Mrs. Pinqiao

Chapter 125: Going or Staying
Ning Zimo's injury seemed to be good or bad, and even the imperial doctor was helpless.When he is good, he is like a normal person. He eats, sleeps and exercises on time. When he is not good, he suffers from severe pain and cannot sleep all night, especially on cloudy and rainy days.

When he was in pain, Tan Su stayed outside.No matter whether he threw a tantrum inside and smashed things, or lay down on the bed to rest after tossing tired, she never left.

In the early winter weather, the wind was bitter, and sometimes the rain splashed her dress, but she didn't care much.The people below said that this Tan Su probably wanted to come back to curry favor with the Prime Minister, but she was left out in the cold.

But no matter how harsh those words were, Tan Su never flinched, just like when she came here.

The door was finally opened.

Ning Zimo was covered in sweat, looking at her with red eyes, he must have been tortured for long enough.His hair was wet with sweat, condensed into a puff, his chest heaved uncomfortably, and he looked at her for a long time.

"Is Xiangye still hurting?"

"If I tell you to go, you will go?" His voice was trembling, and he spoke too quickly, "I want you to go now, right away!"

Tan Su stared at him blankly.

Ning Zimo roared angrily, "Don't leave yet!"

"Is Xiangye talking angry, or..."

"Go! I don't want to see you again!"

Tan Su was frightened, and her eyelashes trembled.She couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was, and it disturbed her, and her eyes were red for no reason.She quickly lowered her head and controlled her emotions, "It's very late today, can I leave tomorrow..."

Ning Zimo turned around and entered the room, and closed the door with a "bang".

There was a maid laughing beside her, and even though she was already very low, Tan Su accidentally heard it.She had lived for so long, and it was the first time she felt so ashamed, so embarrassed that she wished she could find a hole in the ground and go in.

But Tan Su is Tan Su after all.She took a deep breath, as if nothing had happened, and went back to her room.

She had nothing to clean up, so she left.Arranging things as they were before she came, as if she had never been here, but the melancholy in my heart couldn't be erased.

Tan Su, oh Tan Su, you think you are noble, but in fact it is nothing more than that.

You are no different from those women.

That night she lay in bed for a long time unable to fall asleep, always thinking of the past, thinking of her parents, Jin Jiang Bai, and even Ning Zimo.But the strange thing is that she can no longer remember the appearance of seeing Li Jue back then. The plot had been replayed many times in her mind, but now she recalled it with blurred memories.

After Li Jue went away for more than five months, Xia Qudong came again, but she never thought of him once.

The door of the room was slammed suddenly, and the "bang" sound was very scary.Tan Su got up from the bed and wanted to see what was going on, but there was another knock on the door, and the "winter" was astonishing.

Next door is Ning Zimo, who dares to smash the door like this?

She was still hesitating in her mind, but her men opened the door.

Standing outside the door was Ning Zimo, smelling of alcohol all over his body. He looked even more embarrassed than after the angina pectoris. After taking a step, he couldn't stand still and threw himself on top of her.Tan Su couldn't bear his weight and wanted to push him up, but he pressed harder and tighter as if he didn't want to, hugging her neck and not letting go.

The pungent smell filled the surroundings, no one knew how much wine he drank, even his clothes were full of wine smell.

Tan Su was a little worried: "Master Xiang, can't you drink because of your injury?"

"Are you worried about me?" His voice was vague, "You still worried about me? I thought you would just leave quickly..."

Tan Su supported him and was silent for a while, "Didn't you let me go, Mr. Xiang?"

He leaned on her and laughed lowly, mockingly, "I let you go? Yes, I let you go. You have been waiting for me to say this, hehe... I said it too late , now as you wish..."

Her heart suddenly softened.She put her arms around his back and patted him gently, "Since Mr. Xiang doesn't want me to go, don't let me go. What if I do go?"

"But what can I do?" Ning Zimo was in a daze, hugging her like a child, "What can I do..."

He fell on top of her and fell asleep.

Tan Su couldn't hold on to Ning Zimo, she staggered a few steps and was about to fall to the ground when someone behind her caught him from her hand, it was Qi Bing.His stern face softened a little under the firelight, and it was not as cold as when he came, "Master Xiang was drunk and drank in the wine cellar all night."

"Why do you just let him?"

Qi Bing helped Ning Zimo up, looked back at her, his eyes were like night, "What can I do? Tell him not to drink, or tell you not to leave?"

Tan Su was stunned.She watched Qi Bing put Ning Zimo on his shoulders and walked away step by step.

"What if... what if I don't go?"

Qi Bing paused.

"You and Master Xiang, will you still treat me as before?"

He was silent for a long time before slowly walking up, "I think so."

It seemed as if a big rock in his heart was removed, and the dark clouds of these days were pushed aside, Tan Su's body relaxed all of a sudden.She finally understood what was pressing on her heart all the time, it was the guilt towards Ning Zimo, and unless she was forgiven, she would never be able to get rid of it.

Tan Su went to the kitchen to make some wine soup, and when it was brought out, it was almost dawn, and she felt something was wrong as soon as she walked to the door of the room.There were a few eunuchs from the palace standing in the yard, they were not charitable, they were standing on both sides and staring at her.

She wanted to go around, but was stopped, and the hangover soup in her hand fell to the ground with a "bang".

"The empress is invited, please come with our house."

Tan Su took two steps back and shouted, "Qi Bing!"

Qi Bing came very quickly, and a swallow came down to her and looked at them sternly, "Who are you? Which palace?"

"The empress's palace, I have something to do with this girl."

The father-in-law smiled and took out the token, "Please do me a favor."

Qi Bing checked, and it was undoubtedly the queen's token, "I can't decide this matter, I'll ask the Prime Minister first."

"It should be."

As soon as Qi Bing left, the eunuch standing behind Tan Su covered her mouth, chopped her down with a knife in his hand, and three or two people surrounded her, wrapped her in cloth, and carried her away.

Her hairpin fell to the ground and twirled.

Qi Bing entered the room and pushed Ning Zimo, "Master Xiang? Master Xiang? Wake up."

Ning Zimo opened his eyes, still a little dazed, and rubbed the painful brows, "What's the matter?"

"Just now the queen came and said that she would take Tan Su away."

Ning Zimo regained consciousness a little and sat up, "What did she see Tan Su?"

"Subordinates don't know."

"Go and see."

When Ning Zimo rushed to the yard, there was no one there. Qi Bing searched around, only found a hairpin and handed it in, "It belongs to Tan Su."

Ning Zimo held the hairpin and stood up abruptly, "No, I have to go to the palace."

"Master Xiang, your injury..."

(End of this chapter)