Remarriage is inevitable, the president presses every step of the way

Chapter 169 The Indomitable Sea

Before I got up from the bathtub, the voice of the maid came from the bedroom outside.

"Miss Zhong, I put your clothes on the bed for you, and put them at your feet when you salute. If you need someone to tidy up for you later, you can call me at any time."

"Thank you."

I agree.

"You're welcome, Miss Zhong, then I'll go down."

After finishing speaking, the footsteps outside the door gradually faded away, and the door was closed by the maid with a click.

I got up and put on my bathrobe, stepped on cotton slippers and walked out of the bathroom. Sure enough, I saw a white cotton skirt on the bed.

The skirt is also adorned with fine lace. It looks like a very girly and dreamy skirt. The big skirt has a kind of precarious romance.

I looked at the white cotton skirt, but the conversation with Zuo Zongting suddenly sounded in my mind.

"I like to see you in this white cotton dress, you look so good in it."

"I remember when I saw you for the first time, you were wearing such a white cotton skirt..."

After changing into a cotton skirt, Zuo Zongting looked at me deeply as if right in front of his eyes.

Those laughing voices, those panting and moaning seemed to echo in my ears.

My heart hurts just thinking about it...

The twitching heart seems to remind me at any time that all this is over.

Zuo Zongting and I became strangers after all.

The man next to me is Yu Yigeng, and the man staring at me affectionately has also changed from Zuo Zongting to Yu Yigeng. I even got engaged to Yu Yigeng inconceivably. It was the first time in my life that I put on a wedding dress, but it was not for myself Beloved man.

All that rises from the bottom of my heart are subtle pains.

Zuo Zongting, I once hoped so much that I could hold a wedding with you. It doesn't need to be grand or grand, as long as you hold my hand and make a vow to stay together forever.

Your suit is tall and straight, and my wedding dress is chic, looking at each other with a smile, and staying together for a lifetime.

……

But all of this is just a grand illusion that remains in my heart after all.

When you wake up from the dream, those dream bubbles will burst.

Holding this white skirt, I can no longer feel the urge to put it on.

I opened the suitcase and tried to change into other clothes, but was surprised to find that most of the clothes in the suitcase were skirts.

Cotton skirts of different colors, pink blue, pink, pink purple, pink yellow, white, beige, light khaki, different styles, but without exception, they are all cotton skirts that are soft to the touch, even one piece None of the trousers.

If I were still a girl in the cardamom age, I might be very happy to see so many beautiful and soft skirts, but now I have experienced vicissitudes and my heart is riddled with holes. I feel that I am no longer worthy of these soft skirts. In front of these soft skirts, I feel ashamed.

I seem to have lost the lightness of my youth.

They will also look forward to love, look forward to the future, and have unlimited hopes for the future.

Today, I am scarred and full of heartache. All I want is a simple life, a life that can return to my true nature.

There was a wry smile on the corner of his lips.

I stuffed the dress on the bed into the suitcase and picked out a bandeau cotton dress in a less girly khaki color.

I thought that I would be nondescript when I put on such clothes, but I didn't expect that when I looked in the mirror, I saw a woman with confused eyes, her hair was messy and scattered on her shoulders, covering the large area of ​​fruit dew His shoulders, his eyes showed a little confused aqua color, which matched surprisingly well with his clothes.

This gave me a huge sigh of relief.

It's just that the bottom of my eyes doesn't have the lightness of a girl, but only calmness.

After going through so many things, my temper is really quite condensed.

Simply tidying up my hair, I opened the door with trepidation.

Going downstairs along the spiral wooden stairs, Yu Yigeng in the living room has also changed into a simple pair of beach pants and a white T-shirt.In my impression, Yu Yigeng and Zuo Zongting seem to have been wearing this kind of business suits all the time, and I have never seen Yu Yigeng dressed so relaxedly.

When he was wearing a suit, he exuded a yuppie demeanor, but when he changed into casual clothes, he was surprisingly sunny. Combined with the lingering ruffian around him, he looked more like a big boy.

He was watching me walk down with a smile on his face, "This dress suits you very well, it's very beautiful - I'm sure I saw it right."

I glanced at the skirt on my body in surprise, and asked wonderingly: "I was about to ask you, why are most of the clothes you prepared for me filled with cotton skirts? I don't think I am suitable for wearing this kind of clothes. I chose the least obtrusive one, I'm past my youth, these clothes don't suit me—"

"No, it turns out that you wear this kind of clothes very much in line with your temperament, doesn't it?"

Yu Yigeng looked at me deeply, and said with a smile: "I used to think that if you wear this kind of cotton clothes, it will be very suitable."

What Yu Yigeng said, Zuo Zongting once said.

What was it that made them feel this way?

"Why do you say that?"

"what?"

"Why do you think I'm suitable for wearing cotton skirts? In fact, I don't like this kind of clothes. It's too easy to get dirty, and it's often inconvenient."

