The all-powerful wife of the wealthy family
Chapter 153 Hurtful Assumptions, Biting Fingers
Chapter 153 Hurtful Assumptions, Biting Fingers
Xie Lu looked at Tingting's closed eyes, smelling the familiar smell, or the smell of hair, or the smell of laundry detergent, or the faint fragrance of that perfume, all of which showed nostalgia, nostalgia for the world, But he couldn't stay any longer, so he retreated step by step to the origin of life.
"Tingting, let me go with you, you are gone, what's the point of my life? Didn't we agree to go to hell together? Why did you leave without saying a word?"
"Tingting, is it a very wrong decision for us to come here? We violated the wishes of our family and fled here. Are we wrong? Is this a punishment for us?"
"Tingting, I have never known how to live is good and right. I have been thinking about this question for so long, but I can't find the answer. Maybe there is no answer in the first place. Live one day and cherish one day to be right. Well, but I have already lost my most precious thing, I have no chance to cherish it, what should I do?"
"Tingting, you didn't leave me a word, where should I go and what should I do?"
"What goal, what game, what's the use? What's the use? It's all so empty, it's all so useless, it's all just an illusory dream."
……
Xie Lu kept talking like this, talking hoarsely and incoherently.
He called Tingting's home, and soon the family sent a car to pick up Tingting's body. Wu Tong and Man Yue watched the stretcher covered in white cloth pass by, feeling extremely sad.
Such a lively and lovely girl, such a considerate woman.
Human life is too fragile, it will burn out at one point, and there will be no trace left.
Wu Tong guessed that the trembling old man standing in front of the car was Tingting's grandfather. There were many followers around the old man. Hearing them call him Xie Mayor, Wu Tong realized that Tingting's grandfather was the old man who retired from Guanzhou City. mayor.
This matter will not end so easily, Nan Qing will not escape responsibility so easily this time, Wu Tong thought so at the time, but she still ignored one point.
How could Nan Qing not be aware of Tingting's family background? Since she knew Tingting's family background and dared to treat Tingting like this, she must know it well and have no worries.
Xie Lu followed Mr. Xie into the car.
The new students of the Golden Dragon Gang all raised their heads curiously to watch the excitement, while the old members were busy with their own business.
Yangzi watched everything that happened in front of the gate through the surveillance video, and sighed with a sneer: This episode is too boring.
Yang Zi couldn't hear the conversation between Xie Lu and Mayor Xie in the car for the time being.
But it doesn't matter.
"Who did it?"
Xie Lu replied: "Tingting made the first move."
"Who did it?" The old man's voice trembled, but he insisted on asking for an answer.
"Nanqing."
"It's her again? Didn't I tell you not to provoke her? Hasn't she troubled you for a while? Why..." Mr. Xie was very remorseful. She shouldn't have allowed the two children to go there at that time. It was not that such a consequence was not expected at the time, but he still took a chance.
"Tingting was trying to save a friend. She didn't control her emotions. She blamed me, grandpa, and blamed me. Our atmosphere has been tense for a while..." Xie Lu tugged at his hair, wishing he could follow in Tingting's footsteps and go.
"Okay, everyone in the family advised you to share early, but you just don't listen. If you leave Tingting earlier, Tingting will not die now."
Such complaints have been made in every corner of the world, such hurtful assumptions, such bitter accusations.
Xie Lu didn't know what else to say at this time, he was the saddest, but everyone couldn't understand his pain, not only didn't understand this despair, but also burdened him with more pain.
"You go back, don't attend Tingting's funeral, no one wants to see you."
"Then how can... I'm going to send Tingting off..."
"Driver, stop!" The driver slammed on the brakes to stop the car, then went around to Xie Lu's side and opened the door for him.
Xie Lu suddenly sneered, "You killed Tingting!" After finishing speaking, the old man left in a daze and got out of the car, leaving behind a determined back.
He thanked his grandfather for treating him like this, which suddenly made him a lot stronger and gave him more persistence.
Anger beats grief, and it's the best way to fight fire with fire.
Xie Lu looked at the high sky, surrounded by a wasteland, he couldn't tell the direction, so he could only keep walking along the highway, hoping not to encounter a fork in the road, so that he didn't have to make any choices.
But to be alive, things always backfire.
It didn't take long to come across a fork in the road, and there was no sign yet. He wandered for a while, and then chose a direction as if making a bet.
Sitting in the office, Yiyi cursed bitterly, "Stupid!"
Yiyi grabbed the keys on the table, went to the garage and drove away her beloved motorcycle, and drove all the way to the intersection where Xie Lu lost just now, and then continued to drive in the direction Xie Lu was walking, but she didn't see Xie Lu all the way shadow.
It shouldn't be, people don't walk so fast, and there are no forks along the way.
Where did Xie Lu go? !
This season of blooming flowers can't be seen here at all, it is as desolate as a cemetery, Yiyi stops her motorcycle, leans against the side of the road and smokes violently, one after another, her life is also very depressed, she I also want to escape from here. I can't think about the simplicity, ease and happiness of the past. The comfort and sweetness in the memories are a cruel irony to the present.
There are some old ruins of old houses on the side of the road. I can't tell what kind of architectural style it is. There must be many stories buried here.
All Yiyi has at this time is a new car, a glimpse of old traces, and a ray of sunshine.
The sunshine brightens the desolation in this area.
But it can't illuminate the poor people in this desolate scenery.
It would be nice if it disappeared here, Yiyi was taken aback by her own thoughts.
She carefully stamped out every cigarette butt under her feet, and then continued to gallop through the desolation, looking for a decadent and lonely figure in this deserted place.
When Nan Yi came across the first Y-shaped intersection from the wrong fork that Xie Lu took, she suddenly thought of one thing. Worse, turning right is the territory of the pack of wolves raised by the Golden Dragon. Should Xie Lu go? go over there...
At the fork in the road just now, Xie Lu chose the right, that is to say, she probably turned right habitually.
Then... Nan Yi didn't have time to think about it. He drove to the maximum horsepower and headed for the wolf's den. He must arrive before Xie Lu was bitten by the wolf.
These wolves were carefully reared by Nanqing. Let the wolves live in such a wasteland in order to maintain their wildness and true wolf nature. Nanqing will send people to this area to air-condition some wild animals, sometimes deer Docile animals such as sheep and sheep, and sometimes aggressive animals such as tigers and bison.
However, every time, the wolves did not disappoint. The discipline and endurance of the wolves are very strong. This group of wolves are extremely fighting, and they are loyal fighters of the Golden Dragon Gang.
There is a secret tunnel that leads directly from the Golden Dragon Gang to the outer line of the wolves' activities. If it is on land, it usually takes four to 10 minutes by car to get here, but it only takes 15 minutes to walk through the tunnel. About 5 minutes, if the sports masters run forward, they can arrive in [-] minutes. This is a back road that Nan Qing left for himself, and he often uses this secret road to deal with unexpected corpses.
Therefore, most of these wolves have enjoyed the delicacy of human flesh.
There are not many people who know that there are such a group of wolves in this wasteland, and Nan Yi happens to be one of them.
Originally, I didn't intend to let more people know, but there are always some people who are restless and cause a lot of trouble. Many students can't bear the pressure and choose to commit suicide. These corpses must be disposed of properly. In this way, gradually, More and more people know about it.
