who moved my abandoned queen

Chapter 50

I'm sorry for being alone, it's too uncomfortable.

There are not many people in Yaoguang's life who have been sorry, except for the forgiveness of his parents, the rest are the dead Ru Dai and the living Xie Mo.

Ru Dai's injury can never be repaired, and Xie Yan's suffering, but she lacks mental strength.

This personal maid who has been with her for four years, from the age of 15 to 19, has witnessed her transformation from an ignorant girl to what she is now.

In fact, there is only frowning.

But in the harem, everyone seemed to be old, as cold as still water.

Cold-hearted, cold-blooded, and a cold smile.

including yourself.

In the past, Concubine Zhen was a fire, and her love and hatred burned Jun Wudu, but since Si Qian came, she has also changed.

"What are you thinking?" Qing Deng has been quietly following behind her, playing the role of maid to the fullest.

"It's nothing, I'm just thinking about that concubine De. She was always a maid, named Suyu, who wanted to fly to the branches. At that time, she didn't have the slightest temperament. She just wanted to play tricks, and she was still in my Phoenix Palace. Looking for death," Yaoguang laughed at himself: "Who would have thought that she would become what she is today..."

"No way, I think she is quite beautiful, and she has a good temperament. Although she is not as good as you, she can be considered gentle and gentle..." Qing Deng couldn't believe it. Could there be some misunderstanding?
"Yeah, it's only been over a year, how can one person change so much." Yaoguang thought of her song "Ai Lian Shuo", word by word, not to mention herself, but how many people are there in Li Country? Have that kind of talent?Suddenly, I felt strange, how did this Suyu change so much?

Maybe it's her own jealousy, Yao Guangqiang suppressed the doubts in her heart, she is the daughter of the prime minister, not to mention rich in education, she has read a lot of poetry and books, and there are some lonely books and fragments in her father's collection, but she is not as talented as a maid No matter who puts her in her position, she will feel unbalanced.

It's not as good as a human being to admit that jealousy will only make him distorted, Yaoguang comforted himself in his heart, and if he frowns and follows her, there will be no problems in the end.

The two were walking like this, when Yaoguang suddenly stopped.

"Oh, my delicate nose," Qing Deng didn't stop the car, and bumped into Yaoguang's body. Fortunately, the speed of both of them was very slow, but it only hurt a little, and they still couldn't help rubbing their noses, with tears in their eyes. He looked at Yaoguang intently: "Master, at least say hello when you stop, and prepare me mentally."

"Here, I used to like to feed the fish here..." Yaoguang happily took Qingdeng's arm, pointed to a pond of lotus and said, "I haven't been around much since I came back. Look at this pond full of flowers." Is the lotus flower in the house beautiful? It is bigger than the Star Picking Pavilion, what is her Yanchi?"

"It's quite beautiful." Qing Deng nodded in agreement. The so-called endless green leaves probably describes the current scenery, but... this palace is really big, it can accommodate such a big pool.

"Qingdeng, I want to feed the fish."

"...I'm sure, there's no bait here." A bad premonition suddenly rose in Qing Deng's heart.

"It's in the Zhaixing Pavilion." Yaoguang's voice became more gentle.

"Don't use me as a servant girl!"

"But you still called me master just now,"

"..." She was unlucky!

Yaoguang watched Qing Deng's leaving back, pursed the corners of her mouth, no wonder Bai Yue liked to bully her so much, it's so cute.

After the blue light disappeared, she closed her eyes.Fool, if you want bait, you can just find any patrolling guard, she just wants to distract her for a while.

Unexpectedly, I would be dazzled by the frown, and unconsciously lead Qing Deng here.

She has always come here alone, even if she is a frown, she will not allow her to follow.

Because, here is a forbidden place in her heart.

Her secret and unrevealed feelings are all buried here, only the lotus flowers that bloom and fall in the pond every year know, the fish playing in the bottom know, and only she knows.

The No.20 encounter between Yaoguang and Su Jiuge is here.

At that time, because of that sacrifice, she finally knew that the person who quietly listened to her complaining about Jun Wuyuan's ruthlessness to her that night was Su Jiuge.

The few times she met Su Jiuge in the palace were all at night, but there was still one during the day.

It is next to this lotus pond.

Life in the palace was like stagnant water, it was so boring, Yaoguang had nothing to do all day long, so he imitated those wives in the boudoir, holding the Jiao Weiqin brought into the palace from home, and prepared to find a place to express his feelings. At that time, she I am not very familiar with the roads in the palace, and I don’t know where to go and where not to go, so I just stumbled around and found this lotus pond. I instantly felt that the scenery of this place is so beautiful, it is very suitable for sad spring and autumn, so I casually moved Jiaowei. Put it down, brew for a while and start playing.

It can only be said that fluct lights are not suitable for sadness.

Because after playing for a while, she felt that her fingers were hot, and the sun was just right that day, warming her body, and her sleepiness was also summoned. Seeing that there was no one around, Yaoguang spread her body like that, using the piano as a Pillow, took a nap.

I slept for so long that when I woke up, my body was limp and I was too tired to leave. When I opened my blurry eyes, I saw a figure from behind, half-armed with blue silk, like fine satin.

Her mind was still a little blunt at that time, and she didn't think it was wrong when she saw that she was wearing a piece of clothing. She slowly propped up her body, and when the back figure heard the movement, she also expected that the flutter light had woken up. The same face was magnified in Yaoguang's eyes, his mind finally cleared up, the past came back to life, Yaoguang was dumbfounded, and unconsciously let out a cry of surprise and backed away.

