i'm really rich

Chapter 181 I Raise You
Being a part-time job is not a big deal.

Anyone who earns money by his own ability deserves to be affirmed.

What He Yuan didn't understand was why Tang Duoduo came out to work part-time.

After all, everything happens for a reason.

Just like part-time jobs.

Generally speaking, people who do this fall into two situations.

Either you need money, or you need affirmation.

Tang Duoduo should not be short of money, not to mention the money left by Elder Tang, but He Yuan's weekly living expenses are not a small amount for a girl of her age.

So, it needs to be affirmed?
If this is the reason, He Yuan has to ponder whether he has done something wrong these days.

Thinking of this, He Yuan suddenly felt a little tired.

Although he knew before, being a parent is not easy.

But when He Yuan took this position by himself, he realized how difficult it was.

When He Yuan was a child, he would occasionally think that my parents didn't care about me, they didn't understand me, they didn't know what I wanted, and they didn't love me at all.But after changing to a father's perspective, He Yuan was thinking every day, what happened to Tang Duoduo, did something happen to her, why was she unhappy, why didn't she talk to me very much, was it because she was in a bad mood, or was life what difficulties were encountered.

Sometimes, He Yuan also wants to sit down with Tang Duoduo, and the two of them have a good chat.However, Tang Duoduo didn't give him this chance at all.

Every time it was him who said something, Tang Duoduo would just perfunctory him with a "hmmmmhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhssesses'."Let her speak for herself, she said she had nothing to do, but He Yuan could tell that Tang Duoduo had something on her mind.

So He Yuan suddenly understood why some parents like to peek at their children's diaries, and even install cameras at home to secretly observe what their children are doing.

Although He Yuan did not advocate this kind of behavior, He Yuan did feel the helplessness in their hearts.

Children are unwilling to communicate with adults. As adults, they don't understand what children are thinking at all.

Not everyone has the observation ability comparable to a psychiatrist. Most parents are just ordinary people.Even the vast majority of parents, IQ and EQ, are only at the median line - or even a little lower.

Like that, the child doesn’t need to say anything, the parents can guess what the child is thinking, and everything they do is exactly in the child’s heart——that kind of situation, just like the neighbor’s children, all It's someone else's parents.

He Yuan suddenly felt that he knew why most families were separated from each other.

Just like He Yuan's parents, they always felt that He Yuan's grandfather was very strict, they were not close to him, subconsciously afraid of him.He Yuan felt that grandpa is very good, what he wants, grandpa will give, and even give far more than what he wants.

He Yuan didn't understand why Chinese grandparents always doted on their grandchildren.Thinking about it now, it may be because of the traditional environment in China that most people are first-time parents, and in the traditional Chinese concept, fathers should maintain dignity in front of their children, so they are first-time parents and They have to be constrained by traditional concepts, and the relationship between them and their children is getting farther and farther.

By the time they learn how to be a qualified parent and how to maintain a relationship with their children, their children have grown up...Of course, many people may not have learned how to be a qualified parent in the end.

But this does not prevent them from transferring their regrets on their children to their next generation.

Unfortunately, He Yuan is such an ordinary person.

He is not the parent of "someone else's family", so he doesn't know what Tang Duoduo is thinking.

Tang Duoduo let out a "hmm" and then stopped talking.

She kept her head down, her eyes fixed on her toes, as if there was something on her feet.

Seeing her like this, He Yuan didn't know if he should continue.

On the one hand, He Yuan felt that the state of the two of them was somewhat abnormal.I want to solve this problem, but I don't know how to start.

On the other hand, He Yuan was worried that if he pushed too hard, it would easily trigger Tang Duoduo's rebellious psychology.After all, for adolescent children, any stimulation can easily cause an uproar.

Perhaps, because he is a man, there is a little gap between him and her.

Then, wouldn't it be better for another woman to communicate with her?
He Yuan thought about this possibility in his heart.

It's a bit ashamed to say it, although He Yuan now regards Tang Duoduo as his younger sister and Tang Duoduo as a child.But, to be honest, most of the time, he is not taking care of Tang Duoduo, but Tang Duoduo is taking care of him.

Apart from giving Tang Duoduo "pocket money" on time every week, He Yuan just provided her with an accommodation, and he really didn't help Tang Duoduo for the rest.

The matter at school and the matter with her relatives don't count, it's a special case, and it's not within He Yuan's consideration.

He Yuan even felt that if Tang Duoduo was not too young to go out to work, she could actually abandon He Yuan and live outside by herself.

Nothing at all.

This made He Yuan feel that he seemed to be a superfluous person.

