last night star dream flower

Chapter 475 The false appearance of self-paralysis

Just as he was about to leave, there was a "boom" sound all over his body.The leg Su Yuchen used to hit him just now fell off the sofa.It hit the ground with a "boom".

Kerry shook his head helplessly, when did Su Yuchen become so childish.He turned and left Su Yuchen's study, and closed the door for him by the way.

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In the quiet room, Yao Qianfan was lying on the empty bed alone. Her heart was heavy. It was probably the first time since she lived in this villa that she and Su Yuchen slept in separate rooms.

There was a dim light in the room.Yao Qianfan couldn't close his eyes at all.

Her eyes stared blankly at the ceiling above her head, and no matter how heavy her eyelids were, she just couldn't close them.She was afraid, she was afraid that if she closed her eyes, she would dream of Su Yuchen, that feeling was too terrifying.Never once did I feel that being alive was an absurd thing.

She has lived for 20 years, and she has never felt that death is a kind of relief, but now her mind is full of such thoughts, and she can't shake them off.

She was afraid of facing Su Ruide, and she was even more afraid of facing Su Yuchen. If she could, she would rather never know her life experience.

Turning her head, Min Xiaoxuan was sitting on the chair beside her bed.She was dozing off with her head down, as long as there was a movement from her, Min Xiaoxuan would definitely wake up.

Yao Qianfan also weighed in on Min Xiaoxuan's difficulties, and did nothing. She just kept her heavy eyelids open until dawn.

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When Su Yuchen opened his eyes, he naturally stretched out his hand to cover his forehead. The feeling after a hangover was terrible, and he hadn't felt this way for many years.Uncomfortably heavy scalp.

Close your eyes, press your temples for a while, what happened yesterday?It seems that Lin Ruijie has been here.Then he faintly heard Kerry's voice again.What had Kerry told him?

hiss!
I can't think about it, the more I think about it, the more my head hurts.

He closed his eyes for a while, then opened them again, looked around, and realized that he had been sleeping on the sofa in the study all night.

He sat up, his head still hurting uncomfortably.His mind gradually became sober, and a glint of annoyance flashed in his deep blue eyes.He didn't go back last night, how should Yao Qianfan think of him?Do you think he acquiesced in the ridiculous relationship between them?
However, even if it is true, so what?Will he let her go?the answer is negative.

Su Yuchen's silent eyes slightly closed.He stretched out his hand and patted his forehead heavily, stood up, and looked down at the clothes crumpled by his sleep.Frowning.

Hurrying out of the study, Su Yuchen heard Min Xiaoxuan's voice coming from the room just as Su Yuchen reached the door.

"Young lady, just eat a little!"

"Xiaoxuan, take it out, I don't want to eat." Yao Qianfan's voice resounded in the room in a low voice, hoarse and tired at the beginning.

"Young madam, your body is so fragile now, eat a little bit." Min Xiaoxuan really said earnestly, Yao Qianfan didn't eat or drink, it was like giving up life, which made her very embarrassed.

Yao Qianfan's heart ached because of Min Xiaoxuan's words.She frowned, took a deep breath and said, "Xiaoxuan, don't call me young lady anymore."

Su Yuchen stood outside, and when he heard Yao Qianfan say this, his heart suddenly ached, a feeling of suffocation filled his heart, he took a deep breath, and then he lifted his steps and walked in.

When Min Xiaoxuan saw Su Yuchen, she called out respectfully. "Master."

With a light wave of Su Yuchen's hand, Min Xiaoxuan hurried out.

The second Yao Qianfan heard Min Xiaoxuan talking to Su Yuchen, her heart trembled inexplicably, and her eyes drooped accordingly.

Su Yuchen saw Yao Qianfan's small movements.There was a layer of wind and frost in his eyes, which was instantly suppressed by him.

Su Yuchen coughed lightly, then asked nonchalantly, "Why don't you eat?"

"I don't want to see you." Yao Qianfan said without looking up.

"Whether you look at me or not has nothing to do with whether you eat or not. Besides, it's just that you don't want to look at me, but I want to see you." Su Yuchen's hands tightened for a moment, but his face had an expression of indifference, and he walked away When he came to Yao Qianfan's side, what he said was always inconsistent with what he wanted to say in his heart.He obviously cared.However, for some reason, what he said would always only make him feel annoyed.

Yao Qianfan subconsciously moved his body back.

Su Yuchen bent down, sat on the edge of the bed, and put his arms around Yao Qianfan's waist.

The familiar temperature rushed towards him with a smell of alcohol.Yao Qianfan pushed Su Yuchen away resistingly, and said, "Are you crazy?" She raised her head, and at this moment, she realized that Su Yuchen's beard was unshaven, his face was unwashed, and he smelled of alcohol.

He came back from where he went crazy.

But even though Su Yuchen smelled strongly of alcohol, it didn't cover up his natural elegance.

An inexplicable annoyance flooded Yao Qianfan's heart.Soon she realizes that she is crazy.What Su Yuchen likes to do is not her concern at all.

"I'm not crazy. Why do we torture ourselves like this, I know, you feel pain, and I feel pain too, why don't we forget about it." Su Yuchen could clearly see the struggle in Yao Qianfan's eyes, the pain , there is still reluctance.Why does this kind of thing happen when two people have feelings?
"Do you want me to die again?" she growled.

After Yao Qianfan finished speaking, Su Yuchen's hand on her waist froze immediately.The pain can't be stopped.

Su Yuchen slowly loosened Yao Qianfan's hand.He didn't want her to die, and he didn't want to see the thrilling scene of her in the bathroom again. He never wanted to see her lying in blood in his life.

That kind of picture not only stimulated his eyeballs, but also tore his heart.

He didn't want to, didn't dare to feel like that, let alone accept it again.

Su Yuchen's body stiffened, and after a while, he looked at Yao Qianfan and said, "Why do we have to do this?"

Yao Qianfan's silent eyes had long lost their usual brilliance, and there was a forbearance in the bottom of the slightly restrained pupils.

"Do you have a choice?" When she asked this, her whole heart was almost trembling.If she could choose, she would rather never come to this world.

"Why no choice? As long as we choose to forget the things we should remember, we can be happy. Why can't we be like before?" Su Yuchen's eyes flashed with an abnormal light, but that light was a kind of self-paralysis false appearance.

(End of this chapter)