Satan school grass, say love me

Chapter 8

Ye Bing nodded, without any intention of hiding: "Before the car accident, Xiao Junjie ran to my house every three days to please my family, but after working hard for several days, Junjie was still hesitant to see me, because of your relationship. He didn't answer him directly, so he was anxious, so he made such a bad plan. In fact, my father has already seen Junjie's thoughts and talked to him. I thought that my father would scare Junjie away because he was so strict, but I didn't expect... ...I didn't expect him to acquiesce to Junjie."

"Our handsome guy Xiao is really attractive." Fang Min said sourly, and exchanged a look with Yan.

Hearing Fang Min's words, Ye Bing dared not speak up.She could hear the resentment and anger in Fang Min's words, it was a kind of resentment for being robbed of the most beloved things by the closest people, Fang Min had it, and Yan also had it.So, they confronted Junjie and her.Because there is anger and resentment in my heart, which cannot be appeased.So they treat their best friends with indifference, and if they hurt their best friends, their hearts will be more comfortable.But soon, their hearts will hurt again, more painful than before.This kind of cycle goes back and forth, and in the end both sides are hurt, no one can heal the wound, and everyone is in pain.

"Ye Bing, I know how much you like Junjie, and you also know that I like Junjie no less than you. I never thought that we would turn against each other because of Xiao Junjie..."

"Yan, no, I didn't want to turn against you! You are my friend! You will always be my friend! As long as you want, we can still get along like before. Go to class together, leave school together, overcome difficulties together, and laugh together Tears. Yan, I don’t want to have a cold war with you like this. I can’t stand you treating me so coldly! We were such good friends...! I can’t stand...!" Tears overflowed with out-of-control emotions , Ye Bing burst into tears.

Yes, she couldn't admit that Yan had already stood on the opposite side of her, with a sullen face all day long, indifferent and cold.The previous tenderness seemed to be far away from them in an instant, so far away that it was a little illusory, as if it was just an illusion in memory, not a real existence.

"Ye Bing, calm down first, okay? Don't cry..." Seeing Ye Bing trembling, Yimeng's heart softened.How could she do it? How could Yan do it? Let Ye Bing sit idly by.She can't do it! Yimeng hugged Ye Bing tightly into her arms, comforting her over and over again.

"Ye Bing..." Seeing Ye Bing drowned in tears of sorrow, Yan still softened. She walked towards Ye Bing slowly, squatted down, and looked directly at Ye Bing's tear-stained face.Those eyes, tender as water, contradictory and painful.She gently wiped away Ye Bing's cold tears, but she couldn't let Ye Bing go.But now that Ye Bing has Junjie, she shouldn't need to worry about her as a friend.However, seeing Ye Bing crying so sadly, her heart still clenched. "Ye Bing, I don't want to do this either. I really hope that we can be friends for life. But since you choose Junjie, you have to pay the corresponding price for your choice. Ye Bing, I tell you frankly You, I cannot accept that you and Junjie are together. But there is a way, and only this way can let us settle down and return to the original relationship. Although it may only last for a year, it may last for a lifetime But, who knows what will happen after that..."

"Yan, what do you mean...?"

"Is it ok to date Junjie after graduation? This is my biggest concession. Seeing you both come in and out together, I really can't convince myself to accept you. Ye Bing, I really love Junjie. For Junjie, I can give up everything, whether it’s Diyun or you, or even myself. I don’t have to, as long as Junjie is by my side, even if it’s not a relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend, I’m willing. Playing with Junjie for so many years Crazy, suddenly without him, I feel so uncomfortable. Ye Bing, I know that Junjie doesn't like me, and I also know that one day he will have his own girlfriend, his own wife, and that person will definitely not be me. I I thought I was mentally prepared for this, but when you filled the vacancy next to Junjie, I went crazy and couldn't accept it at all."

"Ye Bing, until I saw you lying in Junjie's arms in the hospital that day, I didn't know that that kind of mental preparation was completely useless. Because loving him has occupied my whole thought, I can't do it at all. Make room for this kind of preparation, and always be prepared that Junjie may have a girlfriend anytime, anywhere, alienate me, or even leave me. The so-called mental preparation is just a kind of self-suggestion, thinking that he is ready, I can accept the coming of all storms. Unfortunately, I was wrong. This kind of preparation is nothing. So when the storm came, I was easily defeated. Ye Bing, the feeling of being defeated is not what you can imagine , which is a new experience for me.

You know, at that moment, the whole world was so quiet, distant, and dark. I was sitting alone in the bar. Although the atmosphere was very hot, although the voices were loud, and the music was loud, I felt very cold around me. ,I'm cold.At that time, I really realized that it only takes one second for a person to fall into despair, and one second can influence a person's next decision.And I, and I was given this new experience by my best friend, and I was crushed by you.Ye Bing, this level of grief is far beyond what I can bear.Just like you can't bear my indifference, I also can't bear the fact that you and Junjie are in love.Later, I found a word to describe this feeling, that is betrayal.I was betrayed! Betrayed by my best friend. " Lin Feiyan hangs down her left hand wearily, and rests her forehead with her right hand. Thinking of the despair that has controlled her for the past few days, she feels so tired, so tired that she can't breathe.

"Yan, no...I didn't betray you...no...I always refused Junjie. But, that car accident really scared me. I thought about going back on my word, but...I didn't Do it... Yan, I don't want to do this."

"Ye Bing, what you don't want is the broken friendship between us, not falling in love with Junjie, understand?" Lin Feiyan weakly corrected, "Let's not talk about the past. Ye Bing, if you really If you value the friendship between us, then agree to my proposal. You and I will take a step back. After graduation, I will not interfere with you and Junjie. You can fall in love with Junjie, and we may still be friends. Okay What, Ye Bing?"

"Yan..."

"Ye Bing, promise. Yan has already taken a step back, and it's time for you to take a step back." Fang Min walked behind Yan, and put her heavy right hand on Lin Feiyan's stiff and cold shoulder.Fang Min knew that Yan almost let go of her self-esteem and proposed this condition that might finally be eased.If Ye Bing couldn't even agree to this, then the ending between their five friends would probably be as sad as Yan guessed.

"Yan, can it really be as easy as you said? As long as I agree to this condition, we can go back to the past, with no grievances in our hearts, no pimples, and still reconciled as before?"

Lin Feiyan nodded solemnly, she knew that Ye Bing was not indifferent.She believes that Ye Bing loves Junjie, but she also needs their friends for many years.

"Yan, I promise you..." Ye Bing's long-awaited words did not seem to be as unhesitating as she imagined.Ye Bing even vaguely realized that this sentence did not come from her original intention, and she was actually unwilling to leave Junjie.However, on this occasion, this environment, Yan's expectations... everyone's expectations... She can only say this in order to meet the situation.

"Ye Bing, really?" Lin Feiyan happily held Ye Bing's hand.She knew that Ye Bing would agree! Yes! Because the two of them have been good friends since childhood, and the friendship of more than ten years can't be said to be thrown away.

"Yan...I..."

"Don't say anything, Ye Bing! Thank you!"

The words of repentance were on the lips, but they were firmly pushed back by Lin Feiyan's "Thank you".Ye Bing was in tears, but there was no joy in his heart.She didn't know if the tears were shed to restore the old relationship with her friends, she only knew that she wanted to cry.

At this moment, she can only cry.

(End of this chapter)