Heartbeat of Marriage: The Second Marriage in the Prosperous Age

Chapter 381

"I told myself desperately not to disturb your life, but I couldn't help but want to know about you. Do you know how difficult it is? The kind of person I want to see even in my dreams is in my heart right now. I can't think of any reason to see her!"

"I know you will laugh at me. A big man has made this appearance because of a little thing, but when I see you feel sad for him, my heart is bleeding. How much I want to tell you that I can actually take care of you. of!"

"No matter what the result of today is, I just want to tell you that I will be with you when you are sad, and I will be with you when you are happy. If you want to cry, I will always give you my shoulders. If you are angry, you can always find me. I vent, I love you, even at the end of the world, I still love you, this is my promise, if you want, I will take care of you with my whole life, until the end of life!"

I don't know who is so suitable for the occasion, actually set off the fireworks. The fireworks that are as bright as stars are dazzling, blooming in the sky and looking extremely gorgeous, and the lover's heart is also restless at this moment.

Looking up at the fireworks constantly blooming in the sky, Wei Mingyu felt very happy. It seemed that this was a good sign, and he felt that today's confession would definitely be a success!

Excitedly looking at Xu Jiao in front of her, she smiled softly, her masculine face was extremely resolute at the moment.

"Brother Mingyu, I don't know you think so, I..."

After listening to what he said, Xu Jiao finally came to her senses. It turned out to be like this. She thought that he was going to give up, and she took it for granted. Now it seems that she misunderstood him, but do you know? How to say those words that hurt him.

Yes, I am very fragile now, but I am not yet mentally prepared to devote myself to the next relationship. If I am not ready, I am destined to hurt the next person.

"Xu Jiao, have you not thought it through yet? It's okay. You can think about it slowly. I won't force you. Just pretend that what happened today didn't happen. Can you come to me after you think it over?"

I was afraid that she would veto me, but now it seems that she can't say it out, I just want to let her have no burden, I already know the things, why are you so sad when it happens now, tidy up your expression, Try to pull a smile.

Maybe because I felt that this relationship is not going well, some candles have been extinguished, the fireworks have stopped, and the sky has become gray, as if I am sad for my lover.

"Brother Mingyu, I, actually, are you okay..."

After listening to his words, Xu Jiao felt a deep sense of guilt in her heart, and she also deeply experienced the helplessness of liking someone, besides, he liked her so early, but she always regarded him as her brother. His expression was no longer as happy as usual, and his entire face looked pale.

"It's okay with me, you go first, I'll clean up here..."

She quickly lowered her head so that Xu Jiao wouldn't see her sad expression, and pretended to pack her things in a hurry, urging him to leave.

"Let me help you!"

I don't know what to do, but I feel that it is not good for me to leave like this now, so I can only squat down and do it with him.

"No need, isn't Auntie still at home alone? Go and see her quickly!"

Now I just want to be alone, and I don't want others to see my sad look, especially Xu Jiao.

Hearing his words, Xu Jiao also realized that it was wrong for her to leave her mother alone at home for so long, but she couldn't bear to see him so fragile, and she didn't know what to do for a while!
"Hurry up and go home!"

Telling her to look embarrassed, she knew she was in trouble, so she hurriedly urged her.

"Then, then I'll go first, call me if you need anything!"

After thinking about it, she felt that what he said made sense, so Xu Jiao dawdled for a while before speaking.

"Okay, stay safe!"

I dare not go to see her, and now I feel very uncomfortable, as if a big rock is pressing half of it, making people breathless, but I don't know how to relieve it.

Seeing her leaving in a hurry, he slowly took out the opening of the soda can from his pocket and rubbed it repeatedly with his fingers.

It was so shabby that it couldn't be put on the stage, and it was just right if there was no chance to take it out. I sneered, stood up, and threw it down from the roof with all my strength.

"My secret love will end from today!"

He muttered to himself, although he said that he wanted her to go back and think about it, but it was just on the table, and seeing her embarrassed look, he knew that he had no chance.

She sighed helplessly, but fortunately, I at least let her know what was in her heart, so she didn't have to hold it in her heart and didn't know how to put it down, but her nose was sore, but that's right, people who are broken in love will be very upset. Hypocritical, this is also normal.

While comforting himself, he packed everything up.

Holding the half-burned candle, he slowly returned to the weight, but his expressionless expression betrayed him.

Opening the door gently, I don't want to disturb my sleeping parents, and I'm afraid that my mother will ask me how the result is, it's like adding salt to the wound.

