Heartbeat of Marriage: The Second Marriage in the Prosperous Age

Chapter 417 The most wanted life

"Tongtong, you're hungry, come and eat!"

The appearance of Tongtong just broke the awkward atmosphere, making her temporarily forget the pressure brought by Mu Shaoling.

"Mom, how did you cook so many delicious foods today!"

Looking at the dishes on the table like a greedy cat, he couldn't help reaching out to grab a coke chicken wing, but he flinched from the heat.

"Okay, let's eat it when it's cold, come and help mom serve the meal!"

Seeing him so excited, Mi Sixuan suddenly felt sour in her heart. She has been busy taking care of Mu Kefeng these days, and has neglected Tongtong.

Such a young child is just at the time when his heart is mature, so he must find time to accompany him well.

He touched the top of Mi Tongtong's head affectionately, and left a kiss pamperingly, and the family of three gathered at the dinner table.

Mi Sixuan glanced at Mu Shaoling out of the corner of her eye, seeing that he was not in any bad mood, she let go of her heart.

Looking at the table full of dishes, Mu Shaoling unconsciously twitched the corners of his mouth, showing a natural smile without anyone noticing it, maybe he didn't even notice it himself.

This is the life I want most.

My child, my lover, and my family of three are busy with things during the day, and they can sit together and have a hot meal at night. Perhaps because of my parents, my desire for family is stronger than that of ordinary people.

But my personality is relatively indifferent, and I don't know how to express my inner thoughts, but as long as I am in such a warm situation, I will feel extra comfortable, and the unsatisfactory things in work or life will disappear.

Perhaps family is not a place where people can succeed, but it is a harbor where people can dock when they are tired.

Knowing that this harbor is just created by myself, but so what, even if it is just a misty phantom, even if it is just a flash in the pan, but it is already a luxury for me.

There was a sense of harmony and happiness floating in the air, and the food that Mu Shaoling ate was like delicacies from mountains and seas, and it was better than any food he had ever eaten.

Seeing Mi Sixuan chewing slowly, very elegantly, and seeing Tongtong eating deliciously, with oily spots on her little mouth.

In fact, if there is still a chance to start again, I should choose to be an ordinary person instead of trying to create the Mu family, stand out from the encirclement and become a king in a life that ordinary people can't imagine.

Only I know how much heartache and sweat there are. If Mi Sixuan hadn't insisted on breaking up with me at the beginning, she wouldn't have been so strong, or she would have died.

Everyone will be in a bad state, of course he is also a human being, and there are no exceptions, but the difference is that he must be so strong that others cannot see it, so strong that he can control the future of others, so that everyone must be afraid of himself .

However, when I really climbed to the top, the loneliness and arrogance made me suddenly realize that what I want is just a simple family, a kind greeting every day and sweet cries from the children.

But even these are so difficult to achieve.

There are many women who want to marry me. There are many famous ladies and nobles, or women with the best figure and appearance, but in my eyes, they are like a pile of useless bones. There's no use in swaggering either.

But Mi Sixuan was different, right? When she reached out to her and rescued herself, the gray sky seemed to change color.

From then on, she taught herself what joy, anger, sorrow and joy are, and what it means to be carefree. At that time, she was like a savior, bringing her rebirth, and she also tasted the taste of love.

When she thought that all the good and happy things would continue like this, the nightmare suddenly appeared, and she suddenly told herself that she wanted to break up.

At that moment, it was as if my sky was split in two by someone, and half was taken away by her, and I fell into a boundless abyss.

I still remember that I was really stupid at the time, looking at her who was as charming as an angel but said such cold words, my heart seemed to stop beating.

She kept asking her to stay, lowering her posture, just to beg her to stay, but the result was counterproductive. She didn't stay, but turned around and left mercilessly, as if the long-term friendship between him and her didn't exist. generally.

I still remember that it was very windy that day, and I just bought a scarf with a reduced price for her. I was panting on the side of the road, my nose was red, but my heart was warm, thinking that although I can’t give her the best yet, I will always give her the best. One day I will send her the best with my own efforts.

She was wearing very thin clothes that day, and she was not in a good mood, and the expression on her face was also bleak like never before. When I saw her coming, I ran over quickly, trying to stuff her cold and red hands into my arms, But it was opened by her.

What she said next was so simple and easy to understand, but I was dumbfounded, I couldn't believe that this was what she said from a pure and kind person, and even wondered if I had heard it wrong.

Sniffing, showing a humble smile, asked her if it was true!