At first, Yangzi helped clean up the mess and wiped people's buttocks. Later, he took the trouble and told more people about raising wolves.
Most people are surprised and excited at the first time, and then they will intensify and do whatever they want.
However, Yangzi didn't think there was anything particularly wrong. Those who couldn't stand the torture and pressure should die sooner, so as not to waste time and manpower.
The Golden Dragon Gang was originally used to select elite soldiers and generals, and it is not a bad idea to use this method to eliminate some people.
However, Nan Yi felt that it was too cruel. She felt that other people's lives could not be decided for them in such a way, but she had no choice. She knew Yang Zi and Nan Qing too well.
It's not that she didn't expect the development trend of the Golden Dragon Gang. She can't help herself. There are too many people she wants to protect. She can choose to stand by and watch many people, but some people will always affect her heart, for example: Thank you Brothers and sisters, Man Yue and Wu Tong.
In the past, these members were just pawns on her screen, and she was just a bystander observing the game. It's not that she didn't have the right and ability to make decisions, but she didn't want to use this right.
Especially in recent years, from the beginning of the Golden Dragon Gang Peng, the Golden Dragon Gang has already gone to a dark road of no return.
But now, since she saw Wu Tong for the first time on the speedboat, she has a desire to protect.
From the video data captured by the camera, she learned a lot about Wu Tong, such as her living habits, style, hobbies and so on.
When the understanding of Wu Tong deepened, Nan Yi developed an inexplicable feeling similar to maternal love towards Wu Tong, and had a deep and indelible feeling.
Xie Lu has been in the Golden Dragon Gang for several years, and Nan Yi knows everything about these members, and naturally Xie Lu too.
But all these materials, all these students are just data and images, and they have not left any real imprint in Nan Yi's heart.
When batches of members were repatriated, these materials were cleared from the computer.
Of course, there are still backups, which are stored in a large waterproof, fireproof and shockproof warehouse of the Golden Dragon Gang.
In Nan Yi's brain, she will not deliberately keep a backup, she will clean it up like a computer, and will not leave any marks in the recycling bin.
Although Xie Lu's memory has not been erased, he is just an ordinary grass on the prairie.
Even if her family members are important government officials, this will not make Nanyi pay more attention. There are too many descendants of such important officials who came to the Golden Dragon Gang, and none of them can be underestimated, but because everyone They are all similar, so no one can be highlighted.
However, Wu Tong hit her heart, and no one deliberately thought it was destined or fate.
Wu Tong attracted Nan Yi's attention. Naturally, everyone around Wu Tong would also be noticed by Nan Yi.
The friend that Wu Tong considers, Nan Yi naturally wants to protect Wu Tong.
Therefore, Xie Lu was in trouble, and she couldn't pretend she didn't see it.
Nan Yi came to the tree with a purple ribbon, turned off the engine and stopped the car.
Going further in is the range of activities of the wolves. If you continue to drive the locomotive, you will become the main target of the wolves. Maybe you will be skinned and boned without realizing the danger, so she wants to Proceed with caution, there is a set of safety suits here, the wolves will not attack people wearing safety suits, because every time the staff who come to deliver game to them are wearing such safety suits, they acquiesce that is Their friends, however, today's situation was too sudden, and Nan Yi didn't have time to make adequate preparations.
Listening to the noise, she moved forward slowly, trying to make the patrolling wolves think she was friendly and not a threat to them. Nan Yi wondered if the wolves could understand what she meant.
Today, she didn't bring food and didn't wear safety clothing, so she really didn't know what to do.
The most important thing is that she can't be 100% sure whether Xie Lu has really come here. If Xie Lu chose to turn right for the first time because of his will, when he chose the second time, he thought to himself, the first time he turned right, Then turn left the second time, so that you can go back to the original point if you go wrong.
Nan Yi thought of all this because he was in danger at the moment. He was too reckless just now, and he jumped to conclusions in his eagerness to save people.
Thinking that Nan Yi had almost reached the center of the wolf's den at this time, it was really a dilemma. If Xie Lu had really arrived at the wolf's den, he shouldn't be so quiet at this moment. Nan Yi's forehead was sweating, but he didn't dare to wipe it .
Suddenly, she heard a noise from the northeast corner, it was a muffled sound, like the sound of something heavy hitting a tree stump, it must be that Xie Lu was attacked by a wolf, Nan Yi ran towards the source of the sound, but did not run A few steps away, the howling of the alpha wolf was heard, which may have been the signal to attack.
Xie Lu was in danger, Nan Yi threw off his high heels and ran barefoot on the gravel. Before Nan Yi could slow down, he saw a wolf lying dead on the ground in front of him, spitting black blood. Nan Yi stopped at the wolf's corpse In front of him, he looked up and saw that Xie Lu was surrounded by a group of wolves, and the wolves were pressing on Xie Lu step by step.
Xie Lu stared at the wolf with red eyes. He heard that if the wolf was killed, the other wolves would retreat. I don't know if this is true.On the contrary, Xie Lu felt that if the wolf leader was killed, the other wolves would want to take revenge and attack him more violently, but under the current situation, what choice do they have?
How can a single person defeat these dozen or so organized and disciplined ferocious wolves?
Xie Lu thought to himself that it would be nice to die like this to accompany Tingting, so since he discovered the wolves, he didn't feel any fear at all.
It's not how fearless or brave he is, but for a person who is determined to die, this might not be a good opportunity.
Xie Lu was tightly surrounded by wolves. At first, he was still holding the Swiss Army Knife tightly in his hand, planning to fight to the death. Later, Nan Yi saw Xie Lu close his eyes and gently drop a knife on the blade. kiss.
Nan Yi clearly saw that Xie Lu's lips were trembling, and then Xie Lu put the knife in his arms, pulled up his clothes, and looked at the sky in the distance, as if there was no such group of wolves around him.
The moment Xie Lu kissed the blade, the wolves collectively stopped moving forward and did not take any further actions. Nan Yi was stunned by the psychic behavior of the wolves.
Nan Yi is glad that she still has a wolf whistle. This is the first time she tries to blow the whistle that she has learned for a long time. She never thinks that she has the opportunity to use this small whistle, and she is not very serious when learning it. But in a critical moment, Just had to try it.
Nan Yi's whistle attracted the attention of the wolves and Xie Lu, and Xie Lu turned his eyes back to Nan Yi.
Xie Lu was very surprised, why is she here?
Not long after, the wolves miraculously dispersed, Nan Yi slumped on the ground with weak legs, and Xie Lu walked towards Nan Yi quickly.
"Why are you here?" Xie Lu's voice was calm.
"Don't you know that the Golden Dragon Gang has surveillance cameras everywhere?" Nan Yi's voice was weak after being frightened.
"You don't have to save me."
"Let's go quickly, the wolf will regret it later, and we will all fall into the belly of the wolf." Nan Yi was supported by Xie Lu to get up.
Seeing that Nan Yi's bare feet were full of wounds, Xie Lu couldn't bear it, squatted in front of Nan Yi, and motioned her to come up.
Obviously, Nan Yi went out without any preparation. Originally, the upper echelons of the Golden Dragon Gang would not ask or intervene in such a matter.
Besides, he's dead, it's just one less trouble, why is this so.
