Time carved for no reason

Chapter 42 Afterword
During the years of creating this work, I deeply felt the pressure from my work itself. Most of the time, it was not I who created it, but it found me back.

It is simply anti-client, to which I cannot protest but to allow the relationship to be reversed.

Serving this master is indeed not easy, it is arrogant and shy, and usually refuses to show its true colors to others, every time I write something that is not satisfactory, or write something that I have covered up, I have to put down the etiquette of being a guest, strip my clothes Master's clothes, find what I really want to write out.

Facing reality is a desperate act, which means that fantasy is no longer there, like peeling an onion to the end, leaving only a core.But I am also grateful for the emotion of despair, without which I cannot be sincere.But now, I have gradually broken away from that desperate state of creation, and I have completely stayed out of it, facing this work with ease.Now my relationship with it is not a host and a guest, but a friend who shares weal and woe.

In the process of my creation, I have received courageous support from too many people. For cowards, courage is the most valuable. I would like to thank an old friend for giving me the source of inspiration.Thanks to my mother, who gave me the fire of courage.Thanks also to myself, who gave me the pain of despair.

(End of this chapter)