The rebirth of the first daughter is not easy to mess with

Chapter 789 The Old Secret History (3)
Qin's tone changed from the previous gloomy tone, a little more resignation and self-pity.

Shangguan Ning's figure was tall and straight, her face immersed in the light was cold and calm, but the unknown emotions hidden under the calmness were like a storm that was about to come, silently accumulating strength, once it broke out, it would destroy the world.

"Oh, is that so? My aunt has raised my elder brother for more than ten years. Even if it's not the flesh that fell from her body, it's still her own. Now my aunt says she doesn't want it, but Ning'er doesn't believe it!"

Shangguan Ning's tone was very ordinary, as if she was telling Qin that it was still raining outside when she just came here, like countless morning birds singing in the yard at dawn, usually without any warning, Like a lightning strike, the Qin family forgot to argue with Shangguan Ning again.

She had buried this matter in her heart for more than ten years, and never mentioned it to anyone, except herself, and Shangguan Jin, she thought that no one would know about it.

She does know that Shangguan Hongqun is not her own flesh and blood. What mother in the world would be so confused that she doesn't know her son? From the first moment she saw the child in the swaddle, she knew that this child was not her own. The child who risked his life to give birth.

But she didn't say it, she just pretended that she didn't know anything, treated this child as her own, and cared for her with all her strength, even surpassing her own daughter and son.

Every time she sees Shangguan Hongqun's face that resembles Shangguan Jin's, the feelings in her heart are complicated and unspeakable. She has hatred, that is her first child, but because of this Shangguan Hongqun, her son was killed. Changing the bag, not knowing whether he is alive or dead, sometimes she even wants to strangle the child to get rid of her hatred.

But the few words she heard during the drowsiness were always like a curse, binding her hands and feet, curbing her impulse, and letting herself endure everything in the end. If Shangguan Hongqun made any mistakes in her hands, she Believe that your life is over.

At first it was because of fear, but slowly, she discovered that this child who was not her own child seemed to have extraordinary trust and attachment to her. This child was also very precocious, and knew how to make herself happy at a young age. Even the ice on the top of the Tianshan Mountains couldn't help being together day in and day out.

Every midnight when she dreams back, she also dreams of her own son, a child like a little hair ball, covered in blood, dragging a long umbilical cord, and stretching out a hand smaller than a teacup. Shouting 'Mother, save me, mother, save me' over and over again.

So, the next day, she gave birth to a new child who wanted to kill the dove occupying the magpie's nest, but every time the child seemed to be aware of it and was very obedient, lying in her arms and yelling over and over again. Saying 'Auntie, be good, Qun'er will work hard to make my aunt live a good life'.

Then, every time, she could only burn some paper money for the child she had never met but frequently appeared in her dreams in the dark night, full of self-blame and guilt, lit two ever-burning lamps, and begged that child to Reborn into a good family.

Day after day, year after year, Qin Shi herself has gradually blurred the demons that have occupied her heart for many years. At least, because of this child, she has become the aunt in the Shangguan Mansion after Jiang Shi.

At least, every time the general returns to the mansion, he will stay in Jufuyuan. In the Shangguan mansion where heirs are few, he can have two sons and one daughter. How could there be no factor of Shangguan Jin wanting to compensate him?
She admitted that she was afraid at first, fearing that if she let the matter be revealed, she would be killed. However, even if she raised a cat and a dog, her feelings became real after more than ten years. When a person is good, it becomes a habit to be good and good, and the Qin family is like this with Shangguan Hongqun.

(End of this chapter)