Second marriage itch

Chapter 301 Xu Yafei (11)

Xu Yafei looked up at her, and Yu Qian looked into his wet and empty eyes.

"I know you are uncomfortable, but this thing can't be rushed. You are a doctor, you know the process of healing best, the worst result is that he will never remember, but that's okay, at least you still have each other around."

Xu Yafei gave up taking the wine, lay down on the grass, and looked at the distant night sky.

"The first house my father bought was a house in Kuanzhai Alley, a second-hand house, and the price was cheap. The house was a bit poor, but it was barely considered living in the city. My mother told me later that she didn't mind the city. In the countryside, they considered my schooling conditions, so they decided to live in the city no matter what.”

"After a few years, my father said that the house was old and small, and he wanted to change to a bigger one, so he worked hard. In order to earn more money, he left early and returned late. In fact, at that time, I didn't care whether the house was big or not. Whether it is small, new or old, I think as long as the family can be happy together, it is more important than anything else."

"Later, my father encountered an opportunity and made a lot of money. He did change to a big house, but he also changed. He used to follow his mother in everything. After making money, he became machismo. In the past, no matter how busy he was He would often ask me about my studies, but later he asked less and less. Even though I had more and more awards on the wall, he didn’t notice at all. In the past, I gave him the sense of accomplishment of my father. Later, He gave it to himself, what he said the most is that he started from nothing to become what he is today."

"If I could do it all over again, I still don't want a big house. I just want a father who is not swallowed by ambition, who cares about my mother and me, and who cares about the family."

This is probably the most words he said at one time in front of her. If he hadn't been drinking, he would rather hold back a lot of words.

Yu Qian hugged her legs and laughed at herself, "I'm not much better than you. My mother left with my younger brother when I was very young. My father and I depended on each other for life, but at that time there was a lot of energy in my heart." , thinking that fate will treat me like this, I refuse to admit defeat."

Xu Yafei put one arm over his eyes and remained motionless, not even breathing.

Yu Qian glanced at him, then her eyes fell on the bottle of wine in her hand.Not knowing why, she picked up the wine bottle and drank it.

Laobaigan doesn't taste good, it's too spicy for the throat, but the feeling after being drunk is wonderful, she understands.

Yu Qian drank half of it intermittently, and her head began to feel flustered.

A gust of cool wind blew, and she shivered, but Xu Yafei still maintained the posture just now, motionless.

Yu Qian pushed him, "Get up, don't lie down like this, you will catch a cold."

Xu Yafei didn't move, Yu Qian leaned over and took his arm away, only to find that his cuffs were completely wet.

For a moment, it was as if something hit her hard in the heart, making her feel uncomfortable like suffocation.

She wiped his tears with her sleeve, choked up and said, "Don't do this, we look pitiful, but we are lucky, you have a mother who loves you, and I have a father who loves me. Maybe everyone is destined You can't get everything. What's more, in fact, your father just doesn't remember, it's not that he doesn't love you, he loves you very much."

"I never feel that I am pitiful. During the years when my father left, I really don't feel pitiful. If my father hadn't appeared suddenly, he wouldn't recognize me when I stood in front of him. I really don't feel how pitiful I am. .”

Xu Yafei spoke softly, trying to suppress the unrest in his voice, but the tears still betrayed him.

Since I couldn't hide it, I didn't want to hide anything anymore, so I let the tears flow silently.

Seeing him so fragile at this moment, Yu Qian felt so hurt, she held his face with trembling hands.

"Yafei, don't do this, it will be fine, everything will be fine, and I will always be with you."

Taking advantage of her drunkenness, she mustered up the courage to press her trembling lips slowly.

She wanted to comfort him with a kiss, telling him that there was at least one person in this world who loved him.

She is a strong woman in the workplace, but she has almost no emotional experience. She only has a heart that loves him. This heart is pure, without any additional conditions, and without any utilitarian psychology. It is pure love.

Although Xu Yafei was drunk, he was not so drunk that he passed out.

He held her shoulders, trying to distance himself.Sensing his motives, Yu Qian hugged him tighter and kissed him deeper, not allowing him to refuse.

Even she herself felt that she was a little shameless at the moment, but she did it anyway.She only knew that, at least at this moment, he needed her, and he needed someone who could comfort him.

Xu Yafei looked at the full moon in the sky, his eyes changed from resistance to confusion, from restraint to fall.

Yu Qian never got any response. When she wanted to back down, the man suddenly turned over and pressed her under him, turning passive into active.

Even Yu Qian was frightened, she couldn't tell whether she was surprised or pleasantly surprised.She even suspected that he was drunk.

