Second marriage itch

Chapter 252 Xue Duyun (16)

Shen Yu couldn't resist the drowsiness and went upstairs to sleep, and we drank for a long time.

In my impression, Xu Yafei has always been well-behaved, a model of three good students.

When we were in a band together, except for making music, he didn't participate in other bad student things, such as fighting or gambling.Later, he studied abroad again, so it is rare for him to take the initiative to invite people to drink like this.

Clinked another glass with me, he drank it all at once, put down the glass, and leaned back on the chair.

He didn't drink well, and his face turned red before he had drunk much, and even his neck changed color.

That is, when he was drunk, he showed me his cards.

"Duyun, you know that I lived in the same place as Shen Yu when I was young. I liked her very much at that time. Maybe you thought that you were young at that time and didn't know what to like or not, but at that time Feelings are very pure, I just like it. And I like it until now.”

Having said that, he smiled wryly, as if he thought he was a little ridiculous.

Then he raised his head slightly, staring blankly at a certain place, as if lost in memory.

"She has been thin and small since she was a child, but her eyes are big, her eyelashes are long, and her voice is sweet and cute. At that time, I couldn't tell what kind of feelings I had for her, but I just wanted to get close to her instinctively. I want to protect her, and I will miss her when I can’t see her. If I hadn’t moved, studied abroad, and hadn’t had that major change in her family, I think I would have proposed to her at the right time. It’s a pity that all of this It's just if."

He smiled miserably, bit his lip, and couldn't hide a trace of sadness in his expression.

I didn't interrupt him, I just picked up the wine and refilled each other's glasses.

The things he said are actually tacit to each other, but we have never communicated positively.

"Since I was a child, I have lived too cautiously, and there are too many things I dare not do. Since the accident at her family, I didn't even dare to go back and look at her, because I was afraid that she would see a trace of sympathy in my eyes What people fear the most when they are in the most miserable times is the sympathetic eyes of others, because in those eyes, they can definitely see their poor self.”

"What happened to you was the biggest accident after I returned to China. Maybe I was a little unwilling at first, but when I saw the way she looked at you, I knew that I would never have a chance in my life. Duyun, she loves you , be nice to her, if you let her down, I will snatch her away from you."

I laughed, and he hiccupped, looking at me a little blankly.

"What are you laughing at? Do you think I don't dare? Or am I not capable of snatching it?"

I shook my head, picked up the wine glass and touched him, and said after drinking, "Don't worry, I will treat her well for the rest of my life."

We both drank all the wine that night, Xu Yafei was completely drunk, and I was seven or eight percent drunk, so I helped him into my room in a daze, and the three of us slept on the same bed all night.

The next day I went on a business trip as originally planned. Although Xu Yafei had confessed everything to me last night, I still believed that he was a gentleman.

During the few days of the business trip, I really missed her, and I missed her all the time.

I know, I'm getting deeper and deeper.

In fact, the more time passes, the more I feel that it is my honor to have her.

At least, when I was hospitalized with stomach problems, there was her by my side, giving me the warmth I longed for but never had for a long time.

She took good care of me, and the soup she cooked with her own hands is delicious, because there is a condiment called love in the soup.

After that hospitalization, Shen Yu strictly obeyed the doctor's orders and did not allow me to drink alcohol. In fact, it doesn't matter to me whether I drink alcohol or not. I am not addicted to alcohol. Get drunk.

After being discharged from the hospital, Shen Yu suddenly became weird, always mentioning the Thorn Bird and always asking some inexplicable questions.

"If you traveled back to eight years ago, when Nanxi was still alive, would you choose her or me?"

I can't answer this question.

How can I tell her that if I go back to eight years ago, I will still choose Nanxi?

Because at that time, I thought that I was not qualified to be close to her and like her.

I couldn't answer honestly, and I couldn't lie to her, so I had to choose not to answer.

I didn't know at the time that she had seen Nanbei's text message, but she told me about it after a long, long time, when she inadvertently recalled it.

She deliberately wanted to win over Yu Qian and Xu Yafei, so she left Xu Yafei in the restaurant that night, deliberately giving them a chance to be alone.She enjoys it so much, but how can I tell her that some fate cannot be forced?As long as she is happy.

But I slept until midnight that night and found that she was not there. I went out and walked to the stairs, and saw that the door of the villa was open, and there was faint music coming from the yard.

The cold wind blew in through the open door and poured into the entire empty villa.

The night was very quiet, and I could hear it clearly. The song was "Encounter".

I didn't go downstairs, but went back to my room, took out my cell phone, and called Xu Yafei.

"Yafei, is my wife lost?"

"She's downstairs, we're chatting." Xu Yafei said.