Xie Lu didn't understand, and he didn't bother to understand.
Nan Qing just happened to see Nan Yi being carried into the room by Xie Lu, and soon Xie Lu left, Nan Qing pushed the door meaningfully and entered directly.
"What's the matter? Why did you die?" Nan Qing looked at Nan Yi's injured foot meaningfully.
"Go away, you're making sarcastic remarks here, hurry up and bring me some medicine." Nan Yi only now began to feel the burning pain in his feet.
"Nan Yi, let me tell you, you can't make trouble here. The Golden Dragon Gang seems to be orderly now, and there are many undercurrents."
"Are you afraid that you won't be able to handle it?"
"Although I have this self-confidence, I have to be on the defensive. I know you well. There is something wrong with you recently. Is there something wrong with someone?" Nan Qing threw the first-aid kit to Nan Yi.
"Um……"
"Who?"
"Wu Tong."
"No wonder..."
"No wonder what?"
"No wonder you are abnormal."
"Is it that obvious?"
"It's very obvious."
"Then there's no way."
"What is there to do? I have seen it all. You stare at that girl of Man Yue every day. Wu Tong is protecting Man Yue. You should know that. You always treat people you admire with an almost perverted way." The previous ones either committed suicide or went crazy. You should take it easy this time, since you are not an enemy, you don’t need to be so ruthless.”
"It's a sad thing to call me on."
"You know it yourself?"
"We're all the same, what are you shouting about?"
"Go, go, don't be an eyesore here." Nan Yi tried to send Nan Qing away.
"You don't want to tell me what happened just now?"
"I'm so tired, I'll send you the surveillance video later. It's all those wolf cubs raised by the Golden Dragon Gang, they almost killed me." Nan Yi kept blowing the medicine on his feet.
"Xie Lu knows something he shouldn't know."
"Don't worry, he won't say anything. I saved him, but he can still cause me trouble? On the way back, he didn't even ask. What kind of countermeasures should be used, you think people are more sure than me, what are you talking about here?"
"I can't see anyone clearly now..." After saying that, Nan Qing left without even closing the door.
Nan Yi was startled, it was obvious that Nan Qing's last words were addressed to her, it was a warning to save face.
Nan Yi erased several videos of Wu Tong, and everyone here knew that this kind of unauthorized modification of member information was never done by Nan Yi before.
For Wu Tong, she did a lot of things that she shouldn't do in principle. Nan Yi worried that she was digging her own grave, but if she did it again, Nan Yi would still do it.
Everyone likes her usual attitude of having nothing to do with herself, especially Yang Zi, such a relative who has no ambitions but is capable, is naturally the best right-hand man.
Nan Yi is not like Nan Qing who always stabs people, she is absolutely good-looking and a good companion.
But although Nan Qing often caused troubles, everything was shown on the bright side, one was one, two was two, everything was clear and clear, which would save people a lot of effort.
As for Nan Yi, she is always in a haze, making people more and more unpredictable. Since Wu Tong joined the Golden Dragon Gang, she has done a lot of things that violate the rules. This is not a good start. If it is pure protection, That's okay, if you have other thoughts, it will be troublesome.
The Yu sisters are getting closer and closer to the high-level, and they know more and more things. Some things should have been transferred to them, but now they can't fully trust them. Yangzi is actually a little tired. I have all realized what is easy to fight and hard to defend.
During the confrontation with the wolves, Xie Lu still suffered a little trauma, which was nothing to him.
The pain in his heart was the real pain, and he was allowed to rest for two days. He wanted to refuse, but let it go.
It's time to take some time to sort out my thoughts and Tingting's things.
But how to sort it out, it's all belonging to two people, and it's all two people's memories.
A pair of toothbrushes, blue and pink, the blue belongs to Tingting, and the pink belongs to Xie Lu. At that time, Tingting snatched the blue that both of them like, while the pink is what both of them hate.
The toothpaste smells like green bamboo, which is Tingting's favorite smell...
Xie Lu will continue to suffer from all this familiarity and tormented by this longing.
Xie Lu found the cardboard box and put Tingting's cosmetics, clothes, small accessories such as bracelets, necklaces and earrings, toiletries, etc. one by one into it. He didn't plan to throw it away or burn it. He wanted to use tape Seal it tightly, and he must keep it well.
On Tingting's bedside table, there is a stack of diaries. Xie Lu knows that Tingting has the habit of keeping diaries. He respects other people's privacy, so he never reads Tingting's diaries. Now that Tingting is gone, should he What about taking a look?
Xie Lu stroked the notebook, the texture of cowhide felt very good.
Xie Lu was sitting by the window under the afterglow, the early autumn sunshine was soft and gentle, his bangs were a bit long, it was time to cut them.Holding the diary, Xie Lu looked at the scattered fallen leaves outside the window. They were still bright and not withered, but he had already lost. He intended to take back these endless thoughts, but failed. Seeing the dirty window, He couldn't help muttering, it's time to clean the windows; originally Tingting would have said this to him.
As long as everything here is related to Xie Lu, there must be a shadow of Tingting.
Xie Lu directly turned to the last few pages of the diary. He guessed that Tingting would leave a few blank pages at the end of each diary, and he was right.
Xie Lu stared blankly at the white paper, remained silent for a long time, and then wrote on it:
Tingting, I really miss the quiet paths we walked together, the old bookstalls we visited together, the meals you cooked for me, and your...
Xie Lu can't write anymore, they have too many memories, so many that they can never finish writing, they also have quarrels and quarrels, but in each other's heart, the one you love is always beautiful.
Love can beautify all imperfections, love can forgive all faults.
There is such a passage on the cover of the diary, which should be copied by Tingting from somewhere:
If I could put time in a bottle,
The first thing I do is,
Save each day for eternity,
I will spend time with you slowly.
If I could turn time into eternity,
If all my wishes come true,
I will save every day like a baby,
Spend time with you again...
Autumn comes and geese go, how can there be eternity, and which is not eternity.
Gathering and scattering, parting and reuniting, coming and going, people are always lonely anyway.
June 2011, 6 Weather: Overcast
A letter I won’t show you, hehe~
In fact, I didn’t take it seriously at the beginning. Although I said I liked you very much, I didn’t know at the time whether my feelings for you were like family affection for my brother, or I really liked you. You used your family as an excuse to break up I was still wondering whether I should give up this ridiculous relationship completely, after all, it is not tolerated by the world, and then I also tried to do some things to make up for you, to fill up the guilt I felt towards you, and then I did more and more The more it hurt, the more I woke up, and it turned out that I was really in love.
March 2012, 3 Weather: Sun and rain
It's not that I look forward to the future too well, but that the future with you must be beautiful.
Weather on May 2012, 5: moderate rain
I really like to read and write quietly under the warm light of the desk lamp. This kind of tranquility is beautiful, but you are the only one missing.
I'm not sure if you'll miss me often...
What exactly is "perfect"?In fact, I have never thought about it in detail. Tomorrow's me may overturn today's definition. There is only one thing that will not change, that is, we must go on happily.
September 2012, 9 Weather: cloudy to heavy rain
What you said the night before, and last night, really broke my heart.
——“What you can give may not necessarily be what I want.”——
This relationship that should not have started is what you insisted on, and you pulled me onto this road of no return, no, it’s not a road of no return, I can choose to give up this road, but, but, but you...
