didn't I say that? If he wants something, try to satisfy him."

The servant continued: "Yes, ma'am, we did the same, but the price of what Mr. Cleveland asked for this time is too high. We dare not decide on our own. Mr. Butler asked me to ask you first."

Regina's youngest daughter was upset that her feelings were interrupted, but the matter involving Cleveland still made her stand up, ready to see what made these servants unsure.

She didn't pay attention when she stood up, her wrist brushed across the table, and knocked down the bronze mirror on the table, making a dull sound.

This sound seemed to hit Regina's heart, making her froze there.

She seemed to suddenly think of something just now, but she tried hard to think about it now but couldn't remember anything.

What exactly is it? ...

Regina thought for a long time, but she couldn't remember, and the servant's voice came again.

"lady?"

Forget it, I don't want to.

Regina shook her head, and after supporting the bronze mirror, she turned and walked towards the servant.

"What are they?"

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(End of this chapter)