The blue-chip man loves the righteous woman: attacking the heart and capturing the love

Chapter 209 Born for love and died without love 2
The engagement ceremony was successfully concluded, and Shen Jiaman quietly left the scene, walking alone on the side of the road, with a lot of emotions in her heart, everyone has their own likes and dislikes, what she likes is something that others cannot understand; what others like , is beyond her reach.So, she can only be alone.

"Jiaman, Jiaman..."

Zhang Meili's call came from behind her. She stopped and turned her head, and asked softly, "Why did you come out?"

"Let's find a place to talk."

"You are the protagonist today, how can you be absent?"

"Oh, it doesn't matter, anyway, the ceremony is over, it doesn't matter if you are there during the meal."

Without any explanation, Zhang Meili dragged her by the arm into a coffee shop.

The melodious music eased the dull feeling in her heart. Shen Jiaman was stirring the coffee in front of her while adding sugar to it. Zhang Meili stared at her as if she didn't know her.

"Is there something on my face?"

"Didn't you never add sugar to your coffee?"

Shen Jiaman smiled: "If you don't add sugar, it will be too bitter."

"It wasn't bitter before then?"

"At least it's not as bitter as it is now."

In the past, it was okay to be bitter, after all, there were sweet times, but now, there is no taste except bitterness.

"What are you going to do?"

Zhang Meili returned to the subject, she could no longer bear to see her friend sad.

"I'm going to go to B************J? What are you doing in BJ?"

"Look for Lin Chuan."

Cough... Zhang Meili rolled her eyes suddenly, and almost choked her trachea with a mouthful of hot coffee.

"Aren't you really pregnant with Lin Chuan's child? Are you going to meet his father and son?"

"What nonsense."

"Then why are you looking for him?"

"I want to ask him clearly what his ambiguous words mean. I firmly believe that he must have lied to me. It is impossible for him to do such a thing to me."

"That's not necessarily the case. When a man faces a woman he likes, especially when he's drunk, his primitive desires can't be controlled no matter how rational he is."

"Do you also think this child belongs to Lin Chuan?"

Zhang Meili hurriedly waved her hand: "Of course not, I just thought that Lin Chuan might really have taken you, but child, I didn't say it must be his."

"That's why I'm going to find him. Now only he can prove my innocence."

"Can't get in touch with him?"

"His original mobile phone number has been deactivated, and the email address he sent me last time has also been deactivated."

"Then where are you going to find him? Do you know where his family lives?"

Shen Jiaman shook his head: "That's the trouble, but I still want to try."

"Forget it. In a place as big as BJ, it's not a matter of a day or two to find someone. You're pregnant now. Even if you can find him, you'll probably have a big belly. What will you do then? He wants to talk about a child What do you do if it's his?"

"impossible!"

"Nothing is impossible. Don't be afraid of [-], just in case. It's better not to take risks."

Zhang Meili took a sip of coffee: "When Lin Chuan said that the child was his, and forced you to stay with him to have a child with you, things would be troublesome."

"I've thought about all of this, but I'm really at a loss. Mu Yuanchen now asks me to make a choice. If I choose the child, I will give up him. If I choose him, I will give up the child. No matter who the child is, he is also a life. We have no choice." Isn't it the right to deprive others of the life given by God?"

"Hey, you don't want to give up on Mu Yuanchen, and you don't want to give up on your child, but the reality is so ruthless. There's no such thing as having your cake and eating it too."

Shen Jiaman put one hand on her forehead and fell into deep thought. Seeing that she couldn't make a choice, Zhang Meilino suggested: "I advise you to kill the child."

She raised her head abruptly, a little unable to accept that her friend would say such a thing.