Do you know how hurtful your words are?Do you know how ridiculous your words are?
Maybe it was a sincere word you said casually, but it really made my heart fall into the ice cellar. I can't give much, but what I try to give you may not be what you want. That's all. In a word, I will always understand that what I give is not what you need.
For a moment, I didn't know what I should do, what I could do, and what I could accomplish.
April 2013, 4 Weather: Sunny
The charm of words always hurt my eyes and reminded me of my hibernating dream when I was about to fade away.
June 2014, 5 Weather: Overcast
Walking into the brightly lit shopping mall, pieces of clothes with different styles, both similar and slightly different, are hung on their respective posts, willing or unwilling to be touched, caressed and hurt by people who like or dislike, Poor awaits the unknown owner.
Although we are also fixed in different places to varying degrees, we have thinking, strength, can resist, and can change our destiny.If you don't want to, it's very simple, make an item dominated by others.
Life in the Golden Dragon Gang is getting more and more difficult, Xiao Lu and I can get through it...
The weather on May 2014, 5: clear sky
I like to be quiet and alone, but why do I look so cold today? It's been a long, long, long time since I've cried so presumptuously.
on the wilderness,
all i need is you,
You do not understand,
What you need is brilliance,
I understand,
You turn around and leave my following eyes behind,
I turned around, but you left resolutely,
Maybe,
I am me,
you are you
Me and you
also you and me
After all, they are two different words.
May 2014, 5 Weather: Uncertain
Xiao Lu has become more and more irritable and impatient recently. The matter in Nanqing has calmed down, and he still can't let go. I don't even know how to communicate with him.
It's really irritating, working as a coolie in the cafeteria every day, it's really irritating, it's really suffering.
Xiao Lu doesn’t know what he’s thinking, what’s his plan, he abducted me before I graduated from primary school, but now he’s so unclear, it’s really not a thing, when he made a vow at the beginning, things will happen to him Yes, and look forward and backward like this again, afraid of wolves and tigers in the future.Back off, eh?Isn't it too late... I really want to curse!
June 2014, 6 Weather: It's so good, I can't say anything, it's just...
Last night, I failed to return to the Golden Dragon Gang, and did not go back to sleep in the dormitory. When I came back in the morning, Xiao Lu had a look of anger on her face. Although she didn't explode in front of me, I knew she was not far from it.
Yu Qiang took me to meet a fashion designer. In my opinion, Yu Qiang is a rare good person in the Golden Dragon Gang, as good as Sister Yiyi. She said she would help us, but how could she go against Nan Qing? After all, I am a withdrawn student from Nanqing.
Anyway, I seem to see some light.
It's just that he drank too much wine last night, and later became unconscious, so he couldn't rush back to the Golden Dragon Gang.Maybe Yu Qiang arranged a hotel for me. When I woke up in the morning, I was wearing a new set of pajamas. Nothing happened at night. The designer looks very decent, and he is definitely not a hypocrite. What is his name? I think I thought, it seems to be Sun Qi. His works are very top-notch, but he has been hiding his name and not appearing on the mountain. It seems that he is a difficult person to be moved.
It seems that Yu Qiang will become the second in command of the Golden Dragon Gang sooner or later. If I can cooperate with this designer, if I can give the boss a good impression through Yu Qiang and do something useful, then I will have the opportunity to leave the back kitchen. It would be great to have resumed my student status.
July 2014, 7 Weather: light rain
God, what to do?I'm actually pregnant...
how is this possible?how can that be possible?I have never done anything, how could I be pregnant?
It's too oolong.
By the way, it must not be the designer, how is it possible, how is it possible!
It was Yu Qiang who was stumped, it was impossible, it must be Nan Qing, it must be Nan Qing who forced Yu Qiang to do it.
This vicious woman is too deceptive!
Forbearance, compromise...what's the use?The result is still the same, I want revenge, I want to resist, at all costs.
Xie Lu closed the diary. It turned out that there were so many things he didn't know, that Tingting had concealed so many thoughts and feelings, and that I had hurt her so much.
Now it's too late to make up for it.
Nanqing, and Nanqing again.
Xie Lu thought of Yu Qiang, she should go to her and ask her, she is going to meet the designer named Sun Qi.
Xie Lu took a walk in the gazebo of the manor, hoping to meet Yu Qiang, who often reads in the gazebo at four or five o'clock in the afternoon.
It's September, and it's still very hot, but the sun is less venomous than it was in August.
After two or three o'clock in the afternoon, the breeze gradually picked up, making people comfortable.
There are 3 yellow pavilions in total, divided into three rows A, B, and C, with six rows in each row. Row A is next to the blue pavilion. Usually, veteran students of grades 4 and [-] are in the yellow pavilions in row A. The two sisters Yu Qiang and Yuwei often live in the middle. Pavilion A[-] and Pavilion A[-] can be regarded as their exclusive pavilions.
Xie Lu sat in booth C6 and watched from a distance, waiting quietly. At five o'clock, Yu Qiang appeared, and Xie Lu got up and walked to booth A4.
"Sister Yu Qiang."
Yu Qiang put down the computer, "What's the matter?"
"Yes."
"Sit down."
Xie Lu sat opposite and said bluntly, "I want to meet Sun Qi."
Yu Qiang tugged at the corner of her mouth, with a half-smile, "He doesn't know you, so he may not be willing to see you."
"You took Tingting to see him, why can't you also bring me to see him?"
"Tingting is here to do something for me."
Xie Lu replied immediately: "I can also do things for you."
"you?"
"I!"
"No."
"why?"
"I don't trust you."
"I'm Tingting's girlfriend, you trust her, why can't you trust me."
"Because Tingting is innocent, but you are not."
"I thought I was more suitable than Tingting, too simple may not be good, isn't it?"
Yu Qiang stared at the black computer screen, thought for a moment, wrote a string of phone numbers on the paper, and handed it to Xie Lu.
"You contact him yourself, tell him about Tingting, and say that you will take over Tingting's work."
"Thank you."
That night, Xie Lu met Sun Qi.
There were only three or five families in the high-end residential area of Guanzhou High-tech Zone. Xie Lu found Sun Qi's house according to the house number.
The bell rang seven times, and with a soft "boom", the door opened.
There was a handsome man's face on the display screen by the door, "I'm on the second floor."
Xie Lu thought to himself, this is too impolite, the door is not even opened when the guests come, what kind of hospitality is this.
When she found Sun Qi following the sound, Sun Qi was engrossed in playing video games.
Sun Qi caught a glimpse of the visitor and greeted him, "Come in, come in and sit anywhere."
After Xie Lu sat on the sofa, he looked around the room, seeing rows of movie discs and game discs.
"Oh, I opened the door for you just now, this game was almost a gameover, it's okay, it's okay, it's lucky that I'm good, hahaha..."
Seeing that Sun Qi is a casual person, Xie Lu took out a DVD and put it in the VCR to watch it.
Sun Qi was completely unaffected, and concentrated on killing. Two hours passed, and when the ending song of the movie sounded, Sun Qi just passed the level. Sun Qi stretched comfortably, and then turned around to look carefully. people.
The boy in front of him was wearing golden sneakers, loose jeans, simple black short sleeves, neat short hair, and a slightly pale face.