Her answer was one word, yes!

It is so firm and specific that people can't even find a reason to refute it. The scenes of mutual love between the two people are like sand, which is easily blown away by the wind, which even makes people suspicious. Did it ever appear.

After she finished speaking, she turned around and left without the slightest bit of nostalgia, not even the most basic goodbye. The whole process revealed a terrifying calm, and even her expression didn't change at all.

She chased after her to ask for clarification, but she didn't give any explanation, and didn't even leave any flaws to herself, only endless indifference.

The icy cold wind blew my tears down, and when I realized it, I almost knelt on the ground and begged her not to leave.

That kind of feeling is like a person who fell into the water. Hunger and fatigue came together, and finally found a piece of driftwood. The feeling of surprise even forgot the physical fatigue. I thought I could carry myself back to the shore, but at this time The sky has changed, violent storms, lightning and thunder, all disasters erupted suddenly at this moment, and the driftwood was washed away by the waves, but I was powerless and could only watch the only hope disappear. do.

But her expression was nothing but indifference and indifference.

After being decadent and depressed for a period of time, I began to try my best to calm down, and walked forward bravely, telling myself that there is no so-called spiritual comfort in this world, and those are all used by the weak to deceive themselves, and only the strong It is the eternal winner.

They will have everything they want, no matter whether the world is indifferent or hot, they can live a good life, and only after they become such a person can they have Mi Sixuan again.

At that time, I kept motivating like this every day, hoping that one day I could stand in front of her better and make her regret it. I kept fighting for this goal. Later, when I found out that she was married, I felt so tense in my heart. The root string was also broken, and the whole person was stunned. Only then did she realize that she really wanted to break up with herself. If she could deceive herself before, then there is really no excuse for this kind of thing. The only thing that can What explained the situation was that she never loved herself at all.

With this understanding, I did not slack off, but redoubled my efforts. Since I want to become a real strongman, I should not be afraid of any difficulties on the road, not even the slightest fetters.

Finally, the hard work paid off, and I succeeded, becoming a real strong man, making everyone willingly submit to my feet, and also snatched Mi Sixuan, yes it was a snatch.

To be correct, it should be a threat, because she already has her own family, and she doesn't want to see herself again. She has no choice but to use a special method to threaten her with her relatives. As expected, she agreed. .

But the success brought by this method did not bring him any sense of comfort, and he even felt that he was a failure, so he could only hurt her blindly to tell himself that he could live a good life without her.

Time passed little by little, and the thought of deliberately wanting to hurt her disappeared with the passage of time and the indomitable spirit she showed, and what was left was a kind of indifference , It is a kind of cool air that is cold to the bone.

Suddenly I felt like this was very meaningless, I didn’t know what I was pursuing, Mu Kefeng was completely defeated by myself, the biggest enemy disappeared like this, suddenly felt that life had no hope, but now it seems that I suddenly found hope again.

It may be the pursuit of such ease, it may be funny to say it, a Mu Shaoling who can be ruthless would actually pursue a life of ease, thinking of this, his hand holding the chopsticks trembled, and he shook his head helplessly.

Mi Sixuan, who was always paying attention to his movements, was a little overwhelmed by his movements. She didn't know whether his movements were in a good mood or a bad mood, and she ate her meal with trepidation.

But obviously Mi Sixuan's worries were superfluous, Mu Shaoling liked this atmosphere very much, and had already forgotten about Mi Sixuan's going out.

Although they all had their own troubles, they had a peaceful dinner. Mi Sixuan didn't feel at ease until the next day, knowing that Mu Shaoling would not pursue this matter anymore.

It's just that she has become more cautious, and she always comes back early at night, for fear that Mu Shaoling will suddenly get out of get off work and leave work early, but it's not good for her health to keep doing this.

Every day in a state of high mental tension and fatigue, the body finally couldn't take it anymore and began to protest with her.

She sat dizzily in front of the hospital bed, dozed off, sneezed from time to time, and her complexion was not very good, but she still insisted on seeing the hospital.

The doctor saw this scene when he came to inspect the ward, and hurried forward to pat her.

"Hey, what's wrong with you!"

His tone was a little anxious. Although he already knew that Mi Sixuan was married and had a child, he couldn't help but want to care about her.

"Ah, I'm fine!"

Suddenly being photographed, Mi Sixuan raised her head with some doubts. Seeing that it was a doctor, she smiled knowingly, came back to her senses, shook her drowsy head, and tried to show a smile.

(End of this chapter)