The strongest rocket soldier

Chapter 523 This is a Sadness
"Let's go, let's go." Ding Xiaojun said in a soft voice.

"Ding Xiaojun, are you okay?" Shi Meng asked worriedly.

"I'm fine, I'm fine." Ding Xiaojun said with a slight smile on his face.

Shi Meng looked at Ding Xiaojun's face uncertainly, but she couldn't see why. She handed the document bag to Ding Xiaojun, and Ding Xiaojun took it without thinking.

"What is this?"

Ding Xiaojun took a look at the file bag, but did not open it.

"The list of applicants and personal information." Shi Meng returned.

"what?"

Ding Xiaojun asked again, he didn't understand what Shi Meng said.

"That's how it is. Al Qaeda's military skills competition, here are the personal information of the outstanding fighters who signed up." Shi Meng explained.

After listening to the explanation, Ding Xiaojun handed the file bag back to Shi Meng.

"I don't want to watch it. I don't have time to sign up for this big competition. I'm already a veteran, so I'm not interested in those false names."

"Ding Xiaojun, you misunderstood, I didn't mean to let you sign up for the competition." Shi Meng quickly explained again.

Ding Xiaojun was stunned for a moment, and then glanced at the document bag stuffed in Shi Meng's hand.

"What does that mean? I don't compete in martial arts, but you can still make me a judge."

"That's right, you are the judge, you are the judge of technical skills." Shi Meng replied with a smile.

"I!"

Ding Xiaojun shook his head mockingly.

"I'm just a technical soldier, and I don't know how to speak. I'm a judge. Forget it."

"Ding Xiaojun, this is the opinion of the base."

"The opinion of the base is not an order, that is to say, it is just a reference."

"Yes, but you can't act like this. This is an opportunity, an opportunity for you. You should take it seriously and show your face in front of the chiefs. You are also a veteran. In the future..."

Ding Xiaojun smiled, a bit ugly.

"Mr. Shi, I'm just a guard right now. Look, I'm the only one here. Can I go away? Let's find another person. I think there are many good technicians in the department. I can always find someone who is better than me." No."

Shi Meng was a little angry. Looking at Ding Xiaojun, she suppressed her anger and said, "Ding Xiaojun, what do you mean? The Ministry is also thinking about you. Do you have any opinions on the negligence of the Ministry over the past few years? , you can say it directly.”

"No, I really don't have any objection to the ministry. I'm talking about martial arts competitions, which create opportunities for young people. Over the years, any assessment and competitions have been judged by military officers. I'm just a Bing, an inconspicuous old soldier, let me forget it."

After hearing Ding Xiaojun's words, Shi Meng's tone suddenly changed, and he changed the subject.

"Ding Xiaojun, my husband asked me to bring you a sentence, and he asked me to tell you: I'm sorry!"

Ding Xiaojun froze for a moment. Perhaps he had long forgotten that he had asked Liu Jiang to pick him up by himself, and he had long forgotten the apology he insisted on in the past.

The atmosphere was a little suspicious, and the whole space seemed to be frozen.

Shi dreamed that Ding Xiaojun was not talking, sighed, took the file bag, and turned to leave.

"Mr. Liu, is he okay?"

Suddenly Ding Xiaojun asked a question.

Hearing this question, Shi Meng, who had already turned around, turned around again.

"He is very good, now he has his own language, and people can walk around in the ground."

"That's good. Please tell Chief Engineer Liu that I wish him a speedy recovery." After Ding Xiaojun finished speaking, he turned his back and began to organize his personal belongings. Now that the special training team has left, he needs to return to the In the camp.

"Okay, I'll tell you, the six judges..."

Ding Xiaojun stopped what he was doing: "I'm not suitable to be a judge. My military rank and qualifications are not enough. Let's find someone else."

After saying this, he got busy again.

Seeing that Xiaojun really didn't intend to be the judge, Shi Meng sighed.

"Then I'm leaving to be a judge. You should think about it."

Ding Xiao didn't answer, Shi Meng also understood what Ding Xiaojun meant, she shook her head, turned and left.

There was absolutely no movement behind him, Ding Xiaojun stopped what he was doing, turned around, and saw that Shi Meng had really left. At this moment, he sat on the bed and became dazed.

He is still not used to staying in one place by himself, it is too quiet, it will always make people feel scared.

Not the fear of being alone,
Not the fear of fear,
Simply, is fear,
He said what he was afraid of, maybe it was the fear of falling, or maybe it was the fear of falling.

A person will always find a reason that shouldn't exist, to find a kind of comfort.

That kind of comfort is terrible, and it will completely lose one's own abilities.

He had that feeling, alone, with nothing to do, nothing to do.

After being in a daze for a few minutes, he turned around and started to pack up again. After packing up all his personal belongings, he carried them on his back and started to walk out.

After not walking far, he stopped again. He looked back at the sentry room where he had stayed for a long time, feeling a sense of reluctance.

Yes,

It's just a kind of reluctance.

Maybe it's because he misses the old days too much, he's only lived here for a long time, and he won't be able to see it every day in the future, so why is he reluctant to part with it.

It really is a feeling that shouldn't exist.

Perhaps he is not reluctant to part with this sentry room, but a kind of reluctance to part with this period of time when he is not alone.

Although he didn't have a deep relationship with the special training team when the special training team was there, but every day, seeing those players and instructors training, he would have a feeling that this is the military camp.

In this way, what he really didn't want to part with was that feeling, the feeling of real life in the military camp.

Some people might say that he has been in the barracks all along, how could he have the feeling that he is not in the barracks?

A barracks is a place where people live collectively. Without a collective, it really doesn't look like a barracks, even if it is still a barracks in essence.

He never left the barracks, but he lacked the essential life of the barracks.

Perhaps, this is another kind of military camp life, a kind of military camp life accompanied by loneliness, but his heart is not enough to agree with it.

A person will be really tired and live like a savage. Long-term loneliness makes his words less and less, just like the island guard who was reported, he almost forgot his own language. There's something scary about that feeling.

During the period when the special training team came, he still seldom spoke, but it was the time he had spoken the most since he stayed here alone.

Just like Shi Meng came here, in Shi Meng's eyes, Ding Xiaojun is very cold, even if he smiles, it seems to be deliberately performed. This is not Ding Xiaojun's disguise, but a long time, a person's life, let him Forgot the original expression of joy, anger, sorrow and joy.

It is a sorrow, a sorrow that no one can understand.

(End of this chapter)