"Your name?"
"Thank you Lu."
"Oh……"
(End of this chapter)
Xie Lu looked at Tingting's closed eyes, smelling the familiar smell, or the smell of hair, or the smell of laundry detergent, or the faint fragrance of that perfume, all of which showed nostalgia, nostalgia for the world, But he couldn't stay any longer, so he retreated step by step to the origin of life.
"Tingting, let me go with you, you are gone, what's the point of my life? Didn't we agree to go to hell together? Why did you leave without saying a word?"
"Tingting, is it a very wrong decision for us to come here? We violated the wishes of our family and fled here. Are we wrong? Is this a punishment for us?"
"Tingting, I have never known how to live is good and right. I have been thinking about this question for so long, but I can't find the answer. Maybe there is no answer in the first place. Live one day and cherish one day to be right. Well, but I have already lost my most precious thing, I have no chance to cherish it, what should I do?"
"Tingting, you didn't leave me a word, where should I go and what should I do?"
"What goal, what game, what's the use? What's the use? It's all so empty, it's all so useless, it's all just an illusory dream."
……
Xie Lu kept talking like this, talking hoarsely and incoherently.
He called Tingting's home, and soon the family sent a car to pick up Tingting's body. Wu Tong and Man Yue watched the stretcher covered in white cloth pass by, feeling extremely sad.
Such a lively and lovely girl, such a considerate woman.
Human life is too fragile, it will burn out at one point, and there will be no trace left.
Wu Tong guessed that the trembling old man standing in front of the car was Tingting's grandfather. There were many followers around the old man. Hearing them call him Xie Mayor, Wu Tong realized that Tingting's grandfather was the old man who retired from Guanzhou City. mayor.
This matter will not end so easily, Nan Qing will not escape responsibility so easily this time, Wu Tong thought so at the time, but she still ignored one point.
How could Nan Qing not be aware of Tingting's family background? Since she knew Tingting's family background and dared to treat Tingting like this, she must know it well and have no worries.
Xie Lu followed Mr. Xie into the car.
The new students of the Golden Dragon Gang all raised their heads curiously to watch the excitement, while the old members were busy with their own business.
Yangzi watched everything that happened in front of the gate through the surveillance video, and sighed with a sneer: This episode is too boring.
Yang Zi couldn't hear the conversation between Xie Lu and Mayor Xie in the car for the time being.
But it doesn't matter.
"Who did it?"
Xie Lu replied: "Tingting made the first move."
"Who did it?" The old man's voice trembled, but he insisted on asking for an answer.
"Nanqing."
"It's her again? Didn't I tell you not to provoke her? Hasn't she troubled you for a while? Why..." Mr. Xie was very remorseful. She shouldn't have allowed the two children to go there at that time. It was not that such a consequence was not expected at the time, but he still took a chance.
"Tingting was trying to save a friend. She didn't control her emotions. She blamed me, grandpa, and blamed me. Our atmosphere has been tense for a while..." Xie Lu tugged at his hair, wishing he could follow in Tingting's footsteps and go.
"Okay, everyone in the family advised you to share early, but you just don't listen. If you leave Tingting earlier, Tingting will not die now."
Such complaints have been made in every corner of the world, such hurtful assumptions, such bitter accusations.
Xie Lu didn't know what else to say at this time, he was the saddest, but everyone couldn't understand his pain, not only didn't understand this despair, but also burdened him with more pain.
"You go back, don't attend Tingting's funeral, no one wants to see you."
"Then how can... I'm going to send Tingting off..."
"Driver, stop!" The driver slammed on the brakes to stop the car, then went around to Xie Lu's side and opened the door for him.
Xie Lu suddenly sneered, "You killed Tingting!" After finishing speaking, the old man left in a daze and got out of the car, leaving behind a determined back.
He thanked his grandfather for treating him like this, which suddenly made him a lot stronger and gave him more persistence.
Anger beats grief, and it's the best way to fight fire with fire.
Xie Lu looked at the high sky, surrounded by a wasteland, he couldn't tell the direction, so he could only keep walking along the highway, hoping not to encounter a fork in the road, so that he didn't have to make any choices.
But to be alive, things always backfire.
It didn't take long to come across a fork in the road, and there was no sign yet. He wandered for a while, and then chose a direction as if making a bet.
Sitting in the office, Yiyi cursed bitterly, "Stupid!"
Yiyi grabbed the keys on the table, went to the garage and drove away her beloved motorcycle, and drove all the way to the intersection where Xie Lu lost just now, and then continued to drive in the direction Xie Lu was walking, but she didn't see Xie Lu all the way shadow.
It shouldn't be, people don't walk so fast, and there are no forks along the way.
Where did Xie Lu go? !
This season of blooming flowers can't be seen here at all, it is as desolate as a cemetery, Yiyi stops her motorcycle, leans against the side of the road and smokes violently, one after another, her life is also very depressed, she I also want to escape from here. I can't think about the simplicity, ease and happiness of the past. The comfort and sweetness in the memories are a cruel irony to the present.
There are some old ruins of old houses on the side of the road. I can't tell what kind of architectural style it is. There must be many stories buried here.
All Yiyi has at this time is a new car, a glimpse of old traces, and a ray of sunshine.
The sunshine brightens the desolation in this area.
But it can't illuminate the poor people in this desolate scenery.
It would be nice if it disappeared here, Yiyi was taken aback by her own thoughts.
She carefully stamped out every cigarette butt under her feet, and then continued to gallop through the desolation, looking for a decadent and lonely figure in this deserted place.
When Nan Yi came across the first Y-shaped intersection from the wrong fork that Xie Lu took, she suddenly thought of one thing. Worse, turning right is the territory of the pack of wolves raised by the Golden Dragon. Should Xie Lu go? go over there...
At the fork in the road just now, Xie Lu chose the right, that is to say, she probably turned right habitually.
Then... Nan Yi didn't have time to think about it. He drove to the maximum horsepower and headed for the wolf's den. He must arrive before Xie Lu was bitten by the wolf.
These wolves were carefully reared by Nanqing. Let the wolves live in such a wasteland in order to maintain their wildness and true wolf nature. Nanqing will send people to this area to air-condition some wild animals, sometimes deer Docile animals such as sheep and sheep, and sometimes aggressive animals such as tigers and bison.
However, every time, the wolves did not disappoint. The discipline and endurance of the wolves are very strong. This group of wolves are extremely fighting, and they are loyal fighters of the Golden Dragon Gang.
There is a secret tunnel that leads directly from the Golden Dragon Gang to the outer line of the wolves' activities. If it is on land, it usually takes four to 10 minutes by car to get here, but it only takes 15 minutes to walk through the tunnel. About 5 minutes, if the sports masters run forward, they can arrive in [-] minutes. This is a back road that Nan Qing left for himself, and he often uses this secret road to deal with unexpected corpses.
Therefore, most of these wolves have enjoyed the delicacy of human flesh.
There are not many people who know that there are such a group of wolves in this wasteland, and Nan Yi happens to be one of them.
Originally, I didn't intend to let more people know, but there are always some people who are restless and cause a lot of trouble. Many students can't bear the pressure and choose to commit suicide. These corpses must be disposed of properly. In this way, gradually, More and more people know about it.
