Husband is not good: this concubine and three husbands

Chapter 162 I Can't Live Without You
"A month ago, after I left Chuanjin Hall angrily, I went to Fuliu Garden to drink. I just wanted to be angry with you. I planned to leave after drinking for a while. But I didn't know what happened. I drank a lot that day and kept drinking. I couldn't stop, I got drunk before I knew it, that's why... I really didn't want to have anything to do with Yunliu. When I was drunk, I was in a daze. I always felt that it was you. I saw her as you, That's why..."

"If you do it, you do it. Isn't it too irresponsible to put your responsibility on drunkenness?"

"Yes, I just did it. No matter what the reason is, it's all my fault. But my feelings for you have not changed, and have never changed. The only person I love is you. Jinyan, I only Let me ask you, will you forgive me this time?"

"What do you think? You have given yourself another responsibility. I can't bear this responsibility any longer."

Can't take it anymore...

This sentence vetoes everything, is there nothing to redeem?

"Jinyan," Ning Xixiao hugged Jinyan tightly in fear, her eyes were red, and she almost begged, "I don't care if you have something to hide from me, I don't care if you are Shangguan Jinyan or Su Jinyan, I don't care what you are Do you love me or not? I don’t care if there are other men in your heart. I don’t care about anything. I depend on you for everything. As long as you can be with me and you can stay, I will listen to you in the future, okay? Good? Okay?"

"Listen to me for everything?" Jinyan sneered, "I told you to abandon Yunliu, can you do it too?"

Ning Xixiao froze, he only thought about keeping Jinyan, and didn't think about other people at all.But Jinyan understood him, and he couldn't get rid of Yunliu's matter no matter what.If she insisted on making him abandon Yunliu, he would definitely not be able to do it, since he couldn't do it, how could he keep Jinyan?
"Does it have to be like this?"

"I won't force you. You can't let go of this responsibility, so let me go."

"No! I won't let it go! I can't live without you!"

"I think I'm quite tolerant, but when it comes to relationships and marriage, I can't tolerate sand in my eyes. If you don't want to reconcile, then just divorce me. It doesn't matter if I bear some infamy."

"No! I will never divorce you! It is even more impossible for you to bear a bad reputation!"

Jinyan realizes that it is impossible to talk about Ning Xixiao today, and even in the future, she may not be able to talk about him.

"Go back and think about it calmly. I'm very tired and I want to sleep." Jin Yan issued the order to evict the guest.

Jinyan was really exhausted, while Ning Xixiao couldn't bear to tire her, but also couldn't bear to leave her.Maybe if you give her time to calm down, maybe she will soften her heart, right?

What Ning Xixiao didn't know was that he really misunderstood Jinyan, this time, she would never soften her heart again.

Dong Lei came back again, and Ning Xixiao finally sent Dong Lei back again.He thought that the relationship between Donglei and Jinyan was not bad, if Donglei could often say something nice in front of Jinyan, she might be able to soften her heart.

But when Dong Lei came back, he fell into her arms.

Ning Xixiao came to Chuanjintang on *day, and didn't say much, just sat down, or had a meal with Jinyan.Jin Yan didn't chase him away either, and treated him calmly.When he was not around, Jin Yan showed a depressed look, and she even made tears from time to time, all of which were for Dong Lei to see.

Now Dong Lei doesn't need to hide in the dark, he will often take the initiative to chat with Jinyan, he wants to explain Jinyan, and he also said some good things for Ning Xixiao.Seeing Jinyan's sad look, Donglei also felt sorry for her.

If it was changed to before, he must think that it is normal for a prince to have three wives and four concubines. The teaching of the royal family has always hoped that the prince's wives and concubines can spread branches and leaves for the prince and expand the royal family's children.The lord used to be very infatuated with Jinyan not to touch other women, but now Yunliu is pregnant with a child because of drunkenness, it's no big deal.

But he had been with Jin Yan for a long time, and his thinking had also been subtly changed.Love needs to be specific, even a man can only love one woman well, since Ning Xixiao loves Jinyan, how can he be good with others.He had watched the two of them fall in love all the way, and he just felt that they were a perfect match, and if someone intervened, it would really be an eyesore.

Therefore, Dong Lei was more considerate of Jin Yan's mood at the moment, and when he said good things for Ning Xixiao, he was a bit duplicity.He also disapproved of Ning Xixiao's behavior this time.But no matter what, Ning Xixiao's consciousness just happened after he was drunk, it was not his intention, so it is understandable.Dong Lei is in a dilemma.

Jin Yan noticed that Dong Lei's emotional tendency was biased towards her, which was exactly what she wanted, and she felt that the odds of winning were a bit greater.

It has been said that Laba is the new year, and it will be Laba Festival in a few days.Usually, there will be a banquet in the palace, and all the princes are invited to come to the palace to gather together.Recently, the emperor's body has been out of harmony, and his mood is a little depressed, so Concubine Rong has the intention to make this Laba Festival more lively, to please the emperor.

For the family banquet in the palace, the prince's female relatives are required to attend, and Jin Yan naturally also enters the palace to attend the banquet.This Laba Festival is a good opportunity!

In this way, I finally waited until the Laba Festival, and I still had dinner in the mansion at noon.Jin Yan specially asked Yang'er to make her favorite snacks. I'm afraid this is the last time to eat Yang'er's handicrafts.

She walked around the entire palace again, taking one last look.Coincidentally, I saw Yunliu basking in the sun again in the garden.

She was only one month pregnant, and her belly was not visible at all.But everyone knew that there was Ning Xixiao's first child in that belly.The palace already knew the news, because the emperor loves Ning Xixiao, so even if it is a child conceived by a concubine, the palace is very happy and rewarded Yunliu with many things.

The moment Jinyan saw Yunliu, Yunliu also happened to see her.Yun Liu smiled sweetly at her, but Jin Yan could tell that she was smiling rather reluctantly, but she was trying to cover it up.

When did Yunliu get used to being strong in front of Jinyan?
Jin's face was calm, neither grimacing nor smiling.In just one night, she became pregnant as she wished, she was so lucky!
Her status and treatment in the mansion have improved a lot, and the rewards given by the palace should have made her happy, but unexpectedly, Yun Liu's spirit is not very good, her face is paler than before, and she is weak It looks like it's sick.

Yun Liu Weiwei bowed to Jinyan, just making a show, she was pregnant with Ning Xixiao's child, no one would make things difficult for her.

"Now that you are full of favors, you come to Fuliuyuan with all your food and necessities. Why do you look worse when I see you?"

Yunliu didn't expect Jinyan to care about her, so she hurriedly replied with a smile: "The princess has never conceived a child, so she probably doesn't know that it is hard work to conceive a child."

(End of this chapter)