"You and Mu Yuanchen are still young, you can have as many children as you want in the future, why give up a forest for a tree? Think about it, would you be happy in your life without Mu Yuanchen? Mu Yuanchen is gone You, can he live well? Maybe you think my suggestion is cruel, but there is no way, if you don't want to suffer for the rest of your life, cruel suggestion is your best choice. "

Shen Jiaman left the coffee shop in a daze and went back to the wisteria garden. When she was still immersed in Zhang Meili's suggestion and couldn't help herself in pain, such pain came one after another, and one after another, people began to find her one after another.

First, Mu Yuanchen's second sister, Mu Yazi, took her to her parents' grave, and asked in front of the undead, "Have you thought about what to do?"

Shen Jiaman was a little surprised, she shook her head: "I don't quite understand what you mean."

"I am aware of the problems between you and my fourth brother. From a fair point of view, my elder sister and my brother-in-law did something wrong, but they also paid the price for it. I saw it yesterday. My fourth brother, he is really emaciated, and now my eldest sister has no face to see him, and as the second sister, I can only stand up and speak out."

"What does Second Sister want to say?"

"Kill the child."

Shen Jiaman's heart skipped a beat, and she was the one who advised her to abort the child. Could it be that she is the only one who thinks that life is precious?
"Perhaps you think it's cruel for me to say such things, but this is a cruel thing. If my elder sister hadn't been involved in this matter, I really don't know what my fourth brother would do. I'm older than you Big, naturally you know more than you, no matter how much two people love each other, it is impossible to tolerate everything, there are always some things that cannot be tolerated, such as the situation you are facing now."

Mu Yazi paused for a moment, and took her hand: "Comparing your heart to your heart, you stand in the position of my fourth brother, can you tolerate an unknown child?"

"I may not be tolerant, but I will not force him to kill a fresh life."

"Then what are you going to do? Deceive yourself and continue living with him or leave him?"

"If you can't fool yourself, then leave."

"Leaving? What about after leaving?"

Mu Yazi was aggressive, as if she wanted to force her until she had nothing to say.

"It may be painful, but for the sake of the children, I will live well."

"If you think like this in your heart, I think your thoughts are very irresponsible, not to mention the psychological shadow that single-parent families will cause on children. Are you, a single mother, capable and confident to take care of your children? You can let him Growing up happily without worrying about food and clothing, can your parents accept having a child out of wedlock? And the most important thing is that the father is unknown."

Mu Yazi's words hit the nail on the head, and Shen Jiaman's heart ached unbearably.

"So, that's why you can't leave. You can't even deceive yourself. The Mu family can't tolerate other people's blood getting in. Maybe you think you can take a gamble, maybe you have half the chance of winning, but I have to be realistic Let me tell you that half the chance of winning is equal to no chance of winning, because you can't afford to lose."

Shen Jiaman's tears fell uncontrollably: "Second Sister, what you said makes sense, but I also have principles that I want to stick to. If I kill this child, I will never have peace in my heart. Maybe, I will hate your fourth brother, and maybe, we will never go back at all."

"Don't be so stubborn, that child is not a child yet, he is just an embryo, as long as you bear with it a little bit, all this will pass, you can get married, you can have your own children, in the future, there will be no more Such a painful thing happened."

Mu Yazi looked at the photo of her parents and said: "You also know that my father betrayed my mother. As a child of the Mu family, my fourth brother is the saddest among them, because when we were young, our parents were in front of us. He is extremely loving, so when he grew up, the fourth brother regarded his parents as objects of worship. He once secretly told me that in the future, he would also find a woman to love her like a father loves his mother. At that time, parents He is still alive, and has no ambiguous relationship with the Jiang family. He said so, and I believe he can do it, but after many years, who would have thought that everything would have changed. Uncle Jiang Shan’s exposure made him The best worship in the fourth brother's heart was destroyed a little bit, but he still told me that no matter how disappointing love is, he is still willing to believe that the woman who stays by his side now will bring him new hope. In my heart, there is such an important weight, the weight that can bring him hope, so, second sister begs you, in front of my parents, promise that you will not leave him, let alone give up on him, okay?"

(End of this chapter)