The cute master who always attacks the queen

Chapter 129
There will be a person in everyone's life. Maybe you don't worship him or appreciate him, but you love him. This love is a catastrophe. If you get it, you will be born again. If you don't get it, you will fall into misery.

Every time I woke up from a dream, what echoed in my mind was that person's words, Luo Hui said that you are very good, he will definitely fall in love with you, I ask myself, have I ever been timid about this love?The answer is yes, and every time I think of this, I will think of her words, that is, this sentence, like a hope, let me persevere.

Zi Fei is magnanimous and generous, everyone's high evaluation of me sometimes makes me laugh at myself, I am not so good, I also have jealousy, and I also have my own hypocrisy.

Luohun likes Ruoxin, I understand that when people in the clan can mention it, and the language is taunting, I thought that if Ruoxin was in front of me, I would tear her mouth off.

But I'm Zifei, even if I have overwhelming anger, I can only hide it in my heart, with a smile on my face, and put out all the ridicule with all my might.

Sometimes I wonder why, to put it bluntly, Luo Hui likes Ruo Xin, I am the one who intervenes, I force myself to imitate the people in the deep palace, three thousand beauties in the harem, she tolerates it, and Luo Hui likes Ruo Xin. There is only me around, no one else, and Ruo Xin is just that person from the past, why can't I tolerate it.

No one knows that my heart is struggling so much under the face of everyone's lady, Suye tossed and turned, and really answered Bi Haiqingtian's heart every night, sometimes Luohui would wake up, look at me, hold me in his arms, and gently Pat me on the back lightly.

I enjoy this kind of warmth, and struggle in this kind of warmth.I just couldn't lose my sense of proportion, as she once said, I exist because no one is more suitable for the position of Mistress Niu Hulu than me.

The family is very simple, Ama, Erniang, Luohui and me, plus the slaves in the house, Erniang said that she offended the empress, so she has an empty position in the house, Ama said, I don't care , I go to ask Ann twice a month, bring some blood swallows, ginseng is, Ama and Luohui are bothered by the affairs of the court, all I can do is serve the servants well and tidy up their study.

I tidied up Luohun's study by myself. I was afraid that the slaves who didn't understand his habits would mess up his things. A few times, Ama was very satisfied when she saw him smiling and stroking his beard.

I feel that I am becoming more and more anxious in this daily trivial matter. Everyone smiles at me with satisfaction, but I am so anxious. That's it, I made a bold and rebellious decision to find a companion for Ama. people.

After I told it, I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at the woman sitting in the upper position. I couldn't tell whether it was nervous or relieved. If she got angry and abolished me or blamed me, my position as the future mistress of the Niu Hulu family would be taken. If it's gone, then I don't have to worry about these entanglements, and I can be relieved.

The knock of the teacup seemed to knock into my heart.

"That's right, Er Niang has passed away for many years, and it's okay to be without a companion by Amma's side. I'll leave this matter to you. You don't need a big family, and you don't need to be too young. You can take care of others and be considerate," she heard With a chuckle: "Old and old, it is true to have a companion, and the others are not important."

"Yes." She denied the existence of Erniang in one sentence, and what surprised me even more was that she agreed. I once learned from Luohun that the conflict between the queen and Ama all came from her mother. Now why...

"In the future, you don't need to ask me about these matters anymore. You are the mistress of the Niu Hulu family, and I am just the married daughter of the Niu Hulu family. Since I have chosen you, I have enough confidence to believe that You can do it."

Her words were an oath and a trust. Soon, when some people in the clan went to the queen to help with some matters, they were all blocked by her saying that things in the harem were complicated, and I couldn't take care of myself. She finally pointed out a Minglu just let them come to me.

She was very determined to support me, and of course my position became stronger and stronger.

Regarding the matter of Ama, I finally found a widow from the Cao Dan family with a white banner. Cao Dangui had no children under her knees and became a concubine. Fortunately, there was no news.

After the matter came to an end, just a few months later, I felt unwell. The doctor diagnosed that it was happiness. Niu Hulu's family had a double happiness. Ama was also quite satisfied with Cao Dan's family: "It's enough to have a company when I grow old. Those loves and loves are too far away."

Until Luohun came back that day with a flustered expression, I felt something was wrong with the meaning of the words, so I hurriedly asked him to repeat the conversation between the two of them, and my instinct was right.

"Congratulations and weddings coincide, so I'll go back to Jiangnan's grandpa's house for a while." Facing Shang Luohun's restless and puzzled eyes, he put his hand on his forehead: "Don't you understand? The white clouds will disperse, I'm afraid the sky will change .”

On the night of walking, she asked me if I was happy?In fact, I really want to ask her are you happy?Are you willing to start over?In the end, I still didn't ask, but the stubbornness in her eyes told me the answer.