With something hidden in their hearts, the two walked towards the parking place one after the other.

He Yuan is in front and Tang Duoduo is behind.

Because he was a little numb from squatting, his legs and feet hadn't slowed down yet, so He Yuan walked very slowly, very slowly.

Moreover, He Yuan was also a little worried, although he had been squatting in the toilet for a long time just now, but this time he walked too fast, he was afraid that his stomach would rebel again.

After walking for a long time, He Yuan finally regained his strength, and he finally regained consciousness in his calf.He just stopped and let out a long breath.

To be honest, just now his lower body was numb, as if he had become a vegetative state, experiencing a feeling of hemiplegia.

It's a terrible feeling.

It seems that I have become a useless person.

Can't do anything, can't do anything.

He Yuan felt that if he was really disabled unfortunately, he would definitely want to die.

Back near the neighborhood, He Yuan found the car, and was just about to get in the car, when He Yuan suddenly saw Tang Duoduo, who was kicking stones with his head down, thought for a while, and said to her: "I just found a Do you want to see the house?"

"What?" Tang Duoduo looked up.

He Yuan didn't explain much, and took Tang Duoduo directly to the community.

Tang Duoduo looked at He Yuan from behind, and after a while, she still followed He Yuan and followed.

According to memory, He Yuan found the place by familiarity.

Since getting rid of the road idiot, no matter where he goes, as long as He Yuan goes there once, and then goes a second time, he will definitely find the place.

After He Yuan entered the room, he turned on the light, and instantly, the whole room became spacious and bright.

Looking at the room in front of him, He Yuan took a breath of satisfaction.

I have to say that although this kind of room is a waste of space...but it feels really grand.

Look at this living room, at a glance, it looks like a basketball court, there is no cover at all.

Just looking at it makes me feel good.

It's not like when I was in BJ before, the house I lived in was basically cut off.

There is no living room in the living room, and it is even less likely to have a balcony. These two places must be separated by the landlord or in the middle, and the area is often not small, similar to the master bedroom, or even larger than the master bedroom. , At least two or three thousand a month can be rented, and even four thousand for a slightly better one.

Having lived in that kind of place for a long time, He Yuan even felt that it was normal to have no living room and balcony.

What?Where do you live with a living room and a balcony?

Then you are really a local tyrant, the monthly cost of such a room is probably not low.

I dare not say too much, at least after a month, the price of four or five thousand is still available.

It's not that He Yuan doesn't have the money, but, how should I put it.

He's a single man, and he doesn't bring a girl home, so what is he doing in such a nice room.

It's better to save the money and strive to save enough savings as soon as possible to become a house slave earlier.

Tang Duoduo also entered the room, but she didn't go very far, and just stood at the door.

He Yuan walked around the room, pointed to the spacious living room, and said to Tang Duoduo, "What do you think of this room?"

As if afraid that Tang Duoduo would not understand, He Yuan explained to her again: "There are two floors here. The first floor is the living room, and there are stairs next to it, so you can go to the upper floor. The upper floor is the bedroom, which is a large room. The whole The rooms are very airy and have been decorated. Except for the first floor where there is no furniture, the second floor has been finished and you can move in with your bags at any time. Take a look and see how the house feels."

To be honest, He Yuan felt that Ma Rong's skill was a bit big.

He Yuan has only seen this kind of decoration like a large room in that kind of high-end apartment.

Don't mention BJ, let's talk about Chengdu. There is an apartment called Armani, which is decorated in this style.In terms of price, it seems to be [-] yuan per square meter. It is designed by a top designer in Hong Kong and is very luxurious.

He Yuan also liked this type of house very much before. He always felt that the more open the space, the more comfortable the mood.Especially if you live on a high floor, looking down from upstairs, you will have a refreshing feeling of "being the top of the mountain".

His previous dream was to earn enough money to buy a house like this.

However, as he knew more things, He Yuan gradually realized that this type of apartment is very rare.

Generally speaking, ordinary residential buildings will not choose such a design, because it is too wasteful of space.For just needs, they need a large area and a large bedroom, so that the whole family can live together.This kind of house, the space is big enough, but the room is obviously insufficient, we can't have a child in the future, and after picking up the parents, everyone will sleep in the same room, right?

As for investors...if they don't just need to be a taker, who will they sell to after they buy this kind of house?

Therefore, the direct result is that this type of apartment is generally only available in high-end apartments.After all, people who can afford to live in this kind of place care more about the quality of life than those fussy needs.