At first, Yangzi helped clean up the mess and wiped people's buttocks. Later, he took the trouble and told more people about raising wolves.
Most people are surprised and excited at the first time, and then they will intensify and do whatever they want.
However, Yangzi didn't think there was anything particularly wrong. Those who couldn't stand the torture and pressure should die sooner, so as not to waste time and manpower.
The Golden Dragon Gang was originally used to select elite soldiers and generals, and it is not a bad idea to use this method to eliminate some people.
However, Nan Yi felt that it was too cruel. She felt that other people's lives could not be decided for them in such a way, but she had no choice. She knew Yang Zi and Nan Qing too well.
It's not that she didn't expect the development trend of the Golden Dragon Gang. She can't help herself. There are too many people she wants to protect. She can choose to stand by and watch many people, but some people will always affect her heart, for example: Thank you Brothers and sisters, Man Yue and Wu Tong.
In the past, these members were just pawns on her screen, and she was just a bystander observing the game. It's not that she didn't have the right and ability to make decisions, but she didn't want to use this right.
Especially in recent years, from the beginning of the Golden Dragon Gang Peng, the Golden Dragon Gang has already gone to a dark road of no return.
But now, since she saw Wu Tong for the first time on the speedboat, she has a desire to protect.
From the video data captured by the camera, she learned a lot about Wu Tong, such as her living habits, style, hobbies and so on.
When the understanding of Wu Tong deepened, Nan Yi developed an inexplicable feeling similar to maternal love towards Wu Tong, and had a deep and indelible feeling.
Xie Lu has been in the Golden Dragon Gang for several years, and Nan Yi knows everything about these members, and naturally Xie Lu too.
But all these materials, all these students are just data and images, and they have not left any real imprint in Nan Yi's heart.
When batches of members were repatriated, these materials were cleared from the computer.
Of course, there are still backups, which are stored in a large waterproof, fireproof and shockproof warehouse of the Golden Dragon Gang.
In Nan Yi's brain, she will not deliberately keep a backup, she will clean it up like a computer, and will not leave any marks in the recycling bin.
Although Xie Lu's memory has not been erased, he is just an ordinary grass on the prairie.
Even if her family members are important government officials, this will not make Nanyi pay more attention. There are too many descendants of such important officials who came to the Golden Dragon Gang, and none of them can be underestimated, but because everyone They are all similar, so no one can be highlighted.
However, Wu Tong hit her heart, and no one deliberately thought it was destined or fate.
Wu Tong attracted Nan Yi's attention. Naturally, everyone around Wu Tong would also be noticed by Nan Yi.
The friend that Wu Tong considers, Nan Yi naturally wants to protect Wu Tong.
Therefore, Xie Lu was in trouble, and she couldn't pretend she didn't see it.
Nan Yi came to the tree with a purple ribbon, turned off the engine and stopped the car.
Going further in is the range of activities of the wolves. If you continue to drive the locomotive, you will become the main target of the wolves. Maybe you will be skinned and boned without realizing the danger, so she wants to Proceed with caution, there is a set of safety suits here, the wolves will not attack people wearing safety suits, because every time the staff who come to deliver game to them are wearing such safety suits, they acquiesce that is Their friends, however, today's situation was too sudden, and Nan Yi didn't have time to make adequate preparations.
Listening to the noise, she moved forward slowly, trying to make the patrolling wolves think she was friendly and not a threat to them. Nan Yi wondered if the wolves could understand what she meant.
Today, she didn't bring food and didn't wear safety clothing, so she really didn't know what to do.
The most important thing is that she can't be 100% sure whether Xie Lu has really come here. If Xie Lu chose to turn right for the first time because of his will, when he chose the second time, he thought to himself, the first time he turned right, Then turn left the second time, so that you can go back to the original point if you go wrong.
Nan Yi thought of all this because he was in danger at the moment. He was too reckless just now, and he jumped to conclusions in his eagerness to save people.
Thinking that Nan Yi had almost reached the center of the wolf's den at this time, it was really a dilemma. If Xie Lu had really arrived at the wolf's den, he shouldn't be so quiet at this moment. Nan Yi's forehead was sweating, but he didn't dare to wipe it .
Suddenly, she heard a noise from the northeast corner, it was a muffled sound, like the sound of something heavy hitting a tree stump, it must be that Xie Lu was attacked by a wolf, Nan Yi ran towards the source of the sound, but did not run A few steps away, the howling of the alpha wolf was heard, which may have been the signal to attack.
Xie Lu was in danger, Nan Yi threw off his high heels and ran barefoot on the gravel. Before Nan Yi could slow down, he saw a wolf lying dead on the ground in front of him, spitting black blood. Nan Yi stopped at the wolf's corpse In front of him, he looked up and saw that Xie Lu was surrounded by a group of wolves, and the wolves were pressing on Xie Lu step by step.
Xie Lu stared at the wolf with red eyes. He heard that if the wolf was killed, the other wolves would retreat. I don't know if this is true.On the contrary, Xie Lu felt that if the wolf leader was killed, the other wolves would want to take revenge and attack him more violently, but under the current situation, what choice do they have?
How can a single person defeat these dozen or so organized and disciplined ferocious wolves?
Xie Lu thought to himself that it would be nice to die like this to accompany Tingting, so since he discovered the wolves, he didn't feel any fear at all.
It's not how fearless or brave he is, but for a person who is determined to die, this might not be a good opportunity.
Xie Lu was tightly surrounded by wolves. At first, he was still holding the Swiss Army Knife tightly in his hand, planning to fight to the death. Later, Nan Yi saw Xie Lu close his eyes and gently drop a knife on the blade. kiss.
Nan Yi clearly saw that Xie Lu's lips were trembling, and then Xie Lu put the knife in his arms, pulled up his clothes, and looked at the sky in the distance, as if there was no such group of wolves around him.
The moment Xie Lu kissed the blade, the wolves collectively stopped moving forward and did not take any further actions. Nan Yi was stunned by the psychic behavior of the wolves.
Nan Yi is glad that she still has a wolf whistle. This is the first time she tries to blow the whistle that she has learned for a long time. She never thinks that she has the opportunity to use this small whistle, and she is not very serious when learning it. But in a critical moment, Just had to try it.
Nan Yi's whistle attracted the attention of the wolves and Xie Lu, and Xie Lu turned his eyes back to Nan Yi.
Xie Lu was very surprised, why is she here?
Not long after, the wolves miraculously dispersed, Nan Yi slumped on the ground with weak legs, and Xie Lu walked towards Nan Yi quickly.
"Why are you here?" Xie Lu's voice was calm.
"Don't you know that the Golden Dragon Gang has surveillance cameras everywhere?" Nan Yi's voice was weak after being frightened.
"You don't have to save me."
"Let's go quickly, the wolf will regret it later, and we will all fall into the belly of the wolf." Nan Yi was supported by Xie Lu to get up.
Seeing that Nan Yi's bare feet were full of wounds, Xie Lu couldn't bear it, squatted in front of Nan Yi, and motioned her to come up.
Obviously, Nan Yi went out without any preparation. Originally, the upper echelons of the Golden Dragon Gang would not ask or intervene in such a matter.
Besides, he's dead, it's just one less trouble, why is this so.
Xie Lu didn't understand, and he didn't bother to understand.
