Five-year-pregnant concubine: the emperor's favor is too much

Chapter 311: That Sleepless Night 2
"Where are you going, Hong'er?" The Queen Mother looked anxiously at her running out.

"..." Hong'er ran out frantically without looking back.

If she wanted to find him, and desperately wanted to find him, he would definitely be afraid, cry, and look for herself everywhere, how could she leave him behind.

The moment Hong'er ran out of the secret passage, Hong'er paused and turned her head to wave goodbye to the people in the secret passage. She knew that once she went out, she would never be able to come back.

After sorting out her mood, Hong'er ran as fast as she could to the Imperial Garden, Furong Hall, Misty Rain Terrace, and finally came to the Hall of Mental Cultivation.

She yelled all the way and searched all the way. Everywhere she went, she was always full of expectations, but she was always extremely disappointed.

She didn't even have time to cry, she was just completely entangled in her heart.

Where the hell is he a kid?
"Mumu, the queen mother is waiting for you at the Hall of Mental Cultivation!" Hong'er limp at the door of the Hall of Mental Cultivation, her eyes looked around, but there was more and more fear, more and more disappointment as she got tired.

I was wrong, all of this is true, all of this happened so suddenly, I was still deceiving myself, and still comforting myself.

I made a mistake, I made a mistake again, and I hurt myself and Mumu.

If he had woken up earlier, he would not be so at a loss. If he had known earlier, he would have escaped to a place where he didn't know anyone and lived quietly even with Mu Mu.

But everything can't go back, because of my wrong judgment, how miserable my life will be.

Hong'er sat on the threshold, shedding tears in pain, but she laughed while crying. She was laughing at her ignorance, her self-righteousness, her innocence, her distrust of him, and her misery. life.

What is there to complain about, isn't it all doomed by one wrong decision after another?

It's just why, God always chooses to punish the people around him to let him live in an ignoble way, living a life that would be worse than death?

Nangongyan is gone, Xue Qingcheng's life and death are uncertain, Eunuch Cao is missing, and now even Mumu—
"Ah!" Hong'er roared crazily, but got an echo from the empty palace.

It's ridiculous, it's sad, it's pathetic.

After I don't know how long it took, the little guy in my belly started to feel restless, and finally Hong'er's consciousness was awakened.

Hong'er stretched out her skinny fingers to cover her slightly protruding belly, but her eyes were dull.

"I'm sorry, baby, your mother is useless, and no one around you can protect you well. How could you be reincarnated on me? I don't know if you will be born in the future. You are a blessing or a curse to you, your mother is a useless person, why did you choose me?" Hong'er spoke weakly, tears streaming down a bank again.

Seeing this world in tears is really dreamy, so beautiful, so crystal clear, but the cruelty of reality is so unbearable.

Hong'er leaned against the edge of the door and stood up slowly, then returned to the bed and lay down.

She didn't want to hide anymore, what kind of bad luck could she avoid?

She is here waiting for Mu Mu to come back, waiting for bad luck to come.

She bowed her head to fate, she didn't want to hurt the people around her anymore, she didn't want to hide herself, if she endured it herself, there wouldn't be so many people who would sacrifice their lives for her.

She conceded.

(End of this chapter)