Xiangguang meets you

Chapter 168

"She...was the only one who showed kindness without reservation when I first entered school, and always thought she was standing in front of an outsider who wanted to bully me."

Bai Cang took a sip of the wine in the glass and said calmly.

Wen Nianbai understood that he was talking about Liya, and Rong Feiyang also said that she was a very gentle, meticulous and kind girl.

Rong Feiyang also said that back then, Drug had the ability to attract people around him to become his fans, even those who once showed ill will towards him would eventually be attracted and used by him.

After all, he hardly experienced a normal interpersonal environment when he was young, and he has been growing up in malice and indifference.

In the end, just like Loki, the god of mischief and lies in Norse mythology, he became an excellent instigator and malicious manipulator.

Looking at the group photos of him when he was a teenager, it is clear that he had developed a character of wearing a mask of kindness to everyone at that time, but actually didn't care about anyone around him at all.

He would be touched to some extent when he met a girl like Liya who was pure, enthusiastic and truly capable of protecting him.

"... Liya took good care of Rong Feiyang. He never suffered any hardships, and he looked like a dignified defender of justice." Bai Cang sneered lightly.

Wen Nianbai: "So you don't actually hate Liya."

Bai Cang was silent for a while, and then gave a faint "hmm".

When he was a boy, every time he came to a new place, he needed time to observe the environment, judge how many power conflicts there were, and who was talking about it, so he always kept a low profile at the beginning, and naturally he would be targeted.

He didn't care if he had to suffer a little bit at the beginning, and he could know who could be used and instigated for him by watching him for a while.

Anyway, he will always return those ridiculous malice twice, and he is not in a hurry.

Liya is different. As the president of the Holy Order, she always pretends to take care of all the newcomers and put him under her wing.

"But a little girl like her, how can she know that when she can't take care of her, I'm not interested in clinging to anyone." Bai Cang snorted lightly, disapproving.

"But you can still feel her kindness and her genuine desire to take care of you, right?" Wen Nianbai sighed softly.

Bai Cang looked down at the scarlet wine in the glass, and said leisurely: "Probably, this kind of vain kindness made her always come over and stare at me when she had nothing to do, even if the people around me already had a bunch of fans, She's still trying to save me, a lonely, friendless guy."

Wen Nianbai figured it out after a little thought, Liya was several years older than Bai Cang and the others at that time, and it could be seen that Bai Cang didn't regard anyone in the school as a friend at all.

Because of pity and love, the girl fell in love with the young man who was much younger than herself and was sensitive and shy, and only hoped to warm him and walk into his heart.

but……

Wen Nianbai sighed, for a young man with high IQ in that state, his whole heart has long been tightly closed for self-protection, he is rebellious and dangerous, and he doesn't take anyone seriously at all.

Liya is really overconfident. I don't know if it is because she has read too many novels that she wants to influence Bai Cang.

"So, you promised her to be together?"

Bai Cang answered simply: "In the beginning, she really took care of me a lot. Later, I had some matters in my hands, and she took the initiative to help me tidy up. I don't like to owe this kind of favor."

Wen Nianbai was startled, thoughtful: "Brother Rong said that you once fought for Liya, and then you were caught by the teacher, so everyone knew that you were with Liya...Is that right? Someone was trying to do something to Leah, and you came forward?"

"You're not stupid."

Bai Cang took a sip of his wine: "At that time, I promised her that whatever she wanted, within the scope of my ability, I would agree. Guess what she wants from me?"

Wen Nianbai said without hesitation, "She wants your love."

Bai Cang nodded, then tilted his head, spread his five fingers and raised his hand to swipe his drooping bangs, licked his scarlet thin lips, raised his hand to his delicate chin, with a contemptuous and sullen expression: "If you want, then fuck What is it?"

At that moment, the person in front of him was full of evil, vicious and arrogant, but people couldn't move their eyes away.

Wen Nianbai's scalp exploded instantly, and he looked at him in horror.

But after a while, Bai Cang turned his head back, bent his eyes, and instantly recovered his calm and gentle look: "At that time, I probably said the same thing in front of her like this."

Wen Nianbai: "...Brother, if you have something to say, speak up, next time you don't have to act like you were sick."

Seeing this kind of sick and shadowy look at night is like watching a thriller.

She tried to take her eyes off his face.

There was a faint smile in Bai Cang's eyes, and he pinched the hand she wanted to withdraw from her arm: "Okay."

Wen Nianbai's heart missed a beat, and he withdrew his hand: "Let me continue to guess, if Liya asks you for material or power, even if it's just for sex, maybe you can satisfy her if you bear it, but what she wants is You can't give it."

As for the feeling of love...

