Raiders of the favorite concubine of Qing Dynasty

Chapter 174

"Congratulations to Concubine Yan, I will take my leave for now." I said blessing to Concubine Yan, seeing that Concubine Yan was still in a daze, I turned to Lan'er and told: "Lan'er, then you stay and take care of your wife."

"Shuyi, no, Lin Xi, can you stay and talk to me." The moment I turned around, Yan Pin's cold hand held me, and there was helplessness and pleading in her tone, I couldn't help but feel a little unbearable.

"Okay." I said as I put her hand under the quilt, and comforted me with kind words: "No matter what, you are not alone now, take care of yourself and your child."

"I never thought I would have a child, I never thought about it." Two lines of tears were left in Yan Bin's eyes, there were excitement, confusion and helplessness, her eyes were too helpless, like a person about to drown Can't find a survival kickboard.

"Your Majesty must be overjoyed, she's speechless." I glanced at the servants in the room with sharp eyes and said, "My Majesty Yan needs to recuperate, please step back."

In Zhongcui Palace, I am a palace servant who teaches others. I deeply feel that I have a tendency to enter the room and turn against guests. However, God knows what terrible things Yan Yan will say next, and the servants in this room may not be completely reliable.

Seeing that everyone retreated, I let go of my hanging heart.

"I'm not worthy of being a mother." Yan Yan said as she stroked her lower abdomen, as if she was feeling the existence of a small life.I watched her eyelashes tremble slightly, her eyes were full of confusion, and I suddenly felt that she might be the person most similar to me in this palace.

"Lin Xi, do you know why you almost had a miscarriage?" Yan Yan said with another layer of moisture in her eyes.

I glanced at her in bewilderment, thinking about what she said just now, I understood a little bit.

"After entering the palace, I gradually realized that I couldn't afford to have a child. My diet, tea, and spices were all deliberately contraceptive. I thought about simply being by the emperor's side like this. Stay here quietly until he remembers me, even if he can't remember, I'm willing to look at him and think about him from a distance, as long as I'm by his side." Yan Pin said with a choked up voice, she Taking a breath, he continued, "I didn't know I was pregnant, so I almost killed it. I didn't deserve it in the first place, and I don't deserve it now."

Telling me like this, how does she think that I am a trustworthy person?I was a little shocked when I heard it. There were people with such high consciousness in the ancients.I suddenly felt a sense of sympathy for each other, and I looked at Yan Yan with a little more friendliness. I comforted me and said, "You are very brave, you are brave if you don't want a child, and you are even braver if you have a child and choose to keep him. Not everyone can do that." Knowing that there are tigers in the mountain, he will go to the mountain of tiger."

"Lin Xi, you are really different from other people. The first time I saw you, I thought we were very similar. Maybe it's the same goal by different routes. It's a pity." Yan Yan said with a trace of helplessness and longing on the corner of his mouth, as if breaking through With a clear sky in the hazy eyes, she said with relief: "Now that I have her, I hope she will be a beautiful woman, a happy princess, and grow up safely and healthily."

Although I didn't want to spoil this peaceful and happy moment, I still asked, "What if it's a boy?"

Concubine Yan was startled, her drooping eyelashes fluttered a little, she sighed and said: "I will protect him from wind and rain, I don't ask him to be rich, I don't ask him to be talented, but I want to be safe and happy."

"You are a great mother." I couldn't help being a little moved.

"I hope." Yan Bin said, gazing at the lower abdomen with gentle eyes.

I feel a little sad in my heart, she is kind and brave, if it were me, do I have such courage.

"By the way, I have something to tell you. Maybe I shouldn't talk about it, but I can't bear that Lan'er goes the wrong way and trusts the wrong person." Yan Yan said with a slightly worried expression on her brows.

"You mean that guard named Jing Ming?" I raised my eyes to meet her surprised eyes, and smiled wryly, "Under the same roof, how could I not know about her changes."

Concubine Yan looked at me deeply: "Lan'er is so happy, but it's a pity that she doesn't understand your painstaking efforts."

"You also know that Lan'er is delicate and introverted. She thinks more than what I see. I don't know how to tell her. I can only guide her slowly and hint her." I felt a little relieved in my heart. If you have someone to talk about, you will not be so lonely.

"It's right to love someone, even if you know that person doesn't love you." As Yan Pin said, sadness flashed in her eyes, perhaps thinking of herself. After a while of silence, she coughed in embarrassment and said, "Today Lan Er told me that the guard was going to elope with her, and the runner was a concubine. Lan Er was in a daze. I didn't want to stand by and watch her do something wrong. No matter how I told her, there was always a layer of separation. Today I can persuade her , But what about in the future? She doesn't want to tell you that she doesn't want to cause trouble for you. Lan'er is a person with low self-esteem. Although she tries very hard to make herself worthy of being your right-hand man, she still feels that it is not enough. Only you can persuade her now."

"It's my fault, I forgot to take her feelings into consideration. She is so stupid, she is like my relatives, who would care how capable and powerful her relatives are, I just want her to be happy and stable. Besides, how could she She is useless, cooking, needlework, everything is perfect, and a person like me who knows nothing can live well, and she shouldn't feel inferior at all."

"You should tell her these things." Yan Bin said and glanced behind me.

I followed her gaze and turned my head. Lan'er was standing behind her holding tea, with tears in her eyes.

When did she come in?Recently, my ability in this area has really gradually deteriorated.I looked at it with a little bit of joy in my heart. After all, I didn’t know how to say it, but I said it, and there was also a little bit of embarrassment, which was similar to the feeling of nostalgia.

I was so grateful that I looked at Yan Pin and said: "Miss Yan Pin, take a good rest, and pay more attention to your body on weekdays, so I will take my leave."

"After talking for a long time, I forgot the most important thing. Lin Xi, thanks to you today, I almost became the most cruel mother, and I didn't even have a chance to redeem my sins." Yan Yan said with gratitude in her eyes.

"Be with each other."

I took Lan'er back to the Xinxin Pavilion, on the way Lan'er said timidly: "Auntie, I was wrong, can you forgive me?"

"What's wrong with you? Men are afraid of entering the wrong profession, women are afraid of marrying the wrong man, and marrying the wrong man will ruin your life. A man who teaches you to elope is definitely not your lover. You don't have to make a decision right away, but I I hope you can try to discover his essence slowly, and don't be fooled by the surface. No matter how nice the sweet words are, they can't be worth the subtle sincere actions at the critical moment."

"Auntie, I know." Lan Er's eyes were hidden, and she could see the reluctance and entanglement in her heart.

(End of this chapter)