Remarriage is inevitable, the president presses every step of the way

Chapter 124 A Confident Smile

I looked at him angrily, and the light in his eyes dimmed little by little.

"Zhong Yu, I'm sorry... I didn't expect this incident to cause such great harm to you."

I can see the heavy guilt in his eyes, but it doesn't help the hurt I have suffered.

What good would all that guilt do?

It will only make me feel stupid and stupid. I used to be so innocently indulged in the relationship with Zuo Zongting, and I used to think about living a life so simple.

Forget all the thorns between us.

For him, I thought I could cross thousands of mountains and rivers, and for him, I thought I could overcome obstacles all the way.

But this is nothing more than a delusion.

We, after all, are impossible.

Thinking of this, and thinking of the obsession between us in that box, I couldn't suppress the pain in my heart.

"Forget it." With a strong nasal voice, I wiped the tears from my face and said, "Please take me to my rental house."

"Zhong Yu..."

Holding the steering wheel with his slender fingers, he said to me, "Let's have a good talk..."

"Is there anything else we can talk about? There seems to be nothing between us. Zuo Zongting, the most correct thing for you to do now is to let go. If you still have a little affection for me, please Let go! I admit that I still have strong feelings for you, and it is not easy for me to let go alone, but can you help me? Can you let go together, too?"

These are the words I have kept in my heart for a long time. When these words came out of my heart like a gate, the tears in my eyes also collapsed.

Obviously don't want to cry.

He obviously wanted to preserve the last bit of self-esteem in front of him, but why did he still end up like this in the end.

Zuo Zongting's eyes also turned red, and he suddenly stepped forward to hug me.

I struggle.

I have never resisted Zuo Zongting like this moment.

We clearly agreed to break up, how can we keep being obsessed like this again and again?

"Let go of me! Zuo Zongting! If you still have a little bit of respect for me, please let me go!"

My voice became louder with anger.

Zuo Zongting looked at his empty hands, his face was full of shock.

"That's it, Zuo Zongting, let's break up, maybe my attitude towards you was not clear enough before, but now I am very clear about my inner thoughts, I want to break up, I want to start a new life, I don't want to be abandoned like this It's a pity that the tasteless feelings will drag you down for a lifetime!"

My reaction was unprecedentedly fierce. I didn't even think that I could resist Zuo Zongting like this.

When did it start?
When did those dissatisfaction with Zuo Zongting accumulated in the bottom of my heart start?
Did it start when I saw him and Michelle trying on wedding dresses together, or when Zuo Zongting kept pestering me when I said we would break up, or maybe I wasn't dissatisfied with Zuo Zongting at all, but Such inseparable self from Zuo Zongting is dissatisfied and humiliated?grief?Embarrassed?
I don't know.

My feelings for Zuo Zongting are really too complicated to describe with a simple word of love.

I only know that when facing him, I have lost my original intention, and I began to become unhappy, those past and some bad fragments will overwhelm me anytime and anywhere.I was afraid that I would gradually suffocate in such feelings, and I just wanted to get relief from Zuo Zongting.

That's fine.

I have never realized that Zuo Zongting's eyes are so deep, so deep that it can almost absorb my soul into it.

And there seemed to be a heavy fog called sadness suddenly falling inside, and my heart trembled from the sadness and injury lingering inside, and I couldn't help trembling.

I suddenly felt very powerless. Under his scorching gaze, I couldn't even find the reason for my initial persistence.

What should we do?
What the hell is going on with us, that we have fallen to this point?
I covered my eyes in embarrassment, hiding the pain in my heart.

"...Two days have only passed one day, I'm not in a hurry."

His voice was strangely hoarse: "I can wait, Zhong Yu, I can wait for five years, and I can also wait for these few days. I won't come to you again these few days, so you should calm down , whether we want to break up or remarry in the future, let's think carefully..."

At this moment, I can even feel the cold air emanating from him.

Didn't you always look forward to being separated from him?

But when this result is really possible to achieve, why does my heart hurt so much?
The pain of suffocation!

"……it is good."

He took a deep look at me, stopped talking to me, turned the steering wheel, and the car turned around, heading towards the neighborhood where I was.

I don't know when it started to rain heavily outside the car window. The rain in this city came very quickly. At the beginning, there was only a little sporadic rain hitting the car glass. After a while, the raindrops gradually increased.The sound of brushing constantly stimulated the eardrums, making the atmosphere in the carriage more dignified.

I felt suffocated and wanted to run away from him quickly.

When we arrived at the complex, Zuo Zongting opened the car door silently, took out an umbrella from the trunk in the rain, walked around the front of the car, opened the car door for me considerately, and handed me the umbrella in his hand.

Because of the rain, his clothes were already wet, and even his well-trimmed short hair had glistening raindrops falling, which fell on his handsome face that was also wet, making him look extraordinarily touching.