If that's the case, He Yuan doesn't have to care about the property rights of the apartment for only 40 years, or the high cost of commercial water and electricity.It's a pity that housing prices have risen so fast that He Yuan has exhausted all his strength, but he can barely touch a tail.

When he realized that no matter how hard he tried, he could only make up a down payment, He Yuan put out those messy thoughts.Instead, I began to think about where and what kind of house to buy. I could afford the down payment and become a wedding house. I also had to consider the future work situation and children's education.

People have to return to reality after all.

Ma Rong's house made He Yuan very satisfied.

The only pity is that this house is not in Beishangguang, nor is it a high-rise house.

He Yuan even stood at the window and looked down, and could clearly see the cars parked downstairs, as well as the people coming and going in and out of the community.

There is no such pleasure of "seeing all the mountains and small mountains at a glance".

It can be said that there is a little regret in the satisfaction.

Tang Duoduo glanced around the room for a while, and after a while, she nodded expressionlessly: "Not bad."

Her careless appearance made He Yuan frown, but soon relaxed again.

"Go up and have a look. If you like it, the upper floor will be your bedroom." He Yuan said.

"Being a bedroom? Are you going to drive me away?" Tang Duoduo stood up straight without knowing it, staring at He Yuan with both eyes.

"I'm not driving you away, I'm coming along too." He Yuan explained.

Hearing these words, Tang Duoduo relaxed a little, but soon she frowned and said, "You want to move?"

"Ah."

"Okay, why do you want to move?"

"You have to go to school, live below, live, travel, it's not convenient." He Yuan said.

Although the bus station near the old house is quite close to them, it only takes a few minutes to walk every day.However, the interval between each bus is very long, basically about half an hour.

Even if it takes a long time, the bus has to go around a big circle, passing through many venues and communities, the journey is relatively long, and the personnel are more complicated.Especially at night, the old house is dark and crowded, and there are relatively few people. Although there is no danger, it is still very inconvenient.

Although these are nothing to He Yuan, Tang Duoduo is different from He Yuan after all.He Yuan feels that it is very inhumane to force others to live the same life as him under certain conditions.

At least in my hometown, if you tell others about the road conditions, nine out of ten people will suggest renting a house near the school, and the remaining one will directly propose to live on campus.

"No, I think it's good to live downstairs." Tang Duoduo refused.

He Yuan smiled, and said: "That house is going to be used as a homestay. You see, I don't have a job now, so I have to earn some extra money to support you."

He Yuan made a joke.

"If you just want to make money, then there's no need to change it." Tang Duoduo said, "You save the money from renting a house, and I will support you with the rest."

He Yuan subconsciously glanced at Tang Duoduo.

Then I saw Tang Duoduo's eyes staring at him.

No dodge.

That look is exactly the same as when He Yuan was a child, when his mother joked with him, saying that he would be an old man and no one would take care of him, he replied "I will take care of you".

He Yuan was silent for a while, and said: "The life down there is a little too inconvenient. If you move up here, it will be much more convenient, whether it is the living environment or travel life. .And, don't you like such a big house?"

He Yuan changed his mind and used the way of talking to adults to talk to Tang Duoduo on an equal footing.

He realized that Tang Duoduo was not the kind of childish child who didn't understand anything. He couldn't bear to treat her like a child, that would be too unfair to her.

"I don't like it. It's too cold here." Tang Duoduo glanced at the room again, then lowered her head and said.

it's too cold?
He Yuan followed Tang Duoduo's gaze and glanced at the empty hall, his eyes thoughtful.

This house is indeed very empty, with a lot of space, and the decoration is all in cool colors.

Although to He Yuan, this is a style, a cold and simple style, but to children, it does seem relatively deserted, without that kind of warm-toned decoration that looks comfortable.

After thinking about it, He Yuan tentatively said, "How about we repaint the wall?"

He Yuan felt a little distressed when he said this sentence.

To be honest, he thinks this style of decoration is already very good.

In terms of his aesthetics, at least he can score about eight points... This is already very high, and the old house he renovated himself only scored six points, which is a passing score.

The main reason is that although He Yuan has worked very hard, it is his first decoration after all, and he did not study graphic design.

There is one thing in my mind, but another thing when it comes to the actual decoration.

Therefore, there are specializations in the art industry, and sometimes professional things should be handed over to professional people. Don't think that you are so good that you want to intervene in everything, which is thankless.

Tang Duoduo stopped talking again.

He Yuan could tell that she was not in a good mood.

"...Let's go back first." He clapped his hands and said to Tang Duoduo.

After turning off the lights and coming out of the house, the two found the car again and sat in it.

