Second marriage itch

Chapter 264 Xue Duyun (28)

Na Dong said, "Geng Rong has an older brother, everyone calls him Brother Long. I heard that he has been living abroad and opening Chinese restaurants abroad. I have met him a few times, and he looks a little more sinister than a businessman. It’s not like a simple businessman, but I’m not sure whether he’s doing this kind of business, or whether he’s the person behind Geng Rong? These are not sure, it’s just a guess. But I think, Geng Rong was arrested, he Definitely won’t let it go.”

I know this very well. Grab a person and accumulate a hatred.One day my hidden identity will be exposed to the sun, and all eyes of revenge will be locked on me. At that time, I will become the target of public criticism.

When I was about to be discharged from the hospital, I saw Xu Yafei.

He stared at me for a moment, his eyes were bloodshot, as if he hadn't closed his eyes for days and nights.

"You said you would treat her well for the rest of your life, but why do I only see hurt? Just because she loves you, you can hurt her again and again without any scruples?"

When I mentioned her, a thorn fell in my heart.

I said gloomily, "It's too late for me to love her, so why would I want to hurt her?"

"But your love still hurt her."

Yes, although it was not my intention to hurt her, I still hurt her.And every time it hurts deeper.

"Xiaoyu wants to go her own way and realize her dreams. If you can't bring her happiness, if you always bring her danger and pain, don't bother her anymore."

I caught the message from his words.

"Have you seen her?"

Xu Yafei looked aside and didn't answer me, but the answer was yes.

He was right. When I think about it carefully, even though she had some happiness by my side, what she gained in the end was pain.She has her own ideals and pursuits, but my possessiveness and my protection of her restrain her.Just like treating your own children, you have to be willing to let go, so that she can fly higher.

"Is she okay?"

I sipped the bitterness spreading in my mouth and asked with difficulty.

"Stronger than you and I imagined!"

I was a little relieved by this sentence, "She is a woman who is weak on the outside but strong on the inside. After all, she has suffered too much, and the human heart becomes tough through suffering again and again. I believe in her. "

In the beginning, I thought I could take care of both sides, control everything, and protect her well.It turned out that I was too confident, and I was facing the most cunning enemy in the world, and they would never play their cards according to common sense.

Letting her go is the greatest protection for her!

But I really missed her, and it was during that time that I realized that there is such a thing as lovesickness in the world.This disease will not be cured by time, but it will become more and more serious as time goes by.

Heart disease still needs heart medicine, but I have no medicine to cure.I had the urge to get her back a hundred times, and I convinced myself a hundred and one times.

I can't bother her. When I haven't completely let go of the heavy responsibility, it's not good for her to keep her by my side, but it's just hurting her again and again.

But I really want to see her, especially at night, when I lie on the bed I used to sleep with her, that kind of miss will grow wild like water plants.I started to suffer from insomnia and often couldn't fall asleep all night. In the end, I even needed medicine to fall asleep.

I know she is in Linshui, and I really want to see her, even if it's just quietly.

But I didn't find her according to the location. Only then did I know that the necklace was no longer on her body.

I got the necklace back, found the person who robbed her, and found her cell phone.

In fact, during those days, I kept relying on the location on my phone to comfort myself. She was in Linshui, not far from me, and she was fine.

But it turned out that she was not there, and she was far away from me long ago.

After returning to Nancheng, I was in so much pain that I had to rely on alcohol to numb myself. I often stayed in the bar all night, and I didn't count how much I drank every day.

When I was drunk, I grabbed Xu Yafei's clothes and asked him,

"Where is she?"

"She's in Qinggang," he said.

I immediately grabbed my coat and was about to go out staggeringly.

Xu Yafei stopped me and pushed me down on the sofa.

"She is fine, and now works in a Chinese medicine clinic. The clinic is run by my classmate's grandfather. I entrust them to take care of her. Don't bother her, let her do what she likes to do. Only do what she likes to do She will be happy only if she works hard. Only by working hard with her own hands can she find her own value."

Xu Yafei woke me up again and brought back my sanity.

But I was already terminally ill, and it was so painful that I would rather die, so I had to grab the bottle and continue to drink.

Xu Yafei probably felt sorry for me, so he wrote me a note.

"This is my QQ and password. Over the years, I have been helping her as a seagull and keeping in touch with her, but she has never known that the seagull is me. I use this QQ to exchange a promise with you, and I hope you will realize it in her life." Don't bother her until you have a dream and you can't give her peace of mind."

