Second marriage itch

Chapter 247 Xue Duyun (11)

Facing her, all my sanity went to hell.

I know I hurt her again, but when I decided to have her, I was ready to take responsibility.

When I woke up, there was nothing around me.

When I got out of the tent and found that my car was gone, I was really nervous.

She only learned how to ride a bicycle during the day, and her skills are not good. At night, it was going downhill all the way. I didn't dare to think about it, so I just grabbed a car and chased it out.

Sure enough, she fell down. Fortunately, she just fell down.

I went to hug her and she pushed me away, apparently disappointed in me.

Of course I don't want him to disappoint me, I said I want to marry her, I said I didn't marry her because I slept with her, but she didn't seem to believe it and asked me why.

Yes, for her, we only met a few times, how can I convince her that I am serious about marrying her?

At that time, we were all past the age of dreaming, and it was impossible to believe in love at first sight.I don't even dare to tell her about the past, and I dare not let her know that I think she has been thinking about it for many years.

So I had no choice but to move my grandpa out. Grandpa's illness and wishes were also true. I didn't lie to her, at least let her believe that I was serious.As for liking and love, I dare not express it easily.

In fact, I don't know if my caring for her for so many years is love, and I don't know if my heartbeat when I saw her is love.At that moment, I was very contradictory and serious. The paradox was that I didn't know whether I had the ability to give her a sense of security given my identity and situation.But if I don't keep her by my side, I don't feel at all at ease. I hope to find a balance in the middle.

I don't know how she feels about me, but I hope to accompany her to experience the process of love for a long time.

She asked why it was her, and I said it was because she was very simple, and she was indeed very simple and pure.

There is another sentence I didn't tell her, because she is her, unique her.

We got the permit and she moved into my home.Although we sleep in separate rooms, I feel very satisfied to be under the same roof with her.

Driving home at night with the lights on in the living room.

I opened the car window, looked at the living room, lost my mind for a while.

For so many years, every time I come back to this home, what awaits me is dark and cold.But starting today, with one more person, everything has changed.

We sat on the sofa and chatted for a while.

She said she wanted to find a job, and she said that if one day I met someone I really liked, she would be willing to divorce me.

But she is the person I really like, but I have concerns and can't say it out.

Lying on the bed at night, although there is a wall between me and her, I feel very at ease in my heart.

It's a level of solidity that has never been seen in so many years.

I took her shopping for clothes and shoes, and made up for her as much as I could materially.

On the way home we ran into a wedding.

It is said that a woman is the most beautiful on the day when she wears a wedding dress.

At that moment, many fantasies arose in my mind. I imagined that she must look beautiful in a wedding dress.The person holding her is me, and I will feel that I am the happiest person in the world at that moment.

However, I can't give her a wedding and tell everyone with a lot of fanfare that she is my wife.

Because the higher the profile, the more dangerous it is to her.

When I said that I couldn't give her a wedding for the time being, I could also see her loss.

I thought, maybe I can wait until the day when I let go of all the burdens, and then I will give her the wedding she wants.

I hope that when that day comes, we are still young.Even if she is no longer young, she will be the most beautiful bride in my heart.

Although there was no banquet, we invited a meal at home, and the guests were nothing more than my brother and her only sister.

She cooks, and I go into the kitchen to help her.

I think two people cooking together is a kind of happiness full of smoke and fire.

She asked me about my work, and while there was nothing shady about my status as a businessman, I figured it would be better for her to know as little as possible.

The atmosphere that night was always good, but I didn't expect that when Shen Yu went to help me get my coat, he would also take off the guitar.

I haven't touched a guitar for many years, because the guitar can easily awaken my guilt and self-blame towards Nanxi.

I got angry not because she touched the guitar, but more because of myself.

It wasn't until she carefully apologized to me that I realized, did I scare her?

Holding her to sleep that night, I could feel her nervousness.

The nephrite jade is warm and fragrant in my arms, I did have the reaction a man should have, but I restrained myself.

Although I have already asked her once, although we are already husband and wife, I still hope that you can love me for this kind of thing.

But I really think there will be a day when I can't restrain myself.

Du Xin has been singing in Zhuofan's bar for some time, she is different from other singers, she has a refined temperament that is not stained by mud.This is very similar to Nanxi, except that she is a little more cold and calm than Nanxi.

She can sing our songs back then, which is probably why Zhuo Fan and I have been taking care of her more.Today's young people, there are not many who still remember the Thorn Bird, and even fewer can sing.