"Intuition, intuition that you are suitable, and now I look at it--my guess is more certain. Look, don't you look good in this?"

I smiled.

"It doesn't have to be a cotton skirt. I think I might need some other clothes. Yu Yigeng, can I trouble you to buy them for me? I'll call you the money later."

When Yu Yigeng heard this, the expression in his eyes became calm.

Suddenly, he held my shoulders, looked into my eyes and said, "Zhong Yu—I think you haven't realized one thing."

"what's up?"

I looked at him suspiciously.

"You are my fiancée now. It is only natural for me to buy you something. Don't feel uncomfortable, and don't calculate so clearly with me. I will feel sad in my heart."

I also looked at him and said: "But you treat me so well, but I don't have any extra feelings for you. You should know that I don't want to owe you anything. No matter what it is, I already owe you a lot. It's human, I can't make a distinction between these things, although we are engaged, we are not married, so please respect me a little bit, okay?"

Yu Yigeng looked at me deeply, and suddenly heaved a deep sigh.

"seriously?"

"of course."

"But I'm also serious. Anyway, what you owe me is not bad. You might as well owe it all. It's best if you don't pay it off for the rest of your life. In this way, you can only stay by my side to pay back the debt for the rest of your life." -"

The corners of his mouth were lifted up, and there were layers of smiles in his deep eyes.

The smile stretched, and it could be seen that it came from his heart.

I was also choked by his words.

"..."

"Okay, let's not talk about these spoilers. I will take you to see the sea view. The sea view here is different from that in China. There are fewer people here, and there will not be so much garbage on the beach."

I nodded.

Yu Yigeng took my hand naturally, I hesitated for a while, but finally didn't struggle, and let him hold my hand and walked towards the beach not far away.

The front door of Yu Yigeng's Linhai villa is connected to a relatively wide driveway, and when you go out from the back door, you will find a white sandy beach. Many dense broad-leaved plants are planted on both sides of the back door courtyard.

I wore a big honey-colored sun hat on my head, and a khaki-colored long skirt on my face. I let Yu Yigeng pull me, leaving a long series of footprints behind us.

Step by step, it seems that you can go to the end of time.

When I was with Yu Yigeng, there was no fluctuation in my heart.

In my mind, Yu Yigeng has always been just a friend, even though he is holding my hand, even though we are now engaged, but when I face him, my emotions should be very stable.

He didn't worry about gains and losses when he was with Zuo Zongting, and he didn't have the kind of passion to burn.

We walked quietly towards the blue sea like this.

The sea breeze was very strong, and the cotton skirt on my body was blown. I was confused. Looking at the sea in confusion, my heart was not as peaceful as I imagined.

Many buried emotions in the chest are surging with the ebb and flow of the tide.

Even when the sea breeze blew the long hair on both sides of my cheeks, there were faint tears in my eyes.

"Have you ever heard of it? Some people say—people always have the urge to look at the sea at some point."

I looked sideways at Yu Yigeng in front of me and said.

The sea breeze blew my long hair into a mess, and it fluttered on my cheeks, smoothly covering the tears in my eyes.

Hearing my words, Yu Yigeng suddenly stretched out his hand to brush away layers of my messy long hair, I didn't flicker, just let his eyes pour down unreservedly, the tears in my eyes couldn't be concealed, I I didn't try to hide it anymore, I fixed my gaze on the man in front of me, took a sudden breath and turned around to look at the sea.

It seems that there are only the two of us on this beach, without any noisy voices, and we have not seen any pedestrians. It is a luxury to be able to be alone with such a large piece of seawater in such a quiet way.

"I'm—excited right now."

Yes, seeing such a beautiful and suffocating sea, I was so excited that I couldn't speak.

Especially after experiencing such a turmoil in my heart, my heart is full of sadness, and I am afraid that only such a blue bay can completely soothe my sadness.

The sea breeze rolled up my long hair, and also rolled up the cotton skirt on my body. The soft skirt slapped on my calves. There was a blank space in my heart, and even my whole body became light because of this indomitable progress.

"Yu Yigeng, I'm alone again. I've been walking for so long, and I just want someone to accompany me all the way, but when I suddenly turned around, I found that I was alone again. You said——is this the true meaning of life? Human beings are born lonely, so they cry like that when they are born?"

I asked with tears in my eyes.

Yu Yigeng's eyes poured out warm emotion.

He couldn't help but stepped forward and wrapped my body in his arms, and shouted at me vigorously: "Zhong Yu, you are not alone! You and I—"

I didn't struggle, and let him hug me tightly from behind, but tears flowed down my face crazily.

Facing Yu Yigeng's words, I frantically argued in my heart.

No, it's not like that, I'm still alone, I know, I'm still alone.

The person I always wanted to be with was finally lost by me.

We are scattered at both ends of the cruel time, unable to get close, unable to embrace, unable to continue...

(End of this chapter)