Chapter 127
The instinct of life is either for self-preservation or for power, but the ending will not change. "

At this time, a court lady came in to communicate and stood at the door of the inner room. The queen signaled that the new maid in charge of Kunning Palace has not come yet, and Bi'er's official canonization has not yet come out. The person in charge is still Beer.

Bi'er put down the medicine bowl in her hand, walked to the door, and opened the emerald green curtain sprinkled with flowers.

"Empress, Lord Luohui is here."

Bi'er entered the inner room and reported to the queen, put down the golden curtains on both sides, and then invited Luo Hui in.

Luo Hui was already anxious, and rushed to the inner room in a hurry. It was not until he saw the looming figure behind the golden curtain that his heart felt at ease.

He didn't open his mouth either, it took a long time to hear a sob, it was the queen: "Brother!", Luo Hui's heart moved, this was the first time the queen called him like this after so many years, the excitement was unimaginable.

"Bi'er take off the curtain, don't worry about these."

The curtain was pulled open, revealing the empress's slightly thin face, a gesture made Bi'er hold a plum blossom stool in front of the bed, watching Luo Hui sit down and tilt her head, with a slight smile on the corner of her mouth: "Brother, In the past few days, I have always been sleepless, waking up, always dreaming about the swing in the old garden at home. I remember when I was young, you always pushed me under the swing, when we were all young, Gradually, when people grow up, they can no longer expect the sky to remain as blue as when they were young."

Luo Hui also sighed a little, looking at the queen's beautiful face like a flower, he was so excited, especially thinking that this person would be leaving soon: "Queen, you..."

"Things in life are always out of control."

But the queen I know is not such a woman who gives up easily!Luo Hui raised his head and was about to argue, when he saw the empress' eyes, stubborn and relieved, and swallowed what he wanted to say.

The queen's gaze at that moment was only for a moment, and she quickly retracted it, and said with a smile: "Brother, do you still remember what we said on the swing when we were young? Later, whether there is resentment between us, some people, some things, and some words are always remembered. .”

Just now, the Queen's look made Luo Hui suspicious. That look is definitely not owned by a person who resigns himself to fate, but now the Queen's words are more and more distasteful to his ears, as if... There are other deep meanings.

Luo Hun remembered that saying that a brother should love his sister, Luo Hun will always protect the queen, but what did the queen mean when she mentioned this, he always felt that the queen's words today led his thoughts to another direction step by step, He felt that he was thinking too much.

Luo Hun is a military commander, but his mind is also delicate. If he doesn't think about it, it's not because he can't think of it, but because he doesn't dare.

The queen didn't care about his thoughts, and said directly: "Brother, the queen is very clear about her body now, and it may not be long, but the family needs her brother to worry about it, and wait until the day of the queen's funeral. Don't be sad, take good care of Ama, the most important thing is not to neglect your duties because of sadness."

"My lady..."

The queen's expression was also stained with a trace of tiredness: "I have become more and more tired after taking the medicine these few days. As a younger sister, I have a few last words to explain. Zifei is a good girl. Treat her well. You know, she deserves more. Okay, but I committed myself to marrying you because of you, do you understand?"

"Zi Fei is indeed very good, I will treat her well."

These words finally cleared the face of the queen, and the smile showed satisfaction and relief. She waved her hand and asked people to come in to see off the guests.

Bi'er sent someone to send Luo Hui off and went back to the inner room. She saw the queen still leaning against the bed, and murmured with a smile, "Everything is finally all right!" Bi'er understood that it was time for her to leave. It's something I knew a long time ago, but now I still feel unbelievable when I hear it. It wasn't until the queen called her that she woke up, and said softly: "Your Majesty, you are sure that Lord Luo will understand?"

"He won't. In his eyes, I'm cruel and I'm just that young lady who didn't know the world in the boudoir. He won't and dare not think me so boldly!"

"That lady..."

"But Zi Fei has the guts. She is smart and decisive. I am more and more satisfied with my original choice. With her, the Niu Hulu clan no longer needs me to worry."

Bi'er felt even more startled when she heard what the queen said in person. It didn't mean that she was dependent on the queen, but that she had been used to it for a long time. She didn't need to take care of her intelligence. Don’t worry even if you make a mistake, you can let go of everything and do it.

"Didn't you bury two jars of sweet-scented osmanthus wine in the yard in autumn, take them out, and I will have a drink with the emperor in the evening."

A pot of wine was warmed in the Wucheng Golden Chisel Flower Jug. After warming the wine, I mixed some sweet-scented osmanthus into it.