It's been a long time since I've had a fight, and that seems to be something the early twenties do. (Beating He Xu is not considered a fight)
But when I picked up the wine bottle and smashed it directly on the man's head that day, I felt really happy.

Because he not only molested Du Xin, but also verbally insulted Nan Xi, his mouth was really stinky.

Even if Nan Xi has been dead for many years, I will not allow anyone to insult her.

Even if I can't make up for this fight and bring her back to life, I won't allow it, never allow it.

When Shen Yu rushed towards me, I knew the danger existed and dragged her forward.

Fortunately, the wine bottle finally hit my head and didn't hurt her.I am very fortunate and relieved, and at the same time I am a little moved. I know that at the moment when she rushed over just now, she had no time to think about it.

So does it mean that she already has me in her heart?
I think I must have laughed like an idiot.

Unexpectedly, that fight also brought unexpected gains.

At the police station, all those involved in the fight had their identities registered, and Zhao Lei attracted the attention of the police.His surveillance also began at that time.

That night, Zhuo Fan mentioned eight years ago.

Yes, I don't deny that the fight was because of Nanxi, and they all thought that it was because of Nanxi that I approached Shen Yu.However, the real relationship between me and Shen Yu is unknown to anyone except myself.

I don't know how much she heard from my conversation with Zhuo Fan, but I noticed her restlessness.

I don't know how to explain it to her. After all, I can't tell her clearly about many things in the past.

Women need a sense of security, I understand.When Nanxi was with me back then, probably because he lacked that sense of security?

I calmed down her uneasiness with one word. I told her that after having her, I feel like home. I like to see her busy in the kitchen. I said that I really want to spend my whole life with her.

I can't tell her that she is my dream many years ago, but I hope she can read my feelings from my words.

That night, I lured her to help me wipe my body in the name of my injured hand.

Cough cough, I admit that my purpose is not pure.

At that time, I felt that the two of us were fighting each other, and we both had feelings.In the end, Grandpa interrupted everything with a phone call and tricked us to Qingping overnight.

Knowing that I was cheated by grandpa, I was really...depressed.

It wasn't until that night, under my initiative and semi-cause, that I finally completed what I was interrupted last night and didn't have time to complete.

She was really young and nervous in bed.In fact, I'm also nervous. It's a man's instinct to want her, but I'm afraid that I won't be good enough in front of her, and I'm also afraid that she will strongly reject me.

Fortunately, she slowly adapted to me, from being nervous to accepting, from accepting to enjoying.

For this matter, she feels guilty, which indirectly shows that she has not accepted the fact that she and I are husband and wife subconsciously.She needs time, I can understand that.

That night, I saw Seagull on her mobile phone, and I knew that she had been in touch with Xu Yafei.And her QQ is called "Fish Looking Up at Seagulls".

But I guess, she probably didn't know that the seagull was Xu Yafei.

The next day, I immediately registered a new QQ, named "The Cat That Loves Fish", and hooked up with the fish looking up at the seagull.

Cats and fish are the relationship between hunter and prey. Well, I feel that the name is quite perfect!

Those two days in Qingping were probably the most relaxing and comfortable days we had.Away from the hustle and bustle of the city and the hustle and bustle of the world, we seek the tranquility and romance in nature.

When I carried her down the mountain, she quietly hugged my neck and stuck to my back. At that moment, there was a faint happiness in my heart. I don’t know if she also felt the same.

I know that grandpa will definitely like her, because grandpa likes a simple, kind, filial and hardworking girl like her.

Originally, I planned to stay in Qingping for a week, but the editor-in-chief of Nancheng Evening News suddenly called. I thought he must have found what I wanted.So I decided to go back to Nancheng the next day.

Another thing I have to mention here is that Shen Yu saw the photo of me and Nanxi.At that time, I put away the photos in twos and threes. After thinking about it, I overreacted.

In fact, it was no big deal for her to see photos of deceased people many years ago.I don't know what mood I was in at the time, am I guilty?Maybe a little bit.After all, Nanxi is the person I once wanted to marry.

On the last night in Qingping, my grandfather handed me an invitation card.

Grandpa used to be the dean of Huashan Hospital, and had some friendship with Dean Ji of Rende Hospital. This time, Dean Ji married his daughter, so he specially invited grandpa to the wedding banquet.Grandpa was afraid of being dragged to drink, so let us go for him.

This is really like God's arrangement!

(End of this chapter)