After a while, they heard the sound of them going upstairs.

Although I really believed in their character in my heart, I didn't know why, but I felt a little unhappy in my heart. Because of this unpleasant feeling, I hugged her hard into my arms and kissed him hard.

Maybe the more a man loves, the more selfish he is, this is true.

Xu Yafei proposed to move out the next day. I understood what he meant, and I also understood his embarrassment.

Two days later, he moved out.

During the two days when both Zhuo Fan and Li Luo were injured, Shen Yu often went to the hospital. I called her after get off work that day, and she said she was in the hospital. I went to pick her up but no one was there. Li Luo told me that she had just left.

After leaving the hospital, I quickly received a call that Shen Yu had been kidnapped.

The danger came from me, for the first time.

I also heard about the Jiang family.It was the Xue family who owed him the Jiang family, so I knew at the time that saving Jiang Ye was not Jiang Feng's goal at all, but his goal was the land next to Feishizhai.

But when Shen Yu asked about it, I dared not tell her that he wanted the land.

On this day, I had a lot of anxiety.

I don't know how much Jiang Feng knew about Shen Yu's father back then, but his appearance made me worry. I was worried that what happened back then would one day be revealed to the world.

And the arrival of Bei Nan is the beginning of the rift between Shen Yu and me.

After Nanxi's death, her phone number has been used by Nanbei all the time. Over the years, this number has not changed. It has always been stored in my mobile phone, and the saved name is still Nanxi.

North and South didn't call me before they came, so I did feel a little sudden.

But I don't think she will affect me and Shen Yu, but many things are beyond my control.

Since Nanxi passed away, I have indeed treated Nanxi very well, it can be said that I have treated Nanxi better than before. I put all my compensations on Beinan.

Nanbei has grown a lot taller, and she is already a big girl, but in my eyes, she is just a child, nothing else.

Letting Nanbei live at home was proposed by Shen Yu, and I thought so too. After all, I am really not at ease letting a girl from Nanbei live in a guest house by herself.

But I didn't expect that all the contradictions started from that moment.

In fact, when we were at the base, we also studied psychology. The north and the south are a little bit different, and they sometimes play tricks. I don't know.But I didn't think it was a big deal. She was born in a special family, and she was not so innocent at the age that should be innocent. She was also forced by the environment and life.

Speaking of which, if Nanxi was still there, she might be a really simple and good girl.

In the year when Nanxi had an accident, I said on her grave that I would help her take good care of her family, especially this younger sister who hadn't grown up yet.

I did indulge Nanbei a little bit, I just think that there is no need to be too serious about issues that have nothing to do with principles, she is still young after all.

Nanxi's photo frame was broken, and when I heard the movement, I happened to see Nanbei squatting on the ground crying.I was indeed in a bad tone at the time. I was not angry that Nanxi's photo frame was broken, but that the first night Nanbei came to my house had such a bad start.

That night, I didn't go back to my bedroom and stayed in the study.

When I walked out the door the next morning, I saw her come out of the bedroom with red and swollen eyes.She ignored me and went downstairs by herself.

My heart seemed to be hit by something heavy, not a taste.

What the hell have I done?Of course I don't want to hurt her, the last person I want to hurt is her.

Hearing her scream from the kitchen, I strode in and saw her shaking her hand, the back of her hand was flushed.And Nan Bei stayed where he was holding the spoon.

I hurriedly took her hand under the faucet and flushed, but she didn't want to talk to me and rushed upstairs.

I stood where I was, gently clenched my wet hands together, feeling powerless in my heart.

"Brother Duyun, let's eat noodles, it won't taste good after a while." Nan Bei said.

"you eat first."

I went to the refrigerator and got an ice pack and went upstairs.

Pulling her to sit down, I applied ice to her, and I could fully feel the resistance in her heart.

Looking at her drooping eyelashes and eyes still red and swollen under the eyelashes, I feel very guilty. The three words of sorry at that time were obviously so pale.

She was in tears, and she had secretly vowed not to let her be bullied and sad again, but now the person who made her cry was me.

But what can I do?Who can teach me?On both sides were people I swore to care for and protect, and it was impossible, even if there was a difference, to abandon one for the other.

In order to balance this relationship, I decided that Lao Yang would pick up the north and the south in the future.

The next night, Nan Bei said that she would come back later, but I asked Lao Yang to pick her up, but no one came.

Of course I was worried, she was not familiar with Nancheng, if something happened, how would I explain to Nanxi?

I was about to go see it in person when she called back, although she explained that she was going to stay up all night rehearsing for the next game and so she wasn't coming back.But I still felt that something was wrong with her that night.

I didn't know at the time that my father had done everything possible to separate Shen Yu and me.

(End of this chapter)