The bright moonlight poured down from Xu Yafei's back and fell into Yu Qian's eyes, so dazzling that she couldn't keep her eyes open.

In this uninhabited suburb, it seems that everything will fall into place.

Yu Qian's nervousness was greater than expected. Emotionally, she is not an evil woman, she doesn't know how to calculate, and she doesn't want to tie him down by means.

Although she knew that with Xu Yafei's character, as long as she did that, she would definitely succeed.

But she is unwilling to do that, what she hopes to get is his heart.

A passionate kiss ended, but Xu Yafei didn't go any further.

"sorry."

He fell on her shoulder panting, his voice not steady.

"Do you know who I am?"

She finished asking anxiously, waited for a long time, and finally heard him speak.

"Yu Qian, in fact, you don't need to do so much."

She was satisfied to hear him call her name.

"I am willing!"

At this moment, the smile on her lips was more brilliant than the roses under the moonlight.

Xu Yafei slowly fell beside her, but he didn't let go of the hand around her shoulder.

"Am I worth it?"

"It's worth it." She answered firmly.

They lay quietly for a while, looking at the full moon in the sky together.

Yu Qian enjoyed this moment very much.

How nice it would be if life could always be so peaceful and free from disturbances.

The night wind blew away some of the drunkenness, and they walked back from the small woods together.

In the woods, the moonlight casts mottled light and shadow through the gaps in the leaves.

Yu Qian didn't pay attention for a while, stepped on a pothole, turned her foot, and a hand stretched out from the side to wrap her waist in time to prevent her from falling.

But in just a few seconds, Xu Yafei let go, but the waves in Yu Qian's heart did not calm down.

Many people commented that she is a strong woman, and there is no man who can control her.

In fact, she knew in her heart that no woman was willing to be an emotionally strong woman.No matter what kind of woman, they all hope to be cared for in their relationship.

When they got home, they went to their respective rooms.

Yu Qian was lying on the bed, looking at the moon in the sky through the window, tossing and turning sleeplessly.

Reaching out her hand to gently touch her lips, recalling what happened before, even she herself felt too brave and crazy.

Early the next morning, Xu Yafei went to buy clothes for Xu's father. The temperature had dropped in the past two days, so he needed to prepare thick clothes.

Yu Qian tidied up the upstairs and downstairs, and accidentally found a small photo album on the desk, and flipped through it casually. She saw a lot of photos of Xu Yafei and Xue Duyun when they were young.

After tidying up, Yu Qian saw that the weather was fine today, so she took Father Xu out for a walk.

In the countryside, no matter where you go, the air is fresh, which is incomparable to the bustling city.

When they came to the river, Father Xu seemed tired from walking, so she helped him to sit down on a big rock by the river.

"Do you remember this place?" Yu Qian asked him.

Father Xu looked at the river with blank eyes.

Yu Qian was not in a hurry, and took out the photo album from her arms.

"Then take a look, is there anyone you know well?"

Father Xu took the old photo album and read it page by page. He stopped when he saw one of the photos.

Seeing him watching for a long time, Yu Qian leaned over to look at him too.

In that black and white photo, is a young girl.

If she guessed right, it should be when Mother Xu was young.

Father Xu pulled out the photo, looked at it fondly, and stroked it lightly with his fingers.

At this moment, there was a rare tenderness in his eyes.

"Do you recognize her?" Yu Qian asked expectantly.

Father Xu smiled and said, "Xiaowan."

Before Yu Qian could be happy, a gust of wind blew suddenly, and the photo in Father Xu's hand flew out.Yu Qian reached out to grab it but failed to catch it, and watched helplessly as the photo was blown into the rushing river.

"Xiao Wan, Xiao Wan..."

Father Xu stared at the photo that was quickly washed away in the river, and was so anxious that he was about to go down the river, Yu Qian hurriedly stopped him.

"Don't go, just stay on the shore. I'll pick it up for you. Don't worry, I'll pick it up for you."

After speaking, she took off her shoes and went down into the river.

The river water in autumn is already very cold. The river water is not very deep, but it's not shallow either. As soon as you go down, it's directly below your thighs. Yu Qian is shivering from the cold.

She staggered in the water towards the direction of the washed away photo, and within a few steps, she tripped over a stone at the bottom of the river and threw herself into the river.

"Daughter-in-law, be careful." Xu's father shouted from the shore.

Yu Qian was already drenched when she stood up, she continued to chase towards the photo, and fell down several times in the middle.

The photo got stuck between two rocks and stopped.

Seeing hope, Yu Qian strode over, but suddenly felt a pain in the soles of her feet, as if she had been stabbed by something sharp. There was so much moss, her palm slipped, and she fell down, hitting her head on a hard rock.

(End of this chapter)