Because of this QQ, I finally got in touch with her. Even if she didn’t know that the person she was talking to was me, I felt very comforted. At least I could learn about her situation and know that she is working hard to start a business. .

I can share the joy of starting a business with her, and I can also advise her to solve some difficulties she encounters.

She would discuss some medical questions with me, and when she couldn't answer, I had to frantically call Xu Yafei for advice, and then relay the answers I got to her.

But I was soon not satisfied with this way of getting along, especially when I thought that she was still pregnant, I was worried about her and wanted to see her.Unless you see her in good health with your own eyes, you can't feel at ease at all.

I will not break my promise to Xu Yafei, I just go to meet her quietly and never let her know.

I met Jiang Feng on the plane to Qinggang.

Jiang Feng has a career in Qinggang. Of course, he has a career not only in Qinggang. The reason why he suddenly went to Qinggang, I think I can guess his purpose.

When I got off the plane, he stopped me.

"Since you've come to my territory, find a time, and I'll be the host, can you have a drink or two?"

"Okay." I said.

The first thing to do when you leave the airport is to find the clinic.

I didn't dare to show up rashly, so I happened to see a hotel opposite the clinic, so I asked for a room and stayed there.That room is facing the clinic, and you can even see the house behind the clinic.

She told me on QQ that she was investigating the market these two days.It was already evening when I saw her back to the clinic.

She walked very slowly, with her hands on her waist, as if she was tired.

After entering the clinic, about half an hour later, a room on the third floor of the building behind was lit up, and she appeared in my sight again.

Her computer was located by the window, and after she sat down, she invested in it again, sitting for a long time.

Although I can't see her expression clearly, I can probably imagine that when she is fighting for her dream, her face must be shining.

I think it's right for me not to disturb her, but when I think of her swollen belly, I feel bad.

The lights all around slowly went out, it was late, but her light was still on.

After thinking about it, I opened QQ and asked about her entrepreneurial progress.The way she replied earnestly with her mobile phone was all in my eyes.

I said, "Entrepreneurship is not something that can be accomplished overnight. Don't be too impatient, take it step by step. The body is the capital of the revolution. Go to bed early and don't forget that you still have a child in your belly."

She replied to me, "You are right, the body is the capital of the revolution, I slept, the sun will rise tomorrow, it will be a new day, I will continue to work hard!"

Sure enough, after a while, the lights were turned off.

I hooked my lips in satisfaction, although she was not obedient to me.

The next day, while she was out, I went into the clinic and found Dr. Huang.With 20 yuan, I hope that Dr. Huang will support her in starting a business in his name.

That night, I received a call from Jiang Feng, saying that he would buy me a drink.

According to the address he gave, I came to the Longwan Club. Under the guidance of the waiter, I came to the open-air balcony of a suite.

There is a coffee table on the balcony with some wine and food on it.

The air is cool at night, and drinking under the starry sky is really nice.

It's strange that two people who used to be incompatible with each other can sit together and drink peacefully now.

Probably because of the unraveling of each other's identities, because of the sense of justice in each other, and putting aside some personal grievances, I see him in a different way, with a little more appreciation and respect, and I believe he sees me too Same, otherwise I wouldn't be sitting here today.

He poured me wine, doing his best to be a landlord, but said very strong words.

"I can buy you a drink, but I won't allow you to hurt her again."

I appreciate his candor.

I picked up the wine glass, clinked glasses with him, and after drinking a glass, I said, "She is my wife, and you have to recognize this fact all the time."

He leaned back, shaking the wine glass in his hand.

"Then why don't you go to her openly?"

"She needs space and freedom." I said flatly.

Jiang Feng took a sip of his wine and smiled.

"You have always been worried that I would snatch her away, right? Strictly speaking, you snatched me away. When I was young, my father and her father made an appointment for us at the wine table. I don't care Are they joking, at least I was quite serious at the time. If it hadn’t been for the accident that happened later, I didn’t have the energy and ability to talk about feelings, maybe you wouldn’t have the chance at all.”

I don't know what to say, actually, I've always found it unbelievable to be able to marry her, it's more like an arrangement from God, God arranged for me to make up for the love she lost over the years.

After drinking several cups, Jiang Feng's emotions became more real, and his smile became bitter.

"Let me tell you, you are lucky to have her. I think I treat her no worse than you, but she has never wavered. You don't have to suspect her, because she is just a stupid girl with a stubborn heart."

(End of this chapter)