In an instant, the sound of the piano was chaotic.

She backed away in a panic, and pressed her hand on the scorched-tailed piano strings that had been pressed against the pillow just now. One of the strings couldn't bear her pressure, and broke with a "snap", and it happened to hit her wrist.

Where did Yaoguang suffer from this kind of pain? Before breaking the string, it was only a slight pain in the fingertips. Now the wrist was broken and there was a bloodstain. It was really a "big wound" that had never happened before, but he was so shocked that he couldn't speak. Come.

"Show me quickly." Both of them forgot about the defense between men and women, Su Jiuge grabbed her arm, and from the perspective of the flutter light, he could just see his frowning brows and fan-like eyelashes flutter.

"It hurts." She subconsciously put on a soft tone, and acted weak in front of him.

Su Jiuge took out a white handkerchief from his bosom, with a red plum embroidered on one corner, wiped away the blood from Yaoguang's wrist, took out a bottle of medicine from his bosom, opened it cover, and sprinkle the powder on her wound.

Neither of them spoke.

Later, Yaoguang recalled many times that at that time, she didn't even speed up her heartbeat. She watched him move, watched him bandage her, and watched him raise his eyes and said to her: "Is it better?"

How can you say such gentle words when you have such indifferent eyes when you meet for the first time?
Yaoguang withdrew his hand embarrassingly, "It's better."

In order to avoid his gaze, Yaoguang unconsciously moved his eyes away, only to see the purple clothes on her body, "Is...yours?"

"Ah."

"Thank you." You don't need to guess too much, you can think that he must have passed by and saw that he was sleeping heroically, so he took off the cover for himself because he was afraid that he would catch a cold.

"It's okay."

I really want to plunge into the lotus pond next to me and die. I am so ashamed that I wish I could get away from Su Jiuge, put the clothes into his arms, pick up the piano and leave.

After walking two steps, he felt that this was too stingy and even... useless, and he didn't have the temperament of a queen, so this person saw enough of the joke, stomped his feet and turned around, and stuffed the qin in his arms: "This qin is my favorite Yes, it was all because of you just now, I ordered you to give this string to me and connect it to Bengong!"

Su Jiuge saw her surly and domineering appearance, and a smile flashed in his eyes: "Okay."

The bulging ball deflated instantly.

Yaoguang sat beside Su Jiuge sadly, and secretly glanced at him: "...I'm sorry."

"Well, forgive you."

"..." He said nonsense in a serious manner.

The amazingness of meeting for the first time, the gentleness of bandaging the wound, and the seriousness of tuning for oneself, the temptation probably started at that moment.

It's just that the person is wrong, the time is wrong, and it is doomed to be hopeless.

Looking back at this moment, I also find it absurd. Su Jiuge, like her nightmare of Chen Yaoguang, is gorgeous and dangerous. She is addicted to this unrequited love+secret love, and she is so happy that she doesn't want to wake up.

For four full years.

"Little Yu'er, where do you think he is now?" Yaoguang sighed, slender fingers slid across the clear pool water, Bai Yue and Qing Deng seemed to deliberately hide it from her, not telling her about Su Jiuge Dynamic.

By the way, why hasn't the green light come yet?
Yaoguang stood up, only to feel a bang in her head, it was pitch black, she staggered and almost fell.

Fortunately, such symptoms only lasted for a while, and she put down her sleeves, turned around and prepared to stay away from the pool. If she fell into it, things would not be fun.

A gust of wind blows.

The tassels on her sleeves were suddenly loosened, before she could grasp them, a gust of wind, the loose tassels instantly flew away with the wind, swinging in the air, layers upon layers, thin and transparent.

It's all because she was squatting by the pool and paddling just now, the tassel was running along her arm, and she didn't pull it up, hooking up a little corner and it was over. Just now, she was dizzy, and a gust of wind happened to blow it away before it was too late. Grab the tail end.

Yaoguang looked at the sky dejectedly, and suddenly remembered those dramas, the lady in the boudoir who was about to get married, in the attic, threw the silk handkerchief embroidered with affection on the man she liked, lowered her eyes and raised her eyes, feeling affectionate all her life.

so romantic.

But it's one thing to feel romantic, she doesn't have that idea now, maybe Jun Wuyuan is critiquing papers and doesn't have time to pick up her tassels.

Her eyes followed the flying tassel—to see where it ended up, so she could pick it up again.

It was neither too early nor too late, the sun had just come out, and the heavy fringe was dyed golden by the sun, but it was not dazzling. She just watched, watched, and waited for it to fall.

Like an ancient sleep, time is sometimes so soft and long.

She watched it fall slowly, like an irresistible fate.

Suddenly, a hand crossed and gently grabbed it.

Yaoguang even felt that his heart trembled violently following that grasp.

The flowers in the garden are blooming just right, the dew has not yet dissipated, and the air has a moist fragrance.

The man was wearing a green shirt that had never been changed, with half-curly blue hair, and a face like new snow, so beautiful and elegant.

Flutter was completely stunned.

Behind the flowers, Concubine Zhen firmly pinched a peony and crushed it. The dark flower juice fell drop by drop along her fingers, and instantly soaked into the mud and disappeared.

good very good.

God really didn't treat her badly, I just wanted to take a stroll in the garden, but I didn't expect to see such an incredible scene.

She used to think that Siqian really loved Jun Wudu, but at this moment, the way she looked at Su Jiuge was a little hotter than when she looked at the emperor.

Jun Wudu, I said earlier that in this harem, I am the only one who truly loves you.

I really want to know what your expression will be when you know this.

That must be very interesting.

(End of this chapter)