Nan Qing just happened to see Nan Yi being carried into the room by Xie Lu, and soon Xie Lu left, Nan Qing pushed the door meaningfully and entered directly.
"What's the matter? Why did you die?" Nan Qing looked at Nan Yi's injured foot meaningfully.
"Go away, you're making sarcastic remarks here, hurry up and bring me some medicine." Nan Yi only now began to feel the burning pain in his feet.
"Nan Yi, let me tell you, you can't make trouble here. The Golden Dragon Gang seems to be orderly now, and there are many undercurrents."
"Are you afraid that you won't be able to handle it?"
"Although I have this self-confidence, I have to be on the defensive. I know you well. There is something wrong with you recently. Is there something wrong with someone?" Nan Qing threw the first-aid kit to Nan Yi.
"Um……"
"Who?"
"Wu Tong."
"No wonder..."
"No wonder what?"
"No wonder you are abnormal."
"Is it that obvious?"
"It's very obvious."
"Then there's no way."
"What is there to do? I have seen it all. You stare at that girl of Man Yue every day. Wu Tong is protecting Man Yue. You should know that. You always treat people you admire with an almost perverted way." The previous ones either committed suicide or went crazy. You should take it easy this time, since you are not an enemy, you don’t need to be so ruthless.”
"It's a sad thing to call me on."
"You know it yourself?"
"We're all the same, what are you shouting about?"
"Go, go, don't be an eyesore here." Nan Yi tried to send Nan Qing away.
"You don't want to tell me what happened just now?"
"I'm so tired, I'll send you the surveillance video later. It's all those wolf cubs raised by the Golden Dragon Gang, they almost killed me." Nan Yi kept blowing the medicine on his feet.
"Xie Lu knows something he shouldn't know."
"Don't worry, he won't say anything. I saved him, but he can still cause me trouble? On the way back, he didn't even ask. What kind of countermeasures should be used, you think people are more sure than me, what are you talking about here?"
"I can't see anyone clearly now..." After saying that, Nan Qing left without even closing the door.
Nan Yi was startled, it was obvious that Nan Qing's last words were addressed to her, it was a warning to save face.
Nan Yi erased several videos of Wu Tong, and everyone here knew that this kind of unauthorized modification of member information was never done by Nan Yi before.
For Wu Tong, she did a lot of things that she shouldn't do in principle. Nan Yi worried that she was digging her own grave, but if she did it again, Nan Yi would still do it.
Everyone likes her usual attitude of having nothing to do with herself, especially Yang Zi, such a relative who has no ambitions but is capable, is naturally the best right-hand man.
Nan Yi is not like Nan Qing who always stabs people, she is absolutely good-looking and a good companion.
But although Nan Qing often caused troubles, everything was shown on the bright side, one was one, two was two, everything was clear and clear, which would save people a lot of effort.
As for Nan Yi, she is always in a haze, making people more and more unpredictable. Since Wu Tong joined the Golden Dragon Gang, she has done a lot of things that violate the rules. This is not a good start. If it is pure protection, That's okay, if you have other thoughts, it will be troublesome.
The Yu sisters are getting closer and closer to the high-level, and they know more and more things. Some things should have been transferred to them, but now they can't fully trust them. Yangzi is actually a little tired. I have all realized what is easy to fight and hard to defend.
During the confrontation with the wolves, Xie Lu still suffered a little trauma, which was nothing to him.
The pain in his heart was the real pain, and he was allowed to rest for two days. He wanted to refuse, but let it go.
It's time to take some time to sort out my thoughts and Tingting's things.
But how to sort it out, it's all belonging to two people, and it's all two people's memories.
A pair of toothbrushes, blue and pink, the blue belongs to Tingting, and the pink belongs to Xie Lu. At that time, Tingting snatched the blue that both of them like, while the pink is what both of them hate.
The toothpaste smells like green bamboo, which is Tingting's favorite smell...
Xie Lu will continue to suffer from all this familiarity and tormented by this longing.
Xie Lu found the cardboard box and put Tingting's cosmetics, clothes, small accessories such as bracelets, necklaces and earrings, toiletries, etc. one by one into it. He didn't plan to throw it away or burn it. He wanted to use tape Seal it tightly, and he must keep it well.
On Tingting's bedside table, there is a stack of diaries. Xie Lu knows that Tingting has the habit of keeping diaries. He respects other people's privacy, so he never reads Tingting's diaries. Now that Tingting is gone, should he What about taking a look?
Xie Lu stroked the notebook, the texture of cowhide felt very good.
Xie Lu was sitting by the window under the afterglow, the early autumn sunshine was soft and gentle, his bangs were a bit long, it was time to cut them.Holding the diary, Xie Lu looked at the scattered fallen leaves outside the window. They were still bright and not withered, but he had already lost. He intended to take back these endless thoughts, but failed. Seeing the dirty window, He couldn't help muttering, it's time to clean the windows; originally Tingting would have said this to him.
As long as everything here is related to Xie Lu, there must be a shadow of Tingting.
Xie Lu directly turned to the last few pages of the diary. He guessed that Tingting would leave a few blank pages at the end of each diary, and he was right.
Xie Lu stared blankly at the white paper, remained silent for a long time, and then wrote on it:
Tingting, I really miss the quiet paths we walked together, the old bookstalls we visited together, the meals you cooked for me, and your...
Xie Lu can't write anymore, they have too many memories, so many that they can never finish writing, they also have quarrels and quarrels, but in each other's heart, the one you love is always beautiful.
Love can beautify all imperfections, love can forgive all faults.
There is such a passage on the cover of the diary, which should be copied by Tingting from somewhere:
If I could put time in a bottle,
The first thing I do is,
Save each day for eternity,
I will spend time with you slowly.
If I could turn time into eternity,
If all my wishes come true,
I will save every day like a baby,
Spend time with you again...
Autumn comes and geese go, how can there be eternity, and which is not eternity.
Gathering and scattering, parting and reuniting, coming and going, people are always lonely anyway.
June 2011, 6 Weather: Overcast
A letter I won’t show you, hehe~
In fact, I didn’t take it seriously at the beginning. Although I said I liked you very much, I didn’t know at the time whether my feelings for you were like family affection for my brother, or I really liked you. You used your family as an excuse to break up I was still wondering whether I should give up this ridiculous relationship completely, after all, it is not tolerated by the world, and then I also tried to do some things to make up for you, to fill up the guilt I felt towards you, and then I did more and more The more it hurt, the more I woke up, and it turned out that I was really in love.
March 2012, 3 Weather: Sun and rain
It's not that I look forward to the future too well, but that the future with you must be beautiful.
Weather on May 2012, 5: moderate rain
I really like to read and write quietly under the warm light of the desk lamp. This kind of tranquility is beautiful, but you are the only one missing.
I'm not sure if you'll miss me often...
What exactly is "perfect"?In fact, I have never thought about it in detail. Tomorrow's me may overturn today's definition. There is only one thing that will not change, that is, we must go on happily.
September 2012, 9 Weather: cloudy to heavy rain
What you said the night before, and last night, really broke my heart.
——“What you can give may not necessarily be what I want.”——
This relationship that should not have started is what you insisted on, and you pulled me onto this road of no return, no, it’s not a road of no return, I can choose to give up this road, but, but, but you...
Do you know how hurtful your words are?Do you know how ridiculous your words are?
