The strongest rocket soldier

Chapter 502 Don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself

"Does he have a prejudice against the brigade?" The current brigade commander said softly.

"Brigade Commander, no, Ding Xiaojun, we all know very well that he has given everything for technical work, and he loves the army deeply, so he is like this now, which may be in line with his It's about experience."

Shi Meng replied from the side.

"Experience? What experience are you talking about?"

"Brigade Commander, as far as our funeral is concerned, Comrade Yan Guanliang, who died, can be said to be his bloodless brother. They started from a recruit car. At the same time, Han Lei, who he also called the last brother, also Lei, Liu Haiyang."

"Oh, these people, aren't they the same as Comrade Yan Guanliang?"

"Yes, Brigadier, they all sacrificed, as well as Wei Zhong, who took him with him back then."

"Oh, I understand. In this way, Ding Xiaojun is your technician, and your technician department should give him more care. Don't make him feel too lonely. If he needs anything, try to satisfy him."

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Su Feifei didn't leave here immediately, but went back to the uncle's house with Ding Xiaojun, and Ding Xiaojun didn't ask her anything, guessing that she was just too sad, after two days, she should be fine.

Ding Xiaojun left after asking the uncle to take care of him.

It was normal in the camp, and nothing major happened. After returning, no one from the instructors and team members of the special training asked Ding Xiaojun how he felt about attending the funeral. |
Langya seemed to feel Ding Xiaojun's emotions. Seeing Ding Xiaojun's return, it just quietly walked to Ding Xiaojun's side.

Ding Xiaojun didn't go back to the sentry room to rest. It was still early and it wasn't time to rest. He didn't go into the experimental ammunition storage either, because he was restless and didn't know what to do. go.

There was the place where Yan Guanliang had stayed in the second battalion for the longest time. There was a large classroom in the teaching team. Ding Xiaojun walked to the front row of this classroom and found a seat at random.

Seeing that Ding Xiaojun had nothing else to do, Langya nestled quietly at his feet.

It was the first time for Ding Xiaojun to come to the coaching team. In the past, he would only talk to Yan Guanliang when he was in the cooking class.

He went out from the second battalion, and finally fell in the second battalion's camp. Does this count as his destination?

Destination, soldiers do not have a destination, they are always mobile, where there is a need, they are there.

When a soldier really thinks about his destination, he will either be demobilized or sacrificed.

Ding Xiaojun couldn't help thinking about his own path, he didn't know where his destination was, he tried hard to move forward, but he couldn't see the end.

There is no end to life.

Ding Xiaojun still remembers that Yan Guanliang once proudly said that no one can scare him more, and there is nothing that can scare him, including death. No bullets could hit him.

Thinking of this, how ridiculous it is, just like the squad leader of the recruit company said, bullets don’t have eyes, don’t think that you are so awesome, if you are not careful, you will be done.

Now that Yan Guanliang has finally finished playing with himself, he didn't even leave a word at the last moment. Ding Xiaojun couldn't guess how difficult his task was, he only knew that he was worthless.

At the same time, Ding Xiaojun thought of Liu Haiyang again, and his heart ached a little, as if his heart had been twisted in a circle. He couldn't judge whether this incident was right or wrong. Originally, they gave up what they shouldn't give up, and picked up the principles they shouldn't insist on. In short, they all left and found a place that shouldn't belong to them.

The troops were talking about the spirit of learning from Yan Guanliang, and he guessed that the local police system should also be talking about learning from Liu Haiyang.

It seems that they are dead, but after a period of time, maybe two years, maybe a year, maybe only half a year, or even three to five months, at that time, who will remember them.

Maybe at that time, no one will remember them except myself, and this is the reality.

Ding Xiaojun sat there, very calm, without joy or sadness, his emotions were exhausted two days ago, and now he will not have any obvious emotions because of anything.

"Don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself." This is what Fan Zhongyan said. Perhaps, he who wrote such words should have experienced ups and downs.

It has been ten years since he joined the army. Looking back on the new past, it seems like it was still yesterday. In the past ten years, he has also paid a lot. He has worked hard every step of the way. He wants to have a brother to accompany him to move forward. Okay, but at the end, no, it's not the end, his brothers are all gone.

It should be said that he has passed away. Soldiers talk about leaving, it is retirement, it is demobilization. He once agreed to go on together. He always thought that on the road ahead, he would always meet his brothers. His brothers , should be somewhere on the road ahead, waiting for him with a smile on his face.

What he thought of was actually not far behind, but the result was a bit sad.

Once, when Lao Wei left, he was as sad as if he was about to die. He once thought about leaving. Later, when Han Lei left, he just let the tears flow to his heart. Later, Tong Lei also left, and he felt uncomfortable. But he was able to face it. Later, Yan Guanliang and Liu Haiyang also left. When he vented, he did something that should have been sad, but it looked like nonsense no matter how you looked at it.

Yes, it can't be said that it is like nonsense, but it should be said that it is nonsense, because he found that his heart is not there. There was sadness at the beginning, and he should be very sad. His nonsense is just to let himself get back that feeling.

When Lao Wei left, he was by his side. Didn’t he witness the process? He was sad. Tong Lei left and he was not there, so the sadness faded. Now, some people have said that once a wound is torn open, one will get used to the pain. Perhaps, he is just used to it.

When he really got used to it, when he watched his brother lose his life by his side, he would no longer cry, no longer shed tears, or even sad.

Of course, it is impossible to say that there is no sadness at all. He is very sad, but he is used to it, and if he is used to it, he can't feel it anymore, as if the sadness has long been a part of him.

Someone else said that the last person left is the saddest, he became the last person left, is it sad?He didn't know, maybe he was sad, or maybe, there was no possibility...

(End of this chapter)