What the emperor came in to see was this scene. What filled his heart was not joy and sweetness, but sadness. The queen is different from himself. She is rational and intelligent. While she is considerate of herself, she is cruel to herself. How could he not see through it? She was nervous in her heart, but most of the time, this emotion was suppressed in her heart.

The queen was already three points drunk, and some emotions became more and more uncontrollable. In the eyes of many people, I was a god, at least equivalent to the existence of a god, but I couldn't do it myself. The human heart is like ice, which is usually indestructible, but in the heart Once there is warmth, my heart will never be the same.

"Your majesty, I can't let go." The emperor put his arms around her, sat down beside her, and sighed deeply: "Queen, I always hope that you don't work so hard, but I can't do it, and you can't do it either. The final outcome has become so tangled!
"This is sweet-scented osmanthus, let it dry first, then add half a catty of sugar, a layer of sugar and a layer of sweet-scented osmanthus, and finally lock the seal tightly, the sugar will slowly melt, the sweet-scented osmanthus will ferment, and the taste of sweet-scented osmanthus will seep into the sugar water. It has been two months now, I thought it was ready to drink, so I asked Bier to take it apart." He said and raised the gold-plated chiseled Huajue in his hand.

"No, you know what I want to say!" The emperor snatched the gold-plated chiseled flower from her hand, and looked at her calmly: "I know there are some things between us that cannot be discussed, and you insist on going your own way, and I know you have you!" The reason, I just want to know, besides the reason you said, what else is there?"

"I don't want to, Your Majesty, do you have my selfishness? I think, if we persevere this time, will we not be afraid anymore? I am afraid, I am afraid, I am very tired. The queen has never been a merciful person. You and I have made many exceptions. I am not only because of you. I love you and you love me too. I have never doubted it. It is just my status. I am afraid that one day I will reach the point where love cannot be retrieved. I don’t want to face all losses. Do you know that I was never for you, if you and I give up first, I won't lose so much, do you understand?"

The emperor caressed her face, with a plain face like jade: "Queen, don't you believe me?"

"I believe, I just don't believe in myself."

"From the day you first entered the palace, I really didn't care about you, and all the changes were just that day, your stubborn appearance, that full of affection turned sour, pity, full of heartache turned into love, Yes, love is easy to fade, but we are not, we are a husband and wife, a family relationship, not only love is so pale and thin between us, there is love, family, and friendship between us, so between us feelings will not change."

Finally, a tear fell from the corner of the queen's eye, unlike the woman who wiped the tears off her face with soft hands, the queen's face rubbed against his hand, and finally raised her eyes, sparkling.

Su Bai's fingertips wrapped around his neck: "I don't want to do that either, I really don't want to."

"I know, I'm even very glad that I finally know that you are as anxious and uneasy as I am about all of this. Really, I am very happy!"

The queen broke away from his hand, and looked at the emperor fixedly: "I have made all the arrangements, I will go, I promise you, I will definitely come back, do you understand?"

"it is good!"

The queen died in Kunning Palace in January of the year of Dingmao, and she was named Queen Xiaoren.

That is, on the night of the great funeral in the palace, at the gate of the palace, a man wearing a black cloak came quietly. In addition, it is the time to change shifts at this moment, and he is the only one here at the gate of the imperial city. Of course, this kind of gap is only for a moment.

The moment Luo Hui saw that figure, although he was prepared, he was still horrified and opened his mouth, still not knowing what to say.

"Time is short, I hope you hurry up, Long Live Lord can't get away, and let the slaves pass a word, take care, goodbye!"

Goodbye, see you again!
"I see!"

"Zi Fei is already waiting outside!"

The queen hastily stepped out of the red wall and high tiles that she thought she would never be able to get out of in this life. She turned her head and saw that she didn't look back when she entered the palace because she had no nostalgia for that house. Now she looks back because it is here. It is the place where you rest.

I will definitely be back!

Zi Fei was already sitting on the carriage, when she saw the woman, she calmly said, "Uncle please, let's go."

"There is a great funeral in the palace, and white weddings must not conflict, so I will go to Jiangnan Grandpa's house to recuperate for the time being."

The woman's chuckle escaped from behind the veil, and her hand touched her stomach: "How long?"

"Two months!"

"It's great, but it's a pity that I can't see it!"

"You'll see, I believe!"

The woman's eyes curved into a smile: "I believe it too, Zi Fei, tell me, are you satisfied with your current life? Are you happy?"

"I am not satisfied with my current life, but I believe that I will wait until the day when I am satisfied, and I will be happy!"

"I really like you more and more, Zifei!"

 There is an urgent matter today, the second update and the first update have been posted, sorry
  
 
(End of this chapter)

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