Although my heart was full of sudden pains, seeing him so charismatic, my disappointing heart started beating again.

His long eyelashes were also stained with the moisture of the rain, and when he closed his eyes, the row of long silhouettes crashed into the bottom of his heart, imprinting a series of indelible marks.

I think, even if I break up with him, even if I get old one day.

I will definitely remember Zuo Zongting's appearance at this moment.

He stood quietly holding an umbrella for me, looking down at me in the rain.

My eyes were sore, and I suddenly wanted to cry freely.

Just like the rain outside the car, it poured out the grievance and unwillingness in my heart heartily.

But I knew I couldn't, I could only lower my eyes and quietly take the umbrella from his slender fingers.

He withdrew his hand quickly, pulled out, walked around the front of the car, reversed the car neatly, turned on the headlights in front of the car, the hazy yellow light was obviously the warmest, and it turned into a trace of coldness when it met my eyes .

The car turned a corner, and the car went further and further away. I quietly watched the raindrops fall on the umbrella, making a crackling sound, and quietly watched his car drift away.

The sharp pain in the chest came suddenly.

I clutched my chest, suddenly feeling so sad that I couldn't control myself.

Zuo Zongting, goodbye.

Goodbye Zuo Zongting.

There will always be all kinds of tribulations in life, but no matter how sad we are, we always have to face many real problems.

Escaping is not a good way.

When I went to work the next day, the first thing I faced was Chen Chunlei's persecution.

With a bang, Chen Chunlei dropped my handbag on my desk.

"Zhong Yu, tell me, what happened to you last night? You just went to the bathroom, why did you go all night, you didn't take your phone or handbag, you couldn't be really on the road and Which handsome guy saw it right, so he just went to open a room, right? Your second spring came a little too soon, right?"

I picked up the handbag on the table, lowered my eyebrows and said, "I'm sorry to worry you, I'm fine, I'm just drunk, I happened to bump into Zuo Zongting, and he sent me home directly."

Hearing the name Zuo Zongting, Chen Chunlei exploded immediately.

"What?! Zuo Zongting, why did you get in touch with this ancestor again?" Chen Chunlei winked at me after being shocked, "Hey, then nothing happened to you two? You are lonely and widowed, and There is still more love between you, and you are still drunk, if you don't fall in love with you, this Zuo Zongting is hardly a man!"

I:"!!!"

What logic, what thinking, what ideas are all this!
I simply don't know what Chen Chunlei is thinking about every day.

Chen Chunlei said: "Hey, but after all, you are still in a stalemate. Even if you go to bed, it seems that nothing can be changed. Zhong Yu, please tell me honestly, what is going on with you want?"

What do you think?

When I thought that I really slept with Zuo Zongting last night, I felt humiliated.

Those fragments of memory are more like a mark of shame to me.

My heart is full of bitterness.

"I didn't think much about it, I still want to break up with him."

"You still have feelings for him?"

Chen Chunlei approached me and asked.

I was speechless, but I still insisted and said, "Why do you suddenly think so?"

"Isn't it easy to break up? There are couples or husbands and wives breaking up almost every day in this world, but how can I see that this matter is so difficult for you and Zuo Zongting? If you don't have feelings for him , it’s just a split between you, as for the procrastination?”

It was as if someone stabbed severely with a dagger, and Chen Chunlei's words awakened the dreamer.

I stared blankly at Chen Chunlei, and my eyes were instantly filled with deep sadness.

When Chen Chunlei saw my eyes, she immediately realized that she had said something wrong.

"I'm sorry, Zhong Yu, I'm used to being outspoken. You must be in a bad mood now. It's better like this. You should go on vacation and rest for a while. I'll take care of Michelle's affairs."

I shook my head: "No need, no matter where I go, I think these are things I have to go through, and I can't escape, so why not face it head-on."

Chen Chunlei sighed: "Hey, you and Zuo Zongting really have a bad relationship."

I don't want to continue this topic any longer.

With the excuse of being busy, Chen Chunlei was driven out of my office.

I have been busy in the office for most of the day, but my mood has not yet calmed down.

But I never thought that in the afternoon, I would actually see Michelle who came to the clinic in the office.

Michelle's stomach seems to be a little more bloated, and her face has become more rounded. Her skin is clear and graceful, and she appeared at my desk with her handbag in her hand.

"Doctor Zhong, long time no see."

The moment I saw Michelle, my eyes flickered.

I didn't expect her belly to be so big. Looking at it like this, the child should be six months old, right?In another three months, the child may be born.

The relationship between her and Zuo Zongting, even if there was a mistake like mine, everything will be settled in the end.

A sharp pain spread across the apex of my heart.

I pulled the corner of my lips stiffly.

"Miss Mi, it's been a long time. You look good."

I was thinking in a daze, since I met Mi Xue, I only saw such a determined smile on her face when I first met her.

(End of this chapter)