He Yuan was driving the car, and Tang Duoduo was sitting next to her.

Along the way, Tang Duoduo did not speak, and the atmosphere seemed a little silent.

He Yuan kept his eyes on the road, and occasionally glanced at Tang Duoduo.

There was no expression on his face, but many thoughts flashed in his heart.

After a long time, He Yuan sighed in his heart, and said, "You...what happened recently?"

Tang Duoduo seemed to be in a daze. Hearing this, she raised her head and looked at He Yuan, her eyes were a little dazed.

He Yuan organized the words in his mind, and said: "I feel that you seem to have something on your mind and don't want to tell me. If something happens to you, I will tell you directly. If you don't tell me, I don't know the situation."

After Tang Duoduo heard this, she didn't respond. She lowered her head and played with her nails.After a long time, she said in a low voice: "No, it's nothing."

"Come on, if you have anything to say, just say it directly, can't you still trust me?" He Yuan tried to slow down his tone so as not to make Tang Duoduo think that he was questioning her, "Is it a problem in study or a problem in life? ? I see that you come out to work part-time, do you have no money, you lack money... do you want to buy something?"

"No shortage." Tang Duoduo said, turning his head and looking out the window.

After a while, Tang Duoduo whispered: "He Yuan, do you want to get rid of me?"

He Yuan's driving hand paused for a moment, he turned his head to look at Tang Duoduo, with a little surprise on his face: "Get rid of you, why do you think so?"

"If you didn't want to get rid of me, then why did you let me go to the foreign language college and why did you move to a new house? Do you think I'm a trouble, do you think I'm a drag, do you think... I have No one wants me in life, you are just like them, you don't want me either." Tang Duoduo's voice was hoarse.

Her bangs fell over her forehead, covering her eyes.

Only then did He Yuan know that Tang Duoduo had made so many assumptions based on his actions.

"He Yuan, if you hate me, just tell me. You don't want to drive me away while acting nice to me." Tang Duoduo raised her head, tears flowed from her eyes, soaked Wet sweater, "I beg you, don't do this, I really can't stand it, I can't stand it."

stab.

He Yuan turned the front of the car and stopped the car on the side of the road.

He held the steering wheel with both hands and stared straight ahead.

Tang Duoduo sat beside her, tears streaming down her cheeks.

The subtle voice passed through the air and reached He Yuan's eardrums, making him feel like a stone was blocked in his heart.

Very heavy.

After a long time, He Yuan rolled up the window to breathe the air outside.

The cold wind blew in from the car window, making his cheeks flushed from the cold.

He Yuan took out a cigarette, lit one for himself, squinted his eyes and looked out the window.

At this time, he should have hugged Tang Duoduo and comforted her, no, how could I do this, I didn't dislike you, let alone abandon you.

But He Yuan didn't.

He smoked, one puff after another.

Tang Duoduo next to her lowered her head, tears streaming down her face.

For a long time, He Yuan looked out the window and said, "Why do you look so similar to me?"

Tang Duoduo raised his head and looked at He Yuan.

He Yuan smiled and shook his head, he turned his head to look at Tang Duoduo, especially her red eyes, and her stubborn expression of biting her lower lip tightly without saying a word, her complexion became softer.

"It really looks like it." He Yuan stretched out his hand and touched Tang Duoduo's head.

Under Tang Duoduo's gaze, He Yuan withdrew his hand, put it on the steering wheel, looked into the distance, and said faintly: "We are all the same person, so I will tell you directly, I don't dislike you, nor I will leave you, and you will still feel uneasy in your heart."

"I used to be like this too. For example, if I greeted someone and they didn't respond, I wondered if he didn't notice me, or had something to say about me, and didn't like me. Or, I sent someone a message , Others didn’t reply me right away, so I was wondering if he was busy now and didn’t notice, or he was dissatisfied with what I did, so he ignored me because he was angry.”

"When I was sent to live with relatives when I was a child, I always felt that it was because I was disobedient, or something was not good enough, and my family didn't want me anymore."

"So whenever my relatives joked with me, saying that my family abandoned me to others and didn't want me, I would say, my dad wouldn't do this, while hiding in a corner and crying secretly. So every time I go back , When my relatives said that I was a crying dragon bag (crybaby) when I was a child, I panicked in my heart, because at that time, I really felt that they didn't want me, so they put me in foster care outside. "

"You, just like me at that time, your heart is full of sensitivity and anxiety. Because we are all highly sensitive personalities."

He Yuan turned his head and looked at Tang Duoduo. The more he looked, the more he felt that Tang Duoduo was the same as himself.

(End of this chapter)