Five-year-pregnant concubine: the emperor's favor is too much

Chapter 247 Love, So Reluctant 4
"Why?" Hong'er was a little puzzled. She couldn't remember that place clearly, and she didn't know if she could find it. Maybe she sent him there halfway, so how sad she should be.

"He saved your life, I want to go and see him." Nangong Yan didn't know why he wanted to go, but just thinking about it, he might be able to save himself, this time he was really greedy, thinking greedily Live to be a hundred years old.

"But..." Hong'er hesitated a little, and didn't know if the old man was still there, besides, she had made him angry before, so if she went now, what would she do if she hurt him.

"I want to live." Nangong Yan said in a low voice, this is what he wants most at the moment. "I want to live, this is the first time I want to live like this, I can't bear you."

"..." Hong'er opened her eyes wide and looked at him, seeing his fragility, her heart ached again.

To live is a normal thing for ordinary people. It cannot be called a wish at all, but it is what this man wants to do most at the moment. Why does he have to suffer such pain, why not himself?
"I don't want to die. I'm afraid that no one will pamper you after I die. I love you and love you. You are so narrow-minded. I am afraid that others will not be able to bear it. I don't have the patience to love you. You have suffered so much. I want a As soon as I make up for you, I'm afraid that person will hurt you again. You are already mine, and I'm afraid that he will despise you in the future. No one loves you like I do. I love you so much that I don't care about your body. I care about your heart, I am afraid that no one can replace me, so that you will live the rest of your life in pain, and I will not be at ease even if I am a ghost. After death, I have no right to be here. Watching you being bullied by others, I am I can no longer hold you in my arms and kiss away the tears in your eyes. I am afraid that in the future he will never believe your story, just endless ridicule, I am afraid... I can't do it, I can't do it, I I can’t watch you laughing in other people’s arms, I’ll go crazy, even the worst thing I can do is not easy, you are mine, how can I be willing to let you lie in someone else’s arms, you are mine, you Your lips, your face, your hands, your body, and your heart are all mine, and no one can violate them." After saying these illogical words in one breath, they were the words he wanted to say most in his heart that day. , the truest thought in my heart.

"I know, I know, I know, I also miss you. In the days without you, how should I find light in the days of pain and darkness? In the days without you, my life has no direction. I really I really don't want you to go, can you not leave, can you just stay with me like this, even if we are just ordinary people, even if we are beggars eating the same stinky steamed buns, we still feel very happy, can we not leave, we I also gave birth to a bunch of children, calling my mother and your father, and we lived a normal life like this until our hair turned gray and you were the one holding my hand. Can you..." Hong'er said, her voice Choked up, tears streaming down, unable to speak anymore.

Nangong Yan hugged her distressedly, tears could not stop flowing from the corners of her eyes, why can't life be longer?Why do people who love each other separate like this?

He Nangongyan doesn't want Jiangshan, so what if he doesn't want power and status, even if he loses everyone in the world, he wants to give her a perfect future, but why, fate is so tricky, why!
(End of this chapter)