Maybe it was a sincere word you said casually, but it really made my heart fall into the ice cellar. I can't give much, but what I try to give you may not be what you want. That's all. In a word, I will always understand that what I give is not what you need.
For a moment, I didn't know what I should do, what I could do, and what I could accomplish.
April 2013, 4 Weather: Sunny
The charm of words always hurt my eyes and reminded me of my hibernating dream when I was about to fade away.
June 2014, 5 Weather: Overcast
Walking into the brightly lit shopping mall, pieces of clothes with different styles, both similar and slightly different, are hung on their respective posts, willing or unwilling to be touched, caressed and hurt by people who like or dislike, Poor awaits the unknown owner.
Although we are also fixed in different places to varying degrees, we have thinking, strength, can resist, and can change our destiny.If you don't want to, it's very simple, make an item dominated by others.
Life in the Golden Dragon Gang is getting more and more difficult, Xiao Lu and I can get through it...
The weather on May 2014, 5: clear sky
I like to be quiet and alone, but why do I look so cold today? It's been a long, long, long time since I've cried so presumptuously.
on the wilderness,
all i need is you,
You do not understand,
What you need is brilliance,
I understand,
You turn around and leave my following eyes behind,
I turned around, but you left resolutely,
Maybe,
I am me,
you are you
Me and you
also you and me
After all, they are two different words.
May 2014, 5 Weather: Uncertain
Xiao Lu has become more and more irritable and impatient recently. The matter in Nanqing has calmed down, and he still can't let go. I don't even know how to communicate with him.
It's really irritating, working as a coolie in the cafeteria every day, it's really irritating, it's really suffering.
Xiao Lu doesn’t know what he’s thinking, what’s his plan, he abducted me before I graduated from primary school, but now he’s so unclear, it’s really not a thing, when he made a vow at the beginning, things will happen to him Yes, and look forward and backward like this again, afraid of wolves and tigers in the future.Back off, eh?Isn't it too late... I really want to curse!
June 2014, 6 Weather: It's so good, I can't say anything, it's just...
Last night, I failed to return to the Golden Dragon Gang, and did not go back to sleep in the dormitory. When I came back in the morning, Xiao Lu had a look of anger on her face. Although she didn't explode in front of me, I knew she was not far from it.
Yu Qiang took me to meet a fashion designer. In my opinion, Yu Qiang is a rare good person in the Golden Dragon Gang, as good as Sister Yiyi. She said she would help us, but how could she go against Nan Qing? After all, I am a withdrawn student from Nanqing.
Anyway, I seem to see some light.
It's just that he drank too much wine last night, and later became unconscious, so he couldn't rush back to the Golden Dragon Gang.Maybe Yu Qiang arranged a hotel for me. When I woke up in the morning, I was wearing a new set of pajamas. Nothing happened at night. The designer looks very decent, and he is definitely not a hypocrite. What is his name? I think I thought, it seems to be Sun Qi. His works are very top-notch, but he has been hiding his name and not appearing on the mountain. It seems that he is a difficult person to be moved.
It seems that Yu Qiang will become the second in command of the Golden Dragon Gang sooner or later. If I can cooperate with this designer, if I can give the boss a good impression through Yu Qiang and do something useful, then I will have the opportunity to leave the back kitchen. It would be great to have resumed my student status.
July 2014, 7 Weather: light rain
God, what to do?I'm actually pregnant...
how is this possible?how can that be possible?I have never done anything, how could I be pregnant?
It's too oolong.
By the way, it must not be the designer, how is it possible, how is it possible!
It was Yu Qiang who was stumped, it was impossible, it must be Nan Qing, it must be Nan Qing who forced Yu Qiang to do it.
This vicious woman is too deceptive!
Forbearance, compromise...what's the use?The result is still the same, I want revenge, I want to resist, at all costs.
Xie Lu closed the diary. It turned out that there were so many things he didn't know, that Tingting had concealed so many thoughts and feelings, and that I had hurt her so much.
Now it's too late to make up for it.
Nanqing, and Nanqing again.
Xie Lu thought of Yu Qiang, she should go to her and ask her, she is going to meet the designer named Sun Qi.
Xie Lu took a walk in the gazebo of the manor, hoping to meet Yu Qiang, who often reads in the gazebo at four or five o'clock in the afternoon.
It's September, and it's still very hot, but the sun is less venomous than it was in August.
After two or three o'clock in the afternoon, the breeze gradually picked up, making people comfortable.
There are 3 yellow pavilions in total, divided into three rows A, B, and C, with six rows in each row. Row A is next to the blue pavilion. Usually, veteran students of grades 4 and [-] are in the yellow pavilions in row A. The two sisters Yu Qiang and Yuwei often live in the middle. Pavilion A[-] and Pavilion A[-] can be regarded as their exclusive pavilions.
Xie Lu sat in booth C6 and watched from a distance, waiting quietly. At five o'clock, Yu Qiang appeared, and Xie Lu got up and walked to booth A4.
"Sister Yu Qiang."
Yu Qiang put down the computer, "What's the matter?"
"Yes."
"Sit down."
Xie Lu sat opposite and said bluntly, "I want to meet Sun Qi."
Yu Qiang tugged at the corner of her mouth, with a half-smile, "He doesn't know you, so he may not be willing to see you."
"You took Tingting to see him, why can't you also bring me to see him?"
"Tingting is here to do something for me."
Xie Lu replied immediately: "I can also do things for you."
"you?"
"I!"
"No."
"why?"
"I don't trust you."
"I'm Tingting's girlfriend, you trust her, why can't you trust me."
"Because Tingting is innocent, but you are not."
"I thought I was more suitable than Tingting, too simple may not be good, isn't it?"
Yu Qiang stared at the black computer screen, thought for a moment, wrote a string of phone numbers on the paper, and handed it to Xie Lu.
"You contact him yourself, tell him about Tingting, and say that you will take over Tingting's work."
"Thank you."
That night, Xie Lu met Sun Qi.
There were only three or five families in the high-end residential area of Guanzhou High-tech Zone. Xie Lu found Sun Qi's house according to the house number.
The bell rang seven times, and with a soft "boom", the door opened.
There was a handsome man's face on the display screen by the door, "I'm on the second floor."
Xie Lu thought to himself, this is too impolite, the door is not even opened when the guests come, what kind of hospitality is this.
When she found Sun Qi following the sound, Sun Qi was engrossed in playing video games.
Sun Qi caught a glimpse of the visitor and greeted him, "Come in, come in and sit anywhere."
After Xie Lu sat on the sofa, he looked around the room, seeing rows of movie discs and game discs.
"Oh, I opened the door for you just now, this game was almost a gameover, it's okay, it's okay, it's lucky that I'm good, hahaha..."
Seeing that Sun Qi is a casual person, Xie Lu took out a DVD and put it in the VCR to watch it.
Sun Qi was completely unaffected, and concentrated on killing. Two hours passed, and when the ending song of the movie sounded, Sun Qi just passed the level. Sun Qi stretched comfortably, and then turned around to look carefully. people.
The boy in front of him was wearing golden sneakers, loose jeans, simple black short sleeves, neat short hair, and a slightly pale face.
"Your name?"
"Thank you Lu."
"Oh……"
(End of this chapter)
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