At that time, it was probably the most despised emotion by teenagers, and it probably wouldn't exist.

Bai Cang gave her a sneering look: "I've already said that she's not to my liking, and I won't look for someone who looks like a saint when she plays."

It depends on the person to act in every scene, and agreeing to the request of going to bed is not fulfilling the wish but hurting.

Does this dead rabbit think that he has no brains, or does he think that anyone who wants to talk to him is tempting him?
Wen Nianbai quietly raised the corners of his lips, and coughed softly, "So you agreed to be her boyfriend."

Bai Cang: "At that time, there was a guy in her class who kept pestering her. Since I agreed to her request, I stood up for her and taught him a lesson."

"And the reason why you were caught fighting by the teacher for the first time was because you did it deliberately, so you should make your relationship public?" Wen Nianbai sighed.

To be honest, such a youthful emotion, impulsive and pure, is actually very beautiful, and she has longed for this kind of blazing and pure white beauty.

But if there is only one person with such emotion, it is a tragedy, especially Liya herself is also the girl of heaven, she probably thinks that if Bai Cang agrees to be her boyfriend, she can always conquer the unruly boy and walk into his heart.

However, she didn't expect that this level of challenge would be too difficult, and they were all immature and stubborn children.

At the end of this level, Leah lost her life.

Bai Cang said indifferently: "Yes."

"What happened to her jumping off the building?"

After Wen Nianbai understood the weird relationship between Bai Cang and Liya, he probably had a vague guess about Liya jumping off the building.

Bai Cang lowered his eyes, hiding the complex and cold light in his eyes: "I originally thought that if she wanted the name of my girlfriend, I would give it to her. I can't go with her. When she goes to university, I will give it to her." It's over, I thought too simply at the time."

"I don't like other people interfering with me and controlling my affairs, but Leah always wants to infiltrate everything about me, cry, lose my temper, decide my preferences privately, follow me, and always ask me if I love her. Just tell her I don't have it...and end up hysterical, just like my mother."

Bai Cang squinted his eyes: "If love is such a thing, it's really disgusting."

Wen Nianbai was silent, thinking of a sentence - love becomes mad, obsession becomes obsessed.

"Later, she tried to use the 'close friends' around me to stimulate me, hoping that I would react differently and make me jealous. Once she played off, she really slept with the male classmate and the other party's follower who pestered her at the beginning It happened, and I happened to see it again." Bo Cang said without expression.

Wen Nianbai was shocked: "Isn't it true that Liya is with the boy who fought with you back then? But Brother Rong said they are your fans?"

Moreover, Lia is voluntary?
it's not rape...

Bai Cang understated: "Not long after the beating, they said they would follow me. Half of the people who followed me in school at that time had had a feud with me."

Wen Nianbai: "...."

You are so powerful, it's a pity that you don't use your ability to instigate countermeasures as a spy to contribute to the hidden front.

It's not easy for her to comment on what Liya has done, and she can understand that the girl was afraid that her mentality would collapse, so she always wanted to use other people to stimulate Bai Cang.

If it were her, she would probably lose her mind, but jumping off a building would definitely not work.

"So you broke up with her?" Wen Nianbai took a deep breath.

Bai Cang said indifferently: "There is really no need to entangle this boring relationship. At that time, I thought it was an opportunity to end it. She disagreed, and then stood on the rooftop, saying that she really loves me, and begged me to turn around. If I don't look back, she doesn't want to live."

Wen Nianbai: "At that time, you hated people threatening you the most...so you left without looking back."

Liya finally knew that it was really impossible for that boy to love her, and she couldn't impress that boy, but in the past two years, she had given everything——
Emotion and body, even self-esteem and pride... so I jumped down in such shame and despair.

Liya was originally a girl of heaven, she was always looked up to in school and doted on at home, she had never experienced such suffering and setbacks.

She fell in love with a boy whose experience and mood were completely opposite to hers, and tried her best to no avail.

At a loss, I don't know what to do with myself.

This is a brutal youth drama... doomed to tragedy.

The Greek proverb says there is nothing new under the sun, which is a clichéd and uninteresting plot.

But this old-fashioned plot is still being staged in life. In the play, no one is right or wrong among the teenagers, but their respective destiny trajectories are gradually drifting away, and love and hatred die prematurely.

The feelings of youth, because they are too pure, love and not love are pure, so it hurts more.

She couldn't help sighing.

Maybe ten years longer, more mature emotionally, and more tactful handling of young people, knowing how to be considerate and turn around, maybe it won't cause such irreparable consequences.

The grown-ups want to laugh at the extreme stupidity.

However, if everyone here can be as tactful as an adult, how can there be a boy?
(End of this chapter)