But as soon as I opened the door, I found my mother was sitting on the sofa watching TV.

Not knowing what to do, he hid the half-burned candle behind him, so that his mother would not see it.

"Mingyu, you're back, tell Mom how it turned out!"

Wei's mother walked up to Wei Mingyu excitedly, looked at him expectantly, and didn't seem to find anything wrong with him, she waited for him here for a long time, expecting his proposal to be successful, in this way, I am not far from holding my grandson.

"Well, Mom, she didn't directly agree to me, she said she would think about it!"

He didn't know what to say. Seeing his mother so happy, he didn't want to dispel her enthusiasm, so he could only tell a white lie. In fact, she didn't even think about it at the time, but she was very embarrassed. will do this kind of thing.

"Ah, this is half the success son, it's great, at least she didn't say no, right? You know that women are very interested in marriage. If you propose to her, of course she has to think about it!"

Wei's mother didn't seem to understand what he meant, but thought it was a good thing, which showed that Xu Jiao was very cautious and not a casual person.

"That's right, mother, go to bed quickly, you've been tired all day!"

Seeing that his mother had been comforted, Wei Mingyu felt tired like never before, and now he didn't want to do anything, he just wanted to take a good rest.

"Okay, then mom goes to bed first, son, you go to rest too, I believe Xu Jiao will agree to you in two days!"

Affirming the general tone, he looked at Wei Mingyu with a smile, and he had a hunch that there would be a happy event at home in a short time.

"Okay, good night, Mom!"

Smiling and watching his mother walk into the bedroom, he breathed a deep sigh of relief and collapsed on the sofa. Just now, he worried his mother, but she will know it soon. Forget it, let’s take a step forward. , although Xu Jiao rejected her, she still took care of her, not because she wanted her to change her mind, but because she didn't want her to be so tired alone.

Looking at the dark night, Wei Mingyu felt so helpless for the first time, even more sad than when she told herself that she had a boyfriend, the cold night seemed to be mocking him, only endless loneliness was waiting for him .

Xu Jiao wobbled back home, and after she settled down with her mother, she couldn't sleep no matter what, she always felt that there was a hurdle in her heart.

Is it really right to do it yourself?Brother Mingyu must be very sad now.

I admit that I was moved by his confession, and I believe that it is difficult for every woman not to be moved after hearing such a sincere confession, but moving and love are two emotions that cannot be confused, and I see it so clearly.

In fact, it generally shows that Brother Yu is a very good marriage partner for himself. The two are very familiar with each other, and the family also lacks a man to support the burden of the whole family, especially the mother is not in good health now, and he can't use it. Thin shoulders to support the entire fragmented home.

But when brother Mingyu confessed to him, Chen Zifeng was the first figure that popped up in his heart. He was his love, but he was out of reach, especially now that the two had broken up.

Maybe I am really too wishful thinking, how can such an excellent man like him think of me, I live in a house with a lot of damp, and occasionally leaks when it rains, I am in a People at the bottom of society, without family background, not even the most basic maternal love, how can they be worthy of someone like him who seems to be able to shine!

The corners of her mouth curled up, she laughed at herself, pulled the quilt and turned over, knowing that she hadn't completely forgotten him yet.

It may be because he gave me the love I wanted most. I have to say that being with him is the happiest day for me, but it is also the day when I am most worried.

I like his care every day, like his rogue look for not going to work for me, like the little surprises he brings to me every day, but the more I indulge in the sweetness he gives, the more I think about whether I will lose it one day, in case What should I do if I lose it.

Tossing and turning, the conflict in my heart is like a layer of black cloth, invisible, rough when I touch it, no direction, I don’t know what to do, I try my best to do everything well, but sometimes some things are beyond my control of.

Or I should forget everything about Chen Zifeng and treat it all as an accidental dream, and I, the fake Cinderella, should also wake up. The reason why Cinderella can be found by her beloved is because she discarded the crystal Shoes, and because I am a counterfeit, when the magic disappears, the dropped crystal shoes also disappear.

I have already enjoyed the people I shouldn't love, the life I shouldn't have, and it's time to wake up. Try to forget those beautiful pasts and face the reality!
Maybe compared to Chen Zifeng, brother Mingyu is really more suitable for me, at least his status is commensurate, and people like the kind that I shouldn't expect should be buried in my heart!
It seems that you should think carefully about Brother Mingyu's confession, knowing how sad it is to be hurt by someone you love, just taste this feeling yourself, and don't want to hurt him too.

(End of this chapter)