After sending off the queen, I felt more and more boring. I asked myself, if I were in her situation, would this meager warmth make me willing to start over?

The answer is no, this answer makes me feel dull all of a sudden, yes, if I can persist, he will fall in love with me, but what if he can't?

Of course, this was just a temporary thought, and it really came from one time. Because of the joy, Ama invited a few maidservants over, and said that it would be safe to have more people to serve, and I did not refuse.

When the three new girls came, I was dressing up, and I didn't take this matter to heart, but when the timid girl looked up, I was holding a silver hairpin with four butterfly tassels in my hand. It happened to be reflected in the vanity mirror, and I suddenly dropped the hairpin in my hand.

Her name is Xiu'e, and she is one of Ama's slaves. I don't know if Ama is testing her or something else, but her outline is quite similar to Ruoxin, especially her watery eyes, which are exactly the same.

If you follow my heart, I will immediately transfer her away, especially when I saw Luo Hui's stunned appearance when he saw her, the jealousy in my heart was already overwhelmed, but everyone's ladylike demeanor is so thin, smiling and waving He waved his sleeves: "Since Ama ordered you to do things carefully."

I like to eat desserts. There is a new chef from Jiangnan in Tianxianglou who can make desserts. The best ones are Buddha cakes and golden cakes.What Luohun meant was to book a box and go there together.

I've been getting more and more tired these days, he opened his mouth and didn't refuse.

It's approaching summer, and the weather is hot and dry. Luohui ordered a few small dishes, Buddha cakes, golden cakes, and wiped the sweat on my forehead worriedly: "Is it hot?"

"A bit."

"There's a sour plum soup next door that does a good job, I'll bring you a bowl." He said and walked out in a hurry.

The two maidservants behind me wanted to come forward to serve, but I refused. I took a piece of Buddha cake, made of green tea powder, with taro stuffing in the middle, and wrapped in a layer of sesame seeds.Sweet but not greasy, the roast is also fragrant, which makes people appetite.

The box is just a thin bamboo curtain hanging from a room, and people can be seen clearly from the inside, but it is hard to see the inside from the outside.

After eating two pieces of pancakes, I put down my chopsticks, looked at the curtain, and thought it was time to come back.

The first thing that appeared in my line of sight was Ruo Xin. I was taken aback. That day before Luohun and I got married, Fengzhi doctor Kumutuja learned that his daughter had a dispute with the empress, which ruined the arrangement of the empress. Busy married Ruo Xin to another Baqi disciple, the Dule family.

Today's Ruo Xin looks a bit haggard, that's right, the wedding was only a month old, and the Dule family suffered many calamities, relegation, and reprimands... In the end, all of these were attributed to Ruo Xin, who was punished when she first joined. A lot of troubles came, and the curse of the broom star and so on was endless.

Women are not allowed to go out easily to show their faces, just like I just went out with a veil covered, from this we can see, and one can also imagine her status in the family.

In the final analysis, Ruo Xin was not wrong. Looking at her like this now, she felt a little pitiful in her heart.

At this time, Luo Hui came in with sour plum soup, and the two almost bumped into each other. When they looked up, they were both stunned.

I just watched Ruo Xinde's eyes turn to this side, while Luo Hui's eyes were focused on her face, and there was a "bang" sound as the finely carved iron and wood chopsticks hit the Jingdezhen blue and white ceramic cup and saucer.

When Luohun came back, my complexion was not pretty, I knew it, but I didn't soften my eyes.

The meal ended in such a hurry, and Luohun was going to be on duty in the palace at night, and I was alone, looking at the face dangling in front of me, becoming more and more anxious.

"You," I pointed at Yu Xiu'e with my finger, "You go and wait by Aunt Gui's side." I don't care if Ama's move is a temptation, and I don't care if it is rude to Ama Whether I don't care or don't want to care about it, I laugh at myself.

I thought I already had that kind of heart, being indifferent, deliberately letting myself go, but the facts tell me that I am not so lofty. When Luo Hun asked about Xiu'e, it became the initial fuse of the matter.

"It's just a slave, why do you care so much?"

Luo Hui obviously didn't expect a word to make me so excited, he frowned: "I just asked casually, she is the girl in your room, I just asked if I saw it."

"Just a random question, I've wanted such an opportunity for a long time. Do you think I really can't see that Xiu'e looks like Ruoxin, or do you think I didn't see the affection between you and Ruoxin today?"

"I just feel guilty,"

"From the day you and I got married, she was just a stranger to you. Guilt is an emotion that shouldn't appear between you at all, let alone pity, or do you think it's mine? Wrong, my existence made you give up the one you love and choose the one you don't love, you feel guilty, and I should pay the price for this, to fulfill you?"

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　The first update has been posted, and the second update is older, at [-]:[-] p.m.

　　
　
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